The last couple of weeks, I’ve been getting a practical lesson in just how good, and just how holy, so many of the simple Jews out there really are.

You won’t hear stories about these simple Jews in the propaganda press, including Jewish propaganda sites like A7 and the Yeshiva World News.

You probably won’t hear stories about them in a lot of other places, too, because in this era of ‘self-promotion’ that we live in, these people aren’t doing their acts of kindnesses, and their mitzvahs, to brag about it on Instagram or Facebook.

They are doing stuff for God.

And because they care.

Here’s what happened to me today.


As you know, the last few weeks I’ve been having yet another ‘mid-life crisis’, as my husband’s foot situation really brought back to me just how fragile – and short – life really is.

BH, with Hashem’s help (and absolutely no help from Western medicine….) the foot is doing so much better, and life as we know it has slowly gone back to something pretty much normal.

He can walk around again, drive again, leave the house again, go to shul again…. Baruch Hashem a million times, because for a month it really wasn’t like that at all.

But in the meantime, caring for the foot 24/7, and worrying about the foot even when I wasn’t slicing garlic to put on the sores, or dripping on industrial amounts of Tea Tree essential oil, kind of burst my complacent little bubble, a little.

At the same time, I’ve been translating some stuff from the Rav, Rav Berland, about the importance of reaching out to others, with the light of the Torah, and helping other people develop a real relationship with Hashem.

And the combo of the ‘foot teshuva’ and the stuff from the Rav has really hit me like a bolt of lightning, and got me really looking at what am I doing, to help other people?!


(More on that in a moment.)

So today, I headed off early out of Jerusalem, to go and visit my ‘One Brain’ woman near Ashkelon, to see if she can help me clear up some of the confusion and inner turmoil I’ve been experiencing recently, around the idea of what am I doing with my life and is it what God really wants.


I got a massive flat tyre, in the middle of the main road in the San Simon neighborhood of Jerusalem, in the middle of rush hour.

There is so much construction going on all over the place, as the municipality digs up all the roads everywhere, to lay the cable required for 5…G, that flat tyres have become a regular part of life, the last few months.


Usually, I have my husband in the car with me to help take care of it. Or, the flat is not usually a total blow-out, so I can drive it to the puncture repair place in Talpiot and have them deal with it.

But not today.


My husband was in the middle of davening, on the other side of the city.

(And anyway, I didn’t want to put additional stress on his foot, until it’s 100% healed.)

I stood there looking pathetic for 10 minutes, hoping some resident would take pity on me and help me change the tyre. It wasn’t happening.

So then, I kind of fell into despair and started to feel sorry for myself, and totally helpless and hopeless.

I called my husband in the middle of davening (sorry God!) – and he suggested I call my kid, who knew about some organisation that helps people change their tyres for free.


Long story short, about 20 minutes later, a very tall man called Uriel showed up, and changed my tyre for me.

While he worked, he told me he used to be in the army for 8 years, ‘serving the country’, until he was injured.

Now, he has a younger brother who also wants to go into the special forces, but Uriel is urging him not to do it, because ‘the army is not the same army it was’.

As he talked, he was laid flat next to my car, cranking it up so he could put the spare tyre on, and I had such a feeling of gratitude for his time and help, it’s hard to describe it.


When he was done, I tried to give him the box of Ferrero Roche that I’d got at the corner store, to say a small thank you.

He refused to take it.

If I take something for doing a mitzva, then it’s not a mitzva any more! he told me, with a very serious expression on his face.


So, I gave him a minute long bracha instead, before driving off to the puncture place to get the tyre fixed.

While I drove to Talpiot, I realised I was tearing up.

Wow, this country is mamash full of amazing people, amazing Jews, really just trying to do kindnesses for other people, and trying to help them….I also want to be one of those people….


Long story short, I totally missed my appointment with my One Brain woman.

But in the meantime, I had about three hours of talking to God, and trying to figure out what I can try to do, as me, to help others.

And this is what I have come up with, with Hashem’s help:

I want to help other women, and specifically other mum’s, to recharge their batteries, and to appreciate what amazing people they really are.

Not because they’re perfect, because who’s perfect?

And not because they’ve fixed all their bad middot already, because ad 120 to get that sorted out….

But just because they are trying so hard to love their families. And putting so much time, love and energy out in the world.

And because when push comes to shove, it’s the women, the mothers, the wives, who are keeping the whole show on the road.


As more specific ideas start to gel, I’ll let you know.

(And I’m also happy to hear from readers about what sorts of things they’d like,  or are interested in, that would help to recharge their batteries, body, mind and especially soul.)

This is where I’ve got to, today.


The people who get so much of the limelight, the headlines, the ‘buzz’, the kudos in the Jewish community are nearly all basically scummers.

They’ve done a brilliant job of hijacking us, and pretending that their brand of fake ‘Judaism’, their brand of divisive and self-serving politics, their brand of anti-Torah, self-aggrandising ‘zionism’, is the real deal.

Today, a simple guy named Uriel, who took an hour out of his day to change my tire on a busy street in Jerusalem reminded me, again, about what real Jews, and real Judaism looks like.

And it’s totally beautiful.

And that’s the world where I want to be hanging out more, even as I probably have to continue the ‘clean up’ job here on the blog, for a little while longer.

All with Hashem’s help.

Because there is no other way.


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In the meantime, I’m kind of liking the idea of putting other people’s interesting posts here at the bottom of mine, so it’s less about ‘self-promotion’ and more about sharing good things around.


All of Them Witches, Part 1


That is the question I’ve been asking myself for months, already.

[Reposted from the old blog, but if anything, even more relevant to what’s going on today, especially about Freemasons, Royal Families and ‘vaccinations’.]

Because if you read Rebbe Nachman, he tells you again and again and again stay away from all doctors, they are mamash the agents of death. In fact, he puts it even more bluntly. Here’s just one of his direct comments on the subject (found in English in the book Tzaddik, page 191.)

On the subject of medicine and the importance of avoiding physicians completely, the Rebbe said that when a person has someone sick in his house, if someone came and told him to give the patient a blow with a big wooden club he would certainly be very shocked. Yet when one puts the patient in the hands of the doctor it is literally like handing him over to a murderer. The doctor’s remedies are more harmful than the blow of a murderer. Who would want to kill the patient with his own hands? Just because you have to do something to try and save the patient does that mean you should hand him over to a doctor?  You might as well call someone to beat the patient to death. Understand this.


Doctor-apologists within Breslov have always tried to claim that Rabbenu was only talking about the ‘primitive medicine’ in Eastern Europe at the time he was alive – shortly before vaccines had been discovered by Edward Jenner!!! But I don’t buy that.

Rabbenu’s advice stands the test of time, and it’s not limited to time or place.

Dafka, he knew with ruach hakodesh what was going to occur all the way up to the coming of the Moshiach, so we’re meant to believe he was only talking about the early 1800s, when he said stay away from doctors and the medical profession? I think not. (It’s a separate point, but even before this Covid 19 scandal, iatrogenic illness – i.e. medical conditions caused by medical treatment and medicine itself – was the third highest cause of death in America. Take a look at the table below, from THIS website, which has a lot of referenced information, if you want to know more.)



So then, I always struggled greatly to understand why Rebbe Nachman appeared to totally disregard everything else he says about totally avoiding doctors, to encourage his followers to get their children vaccinated.

Here is a screenshot of the original Hebrew, which was sent to me by my friend C. who decided to research this a bit more after we were discussing it:


Here’s the translation:

Rabbenu HaKadosh said that each child needs to ‘stand up’ in the ‘pakin’ [Yiddish word, which apparently means vaccination] before they reach a quarter of a year (i.e. three months old)…[Yiddish phrase]… (And if not) he is like a spiller of blood. Even if it’s a long way away from the city, and even if the travel has to occur in the time of the great cold [of winter], to stand up in the ‘pakin’, before a quarter of a year.


You see the problem?

How are we meant to square this above comment, supposedly from Rabbenu, with this statement that was definitely from Rabbenu:

[W]hen one puts the patient in the hands of the doctor it is literally like handing him over to a murderer.


Here’s what my friend had to say about it, after doing some research:

In regards to Rabbi Nachman and the smallpox vaccine;

I looked it up in Avaneha Barzel and one of the thing it says is that one should even travel in the time of the great cold in order to give the “vaccine” before the baby is 3 months.

I feel with everything Rabbenu really wanted his followers to do, he said several times in different ways and you can find it in different books.

But this vaccine thing is only found in Avaneha Barzel that was written after both Rabbenu and Rav Natan passed away.

I have a hard time imagining that Rabbenu would insist on a mother traveling in a horse and carriage with her 3 month old baby in the middle of the Ukrainian winter in order to give a vaccine.


Before the last year, I would never dream to question anything being put out in Rabbenu’s name.

But increasingly, I’m realising how the Jewish people’s holiest institutions and teachings have been infiltrated and compromised by people who are not holy.

And I’ve also learned that whatever is going on now, was also going on in the past, too. So, if the forces of evil could put out a million forged and faked psakim from gedolim like R’ Chaim Kanievsky in broad daylight, in the ‘information age’, then for sure they could also have done that in the past, too, with gedolim like Rebbe Nachman of Breslov.

We already know with all the persecution of the Rav, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, that’s gone on within the Breslov community in Meah Shearim and elsewhere, that there are some very problematic individuals deeply embedded within Breslov, whose yichus goes way, way back to all those other interesting people and families I keep writing about here.


So, let’s try to figure this out a bit more.

Here’s how the Breslov Research Institute translates that passage, above, in Tzaddik (footnote 14 on page 192):

“One who does not innoculate his infant children against pakin, smallpox, it is as if he murdered them. Even if one lives distant from the city, even in the middle of winter in freezing weather, one must bring his infant child for the vaccination.”

So, now we learn that pakin is apparently the Yiddish word for smallpox, NOT the Yiddish word for ‘vaccination’.


Everything now turns on the correct meaning of this word:


According to Morfix, we get these meanings back for that word:

to place, to position; to place upright, to erect; to get someone to their feet

This is not at all the language associated with vaccinations and innoculations.


If we take away the ‘helpful’ explanations in square brackets that pushes the explanation towards vaccines, the plain language seems to say this:

Rabbenu HaKadosh said that each child needs to ‘stand up in / be placed in’  the ‘pakin’ (smallpox) before they reach a quarter of a year (i.e. three months old)…[Yiddish phrase]… (And if not) he is like a spiller of blood. Even if it’s a long way away from the city, and even if the travel has to occur in the time of the great cold [of winter], to be placed in the ‘pakin’, before a quarter of a year.

Or in other words:

Go, take your child and make sure you expose him to smallpox before he reaches three months old, even if you have to travel a long way to do that, even if it’s the middle of the winter.


Suddenly, this starts to make way, way more sense, and to perfectly fit with Rabbenu’s other advice on totally avoiding doctors and medicines.

So now, we get to the next question (which I can’t answer – maybe someone out there can help me out.)

Who tampered with the text in Avenha Barzel to make it sound like Rabbenu was pushing vaccines, when he wasn’t talking about vaccinations at all?


And while we’re pondering that, and its implications for just how deep-rooted in tumah this whole ‘vaccine agenda’ really is, let’s take a closer look at Edward Jenner, the ‘inventor’ of the smallpox vaccine. Here’s some more research from my friend, C.:

Guess who is the profile manager of Edward Jenner (founder of smallpox vaccine) on Geni…?

Our dear Yigal Burstein….

Also it turns out that Edward Jenner was a Freemason and he reached the level of Master Mason.

In addition in this article it says that the lodge he was Master of was regularly visited by the Prince of Wales – the future George IV

More articles showing he was a Mason:


If you are new to this blog, you probably don’t know that Yigal Burstein is one of the ‘professional disinformation artists’ on geni, who ‘manages’ (also spelled D-I-S-T-O-R-T-S) a great many of the profiles of important people in Jewish history, including the Alter Rebbe of Chabad.

What possible link does Yigal Burstein, resident of Israel, have with Edward Jenner, non-Jewish, English ‘inventor’ of smallpox vaccines?

And while you are chewing that over, here’s some other interesting information to throw into the mix.


The whole narrative about the smallpox vaccine that we’ve been taught doesn’t make sense, when you go back and piece together the actual information.

You and I were taught that English Physician Edward Jenner (1749-1823)  ‘invented’ the smallpox vaccine. But even a cursory look at a few Wikipedia pages starts to throw this whole story on its head. Here’s some snippets, first from Jenner’s page:

[In the early 1700s….] Inoculation was already pioneered in Asian and African medicine and was a standard practice but involved serious risks, one of which was the fear that those inoculated would then transfer the disease to those around them due to their becoming carriers of the disease.

In 1721, Lady Mary Wortley Montagu had imported variolation to Britain after having observed it in Constantinople. While Johnnie Notions had great success with his self-devised inoculation (and was reputed not to have lost a single patient), his method’s practice was limited to the Shetland Isles. Voltaire wrote that at this time 60% of the population caught smallpox and 20% of the population died of it. Voltaire also states that the Circassians used the inoculation from times immemorial, and the custom may have been borrowed by the Turks from the Circassians….  

In the years following 1770, at least five investigators in England and Germany (Sevel, Jensen, Jesty 1774, Rendell, Plett 1791) successfully tested in humans a cowpox vaccine against smallpox…. but it was not until Jenner’s work that the procedure became widely understood.


In other words… Edward Jenner invented precisely nothing, but somehow got all the credit for his ‘smallpox vaccine’.

Once again, we see how ‘Master Masons’ are strangely catapulted to the top of the pile, and get all the good PR and undeserved credit. But even stranger, is what apparently happens next (still from Jenner’s Wikipedia page HERE):

[I]n 1840, the British government banned variolation – the use of smallpox to induce immunity – and provided vaccination using cowpox free of charge (see Vaccination Act). The success of his discovery soon spread around Europe and was used en masse in the Spanish Balmis Expedition (1803–1806), a three-year-long mission to the Americas, the Philippines, Macao, China, led by Francisco Javier de Balmis with the aim of giving thousands the smallpox vaccine….

Napoleon, who at the time was at war with Britain, had all his French troops vaccinated, awarded Jenner a medal, and at the request of Jenner, he released two English prisoners of war and permitted their return home. Napoleon remarked he could not “refuse anything to one of the greatest benefactors of mankind”.


Er, if someone you were at war with offered your troops an ‘experimental medicine against smallpox’, I doubt you’d take them up on the offer, much less give them a medal and start singing their praises. Napoleon, like Jenner, was a leading Freemason.

And yet again, we seem to have tripped over a piece of that ‘real history’ that they have tried so very hard to keep hidden from us the last 200 years, but which is now awkwardly poking into sight.


Here’s a quick snippet about that ultra-creepy worldwide ‘vaccination campaign’ from 1803 (is any of this sounding familiar?):

The Balmis Expedition, officially called the Real Expedición Filantrópica de la Vacuna (Royal Philanthropic Vaccine Expedition) was a Spanish healthcare mission that lasted from 1803 to 1806, led by Dr Francisco Javier de Balmis, which vaccinated millions of inhabitants of Spanish America and Asia against smallpox.


Francisco de Balmis bears all the hallmarks of yet another crypto-Jew, and I suspect he was also part of some secret society fraternity.

But as I’m writing this as I go, we’ll park him for now, and maybe come back to this another time. The point is – in the early 1800s, the world’s royalty and leading freemasons suddenly decided that ‘vaccinating’ the population against smallpox was a big priority for them all, and all worked together across their territories, and the world at large, to make that happen. I cant help but find that extremely strange.


Here’s the last thing for now, as this is becoming a monster post again.

Marie Antoinette’s mother was a woman called Maria Theresa, (1717-1780), ruler of Austria, Hungary, Bohemia, Galicia and quite a few other places, besides.

Maria Theresa keeps popping up in my research of ‘Real Jewish History’, and she has a Jewish courtier that I’m finding it very hard to track down in real time, who also keep figuring large in my research, by the name of Abraham Mendel Theben.


Abraham is the son of a prominent Jewish leader called Menachem Mendel; and the father of another mysterious Jewish leader called Jacob Mendel Theben, and his daughter marries the son of none other than Jonathan Eybshutz. Other children also marry into other interesting families, including the Oppenheimers, Wertheimers, (Frankist…) Beers and Mandels.

But strangely, I can find next to no information about him, or his family, which gives me a big red flag that something big is being hidden here.


Anyway, point is for this post that the Austrian monarch Maria Theresa was also really big on ‘innoculations’ and ‘vaccinations’.

And again, all this is happening 30 years before Master Mason Edward Jenner is meant to have ‘invented the smallpox vaccine.’ Snippet from Wikipedia:

After the smallpox epidemic of 1767, [Maria Theresa] promoted inoculation, which she had learned of through her correspondence with Maria Antonia, the Electress of Saxony (who in turn probably knew of it through her own correspondence with the Prussian king Frederick II).

After unsuccessfully inviting the Sutton brothers from England to introduce their technique in Austria, Maria Theresa obtained information on current practices of smallpox inoculation in England. She overrode the objections of Gerard van Swieten (who doubted the effectiveness of the technique), and ordered that it be tried on thirty-four newborn orphans and sixty-seven orphans between the ages of five and fourteen years.


The trial was successful, establishing that inoculation was effective in protecting against smallpox, and safe (in the case of the test subjects). The empress therefore ordered the construction of an inoculation centre, and had herself and two of her children inoculated.

She promoted inoculation in Austria by hosting a dinner for the first sixty-five inoculated children in Schönbrunn Palace, waiting on the children herself.

Maria Theresa was responsible for changing Austrian physicians’ negative view of inoculation.


So, lots of lots of historical ‘vaccine’ weirdness, with ‘smallpox’ playing the part of our modern ‘Covid 19’, as the excuse for leaders, royalty and freemasons to ‘force vaxx’ their populations.

There are a lot of angles to this that really aren’t making sense according to the history we’ve all been taught. Like, why would it take 250 years to ‘eradicate smallpox’ if successful vaccines were already being pioneered all over the place at the beginning of the 1500s, already?

Inoculation for smallpox appears to have started in China around the 1500s.Europe adopted this practice from Asia in the first half of the 18th century. In 1796 Edward Jenner introduced the modern smallpox vaccine. In 1967, the WHO intensified efforts to eliminate the disease.


Man, I’m having a serious sense of deja vu.

We’ve been here before, it seems, with global pandemics and ‘worldwide vaccination projects’ enthusiastically endorsed by the world’s elites, that begin in China and end with the WHO.

But one thing is sure: Rabbenu’s advice to stay away from doctors and medicines still holds true. And he never told people to go and get their children ‘vaccinated’.


There is nothing new under the sun.


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In Rebbe Nachman’s tale of Ancient Times (Sipurey Ma’asiot) he brings the story of the Seven Beggars.

(See HERE, for a good English translation.)

Except, the story ends after the tale of the sixth beggar, who heals the wounded Princess (i.e. the soul) who escapes into the Water Castle, after her evil husband the King (i.e. the yetzer hara) shoots ten poisonous arrows into her.

The Sixth Beggar is the ‘beggar who has no hands’, and he heals the wounded Princess with the ’10 Types of Melody’, i.e. the 10 Psalms of the Tikkun Haklali.

So far, so good.


But then:

The conclusion of the story — that is, what happened on the Seventh Day with the footless beggar, and the conclusion of the King’s son with whom the story began — he did not tell; and he said he would not tell any more, and it will not be heard until Mashiach comes — speedily in our days, Amen!


(Baruch Hashem, the husband’s foot is doing so much better, and he’s walking around on it, albeit a bit gingerly. Thanks for all the prayers, advice, and well-wishing, it’s very much appreciated.)

One of my readers, H. sent me some of the psycho-somatic connections, between ‘feet’ and our emotional state.

I’m reproducing it below, because all of us right now are in this stage of the ‘Beggar who has no feet’ – the 7th Beggar that equates to the Moshiach, in Rebbe Nachman’s tales:


The Feet: Symbol for knowing how to behave joyfully through harmony and love. Symbol of trust being open towards yourself, towards others.

A grateful acceptance of Life, of everything we encounter on our way. A smooth exchange between the intuitive feeling aspect and the more intellectually active part of yourself. The reconciliation within yourself between the receptive “feminine” and the assertive “masculine” aspect.


Being firmly anchored in yourself: self-consciously mastering your emotions and confidently allowing these feelings, not blocking them. A light-footed joyful, warm existence, when we build on our deepest Divine self: standing on our own feet, in balance. Symbol of naked honesty towards ourselves. An honest confrontation with others, without crossing your boundaries: respect.


She says about ailments in general: You carry too heavy loads: get rid of them.

You try to force something, you don’t trust natural evolution enough, you would “twist” certain things, do violence: let go, let everything and everyone take their course, focus on yourself! Because you are not grounded enough in yourself, you focus too strongly on others; you may become meddlesome. You feel yourself stuck: dissolve this in yourself!


Don’t take it out on others!

Do emotions weigh heavily? Do not look for the cause in the other. Foot problems often require a radical break with past habits. Have fears prevented you from moving forward on your life path? the cause of problems, sorrow and misery is usually faced by the other person; however, start now by observing yourself in all honesty, in the mirror as it were.

Confront your deepest core: Beneath your problems is a blissful core, discover this one. Let go of others and turn inward.

Give in now to your beautiful feelings, to your heart desires, independently of others. Make yourself true and dare to enjoy every moment: life for its own sake, gratitude! Continue on this path of joy; when you find happiness within yourself, your environment will also change. Don’t try to change the others.

Only in this way, by standing on your feet, by letting the primary feeling of happiness enter you and going your way firmly, by letting others go their way… will you experience yourself relaxed and joyful.


This comes from a book called:

The Key to Self-Liberation, the Psychological Origin and Solution of 1300 Diseases, by Christiane Beerlandt (originally in Flemish, but with an English translation that’s pretty expensive….)

But it really spoke to me and my husband.

Now, this is what I read at the back of the Pirchei Nevarchim booklet of 10 different Psalms, revealed a little while back by Rabbi Eliezer Berland:


Point 4:

The 10 psalms of the Tikkun HaKlali are associated with the 10 fingers of the hands of the ‘Sixth Beggar’, the beggar called ‘without hands’, who healed the Princess who fell down wounded, with the niggun (melody) of his holy hands.

And the verses of the Pirchei Nevarchim are associated with the 10 toes of the feet, of the ‘Seventh Beggar’, the beggar called ‘without feet’.

Who rectifies with his holy legs, via dancing and dancing in circles, the Prince who totally fell away from his emuna.


Point 5:

The Pirchei Nevarchim help a person to make teshuva for serious sins, and prepare the way for a person to get his emuna back, and to renew his sense of simcha, and vitality, in his avodat Hashem (service of Hashem, i.e. doing mitzvot.)


Compare and contrast these statements.

One is coming from the ‘body up’.

And one is coming from Shemayim, down.

But they are both saying essentially the same thing.

And they are both filling in more of the gaps, for how we can move into the next stage of geula with our emuna, and physical health, and happiness, intact.

Bezrat Hashem.


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I am continuing to learn some profound lessons from my husband’s foot.

I know this maybe sounds like ‘weird’ stuff to share on a blog, but one thing that I’ve learned throughout my life is that real emuna isn’t about crafting flowery speeches, or sharing ‘nice, theoretical, emuna ideas’ – although there is also a place for those things, for sure.

Real emuna is when we have real challenges – like a badly infected foot, or a rebellious teen, or a serious case of anger, or depression – and we try to connect those challenges back to Hashem, in real time.

The foot has already taught me a whole, massive lesson about the need to acknowledge and work on suppressed anger, which you can read more about HERE.

But today’s post is about the general idea of ‘taking responsibility’ for ourselves.

Let us begin.


Baruch Hashem, after my husband got a blessing from the Rav last Thursday night, and after the penny dropped about ‘suppressed anger’ leading to all these disgusting, pus-y foot sores, and after I had the epiphany of putting slices of raw garlic direct on these sores – which worked AMAZINGLY, to clear up the pus – I kind of thought maybe ‘the lesson of the foot’ had drawn to a close.

But I was wrong.

The last couple of days, my husband has started to return more to his routine….

That routine where he basically works like a dog for 10 hours straight, whilst sitting in a small, window-less glass box that’s euphemistically called a ‘private office’.

When he was laid up, we talked a lot about the need for some massive sort of ‘lifestyle rebalance’.

He’s looking for a new office now, closer to home.

He’s gone back to learning more Torah again – something that got blown out of the water, by all the Covid 19 restrictions, lockdowns and stress.

And with Hashem’s help, we have plans to shift the focus off of ‘working like a dog’ a lot more.


In the meantime….

My husband came back home yesterday, and after he took the big sock off and unwound his foot for its nightly dunking in teatree oil and close inspection – we both saw that the foot had kind of swollen up again.


All the infection is pretty much gone, the skin is healing amazingly.

But the foot itself was still swollen.


For some reason, I got really cross at my husband when I saw that, and I started yelling at him that he needs to start taking more responsibility for his own foot, and stomped off to bed.

As I lay there doing some ’emergency hitbodedut’, I started wondering why I’d got so upset with the guy. I mean, he’s been through a lot, he’s doing his best, he’s been very receptive to a lot of the strange ideas I’ve been hitting him with.

I pulled out my ‘Touch for Health’ book on energy meridians, to see if I could get more clues on what might be causing the swelling, and then read about the ‘water-related’ energy meridians, kidney and bladder.

They are connected to negative emotions like existential angst, fear, apathy and despair.

These are all things that have also been ‘pushed down’ and ignored for years and years, whilst still impacting me and my husband in a whole bunch of ways, from behind the scenes.


This morning, I had another frank chat with him, and I laid out what I’d discovered:

God is using your foot, to communicate some very deep stuff to you, about what you need to be really looking at, and taking responsibility for, in yourself.

First, we had the whole ‘ignoring the problem for five days until the foot went septic’ issue.

Classic British Ashkenazi response.

Then, we had the ‘suppressed anger about what’s going while pretending everything is ‘fine’ issue, which led directly to the disgusting, festering foot wounds that just weren’t clearing up – until we figured out the spiritual cause, got a bracha from the Rav, and started doing the raw garlic slices fanatically.

And now, we have arrived at the: “feeling totally apathetic and despairing about it all, so just kind of giving up on moving things forward” stage.


To put this another way, my husband’s foot is a microcosm of his soul.

 And God is using it precisely, to show him the ‘underlying stuff’ he finally needs to acknowledge, and get on with really dealing with.

Tachlis, I told him he needs to take responsibility for his foot from here on in.

I’m happy to help from the sides, but his foot is HIS PROBLEM, his ‘soul response’ to the world.

And he’s the only one who can really knuckle down, and do what needs to be done to return his foot to full health, speedily, BH.


While all this was going on, I had a few conversations with a few other people, that brought home again and again, in different ways, that we seem to be in the stage of things now where everyone has to start to take responsibility for themselves, and their lives, and their souls, and their health.

One conversation was with a friend, who was being severely pressured to ‘get induced’ because she was two weeks late and an older mum.

The hospital was putting so much pressure on her, and trying to scare the pants off her that if she didn’t do things ‘their way’, she’d be responsible for anything that went wrong with the birth, God forbid.

My friend stood her ground, really connected back to God, and decided that she was going to let God decide when this soul should be brought into the world, not the c*appy doctors.

(At the same time, she arranged for daily private scans, and was in constant touch with her chinese medicine doctor / doula. Taking responsibility doesn’t just mean you sit there and pray, you also have to actually go out and do things, too.)


BH, the baby was born last week, naturally, when the time was right, and mum and baby are doing well.

Last year, my friend got ‘scared’ by the doctors into taking two Covid jabs.

She told me that she felt she was having a similar test again this time, with the birth. And this time, she decided to take responsibility, take it back to God, and approach with more emuna and trust that the baby would be born at the time God decided.

I’m really proud of her.


Another conversation was with a young lady who is struggling with the nice, but OTT controlling mother of her serious boyfriend.

The mother insists on making breakfast for her (almost 30 year old….) son every morning – even though he’s been telling her not to, for the last 10 years.

She insists on ‘helping him’ to buy his furniture, ‘helping him’ to buy his clothing, ‘helping him’ with ideas of where he should be going on holiday, how he should be spending his time….

In the meantime.

His girlfriend is waiting for him to grow up, and become a man already, so they can actually get married.


This problem of OTT controlling ‘helpful mothers’ seems to be massive in the Jewish world today.

The basic problem boils down to this:

Many mothers – even the kindest, goodest people – want to keep their children, especially their sons, kind of ‘small and dependent’ on them, because it makes the mother feel good and useful to ‘help’.

In other words, they want to keep their sons as ‘boys’ they can mother.

Meantime, the wives want their husbands to grow up, and to be men.

Real men, who take responsibility for themselves, and who knuckle down and work on developing the emuna, and good character traits required to truly be the people God designed them to be in the world.


Sure, we could blame the mothers, the parents, for continuing to coddle and control their children.

But really?

The responsibility for this lies with the man himself.

It’s so much easier, in so many ways, to have someone else decide things for you, and take care of things for you.

And in the meantime, you can sit there and lie to yourself that you ‘don’t have a choice’ about what’s going on, or that it’s impossible to change things, or even, that you really ARE working on yourself, all the time (just, nothing ever actually changes or shifts….)

As the Sages say, if someone tells you that they didn’t search and they found – don’t believe them!

But if they tell you they searched and then found – then you can believe them.


There’s reams and reams that have been written about the ‘feminisation’ of men, and I don’t want to add much more to the discussion.

Other than to say, that we are in a period of time now where God is expecting every single one of us to knuckle down, and to take responsibility for ourselves, our lives, our souls, our health, our middot.

The time when you could carry on ignoring problems has gone.

The time when you could carry on blaming your parents, your rabbis, your teachers, your spouse, your kids, your boss, the neighbor, for everything that is going wrong – has gone.

God is inviting every single one of us now, to move into the world of truth, and that journey begins with ourselves.


So many of us are so ‘numb’ to ourselves, to our souls, to the real ‘us’, that really God doesn’t have so much choice, except to try to get our attention in some radical ways.

Like, strange and disturbing health issues, that just aren’t going away, no matter how much we ‘listen to the experts’.

That process is likely about to accelerate, as more and more people understand that they have been duped, deceived and injured by Western Medicine, and its minions.


Having to deal with health issues like this is exhausting and scary.

Since my husband got back from Uman, I’ve been running around like a chicken without a head, trying to figure out what on earth was going on, and what ‘response’ God wanted from me, and from him.

That process has been all-consuming.

But at this point, I can honestly say I am incredibly grateful for the infected foot, even though we are still not quite out of the woods with it.

It has been a catalyst for some tremendous teshuva, some tremendous spiritual soul-searching, hopefully, some tremendous changes that will have long-lasting benefits, in a number of ways.

There have been so many important lessons to  learn, from ‘the foot’.

But the main one boils down to this:

Take responsibility for yourself, your health, and your life.


Stop blaming other people all the time.

Stop pretending like ‘you don’t have a choice’.

We always have a choice to make, whatever the circumstances we find ourselves in.

We can always choose to work on our emuna, to own our own problems, to use our health issues to get closer to Hashem – or the opposite, God forbid.

Sure, it’s easier to act like the victim.

It’s easier to hide behind ‘kibud av’ve em’ then really owning up to the fact that we’re spiritually lazy, and that we don’t want to look at ourselves properly in the face.

It’s easier to let other people decide stuff the real stuff for us, while we passively sit there reading the latest tweets about our stocks and shares.

But that’s not what God wants.


If you’re a man, and this post pushed your buttons, I apologise in advance.

If you’re a controlling mother, and this post pushed your buttons, I apologise in advance.

(And if you’re my husband and this post pushed your buttons, I also apologise in advance!!!)


We live in a politically-correct world where we’re supposed to just go around hugging trees and pretending that ‘global warming’ is responsible for everything that’s going so badly wrong in our world, but that’s a crock.

We’re responsible.

You and me.

But the good news is, once we stop ducking the responsibility for what’s going wrong in our lives, then we are really empowered to start to turn things around.

And that process of change starts with us, our emuna, and our bad middot.


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Yesterday, I had an interesting chat with one of my friends here in Israel.

Three weeks ago, a 17 year old boy in their neighborhood was rushed to hospital for serious brain surgery.

The story was then, that he’d somehow managed to ‘slip’ in the shower, and had banged his head so hard on the floor, he’d ruptured something serious.

Even at the time, I said to me friend that the story didn’t sound right. When people fall over – and they are still conscious – the body automatically prioritises protecting the most crucial part of the anatomy – the head, the brain.

So, you’ll break an arm, or twist awkwardly, to avoid slamming your head straight into the floor, even if you do slip, somehow.

But the exception to this, is if you faint, or lose consciousness.

Like this:



This is a compilation of ‘vaccinated’ people in China, all keeling over unconscious, most of whom subsequently died.

Notice how their heads mamash smash into floors, cars, tables, work surfaces.


So, I told my friend that it seemed to me the boy must have lost consciousness, somehow, BEFORE he smashed his head in the shower.

And if he was ‘vaccinated’, then that would explain a lot….

Yesterday, she told me that she’d learned that this 17 year old boy HAD A STROKE IN THE SHOWER.

Before these ‘safe and effective’ Covid shots, we never heard of this happening to healthy teens.

Now, it seems to be an almost daily occurrence.


Over on the Twitter feed that’s trending under #DiedSuddenly, you find some more interesting information that our totally corrupt, propaganda MSM just isn’t covering.

Like this:


Here’s a snippet from the original story, on the website, HERE:

More than 18 million people were injured so badly by their first COVID shot from Pfizer or Moderna that they had to go to the hospital. That’s according to the CDC’s own internal data, which a court just ordered the federal agency to release to a watchdog group….

Of the 10 million people who participated in V-safe – again, a massive sample size – 3.3 million reported Adverse Health Impacts (AHIs) immediately after their first vaccination.

That’s 33% or one-in-three. Of those 3.3 million people, 1.2 million reported that they were unable to perform daily activities for a time after vaccination. 1.3 million reported getting so sick from the shots that they had to miss school or work.

And about 800,000 reported being hospitalized by their COVID vaccination….That’s an 8% hospitalization rate.

It means that as many as 18 million of the 230 million people who received at least one shot may have been hospitalized with an adverse reaction.


Strangely, our corrupt, propaganda media is totally silent about all this.

Instead, they continue to put out weird stories that don’t make sense, like THIS:


I asked my husband if it’s even possible for a grown man, who can’t swim, to drown in a mikva.

He told me that the water only comes up to the chest of an average man, and that you can stand up with your head out of the water at all times (unless you’re incredibly short).

So…. the part of this ‘story’ that is missing, is that this man ‘drowned in the mikva’ AFTER he lost consciousness.

I am willing to bet that just like all those Chinese vax victims in the first Tweet above, he had a vaxx-induced heart attack, or stroke, in the water, immediately lost consciousness, and then drowned.

Doesn’t that sound way more likely, than a grown man somehow ‘drowning’ in a mikva without first losing consciousness?


Back on the DiedSuddenly Twitter feed, we find more interesting stories that the MSM is avoiding.

Like this one:


Yes, you read that correctly.

Canada has had some of the most draconian ‘Covid’ tyranny of anywhere in the world, and recently, they made it obligatory for doctors to get their 4th Covid shot, or ‘booster’, as they euphemistically like to call this stuff.

Whaddya know?

All of a sudden, there are 80 Canadian doctors – and the list is growing all the time, who ‘diedsuddenly’ from unknown causes.


My mum just sent me this:

CDC Vaccine Advisory Group To Vote on Adding mRNA Vaccines to the Childhood Schedule

My mum has had three Covid shots, and no-one could accuse her of being an ‘anti-vaxxer’.

But she still thinks this is totally awful.


Because even my mum has come to understand that these shots are the very OPPOSITE of ‘safe and effective’.

They are dangerous nanotechnology that are causing millions of young, healthy people all over the world to keel over suddenly, after experiencing a GO-nanotech-induced heart-attack or stroke.


Is the CDC going to approve these killer Covid shots for your children?

Of course they are.

The CDC is bought and paid for by Big Pharma, and is also operating as the regulatory arm of the same American government whose Dept of Defense and DARPA are the masterminds behind all this GO-nanotech-masquerating-as-vaccines in the first place.


So, what are you going to do?

Are you going to carry on parroting the line that these shots are ‘safe and effective’, as the dead and disabled continue to pile up all around?

Are you going to meekly go along with a ‘vaccine schedule’ for your children, designed by DARPA and Big Pharma to kill, disable, or at the very least, ‘remote control’ your children?

Or, are you finally going to grow some cojones, and start to stand up for yourself.

And your family.

And especially, for your precious children?


There is such powerful, peaceful strength in numbers.

The only way they get this stuff to ‘work’ is if they can fool or coerce enough people into going along with it.

If you are a parent, seek out other like-minded parents now, and decide to just say no, to the CDC’s vaccine mandates for your child.

Even if you have to pull them out of school, and homeschool.’

Even if you hate confrontation.

Even if the thought of standing out from the crowd like this makes you cringe.

Grow some cojones, and start to stand up for what’s right, and just, and true.


In the meantime, we are heading into interesting times with all this.

With infertility and cancers sky-rocketing all over the planet; #DiedSuddenly being the most searched term in social media, and more and more stories coming out about teens having strokes in the shower, and grown men ‘drowning’ in mikvas – clearly, they can’t keep this ‘safe and effective’ farce going for too much longer.

Even with the corrupt, propaganda MSM ignoring the story.

The cracks in the narrative are growing so wide, they are becoming obvious to anyone, who WANTS to see the truth.

The question is, how many people are really in that camp?


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One of the things that happens when a person gets angry, is that their blood literally starts to boil.

Our Sages tell us this, and they also spell it out, literally, that when a person lets the feeling of anger take over:

Demons control him, because all of the blood boils

(Taken from the Tefilla L’Ani to overcome Anger, HERE – thanks to Nahman for the link.)


Around nine years ago, I quit writing to try and retrain as an energy medicine aromatherapist practitioner.

Me being me, I did a very deep dive on human health, I learnt across the breadth and length of a bunch of related energy medicine disciplines – and the end of all that, I had literally one and a half paying clients, the whole year.

I took that as a sign that I should go back to writing – which also wasn’t earning any money, but at least I felt I was sometimes doing something useful.

But, all that knowledge stayed with me, and I also wrote a few books about how human health is not one dimensional, as we’re taught in Western Medicine, but actually a fusion of body-mind-soul.

So at this stage, that’s part of why I see strange ‘connections’, especially with health, that maybe aren’t apparent to others.

Here’s where we return to discussing the graphene oxide nanotech in the Covid shots.


Over the last couple of months, 26 teams of researchers, in 16 different countries around the world, have put out scientific papers and shared information about the strange nanocircuits and GO structures that they are routinely finding in the Covid shots.

You can see more of these works referenced HERE, in the International Journal of Vaccine Theory, Practice and Research, snippet of the Abstract below:

Between July 2021 and August 2022, evidence of undisclosed ingredients in the COVID-19 “vaccines” was published by at least 26 researchers/research teams in 16 different countries across five continents using spectroscopic and microscopic analysis.

Despite operating largely independently of one another, their findings are remarkably similar and highlight the clear and present danger that the world’s population has been lied to regarding the contents of the COVID-19 “vaccines”.

This raises grave questions about the true purpose of the dangerous experimental injections that have so far been shot into 5.33 billion people (over two thirds of the human race), including children, apparently without their informed consent regarding the contents.

Surprise findings include sharp-edged geometric structures, fibrous or tube-like structures, crystalline formations, “microbubbles”, and possible self-assembling nanotechnology.

The blood of people who have received one or more COVID-19 “vaccines” appears, in case after case, to contain foreign bodies and to be seriously degraded, with red blood cells typically in Rouleaux formation.


La Quinta Columna have been putting out their images and videos for months and months now.

But today, I want to share some images from a different group of researchers who have started up a website called ‘Life in the Blood’, to share their findings. Here’s their ‘About’ blurb:

We are an international group of concerned citizens, scientists and medical practitioners who have observed surprising microscopic phenomena regarding the recently deployed Covid-19 injections.

We have examined various aspects of Pfizer Comirnaty, Fluad Quad, Afluria Quad 2021, and saline controls.


On their main website HERE, they have a short embedded video called Should this be in your vaccines? that you can only watch at their site.

I highly recommend you do that, as they have very good-quality microscopy images of the nanocircuitry that forms in the Cominaty (Pfizer) covid shot, when left to ‘sit’ for a few days.

Here’s another snippet from the main site, then I want to draw you attention to a ‘mini-site’ they’ve put together, with some absolutely stunning images of the circuitry, plus explanation of what factors get these nanocircuits to form:

[W]hat can clearly be seen…[is] a self-assembling electric nano-system.  Whilst we cannot describe the exact mechanisms by which the injected solution assembles the circuitry, or its purpose, the presence is undeniable. 

Patents describing the purposes for manipulation of the body by nanotechnology, have been in plain sight for a long time, and the astute can also find presentations on YouTube.

The developers aren’t shy about how their inventions can be used for external control of those who become part of the internet of bodies and brains.  


Here’s another of their short videos, on the bitchute site HERE:

And HERE is where you can find more of their short videos of the objects ‘forming’ in the Covid shots, on their main site.

These videos were basically all put up around 8 months ago, just I never heard of the site until now.


Now, let’s go to the mini-site (which you’ll have to ignore the ‘warning’ about, if you want to access it – this is a standard ploy they use to try to put people off visiting websites with real information.)

There, you’ll find some awe-inspiring stills of the circuitry developing in Pfizer’s Cominarty (but present in all the Covid shots).

Like this one:


But even more interestingly, at least to me, is the researchers’ step-by-step explanation, of how the most sophisticated nanocircuitry actually develops, over time.

Here’s some snippets of that process:

In the days that followed I contemplated how the formation happened.

Was it a function of time? Of the vibration in the car? Heat? Cell towers along the way?

It could have been any of those, so I took some more of the liquid and plated out some more slides, put them in multiple slide carriers, drove them all around the city near cell towers for two hours, and then came back.  


From the experiments done by an electrical engineer called Matt Taylor, we already know that being in close proximity to WIFI routers (not even 5…G towers, just that box  you have sitting in the corner of the room somewhere…) ‘triggers’ this nanocircuitry to start forming.

Watch this, to understand more and to see that happening in real time:


Taylor found that when the WiFi router was switched off, the circuitry kind of ‘dissolved’ back into nothingness.


Now, to get back to the Life of the Blood researcher, he found 8 months ago that a key ‘trigger’ for the more complicated nanostructures to form is heat.


After some more attempts, interesting activity and organization occurred, but no dramatic new images were made.  I plated out another batch on the 16th of January. Then I took them out in the car into the city on a hot day and left them in the car with the windows down.

It was around 28°C outdoors, and the car got to around 40°C max. When I got home, this image was on the slide with a whole lot more. The experiment was successfully repeated.

Here’s a screenshot of what formed on the slide, after exposure to heat:


We’re back to that awesome (not in a good way) nanocircuitry again.

So, what are some lessons we can learn from this?

Here’s my take.


These Covid shots have been ‘designed’ by Hashem, to get humanity to finally wake up, and make some real teshuva.

Unlike many other people who are 100% behind the idea of there being GO nanotech in these shots, I 100% believe that the damage is reversible.

But only if people make some real teshuva.

That teshuva would look something like this:

  1. Admit they made a mistake, by getting the shots, however many they already had.
  2. Refuse to get any more shots, or boosters.
  3. Acknowledge the bad middot that were manipulated in order to get them to take the shots in the first place, including fear, lack of emuna, blind obedience to authority, spiritual laziness, etc etc.
  4. Acknowledge the bad middot and bad habits that are still being used to harm them, including constant use of SmartPhones, being ‘online’ all the time, absorbing and believing the lying media’s lying propaganda, continuing to lie to themselves that the government and medical establishment and ‘science’ is our friend…
  5. Get offline, as much as possible, urgently – because remember, exposure to WiFi triggers these nanocircuits to ‘grow’.
  6. Work on acknowledging and overcoming their anger.


I wrote a lot about anger in the last post, HERE.

But I was very struck about how HEAT also triggers these nanostructures to grow, in a vaccinated person’s bloodstream, before they migrate to wherever the internet signal is instructing them to go, in the human body.

God created this world according to some firm spiritual rules.

One of those rules is:

When a person lets the feeling of anger take over:

Demons control him, because all of the blood boils


I believe these shots won’t be able to ‘work’ in people who are working on staying attached to Hashem, and who have a real connection to their own souls.

If a person is doing regular hitbodedut, if they are asking God to help them deal with their anger issues and to take it away, or to deal with their ‘fear of germs’ or ‘fear of dying’, or lack of emuna, or internet addiction, then the ‘demons’ will not be allowed to control him.

Ultimately, it will all come down to us being real with God, doing hitbodedut, working on our bad middot, especially anger and fallen fears – and getting off-line, as much as possible.

Or in other words: there is a choice to be made, here.

And that choice is also something that the ‘un-vaxxed’ will have to deal with, going forward, as the tests won’t stop, until we finally get into the world of truth.


So, there is still everything to pray for.

And no-one should be writing off ‘vaxxed’ people as being unsaveable or inevitably doomed, because that’s not at all what is going on, here.

They had poisonous GO nanotech injected into their bodies, and it’s responsible for the massive rise in sudden deaths going on. But their ‘DNA’ is still their ‘DNA’, and the nanotech can be guided by its creators to self-destruct and flush itself out of the body.

Just first, more of us have to realise what’s really going on, and to find and hold the creators of this demonic tech accountable.

HERE‘s a good place to start:


Ido Bachelet went to work for Pfizer shortly after he made this video, in 2015:



Screenshot from HERE:



Pfizer is cooperating with the DNA robot laboratory managed by Prof. Ido Bachelet at Bar-Ilan University.

Bachelet has developed a method of producing innovative DNA molecules with characteristics that can be used to “program” them to reach specific locations in the body and carry out pre-programmed operations there in response to stimulation from the body.


This from December last year, on the Calcatech website HERE:


George Church is a famous, yucky eugenicist-promoting genome-editing, DNA-manipulating scientist working out of the Wyss Institute, Harvard.

Snippet from HERE:

[G]ene-editing pioneer George Church suggested that couples should test whether they are genetically compatible as a way to reduce the likelihood of passing genetic diseases to their children. Church had also argued that this preventative measure would not only make expensive gene therapies unnecessary, but it could also eliminate all genetic diseases.

Now the 65 year old Harvard professor has followed up on this suggestion by coming up with a dating app called ‘digid8’ that compares the DNA of couples, and then screens out matches that would result in a child with an inherited disease….

Despite the obvious usefulness of the digid8 concept, and its potential to lead to the elimination of fatal genetic diseases, the anti-science outrage mob has labelled the dating app idea as Tinder for Nazis.

This is despite the fact that the concept is partially inspired by Dor Yeshorim, a New York-based company that tests the genetic compatibility of Jewish couples so as to prevent diseases like Tay-Sachs and cystic fibrosis, which are common among some ethnically Jewish populations. Dor Yeshorim’s genetic testing has been proven to have significantly reduced cases of Tay-Sachs.


It’s all connected.

Here’s a spiffy little video from the Wyss Institute dated April 2014 – eight years ago! – demonstrating exactly how all this GO circuitry is now ‘self-assembling’, in ‘vaccinated’ people:


Compare and contrast with the images of what they are finding in the Cominarty Pfizer shots, above.

People like Ido Bachelet and George Church know exactly what is in these shots.

And, they also know how to ‘defuse’ them ASAP, and how to get them to self-destruct harmlessly.

The solution is hiding in plain site – once we accept what the real problem actually is.


Let me leave you with this.

It’s a video compilation I put together of a few different videos showing people apparently literally being ‘scared to death’ – i.e., death by neuro-modulation.


So, it’s really up to us, where this goes from here.

But one thing is clear: no-one is going to come through this process in one piece, without making an awful lot of teshuva.

And that’s regardless of their ‘vaxx-ed’ status.



My daughter just sent me this – a short clip of a health professional in Florida explaining how infertility rates in her practise are up 50%, miscarriages are up 50%, and abnormal pap smears and cervical cancer is also up 25%, since the rollout of the Covid shots.



So, I went to take a closer look at who is funding Bachelet’s new ‘mysterious’ nanotech company, to the tune of $120 million in seed funding.

That privilege has fallen to a guy named Marius Nacht.

HERE is his English Wikipedia page.

Together with Gil Shwed, Nacht founded Checkpoint Software, and is apparently sitting on a fortune worth $1.5 billion USD…

He’s also a product of the IDF’s ‘Talpiot’:

Nacht is a graduate of Talpiot’s 1980 cohort, the IDF’s most elite R&D program.

Every year, Talpiot recruits several dozen talented students who undergo a rigorous three-year academic and military training program, including research, development and ethics. Talpiot graduates commit an additional six years, to serving in a variety of roles at the forefront of technology for the IDF & Ministry of Defense.

Now, he’s partnering with Dr Yair Schindel, on a biotech incubator called ‘aMoon’.

HERE‘s the aMoon website (good luck with that, it’s written in classic ‘biz speak’, that essentially is all buzz words and nothing concrete about what they are really up to.


Yair Schindel is interesting.

His parents were apparently saved by Oskar Schindler.

Here’s some more interesting stuff from his bio on the aMoon website:

Before launching aMoon Yair served as the founding CEO of Digital Israel, the State’s National Digital Bureau established within the Israeli Prime Minister’s Office with the mission of accelerating digital transformation and stimulating economic growth on a national level.

Prior to Digital Israel, Yair was the CEO of Startup Nation Central, a nonprofit organization that connects major international businesses, governments, and NGO’s to Israeli innovation.

In 2010, Yair co-founded MAOZ, an NGO that trains and connects Israel’s most promising future leaders, creating an active network of over 500 alumni promoting social change initiatives to strengthen Israel’s socio-economic resilience. Between 2011 to 2013, Yair served as the organization’s founding CEO, and until 2016, as a board member.


Guess who funds MAOZ?

If you said ‘the Edmund de Rothschild Foundation’, you’d be right.

Screenshot from HERE:

2013 is when Schindel was the MAOZ CEO.

Isn’t that a CO-IN-CID-ENCE?


Then he moved to StartUp Nation Central, snippet from their website HERE:

Established in 2013, Start-Up Nation Central Central is a non-profit organization that strengthens Israel’s innovation ecosystem and connects it to global challenges and stakeholders. Immersed in the Israeli technology ecosystem, we identify technological sectors with high growth potential and help them to scale.

Start-Up Nation Central was founded by American billionaire Paul Singer – that same Paul Singer who has been aggressively pushing the trans agenda, any way he can.

Singer seems to be connected to something called the Rashi Foundation – which I’m sure you’ve never heard of.

Neither had I – but Shimon Peres loved it, and that’s good enough for me to already know this is VERY dodgy.

Watch this:


Gustave Leven’s grandpa was a guy called Narcisse Leven.

Here’s what we learn about him (from HERE):

Narcisse Leven (1833 – 1915) was a lawyer by profession.

He was one of the original founders of the Alliance israélite universelle (AIU). He was its general secretary from 1863 to 1883, its vice-president from 1883 to 1898, and its president beginning in 1898.

Narcisse, Manitoba, Canada was also named after Leven, who was then the president of the Jewish Colonization Association, by the residents of Bender Hamlet, a Jewish farm colony located 2 km east of Narcisse.


The Alliance was a notorious bulwark of the Freemason-Frankists, trying to destroy Torah Judaism throughout the Sephardi world – and they sadly had a lot of success.

And then, we see that weird link-up with the Jewish Colonization Association.

Snippet from HERE:

The Jewish Colonisation Association… is an organisation created on September 11, 1891, by Baron Maurice de Hirsch.

Its aim was to facilitate the mass emigration of Jews from Russia and other Eastern European countries, by settling them in agricultural colonies on lands purchased by the committee in North America (Canada and the United States), South America (Argentina and Brazil) and Ottoman Palestine.

Today ICA is still active in Israel in supporting specific development projects under the name Jewish Charitable Association (ICA.


And just like that, we’re instantly linked back up to the white slave trade that saw the Freemason-Frankists trafficking Jewish women as brothel workers from Eastern Europe, all over the world, but especially places like Argentina.

Here’s another snippet about the JCA, which of course links us back to the Rothschilds:

 In 1899 Baron Edmond James de Rothschild transferred title to his settlements in Palestine along with fifteen million francs to the JCA.

That’s the same Edmund de Rothschild whose family fund set up MAOZ.

That’s the same MAOZ whose founder is now pumping funds into Ido Bachelet’s IETx start-up, to the tune of $120 million.


Here‘s the Wikipedia page for Baron Maurice de Hirsch, head of the JCA – and a pedigreed Freemason-Frankist, through and through.


Hirsch was born on 9 December 1831 in Munich, Bavaria.

His parents were Baron Joseph von Hirsch auf Gereuth [de] and Caroline Wertheimer. His grandfather, the first Jewish landowner in Bavaria, was ennobled in 1818 with the appellation auf Gereuth.

His father, who was banker to the Bavarian king, was made a Freiherr (baron) in 1869. For generations, the family occupied a prominent position in the German Jewish community. 

On 28 June 1855, Hirsch married Clara Bischoffsheim, daughter of Jonathan-Raphaël Bischoffsheim of Brussels….

He was the founder of the Jewish Colonization Association, which sponsored large-scale Jewish immigration to Argentina.



The ‘Digital Health Network’ initiative run by Schindel out of the PMO’s office had a big fan you may have heard of.

His name is Moshe Bar Siman-Tov, Milken fellow, and DG of the Health Ministry at the start of the Covid pandemic, who pushed, pushed, pushed so very hard, for Israel to adopt full Chinese-Communist ‘lockdowns’, and all the rest of it.

Read more about that HERE, screenshot:


This was less than a year before the ‘Covid plandemic’ took off.

Here’s another article on the Forbes website, a month into the plandemic:


See that tag line for the ‘Start-Up Nation Central Contributor Group’?

Remember, they are all connected.

And now, Dr Schindel just happens to be partnering up with the guy who is pumping $120 million into Ido Bachelet’s ‘mysterious’ biotech, nanotech robot, DNA origami company….



And don’t forget Netanyahu.

He sold us out right from the start, and he knew exactly what was going on with these Cominarty poisonous nanotech shots.

And now, he’s hoping to come back and finish the job he started.

May God save us from all these evil people.



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The last three weeks, I’ve been having a massive test of trying to not get angry.

It started shortly before Rosh Hashana, when my two kids wound me up about the Rav, and then has just kind of continued unabated since then.

Having all the stress of dealing with my husband’s infected foot took things up a level, and long story short, I’ve been on the edge of losing it multiple times, the last three weeks.

First, let’s explain what happened with the foot.


Long story short, the husband came back from Uman with a really, really bad foot infection, that has been incredibly stressful for my whole family.

Because it just wasn’t getting better, no matter what we did with it.

I shoved bentonite clay poultices on it; bathed it in strong tea tree solution, put my ‘miracle balm’ on it – and all that seemed to help to take down the swelling after 2-3 days.

BUT – then the sole of the foot erupted in a bunch of deep, painful and infected sores, that just seemed to be multiplying all over the place.

At that point, I admitted defeat and asked my husband to call a doctor.

(And I also started paying pidyonot, because the penny was starting to drop that whatever was going on, it was turning into a massive spiritual test for all of us.)


My husband was on crutches, and literally hadn’t left the house for a week, when the Arab ‘doctor to your door’ showed up.

He stayed here exactly 26 seconds, he took one look at my husband’s foot, and told him he had ‘pitriot’, i.e. a fungal infection.

He prescribed him two antibiotic creams for five days, which I went to get, and my husband started enthusiastically slathering them all over his foot.

It was Friday lunchtime.

At the shabbos table, my husband’s foot started swelling up again, like it had right at the beginning, and it went a really yucky colour.

He had an allergic reaction to the creams, and we had to wash them off ASAP.


At this point, the secret worry that something serious was going on with the foot started to really take hold for both of us.

My husband had a late uncle who spent the last year of his life having various toes, then a foot, then his lower leg cut off, thanks to diabetic foot infections. Visions of Uncle Fishel started haunting my sleep.

I started paying some serious amounts of pidyonot, and at the same time, I spent hours researching online for some natural alternatives to treating really bad foot infections that just wouldn’t heal up.

I also started doing a lot of cheshbon hanefesh about the spiritual / emotional causes of what was going on, and that led – and is continuing to lead – to a lot of teshuva, and a lot of things that need some work.


Long story short….

After trying apple cider vinegar foot baths…smearing raw honey on the foot…dripping coconut oil around it…using more bentonite clay on it, which also worked to staunch the bleeding, even though it made it look even more gross….forcing my husband to drink ionic silver solution…and to take MMS drops…and probiotics…and to drink turmeric teas…

I got to the idea of using raw garlic on the foot to clear up the infection.

And Baruch Hashem, it’s been working.

Another thing that has really helped with the healing part of the equation is using a mixture of 1 tsp coconut oil, mixed with 2 drops of oregano essential oil and 5 drops of myrrh essential oil.


In the meantime.

My kids kept panicking me that I was doing the wrong thing, by not just checking my husband into a hospital somewhere….

And my husband’s sister – a very senior pathologist – kept sending us messages telling us to do exactly the opposite of what we were doing…

And my husband kept glaring at me, every time I approached his foot with another slice of raw garlic…

And visions of Uncle Fishel continued to haunt my dreams….


By the end of last week, I could see the garlic and myrrh mixture was finally working, BH.

But in the meantime, the toll of spending three hours a day bathing my husband’s foot and sticking garlic on it – while also trying to keep the household going, build a sukkah and cook meals for chag and shabbat all by myself – was really starting to take its toll.

By Erev Simchat Torah, I was at breaking point.

I’d spent the morning rushing around to get a wheelchair from Yad Sarah, so my husband could spend a little bit of the holiday with the Shuvu Banim kehilla, and then the idea was that I’d push him back home.

My kids had forgotten that I wanted a quiet holiday, and I ended up with 5-6 guests.

And I was just feeling totally sick of everything, and everyone, but especially my family.


I had to get out of the house, or else I was going to explode at someone in a way I was probably going to seriously regret.

So, I popped off to the local health store to get a couple of kombuchas, my drug of choice, for the chag.

I get in there, and there is a hulk of a man with a ponytail, cowboy hat – and a massive mask pulled up to his eyebrows.

He’s inline, standing on the old ‘keep 2 meters apart’ sticker that was stuck there two years ago, but basically ignored ever since, and he was clearly expecting everyone to be doing the same.

Another cashier opened up just as I joined the queue, and the two people in front of me went there, so that left me directly behind the hulk – and I was in no mood to tip-toe around Covid-induced OCD mental illness, so I stood where I would have stood normally, i.e. not 2 metres away.

He didn’t notice, he was busy paying.

But then his masked-up wife suddenly rushed over to him – she’d been standing way over on the other side of the store, to avoid being next to anybody who could breathe germs on her – and started frantically gesturing at me, as she whispered to him to do something!!!


The guy turned around, and in bad Hebrew told me that I was too close to him, and could I please move back.

I told him:

No, I can’t. If you have a problem, you need to stay at home and get your stuff ordered in.

He had no idea what to do with that, so he turned back around and continued paying, while his wife continued glaring at me. From the other side of the store, where Covid germs apparently didn’t get to.


I left the store in such a bad mood.

Partially, I was worrying that the mentally-ill crazies were going to force the rest of us into another lockdown again. Partially, I was conflicted about whether I was just meant to have ‘bitull-ed’, instead of standing up for myself. And partially, I was feeling like no matter where I go, no matter what I do, I just couldn’t seem to run away from the test of anger.

Which I kept failing.


Yesterday evening, I wheeled my husband to the men’s section of the big Shuvu Banim temporary Sukkah on HaAyin Het Road, then found a chair in the women’s section.

We got there early, so I had a really good view of the Rav, because I was standing on my chair and peering over the mechitzah.

Even though it was Simchat Torah, I was feeling so sad and broken, about everything that had been going on the last few weeks, and my own inability to deal with all this stuff without constantly feeling frazzled and angry.

Long story short…. I spent a couple of intense, but awesome hours there. I started off so sad, but by the end, I started to feel so much better, so much happier again.

I got home, and I just knew what the spiritual cause of my husband’s infected foot was: suppressed anger.


This morning, I dug out the small booklet, the Tefilla L’ani, of prayers and advice written by the Rav, to help overcome anger.

I’ve read it a few times before, and it has always worked immediately, to defuse the angry feelings that seem to just be overwhelming me.

As I read, I found a whole bunch of stuff that seemed to be tailored exactly to the situation with the infected foot, and it’s connection to angry thoughts, and suppressed anger, self-righteousness and holding grudges against people and God, that life isn’t exactly the way we think it should be.

But I also found some information that explains why so many of us are currently facing the test of anger at the moment, in its many different incantations.


Here’s what I read:

[W]hen a person gets angry, he is in a state of lacking self-control, and evil forces control him. But when a person prays and pleads to overcome anger, the he will merit to see the face of Moshiach Tzidkaynu, about whom it’s written: “He will be imbued with a spirit of fear of Hashem,” “the breath of our nostrils, Hashem’s anointed.”

And he gives strength to the kingdom of Moshiach to reveal itself in the world, and all of this comes by way of his nullifying his anger with mercy.


Take-away message:

Each of has a job to do, to:

  1. Acknowledge our anger.
  2. Understand it’s a problem, instead of always justifying it by blaming other people, or situations for ‘making us angry’.
  3. Pray profusely, to ask Hashem to make our anger go away.

And every time we make an effort to engage in this process of overcoming our anger, we are literally bringing the open revelation of Moshiach a step closer.


The last three weeks, I’ve been telling myself and my husband over and over again, that nothing ‘bad’ comes from a person going to Uman for Rosh Hashana.

I knew my husband’s infected foot was some sort of blessing in disguise, but figuring the whole thing out (without losing my marbles) has been really hard.

Once I came across this piece of information, I finally could see what’s been going on.

My husband is a British ashkenazi – his anger is of the firmly suppressed and internalised variety, that leads to no end of health issues, God forbid.

So, Rabbenu fixed things that all that ‘suppressed anger’ should show up in horrible foot sores that just wouldn’t heal, no matter what. This whole process has brought so much of the ‘suppressed anger’ up, in so many ways, so that now it can properly acknowledged, dealt with and prayed about.

BH, it’s actually been a huge kindness, because:

[W]hen a person prays and pleads to overcome anger, the he will merit to see the face of Moshiach Tzidkaynu.

But first, they have to be able to acknowledge their anger!


There are a lot of angry people around at the moment.

There are a lot of us dealing with the ‘test of anger’, because all this is directly connected to Moshiach being revealed.

People are always annoying. Situations are always frustrating.

But our test is to stop blaming others for everything that’s ‘wrong’ in the world, no matter how justified, and to just knuckle down to working on overcoming our own anger.

It’s a process that lasts a full 120 years.

But the point is to engage in that process, get God involved, and to pray and plead to overcome our own anger, so that we merit to see the ‘face of Moshiach Tzidkaynu’.


May Hashem help us all to pass this test.

While still sticking up for what’s right.

And not letting the psychos win.


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I’ve been doing some more translations for Rav Berland, and the following really spoke to me, so I’m sharing it here.

One nail, two outcomes

One person knocks a nail into the wall in order to hang up a picture of some flower, while another person hangs a picture of the [the word] ‘Shiviti’, or of Kever Rachel, or of the  Kotel.

It’s the same nail, just that this one is banging in a nail to hang up a picture of a flower, or some nice view, while the other is banging a nail to hang up Kever Rachel, or the Kotel, or the Tzion of the Rebbe.

On this same nail, you can hang ruach hakodesh (the holy spirit); and on this same nail, you can fall into the ten crowns of impurity – it could be that this picture is of something totally forbidden.

With that same nail, you can recieve ruach hakodesh, and with that same nail…Hashem should have mercy.


It’s the same nail.

You can even hang up a picture of a beautiful landscape, because your wife wants it. With that same nail, you made your wife happy, and your merited to fulfill the verse: “and he shall make his wife happy,” and also, “love your fellow as yourself,” and an infinite number of other mitzvahs.

And with that same nail, you can also irritate your wife, and scream at her: What are you talking about, I need to do that now?! And why is it going there, and not over here?! And so with this same nail, there’ll be an argument that lasts until the morning.

With that same nail, you can merit to get olam haba (the world to come). And with that same nail, you can also get to gehinnom, God forbid.


Act for the sake of heaven

You can fly people to Uman in order to merit ruach hakodesh, and in the merit that the Rebbe will become imbued within us, so that we’ll receive the eyes of the Rebbe, and the soul of the Rebbe.

And it’s also possible to fly people to Uman for the money, in order to profit, or for the status. It’s exactly the same action. The only difference is whether this is being done leshem shemayim.

It’s possible to fly out a billion people.


At the moment, I’m still doing a lot of soul accounting, or cheshbon hanefesh, about how I’d like to improve, and how I’d like to live my life, this coming year.

From reading the Rav, I’m starting to understand that the ikker is not so much what we do, but the intentions that lie behind what we do.

A  person can spend 10 hours in the office, mamash with the intentions of supporting his family, paying lots of tzedekah, and using his money for mitzvot – like a home in Eretz Yisrael, a mehudar etrog, or to buy his wife something that will really make her heart sing.

OR…. he can spend 10 hours in the office because he’s obsessed with making money, or working his way up the firm, or to have the perfect excuse about why he doesn’t need to talk to his kids, or is always too stressed and tired to engage with his wife…..

It’s the same nail.

And our intentions make all the difference in the world.


BTW, I forgot to mention that Volume I of Rav Eliezer Berland’s Advice for Shalom Bayit – for men only – is now available on Amazon, HERE.


Alternatively if you’re in Israel, it may be easier to get it HERE on the website – but they have limited copies so if you want one, move fast to get it. And also be aware that it hasn’t officially been put on the website yet, as the printed copied were delivered literally 2 days before Rosh Hashana.

BH, if there is more demand, more copies will be printed.


That’s been one of my ongoing conversations, about the point of writing books, and translating books for the Rav, that basically get ignored, while total c*ap by people like the late Jonathan Sacks, and heretical c+rap by people like Manis Friedman gets praised to the skies….

But these few small paragraphs, above, are giving me the koach to continue, because mamash, I’m doing my writing leshem shemayim, whatever else I can say about it.

And if that’s all it ever amounts to, dayenu.


A reader just sent me the following.

***Updates Below***

It’s meant to be footage from 1933 taken in Chicago, showing an event organised by the Zionist Organisation of America (ZOA), where thousands of people wave flags with stars of David on them, while dancing around a huge bull-headed statue with an oven in it’s stomach…

While some “high priestess” stuffs what looks like a dead kid into it.

Here’s the first video:


And here is the second one:


The real evildoers are trying to set the authentic Jews up to take the fall for all of their many crimes against humanity.

I have no doubt that many of our ‘dear leaders’ in the Jewish community for many centuries, already, have been devil-worshipping ‘pretend Jews’.

These people were for sure worshipping demons in the time of the First Temple.

And they also denied the Oral Torah, in their incarnation as the ‘Sadduccees’.

And then, they created xtianity, with Yoshki – a Sadduccee Kohen who smuggled black magic out of Egypt to do his ‘miracles’ – as its figure-head.

And then, they morphed again, to become Sabeans, and then gnostic, demon-worshipping ‘xtians’, and then ‘Karaites’ with links to the Babylon Exilarchs, who married Frankist, non-Jewish royalty.

And this is still only half the story.


Those people then went on to corrupt the Jewish community further with more ‘false messiahs’ like Shabtai Tzvi (another ‘kohen’ descended from that same extended family of xtian-karaite-heretics), and then Jacob Frank…. on and on it goes.

And it’s still going.

But the question for this post is this:

Is this footage authentic?

Here’s how it’s being described on THIS site:

The event shown above was organized by the Zionist Organization of America, sponsored by the Jewish Agency for Palestine, and produced by Meyer Weisgal, with help from Rabbi Solomon Goldman as well as Maurice Samuel, the author of “You Gentiles.”

One of the big speakers at the event was none other than Chaim Weismann, first president of Israel and the guy who alongside Lionel Walter Rothschild authored the Balfour Declaration.


Readers, help me out here.

Not with unsupported ‘opinions’, but by helping me do some spade work.

Did an event of this nature really occur in 1933 in Chicago, organised by the ZOA?

That’s the first place to begin.

If the answer is ‘no’ – then where did this footage of thousands of people waving flags with ‘Stars of David’ on them, while worshipping the Ba’al, come from?


And if the answer is ‘yes’ – then that speaks for itself.


PS: the Benjamin Fulford site covered this story, which is where my reader found it.

‘Benjamin Fulford’ is another Q-style psy-ops site, designed to keep the people who care complacently believing that ‘the white hats’ have this all under control.

That’s baloney.

This evil IS going to break, but it’s going to break when each and every one of us take responsibility for challenging the evil in our own lives – and particularly, within our own hearts and souls.

And THEN, miraculously, all this evil will start to fall and topple.

But not because MI6 or Trump or Putin are doing anything.

They are all just following their script, and keeping people confused and away from making the personal teshuva required, because ‘the white hats are going to save the world’.

Forewarned is forearmed.



Ok, so I started checking out some of the ‘facts’ here. First of all, let’s start with Meyer Weisgal.

This comes from his Wikipedia page HERE:

Meyer Wolf Weisgal (1894 – 1977) was an American journalist, publisher, playwright, fundraiser, and Zionist activist who served as the President of the Weizmann Institute of Science and as the founding President of Beit Hatfutsot (the Jewish Diaspora Museum)….

In 1926, he published the first English translation of the works of Chaim Nachman Bialik. In 1932, he saw stage success with the play “The romance of a people”, and he continued to produce stage plays from then on. He conceived the opera-oratorioThe Eternal Road to alert the then-ignorant public to Hitler’s persecution of the Jews in 1937 Germany….

From 1921 until 1930, he was the first head of the Zionist Organization of America.

Through the World Zionist Organization he came in close contact with its chair Chaim Weizmann and acted as his personal representative since 1940. In 1944, he started an initiative for expanding the Daniel Sieff Research Institute (led by Weizmann) into what would become a leading multidisciplinary research university: this opened its doors on November 2, 1949, as the Weizmann Institute of Science.


I went to check out ‘the Eternal Road’ – you can find it in the MILKEN music archive HERE.

(Note that Michael Milken is mixed up in this again, in some very odd ways. Color me totally not-surprised.)

Here’s a screenshot (to the left).

It’s very possible that ‘Act II ‘Moses’ Scene 20, Moses receives the Commandments /Dance around the golden calf’ is what we’re looking at, in the footage above.

This opera-oratio was apparently first produced in 1937 – four years after the ZOA is meant to have held their gathering of 125,000 in Chicago.

That suggests that opera footage from 1937 got ‘spliced’ with other footage from 1933.


Why would anyone go to all the trouble of doing this?

Here’s my take.

Back in 1933, the zionists were busy cosy-ing up to Hitler and his nazis, and were signing the Ha’avera agreement which effectively broke the global economic blockade of Nazi Germany, enabling Germany to re-arm, and then leading to World War II and the Holocaust.

Thanks to books like In Jewish Blood, by journalist Steve Rodan, the true scope of the awful betrayal of the Jewish people by the zionist leadership is starting to come into proper focus now.

The zionist leadership have sold the real Jews out again, and again and again, for money and personal gain.

They did it in 1933.

They did it all throughout WW2.

They did it after WW2, when they started whitewashing the Nazis and rehabilitating West Germany in return for money from Bonn.

And they did it again, just now, by volunteering the State of Israel to be Big Pharma’s guineapig, for the Covid nanotech shots.


Our leaders colluded with Hitler; helped Nazi killers to escape after World War 2 – even to Eretz Yisrael itself!

Helped the war criminals stash and bank their stolen cash and ‘Jewish gold’ – for a cut.

And have continually worked to destroy the authentic real Jewish people all over the world – but especially in Israel.

And that work in continuing today.


So, this video and ‘story’ seems to be another classic ploy of burying the real, shocking truth, with OTT, fake, anti-semitic crap.

And what does that tell you, about sites like ‘Benjamin Fulford’, who are passing this stuff off as authentic?



Reader C. sent me this (thanks!):

So I think the video of the ZOA Chicago 1933 event is real. I only checked things quickly because I don’t have time to research this properly right now but it seems to have been an event called “The Romance of a People” and it was part of Chicago’s World Fair. Here are some links talking about it:


Here’s a couple of screenshots of the original newspaper article, above:


Meyer Weisgal, above, was the one who wrote and stage ‘The Romance of a People’.

Amazing, how the Zionist Organisation of America had oodles and oodles and oodles of money to stage lavish pageants like this one, and ‘The Eternal Road’, above, during the 1930s….. but apparently very little cash available to fund any real rescue operations to save real Jews from the Nazis….

Even today, the whole thing is built on lavish, top end propaganda, while the real actions to help real Jews, tachlis, is almost totally absent.

There is nothing new under the sun.

Go back and read how the zionists were painting the State of Israel as the only ‘saviour’ for the thousands of persecuted European Jews in 1933, when they were trying to get established and raise funds.

And then, compare and contrast with what they actually did in World War 2, and who they really saved.

Totally sickening.


So, it seems I am coming out of retirement again.

There is going to be more and more of this anti-semitic tripe being put out there, to try and blur the role the zionists actually played in the destruction of European Jewry in World War 2.

And the birur has to continue.

One way or another.


PS: I just wrote a review for ‘In Jewish Blood’ – but you won’t be able to see it on Amazon.

Apparently, Amazon has hidden my 5 star review from anyone else:

Censorship in action.

Apparently, not even believing Jews living in Israel who research these topics for themselves are allowed to say anything ‘bad’ about zionists….

Tell me again, that these people aren’t totally and utterly corrupt, on every level.


Tatty, come and rescue us from them!



Another reader, H. just sent me this link, with a very full description of the ‘Jewish Day’ and the Chicago World Trade Fair in 1933:

Here’s some snippets:

The Fair was a colossal effort. In the planning for over five years, it took place during the Great Depression. Yet by its emphasis on American technology, science and industry, the Fair was designed to show the strides made by the United States, and particularly the progress made by the city of Chicago since its founding in 1833….

According to Weisgal, the Jews of Chicago had been asked to participate in the World’s Fair. Negotiations went on for months as to whether the Jews were a race, a religion, or a nation; and if so, could they be represented by a building; and if a building, what kind of building? After the success of his 1932 Chanukah pageant, Weisgal felt inspired: “not a building, not an exhibit, but a pageant portraying five thousand years of Jewish history….

[How Weisgal got Chaim Weizmann to speak at the event:]

WEIZMANN: “What’s in it for the movement?”

WEISGAL: (with impressive emphasis and prayer in my heart) “If you will come to Chicago for one day, and make only one speech, even if for only five minutes, I will give you $100,000 for any Zionist fund you designate.”

WEIZMANN: “Put it in writing.”


$100,000 for a speech!

Back in 1933, when the dollar was still worth something….

And where did that money go?

Weisgal promised to raise $100,000 for Weizmann’s Central Refugee Fund, which was designated to help German Jews settle in Palestine, and Weizmann agreed to come to Chicago.


I did a bit of looking around, and I can’t find any information about any Jews Weizmann’s ‘Central Refugee Fund’ actually helped.

I would love to know where that massive amount of money, $100,000 in 1933 dollars, actually ended up, and what was done with it.

Who was actually rescued by Weizmann’s Central Refugee Fund?

Surely, it can’t be too hard to get an answer to that question….



BH, my husband’s foot is finally starting to turn the corner.

I’ll probably write more about what big tests we’ve been having over the last two weeks, and all the different stuff we’ve been doing, including on the teshuva front, to try to deal with it all.

Right now, I’m still pre-occupied nursing my husband back to full health, God willing, and trying to regain some of the ‘order’ in my life that feels like it got hit by a hurricane the last two weeks.

Rabbenu front-loaded stuff for us, I have no doubt, so we could make a lot of teshuva and ‘sweeten’ the rest of the year right when the doors of teshuva were open the widest.

For sure, all this will end up only being for the good, but it’s still been a very stressful and tiring process on so many levels.


In the meantime, I had another ‘meaningful dream’ yesterday, and the very short version of it is this:

I was a guest in some family’s massive house for Shabbos – they were Americans, but I didn’t know them – with lots of kids of various ages.

Somehow, I managed to smear paint, or something, all over the expensive furnishings, and I was so embarrassed I ran upstairs to try to hide from all the anger I was expecting to get from the baalat habayit when she saw what I’d done, albeit accidentally.

In the meantime, she found me, and she started telling me, in a very gentle way, that she had a really good idea for how all that paint could get permanently cleaned up, off the furniture.

Just was I was standing there, amazed at her kindness and patience with me, the sky went a really weird colour, and what looked like massive ‘people’ riding on all sorts of massive metal shapes – I think they were currency symbols, like dollars, yen etc – started kind of bobbing down from the sky.

Everyone in that family started yelling:

It’s simanin for Moshiach!!! It’s simanin for geula!!!

It for sure looked very weird, but even in the dream I was still feeling very cynical, and that it’s probably just some sort of hologram, to fool the masses, or something.

Until one of these things actually hit me in the head, and I got told:

See, it IS real!

And then I woke up.


Make of this what you will, but in hitbodedut today, I got the idea to share it.

BH, I am still figuring out what I want to do with the blog going forward, it may continue the way it has been the last few years, or I may take it in a different direction, I still don’t know.

But the priority is to get my husband fit again, with God’s help, so until that’s in the bag, I don’t really have time or inclination to do a lot of writing.


But, let me just remind you that tonight is the yarhtzeit of Rebbe Nachman of Breslov.

The Rav is holding a big gathering, with dancing, around Ido HaNavi, starting around 7pm (remember, all this is Israeli time….)

And there will also be a lot of dancing happening in Rav Shalom Arush’s succah on Shmuel HaNavi St.

But if you can’t make those, light a candle for the Tzaddik, find yourself something yummy to eat, and sit in the sukkah at home and do a bit of singing and dancing, in the zchut of Rabbenu.

Heaven knows, we need that singing and dancing more than ever, this year.


PS: Remember what the Rav said about everyone needing to be out of Ukraine by Simchat Torah?

Looks like this could only be the beginning or things amping up in the country again: