Hashgacha Pratit in action.

I just got sent a very good article about Chlorine Dioxide, aka ‘Miracle Mineral Solution’, and how helpful it is in ‘de-clogging’ the blood.’

This is the stuff I used last year, when I had massive head fog and was feeling chronically fatigued and pretty ill for weeks and weeks, in the run-up to Pesach.

I took it regularly for a good month, also with the clay, and by the end of that process I felt way, way better again.

And even today, when I feel I’m starting to get ‘taken out’, I start taking the drops again for a few days.

But it’s hard explaining to people that this is NOT the same as ‘drinking diluted bleach’, even though there is a similarity with the taste and smell.

So…. go and read this, on the Dr Sircus website.


Here’s a few pertinent snippets, that seems to link us straight up to all the clotting at minuscule capillary level, that Dr Andrew Moulden identified as the main way all the shots (not just the Covid ones….) work to damage people:

Chlorine dioxide works on the central damaging aspect of COVID vaccines, which is coagulation in the blood. “Normally doctors prescribe an anticoagulant, such as warfarin, which is a substance equal to rat poison, which in the long term, will cause strokes, etc. So, it’s not a solution at all. However, chlorine dioxide is a solution because we have seen that it directly dissolves mini clots before they get bigger,” says Dr. Andreas Kalcker.

“Oxygen deprivation is the cause of death for most covid-19 victims. Chlorine dioxide floods the blood with oxygen, immediately enriching the hemoglobin molecules on red blood cells and allowing patients to breathe again,” continues Kalcker.

Notably, many sick and dying have red blood cells clumping together and are not moving freely. Severely clumped red blood cells (Rouleau) affect proper oxygenation because the red blood cells do not circulate well enough to deliver oxygen where it is needed. Early in the pandemic, New York physicians noted that it seemed COVID patients had been transported to 30,000 feet in altitude and were starving for oxygen. This video shows that after taking chlorine dioxide, the red blood cells regain proper size and shape and move freely through the blood.


Here’s that video (3 minutes, worth watching!):


And this is a screenshot from the last few seconds of that video, where you can learn how to actually make this stuff yourself:


Go and read the whole thing, HERE.

Personally, my experience with Chlorine Dioxide (aka Miracle Mineral Solution) was enough to convince me that it’s very beneficial, and it’s great to see there is more provable evidence backing up my subjective experience coming out.

But as always, come to your own conclusions.

And also, be aware that the birur needs to continue, because there are  no ‘spike proteins’ causing this problem, it’s all just graphene oxide nanotech, and very possibly ‘DNA origami’, and very possibly other trace metals being combined to poison us all slowly to death and / or turn us into remote-controllable borgs…

And maybe, some other stuff too.

But it’s not ‘SARS Cov-2 spike proteins’.

That has NEVER been isolated in any lab in the world, and all the cute pics you see of it floating around…. are more CGI imaging. They use it for NASA, and they use it for fake pandemics. Capish?




Thanks to readers Nahman and Simon, I remembered there are a bunch of the Rav’s prayers about blood, and there may also be specific ones for blood clots – he had a lot of trouble with blood clots a few years’ ago, after the first time he was let out of prison here…..

Who knows, what they were injecting with the Rav with, that gave him blood clots, turbo cancer (leading to the unplanned removal of a kidney), and him almost having his leg amputated.

I look back now and it’s amazing – the shopping list of the Rav’s ‘ailments’ is basically most of what humanity is now dealing with, including heart issues, fainting and all of the above, as a result of the shots….

So, here are a few of those prayers for blood, and I’ll see if I can rustle up specific prayers for blood clots, too, and translate them:


Reading them through again now, there are a ton of ‘clues’ from the Rav about who and what is really causing all this illness…



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It’s blowing a gale here, in Jerusalem.


The ‘wind of change’ again.

Something very ‘big’ is stirring up again, and I think we can all feel it, in large and small ways.

Today, the Rav said in the morning prayers that there is a very big gezeira (decree) against ‘the enemies of Am Yisrael’ – he was speaking euphemistically.

He said people need to be saying a lot of tehillim, for the Jewish people right now.

I’ve switched my praying routine around a little, to make sure I do the three tikkun haklalis straight after my morning brachot, to ensure they get done.


In the meantime, at my art class this week, the conversation started up about someone who’d just come back from a doctor’s appointment where they were told they had crishat dam – an embolism.

Here’s the definition of that, from here:

An embolism is the lodging of an embolus, a blockage-causing piece of material, inside a blood vessel.

The embolus may be a blood clot (thrombus), a fat globule (fat embolism), a bubble of air or other gas (gas embolism), amniotic fluid (amniotic fluid embolism), or foreign material. An embolism can cause partial or total blockage of blood flow in the affected vessel. Such a blockage (vascular occlusion) may affect a part of the body distant from the origin of the embolus.


The woman with the embolism said she thought she got it from ‘the vaccine’.

Then my teacher (fully vaccinated; lost her husband last year and also had cancer herself for the first time….) quickly shot that down:

It seems like everyone is blaming everything on the vaccine these days….

Then, a nurse on maternity leave from A+E spoke up and told us all:

The difference is, we never used to see young people with embolisms. And now, I’m seeing tons of young people with ‘crishat dam’ in the A+E all the time, since these vaccines.

The teacher abruptly changed the subject.


In case you missed that video from Dr Andrew Moulden (suicided in 2013, for obvious reasons), here it is again:


The key points to note is the Dr Moulden identified, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that ALL the vaccines being given were causing ‘mini strokes’ at the capillary level, in everyone who was receiving them.

Very long story short, the strange ‘eye popping out’ and drooping lips that have become way more common post Covid-19, are clear signs of brain damage.

That brain damage shows up in ALL vaccine injured people, in different ways, and it’s directly connected to ‘ischemia’.

Here’s the definition of that, from Wiki:

Ischemia or ischaemia is a restriction in blood supply to any tissue, muscle group, or organ of the body, causing a shortage of oxygen that is needed for cellular metabolism (to keep tissue alive).

Ischemia is generally caused by problems with blood vessels, with resultant damage to or dysfunction of tissue i.e. hypoxia and microvascular dysfunction.


Moulden explained that ischemia – restricted blood supply – is what is causing the autism, the strokes, the heart attacks, the ‘Sudden Infant Death Syndrome’, the cancer, the dementia….all of it.

And he said this well over a decade ago, before they ‘suicided him’ to shut him up.

So now you know, why strokes, heart attacks, turbo cancer and ‘died suddenly’ has now shot through the roof.

In a word, ischemia.


This is very useful information, for anyone trying to figure out what they can try to do, to stay healthy.

‘Ischemia’ is also what was causing my husband’s out-of-control foot sores.

Whenever the blood flow isn’t getting to a part of the body, you have a real problem.

What’s the solution to this?


Miracle Mineral Solution?

Borox and apple cidar vinegar?

Colloidal gold?

I have no idea…


All I can tell you, from my own experience, is that the Miracle Mineral Solution cleared up my overwhelming fatigue last year, after a couple of weeks, and also got rid of the ‘head fog’.

And I’m also finding calcium bentonite clay very useful, and it did wonders with my husband’s foot infection (together with the raw garlic).

I would LOVE for someone with the equipment and expertise to start doing some experiments, in real time, to demonstrate how things like clay and MMS may be impacting ‘ischemia’.

I am thinking out loud here, but could it be the trace metals in this clay may be able to ‘reverse the charge’ that’s causing the blood cells to stick together, when the body has been pumped full of the GO in these shots?

Read THIS.


[R]ather than the physical particles of the clays (such as their absorptive ability), it is the metal ions attached to the clay and ‘freed’ by coming into contact with skin, that are likely responsible for its potent antibacterial properties.


In the meantime.

If you are wondering how they are getting all this GO in our food – even the vegetables, apparently – take a look at THIS explanation of GO-based  ‘nanoadditives’, that can be sprayed all over our food:

[T]he range offers an innovative range of nano-carbon nanoadditives that can be a true industrial revolution by incorporating the innovative NCRM nano-compound that incorporates Graphene, Nanotubes and Carbon Nanofibers into a wide range of polymers. This range is completed with nano-graphite based additives…

A good example is our anti-bacterial solutions that, by means of the release of active ionic Silver, allow any surface to be biologically decontaminated and that the biocidal element itself is incorporated into the matrix of these polymers, which is suitable for contact with food.


A reader flagged that ‘colloidal gold’ might be a dangerous red herring… we’ll have to wait and see what the researchers come back with.

But in the meantime – these nanoadditives are being added to everything, including the fruit and veg, to keep them ‘sterile’ and prolong their shelf-life.

(Oh, and also to get enough GO in your system so you can be transmuted into a borg and remote controlled via the internet. Of course.)



There is no despair in the world!

But in the meantime, the more people start saying their Tikkun Haklalis, and getting behind the Rav, the better and easier this next stage goes.

There is a wind of change blowing.

Big things are going to start happening again.

BH, God should change everything around for the good.


BTW, here’s two things that took my eye on Twitter:


And remember all this ‘misinformation’, we were fed in 2020 and 2021?

Look at this again, and understand just how much our politicians, scientists and doctors lied to us all…. on purpose.


How are these people not all in jail already?


And lastly – look at this.

This is what happens when mercury and aluminium combine.

Is this another possible explanation for all the blood clots and strange, fibrous material growing in people’s arteries?

Again, just thinking out loud, but it really looks similar to the white fibrous material being pulled out of cadavers by embalmers.

And as most people were pro ‘vaccination’ before Covid 19, that might also explain why some of these things are turning up in people who may not have had the Covid 19 shots. Interesting…



A reader sent me this, about what they are finding effective to help combat poor circulation and improve blood flow (posting up with permission):

Regarding your recent post and restricted blood flow, I use herbal tinctures.
My husband has always had problems with circulation to his lower extremities and he even developed discoloring around his ankle on one side.  I order from Herb Pharm but there are several other companies that I trust for their tinctures….but anyway I ordered for him one called Warming Circulation.  It’s for Cardio& Circulation.  It has an extract blend of Ginkgo Biloba, Eleuthero Root, Rosemary leafy tip, Ginger rhyzome, and Prickly Ask Bark.  He just started on his 2nd bottle and he asked me to order more….the discoloration has reduced.
I used herbal tinctures for my medicine…..I developed a heart issue and did not follow thru with the medical tests or go back to the cardio, but started researching and ordered hawthorne and hibiscus tinctures and Motherwort tincture ….I don’t have palpatations any longer and and dont feel stress in that area any more, baruch Hashem.
Of course, all healing comes from Him, but I believe his plants and herbs are good medicine.

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Remember a few weeks ago, there was all those stories of a ‘snow bomb’ that had hit America?

Or was it a ‘snow cyclone’ that was going to hit NYC, dropping 20 inches of snow?

I can’t remember all the dramatic (and false…) headlines any more.

But now look at this:



I am shocked, just shocked, that the media totally lied to everyone again, as they keep trying to get us to believe in ‘man-made climate change’.

(That is related to carbon emissions, as opposed to the military daily spraying graphene oxide nanoparticles down from the skies… Funny how nobody ever mentions ‘geoengineering’ by our governments and militaries, when they are talking about stopping ‘man made climate change’.)

Point is:

There is a ton of fear porn going on at the moment, and 99% is total rubbish, government-sponsored propaganda.


And then, there is the 1% of stuff that is also scary – pretty darned scary! – but demands our attention because it happens to be true.

I just came across a set of three videos from the late Dr Andrew Moulden – a neurologist who started researching what harm was actually being caused by all vaccinations, not just the graphene-oxide heavy ones we are currently having to deal with.

Understanding Dr. Andrew Moulden’s work is a must.

He PROVED that every vaccine produces a micro-stroke in the brain leading to disorders like autism, Bell’s Palsy, droopy eye, and other nervous system damage. He was not only ignored and ridiculed, but murdered by the goons that force this poison on the ignorant.
Source: Amandha Vollmer


Update: The old video wasn’t working.

Try this one:


I was amazed at how much I learnt, watching this man speak.

He was ‘suicided’ almost a decade ago.


How do we keep sane, in this mad world of ours?

Hitbodedut, hitbodedut, hitbodedut.

Because otherwise, our bad middot and tendency to lie to ourselves about a bunch of things that makes us feel ‘uncomfortable’, or that would necessitate some big changes in our lives, will obscure the real truth every single time.


On Shabbat, a ‘scientific minded’ friend of ours was trying to explain to me how Eratosthenes experiment with the sticks and the sun worked.

First, you have to understand sine and cosine.

This from Wiki, if you have no idea what that is:

In mathematics, sine and cosine are trigonometric functions of an angle.

The sine and cosine of an acute angle are defined in the context of a right triangle: for the specified angle, its sine is the ratio of the length of the side that is opposite that angle to the length of the longest side of the triangle (the hypotenuse), and the cosine is the ratio of the length of the adjacent leg to that of the hypotenuse.

You have to get the ratio first, then you can extrapolate that out to infinity.

He took a napkin, folded it into a triangle, and started showing me how the shadows cast by Eratosthenes’ sticks showed how big the ‘globe earth’ was.


I asked him a question:

How did Eratosthenes work that out, when he had no idea how far away the sun actually is from the earth?

I.e., he had no idea of the length of the hypotenuse, because he had no idea what the distance was from the earth to the sun.

It’s a simple question.

He couldn’t give me a simple answer.

Or any answer, actually.

Instead, he started telling me I should go and learn physics.


That guy knew we’d hit a big problem.

We’d hit something that totally blew the theory of how Eratosthenes came to his conclusions out of the water.

And instead of at least acknowledging the truth, the guy decided to fall back on blaming me for ‘not understanding science’.


When I worked in the government, writing speeches for Ministers, I learned very quickly that when someone knows their stuff, they can sum up the basic idea in a sentence.

And when they don’t…. then five x five hundred page policy reports is not enough to make the point, and land the punch, and answer the simple question.

Because ‘the answer’ doesn’t exist.


Without hitbodedut, insanity reigns.

Let’s just touch on one more ‘insane’ topic – the idea that Israel can somehow get rid of all its problems with violence by ‘transporting Palestinians’ out of the country (aka: ethnic cleansing).

Now, if God says to do that, all well and good. Do it immediately!

But when I hear people who I believe to be otherwise sane touting that as a ‘solution’ to Israel’s terrorism problem, I literally cringe.

Our ‘terrorism problem’ is being sponsored by our own governments and military, who know it’s a wonderful way to divide and conquer, while imposing more and more restrictions and controls on the general population.

That ‘great idea’ to execute terrorists – you know who they are really going to execute, if it ever becomes a law?

Jewish ‘terrorists’.

Climate change ‘terrorists’.

Vaccine-denying ‘terrorists’.

That’s who.


We live in a very tightly controlled police state.

Ergo, the police is controlling the terrorism, for political purposes.

That is why the ‘terrorist on’ button has been pressed right now, they want to use it to introduce more horrible laws that will then be used against you and me.

(Ditto all the ridiculous articles about Israel ‘needing martial law’ to deal with the terrorist problem. Scripted straight out of the Shabak basement! Priceless.)


All these problems disappear, when we make some real teshuva.

When we stop lying to ourselves, in a million different ways.

When we have the humility to accept that we need to start following the true Tzaddikim, and that people like Meir Kahane were not right about a lot of things.

In a nutshell, we need more God, not more guns.


But accepting that idea, in itself, requires a lot of teshuva and soul-searching.

I hope that starts to happen.

(Not holding my breath….)


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Take a look at this.



If you’re pressed for time, start around the 25 minute mark, where Dr Nixon starts showing how colloidal gold appears to make the nanotech in the shots disappear.

Again, take everything with a pinch of salt, do your own due diligence.

But Dr Nixon is basically saying that EVERYONE seems to have some sort of nanotech in their bodies at this stage, regardless of their vaccination status.

It’s in the food, the water, the air – but clearly, in much greater quantities in the shots.

But this seems to be a very promising development, for how to start getting this nanotech to ‘dissolve’.

There’s an electro-magnetic component to this, don’t forget.

This is more about ‘tech’ than it is about ‘permanently changing people’s DNA’.

The first one, we can do something about, BH, once we figure a few more things out. Tech can be dissolved, disassembled, ‘wrecked’ in some way, so it doesn’t work properly.

But what can you do about ‘permanently changed DNA’?


That’s why it’s very important to continue to discern what the real issue, the real problem, actually is here.

I believe our bodies are being ‘poisoned’ with exposure to nanotech and wireless radiation.

Both those things will affect a person’s health, and could even kill them, God forbid.

But both of those things CAN be mitigated.

With a lot of help from Hashem.


So watch this, come to your own conclusions.

But maybe, just maybe, there is a light starting to shine at the end of the tunnel, and a solid answer to the question of ‘how do we get this stuff detoxed out of the body’.



I got this over email, and I’m sharing it with you.

As always, do your own research, do your own hitbodedut, come to your own conclusions:

There is a LOT of misinformation that is being promoted by supposed health activist insiders. A LOT.
Do you remember Charles Lieber (google him and his nanotech laboratory incase not)?
Now go to Google patents and google Lieber and gold together. Check out how many of his patents work using any form of nano-metals or colloidal metals, including gold.
This is just a way for people to start ingesting this stuff and get more metals in their body, ie making themselves even more of an antenna.
“Copper and silver are the best conductors, but gold connections outlast both of them because they do not tarnish. It is not that the gold lasts longer, but that it remains conductive for a longer time.”

The one thing I will say is that the comment about Moshe grinding up the Golden Calf really struck me.

The people who weren’t with Hashem died from that process… but everyone else was vindicated.


Lots to think about, and pray about..


Separately, someone else sent me this, as another possible way to start getting the nanotech to start dissolving:

The instructions are very simple, but always do your own research. Fill a tall glass each morning with water and add 2 tablespoons of Apple Cider Vinegar (with MOTHER, Raw, Unfiltered). Drink the first third with breakfast, the second third with lunch and the final third with dinner. Too easy.

Sodium Borate (20-Mule Team Borax): The 20-Mule Team Borax on the shelf art Walmart (5 lbs for about $5) is 99+ percent pure sodium borate. You put one pinch of sodium borate into your regular drinking water three times each day (one in morning, one in the middle of day, last one in the evening) and drink. Again, too easy.

If you drink 5 glasses of water each day, then 1, 3 and 5 get one pinch of sodium borate. Do you drink your regular drinking water with meals? I do not. The idea is to keep both the ACV and the sodium borate in your system throughout the day, as your body only needs a tiny amount for you to have the benefit.


I haven’t tried this myself, but my correspondent has, and felt he benefited from it.

I am not telling you to do anything, here.
What I AM doing, is just sharing information around that seems to me to be potentially useful.
The one thing I do know is that there has to be a way to get this stuff out of the system… because Hashem for sure created the balm before the blow.
But, it could be more of a high level ‘energetic’ solution, then something this gashmi. I don’t know.
But let’s keep trying to figure this out, together, with God’s help.

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I will pick up heliocentrism and Jewish heretics next week, BH.

I am exploring some new avenues of information linking both together, which is already proving extremely interesting – but needs quite a bit of spade work before I can ‘lay it out nicely’ to share with you, so you can come to your own conclusions.

In the the meantime, let’s just get back to the meat for a mo.


Someone asked one of Rav Berland’s gabbays about the frankenchicken.

Long story short, he was told that the Rav looked into it, and is still eating chicken.

I don’t have more details than that.

But, they also asked what hechsherim the Rav is eating himself, and this is the answer:

Eida Chareidit, Rubin, Landau, are top
Kehillot and Machfud are probably also ok

We know the rabbis make the reality.

The problem is, so many of our rabbis are currently Erev Rav fakers, it’s very hard to know if the ‘reality’ they are making is a good, holy one, or not.

Each person has to continue to do their hitbodedut, and to ask God to show them the truth.

What I can tell you, is that I recognised a lot of the names in the ‘frankenchicken’ pamphlet as belonging to people who ‘excommunicated’ the Rav.

And that gave me pause for thought right from the start, that these people may not be coming from a good place, spiritually.

Because ‘extra chumrot’ is also a Sabbatean thing, to make yiddishkeit so burdensome that people give up and drop out.


In the meantime, my husband sent me this:

In a groundbreaking ruling, Israel’s Chief Rabbi David Lau stated that the cultured meat produced by Israeli food tech company Aleph Farms is pareve.

However, in order for it to be defined as such, the company, which produces its products from stem cells, will have to declare the meat to be vegetarian.

– Jpost.


HERE‘s the actual headline:


It’s up to you if you rely on this ‘psak’ from David Lau.

Let’s just say, I’m not.

At all.

(Go look at his family tree, btw, you’ll find it VERY INTERESTING!!!!)


And while I was typing this, another reader, Alizah, sent me this from HERE:



“In particular if its shape will be similar to meat in taste and smell, [then Jews should] treat this cultured meat as stricter and define it as kosher, but not pareve, for the purpose of mixing it, cooking it and eating it with dairy products.”

….In addition to cheeseburgers, cells taken from pigs may also be deemed kosher for Jewish consumption. Rabbi Yuval Cherlow, a recognized authoritative figure on Halacha (Torah law), suggested this may be the case.

“When the cell of a pig is used and its genetic material is utilized in the production of food, the cell, in fact, loses its original identity and therefore cannot be defined as forbidden for consumption,” Rabbi Cherlow said at a conference titled, “Science and Halacha” in 2018. “It wouldn’t even be meat, so you can consume it with dairy.”


Yuval Cherlow came out with a number of shocking statements during Covid 19.

Like this:



The sanctions proposed by Cherlow, who is a leading ethicist in Israel, would consist of keeping people from frequenting business establishments like retailers and public transportation. Businesses, he explained, should be allowed to ask customers for proof that they’ve been vaccinated, and public transport and flights have an ethical obligation to turn away those who haven’t been vaccinated.


Maybe, we need to re-define the word ‘ethicist’.

Or at least, to understand that not all ‘ethicists’ with a rabbinic title are actually preaching ‘ethics’ that have any connection to what is good and true and moral.

HERE is his page on the ‘Elijah Interfath Institute’ website, who are hoping to build their massive interfaith centre in the heart of Meah Shearim, overlooking the Old City of Jerusalem.

Those who will understand, understood how all this is linked.


So, it’s up to you if you want to believe ‘religious zionist’ rabbis who are telling you pigs are kosher.

Personally, I don’t.

At all.

And it’s up to you, if you want to believe fanatics from Meah Shearim who are telling you that nothing today is really kosher, including chickens.

The rabbis – the real rabbis – make the reality.


But we can see how this dance of despair works, can’t we?

On the one hand, we have the ‘religious fanatics’ making the yoke of yiddishkeit so hard to bear, potentially, we all just feel like giving up on keeping kosher, because it’s too hard to do it properly, so what’s the point???

And on the other, we have the modernising ‘religious zionists’ who work for the Frankist-Freemason State of Israel telling us that pigs are now kosher.

There is nothing new under the sun.

And as different as they look, and pretend to be, they are actually just both working for the same boss, trying to pull Jews away from the Torah and God, and our true Tzaddikim.


A lot of pieces of this puzzle are really starting to come together.

BH, when I put the stuff together about who has been pushing ‘heliocentrism’ in the Jewish community  – for millenia! – I think the penny will start to fall big time, for a lot of us, that everything we’ve been covering here on the blog is connected, in some profound ways.

And that those hellenising Sadduccess never went away, never stopped attacking ‘the perushim’, and never stopped trying to force Am Yisrael to ‘modernise’ and assimilate, in a million different ways.

Both by joining forces with our enemies without, and by trying to subvert our ‘Holy of Holies’ from within.

There is nothing new under the sun.

More on that soon, BH.


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There’s a ‘timeline’ that occurs with unmasking all narcissist enterprises.

By ‘narcissist’, I mean people and organisations who are two-faced hypocrites who prioritise appearances above all else, pretending to be ‘whiter-than-white’ while actually acting in some very evil ways.

A few years ago, I did a massive ‘deep dive’ on things like Narcissist Personality Disorder (NPD), and that led to a lot of personal teshuva, particularly in how I was treating my kids – and also some enormous upheavals in my social group, as I started weeding the ‘unfixable’ narcs out.

At the end of that process, we were pretty lonely.

But it taught me a huge amount about how the narcissistic playbook operates, that has helped me no-end.

And in this post, I want to share some of that stuff with you.


It feels we are currently in a stage of the geula process which I’d characterise as kind of ‘limbo’.

While this can feel very disconcerting and depressing, it’s actually a crucial part of this whole teshuva process.


Because Rabbenu explains that if all the evil was to be removed from us in one go – no-one would survive it.

We have been born and bred into such a densely-woven world of lies, that we’d literally lose our minds, if the curtain was pulled back on everything and everyone, all at once.

So, God is proceeding slowly, slowly, with ample breaks for everyone to catch their breath and to internalise the new ‘truth’ they are being exposed to.

Let’s see if we can try to unpick where we are currently holding, in the whole ‘exploding narcissism’ paradigm.


Here’s how this generally works:

Narcissism is all about manipulating and controlling others to do what you want, using any means necessary, but particularly, deception and ‘PR’.

Deception is actually the narc’s biggest weapon, because for as long as they can convince you that really they are nice and cuddly, and truly just have your best interests at heart – you keep switching off the big, red, flashing warning light that ‘something is not right here’.

If you want a real-world example of this, look no further than what happened with Covid 19.

Crippling lockdowns for our own good.

Mental-illness and developmental-delay-inducing mandatory face masks, even outside, even in 40+ weather – for our own good.

Closing millions of small businesses down all over the world for our own good.

Social distancing and ‘elbow handshakes’ for our own good.

And of course, the shots.

Ah, the shots. All for our own good.

(Just ask that Buffalo Bills guy, who recently had a cardiac arrest on the pitch aged 24. The Buffalo Bills have a policy of mandatory Covid 19 ‘vaccinations’.)


The ONLY reason they got away with all this, is because they had us all confused that they are working for us, and doing all this for our own good.

This is the classic ‘narcissist playbook’.

The actions speak for themselves – they are all yucky, destructive and bad.

But the words, the spin, the PR explanation of why all this is really great, wonderful, and for our own good – that’s what has got so many people confused and obedient.

As soon as you can show that these narcs AREN’T working for us, and AREN’T ‘nice and cuddly’ – the whole thing falls apart by itself.

Because the actions speak for themselves.


Here’s the thing:

For as long as we ourselves haven’t done the work, the teshuva, to identify OUR OWN NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES, and to start to uproot them – we will continue to be swept along by the narcissist paradigm.

For as long as a person is continuing to justify their own controlling behaviour, manipulation of others, anger, lies and selfishness, hiding it all under headings like ‘the ends justify the means’, and ‘I am still a good person’ – they will continue to buy into the narcissist lies and manipulations at the national and global levels, too.

It’s like smokers.

It’s only once someone becomes an ‘ex-smoker’ that they start to understand just how bad all that stuff smells, and how hard it is to breathe around it.

But until they get to that stage, the smoking room is their favorite place.


So, now we’ve set all this out, here’s what usually happens during the ‘splitting away from narcissists’ timeline.


This stage can and does last for years.

Also, there are very many people who never actually get past this stage, because deep down, they don’t really want to know the truth about what’s going on, and how much they are really being manipulated and controlled by people with very bad middot.

It takes a lot of courage to finally face that beast down.

Not everyone can do it.

(Especially if they have a narcissist mum….)



This occurs when the narcissist, the narcissism, has overstepped the bounds, even for them.

Even though most people have been trained to not question and obediently obey authority, when the narcs ‘over do it’ too much, most people will eventually call out the bad behavior and evil actions that are occurring for our own good.

This happened with the mask mandates.

And it happened, at least in Israel, after booster shot 3 and the ‘green passports’, when even a lot of the brainwashed masses started pushing back and saying ‘enough’.

Because the ‘reality’ we could all see became too glaringly mismatched with the ‘story’ being told by the government and the media.



Narcs need us to buy into their version of things, to keep us docile and blindly obedient.

That’s a big part of why they pursue a stop-start policy of piling on the pressure – and then easing it up.

Because they know, way more than we do, that if the over do it, the spell will break, and we will stop buying their story that they are ‘good people’ doing everything for our own good.

And as soon as that fairytale ends, the whole balance tips and they have a massive problem on their hands.

So, to keep the fairytale going, they have to switch back into ‘kind and caring’  mode, at least for a little bit, so that people will keep believing them, and doing what they want.

That is currently where we are holding in this process, globally.

Mask mandates disappeared….green passports disappeared….mandatory shots disappeared….people can travel again, blahdy blah – go back to sleep!

Maybe, we all just imagined that our governments, media and medical establishment are totally corrupted and out to get us.


How long ‘Step 3’ continues depends on a few things:

  1. How badly the narcs damaged trust, and overstepped the line.
  2. How many people no longer believe them.
  3. How much time is required to lull enough of the people ‘back to sleep’, so they can start up with all their manipulation and control tactics again, without experiencing massive backlash.


I don’t know the answer to all these questions.

But, I can tell you that every single person that wakes up is making it way, way harder for the narcs to continue operating the way they have up until now, under the radar, just telling us all lies and fabrications 24/7.

Because remember: the actions always speak for themselves.

Which is why once the ‘brainwashing’ finally dissolves, the whole equation tips drastically, and immediately.

So now, there is kind of a ‘see-saw’ thing going on.

The narcs have a plan, an agenda, for total control.

But they also have a problem, inasmuch that if they move too obviously now, or too ‘evilly’ – the blinders will suddenly drop off the eyes of a bunch more people in the world, and then they have even more people who are going to be very hard for them to control, without resorting to full-on totalitarianism.


No-one believes ‘totalitarian dictators are nice people’.

It’s very hard to spin that one, even when you’re screaming about pandemics and ‘lockdowns save lives’.

People have a limit.

Just look at China.

Which brings us to step 4.



It breaks, because the narcs can’t help acting like narcs, and sooner or later, they will return to their controlling, manipulating, lying stunts, that are ‘spun’ as being for our own good, but feel very, very bad.

For people who have had their eyes open to the narcissistic playbook for a while, especially in their private lives, the paradigm ALREADY BROKE.

But for others, it is usually going to take something so shockingly bad, so obviously evil, so undeniable, that even they have to admit that there really is something very bad going on here.

(But note: even then, there will be those that refuse to see it. Mostly, these people are narcs themselves, and so can’t accept that ‘good people can do bad things’…. right to the bitter end.)


We are currently approaching Step 4.

For as long as the narcs continue to play softball, no-one is going to rise up and rebel.

Remember, deception is their greatest weapon.

But because more and more people ARE waking up – they aren’t trusting the media, the politicians, the doctors, the schools anymore – the deception is coming to the end of its ability to control.

Which means the narcs will be forced to go ‘full totalitarian’, if they want to continue to control.

And as soon as they do that – it’s obvious who they really are, and that none of this is being done for our own good.


All this is so finally balanced.

Each person who makes teshuva in their own dalet amot for their own narcissist tendencies is reducing the power of the narcs in the world, on every level.

Once enough of us make that teshuva – it’s game over for the narcs.

The only question is whether we do that ‘the sweet way’, before everything goes attempted full-totalitarian, or not.

I don’t know the answer to that question.


In the meantime, that explains why we’re in this strange kind of limbo right now.

Many people are feeling anxious, like the hammer is about to fall, in some way.

It IS.

Anyway that happens, the ultimate outcome is going to be good.

But getting there is going to be tricky.

Personally, that’s why I’m staying out of pointless arguments right now, and pointless discussions, because the truth is going to become obvious very soon, anyway.

And I’d rather spend my time trying to prepare myself mentally and spiritually, for what happens when the narcissistic paradigm finally comes crashing down, on all fronts.


The more of this work to uproot narcissism in your own life you do now, the easier ‘Step 4’ will be.

I know when I was going through this on the personal level, that by itself took me out for about three years.

It’s very, very challenging.

I can’t imagine combining that experience with also coming to the realisation that our governments are out to get us, and that the medical profession is totally corrupt and built on a mountain of lies.

This by itself is enough to give people a heart-attack.


So, that’s why God is drawing out this process, even though it sometimes feels unbearable.

Just keep talking to God, keeping making teshuva, keeping asking Him to show you the truth, and to draw close to the real tzaddikim – that’s the best preparation you can possibly do, to weather Step 4 in once piece.

And when the hammer does fall, remember that what it’s falling ON is the world of lies.

And the world of lies needs to be smashed to pieces, before Moshiach can really be revealed.

Just, we need to stay out of the way, as much as possible, until that process has been completed.


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I’m going to let other people do most of the explaining, in this post beginning to look at the importance of breath.

Partially, that’s because experiencing this for yourself will do way more than a million words of ‘convincing’.

And partially, because I’m trying to pace myself, here, as there’s a lot of info to get through.


Over shabbat, I read a book that came highly recommended by reader S. (thank you!) called ‘Breath: The New Science of a Lost Art’.

I learnt an awful lot of things, some of which we’ll be exploring in more detail in different posts.

But for now, here’s the author, James Nestor, explaining the five things you can do right now that will make some huge improvements to your physical health.

Just by breathing a bit different, and making an effort to breathe through your nose as much as possible:


In his book ‘Breath’, he also details a number of different breathing patterns – and the scientists and ‘pulmonauts’ who developed them, mostly accidentally.

One of the key ones is something called Buteyko Breathing.

If you want to read some of the cold, hard science behind ‘Buteyko Breathing’ – written by none other than Dr Buyteko himself, when he was developing his breathing methods to help cure patients of ‘incurable asthma’, amongst other things, go HERE.

And / or, you can also go to Patrick Mckeown’s website HERE, which sets out a huge amount of information, and offers a lot of ‘free exercises’, including this one, to quickly unblock a blocked nose in five minutes:



Mckeown had chronic, serious asthma into his twenties, and basically stumbled across Buteyko’s Soviet era information when he was at the end of the rope, and even all the surgical procedures hadn’t helped him cure his asthma at all.

(Quelle surprise!)

He started following the main advice of just breathing through his nose – and that all by itself started to make enough of a difference to his breathing, that he started exploring further.

Before long, his life-long, ‘incurable’ asthma had totally disappeared.

Again, we’ll come back to all this in more detail, but Mckeown’s website has a ton of information on helping asthmatics to consciously breath their asthma away HERE.

Amongst many other things.

Read more clinical trials on this method HERE.


Then, try this out, if you have 10 minutes spare:

It’s a ‘resonant breathing’ session – to be done via nasal breathing – where you basically calm your breathing down, and get it into a good groove.

It’s shmirat eynayim friendly, and has no unfortunate ‘yoga’ stuff attached.

Resonant breathing is another method that’s highly recommended by James Nestor.

Me and my husband tried this yesterday, before bed – and we both slept better than we have in a very long time.


Finally, this is another different way to breathe yourself into a more relaxed state to try, that is from Dr Andrew Weil.

He did get this idea from ‘yoga’, so we will all have to grope our way through the birur to see if religiously, this can be pulled up out of the muck of idolatry, and used in a good, kosher way.

If they can hijack breathing and turn it into idolatry… then we’re stuffed.

But the birur has to be carefully felt out, because it’s the small things that make the difference here, the intentions, the associations, the connections.


The last few days, I’ve been realising that I have been dealing with a constant, physical sense of ‘panic’ and stress.

My heart is racing, then my thoughts start following.

More and more, I am coming to the conclusion that these sensations are a RESULT of being ‘radiation poisoned’, as they’ve chemtrailed all over Israel, super-heavily the last couple of weeks, and also presumably turned up the radiowaves again from their 5…G towers, or whatever, to achieve ‘the next pandemic’.

They’re busy predicting it again, don’t you know?

And they’re very good at apparently knowing exactly when these next ‘pandemics’ are meant to break out.


While you’re pondering the implications of all this for what is really making us ‘sick’ and what could really be keeping us healthy, watch this short clip of Dr Robert Young basically spelling out that NOT BEING ABLE TO BREATHE IS A KNOWN CONSEQUENCE OF RADIATION POISONING.


(Remember George Floyd? That wasn’t a CO-IN-CID-ENCE.)


When we can’t breathe properly…. when the mechanisms that control our breathing is being ‘zapped’ all the time, so we are constantly taking shallow, panicked breaths, even at night, even when we’re trying to sleep….

That by itself is enough to totally ruin our physical health.

And to also cause a bunch of other mental and emotional issues.

But the very good news is that learning to breathe in a healthy, conscious way, that minimises ‘breathing bad habits’ can do a huge amount to reverse the damage being done, and maintain our health.


Again, this is just a ‘taster’ into this subject, for now.

Go and read James Nestor’s book, Breath, go and read up about Dr Buteyko’s method and life and successes, go and scrounge around on Youtube to find more of the videos with Patrick McKeown, more of the people who have been helped.

And most importantly of all, try some of these things for yourself, especially breathing with your mouth shut as much as possible.

With God’s help.


Remember, we are still in the middle of doing the birur with all this, and there are still a huge number of puzzle pieces to fit in still, until we have anything approaching a definitive approach to all this.

For example, Wim Hof’s breathing method, based on another yoga tradition appropriately called ‘Tummo’, emphasises breathing through the mouth for 30-40 breaths, to induce hyperventilation, before holding the breath for at least a minute.

Personally, I didn’t like it all.

(And I stopped doing it after the person who told me about it developed strange heart palpitations around a month into their own experiment with his breathing method.)

But many other people have seen big improvements in their health, and Hof himself used that method to avoid E-coli poisoning in a scientific trial conducted in hospital.

(While we’re on the subject of Wim Hof, I’m still following Hof’s recommendation for the cold showers – and I think they’re very beneficial!)



This is a process of trial and error.

To see how we can reclaim the gift of ‘breath’, and start to use it, as believing Jews, the way God really intended.

Not as something to exert control over ourselves, and our health, necessarily, but something to bring us closer to the neshama / neshima connection, that is the real underlying basis of real human health.

And that’s why, the battle over breath is the front line.



Note: I’m taking a couple of days’ off the internet.

So if you comment, it will take some time to show up. But still feel free to comment, respectfully, so we can continue to move this discussion forward.

I still think all things ‘yoga’ are tumah, and that there is a very intense birur to be done here.

But that doesn’t mean we have to take ‘breath’ off the table as a healing tool, just because idolaters have got their hands on it.

That’s ridiculous.

But it could well be our way of using breath to heal is going to end up being way more focused on prayers, hitbodedut, singing, niggunim… we’ll see.

All options need to be explored, with God’s help, and with useful input from anyone who has some honest insights to share about this.



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Well, I learn something new every day.

Today, I learnt from new commentator ‘Miriam’ that I’m apparently totally brainwashed by MSM media!

But only when it comes to Trump.

Apparently, Trump destroyed a whole bunch of bioweapons labs that were going to unleash ‘measles bacterium’, when that whole measles ‘scare’ happened in the NY area, back in April 2019.

That was clearly a dry-run for what was going to happen less than 12 months later, with Covid 19.


I had ‘non-vaxxing’ friends who were very badly affected by that whole cooked-up ‘scare’, to shut down any opposition to parents who chose to not vaccinate.

They were kicked out of schools, shuls, summer camps – even local parks!

Most of them had to start home schooling, some of them moved out of the area.

But you know what?

When the Covid 19 plandemic showed up, they were actually in a way, way better place than all their mainstream peers. Their kids continued to learn in ‘home school’, they weren’t being force-maxed, force-vaxxed or scared to death every three seconds.

And they’d got used to the social isolation of being barred from public life, and had made alternate arrangements anyway, to carry on praying with a minyan and having a circle of friends outside of the mainstream.


Strangely, none of my very clued-in non-vaxxing contacts told me ANYTHING about Trump destroying ‘measles bioweapon labs’ back then – even though at least some of them were ardent Trump supporters.

And even now, I can’t find any information about that anywhere.

I am waiting for commentator Miriam to share more of her specific knowledge and information with us here.

In the meantime, I did find a really interesting, well-researched long thread discussing the US military’s ongoing bioweapons program being run out of a bunch of locations around the world, including the Ukraine, which you can read about HERE.

Pay attention: All these programs continued to be funded, and continued to run throughout Trump’s administration.

(And of course, Trump’s administration ushered ‘Covid 19’ and ‘Operation Warp Speed’ into the world, too, barely 10 months after apparently ‘destroying measles bioweapon labs’. Don’t worry if you aren’t following how all this fits together, it just means you’ve been brainwashed by the MSM.)


You want to keep telling me ‘Trump is great’, ‘Trump is good’, blahdy blahdy blah.

OK, for the sake of argument, let’s run with that hypothesis.

It should be BLINDINGLY OBVIOUS by now that even if Trump is great and good, there is precisely squat diddly even a ‘good Trump’ can or could do against the massive evil that is the United States Nazi-inspired military-industrial complex.

I’m assuming that even the ‘Miriams’ of the world have heard of Operation Paperclip, and know of the tight links between the US’s presidents, the Nazis, the Bolsheviks – and of course, the people who were financing all this and moving the pawns around on the chess board.

The USA is a totally corrupt country, that has been spreading misery, war and plagues to every corner of the earth for decades.

So, when Trump was talking about ‘making America great’ again, what did he actually mean?

Great for who?

And how, tachlis, was he going to do that?


While you’re pondering that, I wanted to kick off a much deeper discussion of how electro-magnetic human health really works.

And that conversation begins with something called the ‘Extra Cellular Matrix’, or ECM.

This brief video gives the ‘standard’ explanation of the Extra Cellular Matrix, from the materialistic, ‘flesh body’ perspective, that doesn’t mention the electromagnetic dimension that we’re going to get to in a moment. But it’s a good, basic description of what the ECM does, on the biological level.


So, in a nutshell, the Extra Cellular Matrix communicates with, controls, and connects all the individual cells in the human body.

Because mainstream medicine, mainstream science, has been totally hijacked and subverted by the military-industrial complex, that doesn’t want you to understand the spiritual, electrical, dimension to human health – the ‘holy chashmal’ dimension – most mainstream scientists are apparently still groping in the dark, trying to figure out how all this ‘control’ and ‘signalling’ is actually going on, between the ECM and the cells themselves.

They should go and read a book by James Oschman, PhD, called Energy Medicine: The Scientific Basis.

(It’s not a cheap buy, but it’s a very important read, if you really want to understand the science that sets out how human health really works.)


Before we get into that, let’s bring some halachic psakim, to forestall any more ridiculous comments from other people who were apparently very badly traumatised by a chiropractor, at some stage in their life.

The following excerpts come from the meticulously researched and sourced 500 page book, Alternative Medicine in Halacha.

R’ Szmerla brings the ruling from the Shulchan Aruch (Yoreh Deah 155:1) that:

“One may be treated by a gentile healer who heals through incantations, as long as one is not aware whether he mentions the names of gods in his incantations. But if one knows that he mentions his god, one may not be healed by him, even if one is deathly ill.

If the healer is a priest, it is forbidden even in the former case, for it is then a certainty that he mentions the name of his god.”


R’ Szmerla then brings the story from Tractate Avoda Zara 27b, as follows:

(I’m writing all this stuff out in full, because this is a very important discussion to follow and understand, going forward.)

“It occurred that Ben Dama, the nephew of Rabbi Ishmael, was bitten by a poisonous snake. Jacob of Kfar Sechania came to heal him, but Rabbi Yishmael did not let him.

Ben Dama told Rabbi Ishmael, “Rabbi Ishmael, my brother, let him treat me so that I may be healed: I will bring proof from the Torah that it is permitted….”

But he was not able to finish his sentence before his soul departed with the word ‘permitted” on his lips.

Rabbi Yishmael proclaimed over him, “Fortunate are you, Ben Dama, that your body is pure and your soul departed in purity, and you did not transgress the words of your colleagues who prohibited being healed by priests.”


What is not widely known is that this ‘Jacob of Kfar Sechania’ was actually a Jewish-xtian, and early follower of Yoshki I,  or Yoshki II.

(If you are wondering how there could be two Yoshkis, it’s the same belief that the Sabbateans held / hold, that the soul of Yoshki returns in each generation, to ‘finish the job’.)

This screenshot comes from the Jewish Encylopaedia, HERE:


We will come back to this side of things another time, but it’s dafka a ‘Jew for Jesus’ healer who is brought down in the Gemara on Avoda Zara, as a person to be totally avoided, even if that leads to the patient’s death.

This has massive implications.


Here is what R’ Szmerla brings, as Chazal’s ruling:

“While one may recieve care from a medical doctor who is an idolater, seeking treatment from a priest who includes the name of his god in his incantations is strictly forbidden.

Even though the invocation of gods is unquestionably ineffective and does not pose the issue of benefitting from avodah zarah, Chazal nonetheless forbade being treated by such a healer, for fear that successful treatments would lead people to believe in the power of the invoked gods.”


So, there we have a clear ruling on this.

Tuning forks = totally acceptable.

Tuning forks while invoking the name of pagan deities = totally forbidden.

Got it?

What that means for people like this. though, is still not clear:


Now, let’s just deal, briefly, with the issue of kishuf.

In a nutshell, there are many rabbis who say that alternative medicine is forbidden, because science can’t explain how it works, and therefore it’s viewed as somehow defying the laws of nature.

The main problem is that our corrupt modern scientific and medical establishment has gone to great pains to avoid the electromagnetic dimension to human health (at least, publically).

But really, as we’re about to learn, there is a very simple, scientific and easy-to-grasp basis for most of the alternative forms of healing out there, that don’t obviously ‘worship stars’ (like Reiki, for example), or worship pagan deities (like yoga, for example).


Let’s bring a few more sources on what really constitutes kishuf, then we’ll move back to explaining the Extra Cellular Matrix.

This quote is from the Meiri, writing on Sanhedrin 68a, where there is a discussion about what constitutes kishuf (sorcery):

Whatever is achieved through natural means does not constitute kishuf.

R’ Szmerla sums things up like this:

“What emerges from a comprehensive study of the Rishonim is that kishuf is an act whose results contravenes the laws of nature by means of incantations, the burning of incense, invocation of angels, etc. 

An act that seems to violate the laws of nature but is not achieved through such rituals does not constitute kishuf.”


OK, now we are ready to learn more about the Extra Cellular Matrix, ECM.

First, I’ll quote some of Oschman’s book, which is full of scientific lingo (which you can skip over, if it’s not your cup of tea), and then, we’ll break it down into plain English.

From the chapter called ‘The ‘circuitry’ of the body’, p48:

“The living matrix is a continuous and dynamic ‘supramolecular’ webwork, extending into every nook and cranny of the body: a nuclear matrix within a cellular matrix within a connective tissue matrix.

In essence, when you touch a human body, you are touching a continuously interconnected system, composed of virtually all of the molecules of the body linked together in an intricate webwork.

The living matrix has no fundamental unit or central aspect, no part that is primary or most basic. The properties of the whole net depend upon the integrated activities of all of the components.

Effects on one part of the system can, and do, spread to others….

The entire living matrix is simultaneously a mechanical, vibrational or oscillatory, energetic, electronic and informational network (Pienta and Coffey 1991, Oschman 1994).”


Plain English:

Think of the cells of your body as though they were marbles.

Think of those ‘marbles’ lying in a big tub of bathwater.

That ‘bathwater’ is the Extra Cellular Matrix (ECM).

It’s seperate from, but ‘touching’ and affecting every single cell of your body. And whatever ‘affects’ that bathwater, for good or for bad, affects all the marbles sitting in it, too.

That ‘bathwater’ is the totally of us, our mind, our soul, our emotions, our feelings.


Here’s the thing:

The working of each cell can be guided EITHER by bio-chemical processes (think food, minerals, vitamins, medications) OR, by electro-magnetic impulse, or by electro-magnetic bio-physics.

It’s like your car.

Right, you can take your physical car key in your physical hand, walk out of your house, and go and physically unlock your car?

Thats how ‘bio-chemistry’ works.

BUT there is another option.

That’s where you press the special button on your car key that sends the electro-magnetic signal to your electrically-wired car, to physically open the door even when you’re 100 metres away.

It’s way faster and easier.

And that’s how ‘bio-physics’ works.


I have lots more to write about this.

But this is an introduction.

Basically, cells can be turned on or off, encouraged to produce more of this stuff and less of that stuff, bio-physically, via targeted electro-magnetic impulses.

If this sounds ‘sci fi’ to you, it’s only because our science and medicine establishments are totally corrupt, and in the pocket of  the military-industrial complex that wants to sell you expensive pills and mustard-gas derivatives as the only ‘bio-chemical’ way to heal illness.

But really?

The truth has been out there for a very long time.


BH, this is just an intro to this subject.

I plan on doing at least one more big post on this soon, where we’ll look at the implications of this for real healing, tachlis.

And I also want to explore more of the ‘avoda zara’ stuff too, particularly as it relates to getting healing treatments from practising xtians, and Western Medical models that are mamash built on heresy and denial of God – i.e. a religion that practises atheism.

Lots more to consider, lots more to explore!

But we did a big chunk of birur today, BH.



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Take this with a pinch of salt.

But I had a ‘dream’ yesterday, if you can call it that, where my mother-in-law (who has been dead for six years….) came and told me that there is going to be an earthquake, and to be prepared for it.

When is that happening? 

In a few days, came the answer.

Sandra, that’s not very precise….

She shrugged.



I don’t know if that earthquake is going to happen, if it’s actually a real earthquake, or just some more developments with Moishy Kleinerman.

I have no idea, and this could all just be a red-herring.

But I had the urge to pass this on.


One of my readers sent me a piece on VINnews  about Trump being a ‘Philosemite’.

Who cares?

The guy is a massive distraction, at best.

I am sick of reading Q Anon propaganda rubbish about how the only reason Trump signed Covid 19 Emergency Powers into law, got the shots out there as part of ‘Operation Warp-Speed’, locked down American businesses, same as every other country in the world, in Rockefeller ‘Lock-step’ fashion – is because he was stopping Fauci from ‘doing something worse’.


You stop Fauci, immediately, by arresting him.

And using your massive publicity skills to explain why everything going on with Covid 19 is a fake pandemic front, being used by your own Department of Defense to roll out ‘Covid 19 shots’ across the world.

And if you can’t or won’t do that…. even when you’re the sitting President of the United States….

Then you can’t do anything.


Moshiach ben Esav is not going to ‘save’ anyone.

There ARE good people all over the place, trying to turn this around. I highly doubt that any of them are working for Trump, directly, or his mythical band of ‘white hats’.

We get out of this mess by personal teshuva, personal mesirut nefesh, personal prayer, personal efforts to take responsibility for ourselves, and our loved ones.

And no other way.


The good news is, more and more and more people are starting to realise this.

Moshiach will be revealed once we’ve done at least the basic spade work in our own lives, with our own teshuva process, to make that a possibility.

We are not xtians!

Moshiach doesn’t just ‘float down’ from heaven and come and save us all, while we’re still indulging our bad middot and anti-God, anti-kedusha tendencies.

You want geula to arrive, you want Moshiach to come, you want the world to start changing for the better, already?


Make teshuva for all the people you have hurt.

Make teshuva for all the time you waste, spending hours and hours lapping up ridiculous Q-ANON propaganda telling you that ‘Trump is Moshiach’.

Make teshuva for all the lies you are telling yourself, about what is really causing you the problems in your life.

(Here’s a clue: it’s your own bad middot and heretical tendencies….)

Come back to God, and start developing a real relationship with Him, for at least an hour a day.

And then watch how your life starts to be so much more sweeter and happier.

Regardless of what’s going on with Moshiach-ben-Esav.


The whole world is a stage.

The news is full of lies and distractions.

Musk is a puppet, Trump is a puppet – all the politicians, celebrities, rabbis, gurus and billionaires everywhere in the world, that get any real power, are bought and paid for puppets.

And in the meantime.

We have our work cut out for us.

Trump doesn’t usher in geula.

We do.

And that job starts now.

Because apparently, there is an ‘earthquake’ coming that’s going to change the landscape considerably.


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For a long while, I’ve wanted to just share ‘random’ snippets of Rabbenu’s writings, here on the blog.

I’ve felt a little ‘trapped’ in investigative journalist mode the last few years, wanting readers to take my research seriously, without mixing it up with Breslov too much.

But now….

I am really looking forward to getting back to sharing more of Rabbenu’s teachings, and of course, more of Rav Berland’s stuff, too.


So today, I opened up ‘Rebbe Nachman’s wisdom’, ‘randomly’, to page 137, and this is what I read:

The Rebbe…said:

“There will come a time when a simple religious person will be as rare and unique as the Baal Shem Tov.”


It’s on the same page where he’s also talking about the ‘great heresy’ that will come to the world before Moshiach shows up.

In fact, let’s quote that a bit, too:

The Rebbe said:

“Great atheism is coming to the world….

“Knowing full well that this has already been predicted, it would seem ridiculous for a person to succumb to any temptation to abandon his belief. It would seem obvious that every Jew would have enough intelligence to remain firm.

But still, it’s a great trial.

Many will fall away, and for this reason it is written that ‘the wicked will act wickedly’.

The Rebbe said:

“Still, I am revealing this for the sake of the faithful few who will remain strong in their belief. They will certainly have great conflicts within.

But when they see that this has already been predicted, it will give them additional strength and encouragement.


There are so many false idols out there, so many ‘false gods’.

(With modern medicine and Trump currently leading the pack….)

We look around, sometimes, and it hurts our souls to see so many people apparently blind to the truth, repeatedly rushing to follow more unscientific ‘mask mandates’, or to queue up for more ‘boosters’, or to buy into more ‘miracle injections’ for diseases and illnesses that are actually deliberately man-made and inflicted upon us by people who think there are too many humans in the world.

But Rabbenu tells us:

Many will fall away, and for this reason it is written that ‘the wicked will act wickedly’.

Not being able to see the truth is a punishment from Heaven, it’s not because they haven’t got ‘enough of the right information’.

Once people make teshuva, in whichever way they need to – and that option is open at all times, to EVERYONE – God will show them the truth.

It’s as simple as that.


So we don’t need to waste any more of our precious breath trying to argue with the un-persuadables.

Because it’s their own sins that are preventing them from seeing what’s true.

A much better use of our time is in trying to bring people back to Hashem and emuna, in whichever we can.

Especially, via personal example, particularly in the area of how we treat our fellow man.


I don’t know about you, but this is giving me a lot of chizzuk, and a lot more reassurance that stepping out of the ‘arguing with heretics’ paradigm is indeed the right thing to do.

The people who really want the truth will gravitate towards it – like each and every one of us did, as part of our own journey to understanding what is really going on here.

And the un-persuadables are incapable of seeing the truth, until they make teshuva.

So, let’s all just stop wasting our time and energy arguing with them.

Many will fall away, and for this reason it is written that ‘the wicked will act wickedly’.


Lastly, take a look at the first thing I quoted:

There will come a time when a simple religious person will be as rare and unique as the Baal Shem Tov.

That’s why sometimes, so many of us feel so lonely.

‘Simple religious people’ are increasingly rare to find.

But they still do exist!

And every effort we make to continue to have emuna, and to continue to believe in the words of our True Tzaddikim, and to continue to work on our own bad middot, and to make every effort to minimise being on-line and maximise our dancing and happiness and prayers – it counts for so very much.

BH, I am still aspiring to become one of those rare ‘simple religious people’.

With God’s help, I will get there one day.


So, courage, dear reader.

BH in the next post, I’ll bring more words from Rabbenu, about how to actually deal with all the craziness that is our current olam hazeh.


PS: Thanks for all the chizzuk comments you’ve taken the time to share here, on the last post.

I appreciate them all, but I don’t always know how to respond without it getting all corny and cheezy….

But thank you!



My brother in the UK told me that even some of the MPs over there are starting to publically call out a bunch of the lies being told about the shots being ‘safe and effective’ in the British Parliament.

Watch this:


And you can read the full transcript of MP Andrew Bridgen’s full speech HERE.

Relevant snippet:

[T]he benefits of the vaccine are close to non-existent.

Beyond the alarming Yellow Card reports, the strongest evidence of harm comes from the gold standard, highest possible quality level of data. A re-analysis of Pfizer and Moderna’s own randomised controlled trials using the mRNA technology, published in the peer-reviewed journal Vaccine, revealed a rate of serious adverse events of one in 800 individuals vaccinated.

These are events that result in hospitalisation or disability, or that are life changing.

Most disturbing of all, however, is that those original trials suggested someone was far more likely to suffer a serious side effect from the vaccine than to be hospitalised with the ancestral, more lethal strain of the virus.

These findings are a smoking gun suggesting the vaccine should likely never have been approved in the first place.


Or, watch Andrew Bridgen’s speech here:

(Shmirat Eynayim friendly.)


This video already has around 400k views.

The truth is coming out….

With our without us.


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