A few years ago, I did a deep-dive on ‘narcissists’ and so-called ‘Narcissist Personality Disorder’ (NPD). By ‘deep dive’, I mean I read tens of books, did hours and hours and hours of praying about how to handle the ‘narcs’ in my own life, and my own ‘narcissistic tendencies’, that I was just waking up […]

The Rav is not Moshiach

I am pulling this out as it's own post. It's an update to the previous post, 'Surprises in Adar'. ==== UPDATE: So, Rav Almaliach just put out a message that he got from the Rav after the Rav’s comments to the public. This is what he…

Surprises in Adar

Remember a couple of months ago, R Almaliach said there would be ‘surprises in Adar’? ***UPDATE BELOW*** Well.... I think they are beginning in earnest. == The announcement last week that 250 hand-picked drug addicts would be ‘crowning…

One in a Generation downloads, and a small break

Ultimately, no-one can tell you what to believe. Only you can do that. And if you aren't talking to God regularly every day, aren't checking in with your own bad middot regularly, aren't trying to at least acknowledge that you do actually…

More of what’s going on with the Rav – Purim and Bizayon

Well, 'life in Purim mode' continues.... Before we continue on with what is apparently going to be happening on the night of Purim, at 8.30pm, let’s continue putting in more of the context around the Rav, and why so often things are so ‘weird’…

What’s going on with the Rav

This is going to be quite the post. May Hashem help me to write it. The easiest thing is if I just start at the beginning. Around three weeks ago, my good friend S, asked me: have you been following the recent videos from Rav Elmaliach? No,…

Frequency Part 3 – Teshuva

Lots has happened since I wrote part 2 of this series. (HERE.) Long story short, I went into Shabbat thinking that I have to do a serious six hour hitbodedut session about what is going on here, especially in terms of what teshuva is required…