I spoke to my friend, who a couple of days ago lost a 40 year old friend who ‘died suddenly’.

On Shabbat, the 40 year old said she felt unwell, and went to lie down.

She never got up again.

She was perfectly healthy.

I know it’s hard, but we have to come out of denial.

Watch this:


(Not shmirat eynayim friendly, but also not too bad…)

But also don’t fall into despair, because that’s how evil wins!

God has a plan here.

And our teshuva and prayers is a huge part of it, going forward.



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I got the following response to the last post, via email.

I told my correspondent I’d answer his points on the blog, as all this is useful to move the discussion forward, about what God really expects from us, at this stage.


At this stage.


First, here’s the email:

You are also being delusional…

1) “If you still believe that the shots are helpful… etc… then you are on your own and will probably have to face the consequences of your decisions…” etc
but if not… if you’ve finally woken up after 4 shots you will be saved… are you playing G-d here…?
2) On the other hand if “you don’t believe in the power of prayer to reverse ingesting poison and in the Ein Od Milvado…” then you are also going to end up lost…? even if you never took a shot… really?
3) You’re grasping at straws because you’re desperate for a way out for millions of people who chose wrongly... so now you are on to a new theory that since nanoparticles and rdna molecules are too tiny to have regular laws of nature operating them physiologically so that means they can be reversed on command by our praying them away but if they were large enough to have laws of nature associated with them then we’d be in trouble… do I have that right…?
and finally…
4) “Hashem has been taking people in and out for a long time now so that is not anything to worry about…”
oh yeah? when was the last time He took 20mil men women and children out in the space of just a couple of years…? hint: it wasn’t anytime in recent memory… I think that would have been ww2 and called the holocaust…
20mil plus and counting… why didn’t any of them get a chance to be saved by prayer but the next 20mil will be because you say it has to be so according to your spiritual calculations…?

There’s a fundamental ‘issue’ here, which is that most of us don’t relate to this physical world as a place where the soul gets fixed, and as a ‘corridor’ we have to pass through, to get to wherever we’re heading in the eternal Upstairs.

We are down here to fix our souls, and serve Hashem to the best of our ability.

Full stop.


Once we have completed that job, in whichever way the job needs to be completed, we have no more ‘need’ to be down here.

That’s why small, totally innocent children can suffer terribly, and even die – and God is still only and ever good.

If the whole discussion solely revolved around ‘this world’ – you can’t make that statement. At all.

This world resembles ‘hell’ way more than it resembles ‘heaven’ for most people.

And that’s also understandable, because ‘gehinnom’ only fixes the sins that occur between man and God.

The sins that occur between man and his fellow man – that we didn’t make sincere teshuva for – are fixed by us returning to this lowly world, where this time, WE’ll be the one being abused, or hurt, or taken for a ride, or ripped off….


Because there are spiritual debts that we need to ‘pay down’ from a previous life, and that we all 100% signed up for, when we agreed to come down here again to try and go through that whole, difficult process of fixing our souls, for eternity.


So, when people start screaming ‘how could a holocaust happen?!?!?!’

Or, ‘where was God, when six million people died!?!?!?’

Or, ‘where is God today, how can He let all this bad happen in the world?!?!?!?’

I totally get where they are coming from.


And this is a huge ‘BUT’ – this lowly world is where the soul gets fixed. And where the soul gets tested. And sometimes, where the soul gets tortured, hurt and even killed.

The point – for each ‘soul’ – is not so much what’s happening to them, but what happens next. What happens as a result of that test. Do they go closer to Hashem, or go further away? Do they fix whatever it was they needed to fix, spiritually, or not?

That’s the whole point here, the whole ikker.


Remember Elazar ben Dordaya?

If not, take a look at the Gemara, Tractate Avoda Zara, 17a. Here’s a brief snippet, translated from HERE:

They said about R. Elazar ben Dordaya that he did not leave any harlot in the world that he wasn’t with. One time, he heard that there was one harlot in a town by the shore, and she would take a pouch of dinarim as her payment. He traveled to her, crossing seven rivers. When they were together, she passed gas, and said “Just like this gas will not return to its place, so too is Elazar ben Dordaya, who they will never accept him in teshuva.


Elazar ben Dordaya was so upset by the harlot’s words, he went on a serious journey of teshuva.

His teshuva was so sincere, so intense, he actually died immediately afterwards.
And then a heavenly voice came out, which said that not only had Elazar ben Dordaya been accepted in Shemayim, he’d also been accorded the title of ‘Rabbi’.

If you look at this story from the eyes of ‘this world’ – what a bust!

I mean, the guy is dead…

If you look at the story from the point of view of him doing what he actually came down here to do, i.e. to rectify his soul – what a success!

Rebbe (Yehuda HaNasi) said about him that he attained his share in the world-to-come in a moment.
While others toil a whole lifetime to achieve it.

This whole thing with the Covid shots, with people getting ill, dropping dead, the whole transhumanism agenda – it’s all just a test designed by God, to fix our souls.

The people who understand that, and who make the sincere teshuva required, and who come closer to God, in the midst of all this tremendous suffering and uncertainty, at least by the end of the process – those people pass the test with flying colours. It’s a great outcome, spiritually.

Even if they end up dead.

And those people who go the other way?

Even if they are ‘unvaccinated’, and living on some farmstead milking their own goats in an earth-bermed fortress, if they are going further away from God, instead of coming closer – then it’s a really bad outcome for them, spiritually, even if they live to 120.


Of course, God wants us to have both.

Olam hazeh and olam habah.

But sometimes, it seems that’s not possible.

And where a choice is required, it seems obvious that the eternal spiritual outcome has to take precedence, even if it looks so horrible and bad, from where we sit down here.

Personally, I believe that teshuva, prayer and charity CAN sweeten everything.

There’s precedents for that from our history – look what happened at Purim time, when Hashem turned the mountain over our heads, and the whole nation responded with three days of fasting and massive teshuva.

I.e., they followed the instructions of the true Tzaddikim, Esther and Mordechai, for how to try to ‘sweeten’ the awful decrees of Haman.

There is nothing new under the sun.


So, it boils down to our free choice.

Each person can choose to come back to Hashem at any point in this process, however many shots they took, however many difficulties they are experiencing.

And if they choose that, then spiritually, eternally, it’s a positive outcome.

And the opposite is also true.

We have to take responsibility for ourselves, and stop trying to guess God’s cheshbonot with other people.

Of course pray for others!

Of course, do whatever we can to spread light in the world, to counter the darkness, and to serve Hashem with everything we’ve got, which includes fulfilling whatever responsibilities we have to others, and to build God’s world to the best of our ability, instead of destroying it.

But we can’t live other people’s lives for them.

And we can’t pretend to know better than God, why apparently ‘bad’ things have to happen to apparently ‘good’ people.


Each  person has to do their own work.

Each  person has to take responsibility for themselves – because ultimately, the only soul we can ‘fix’ down here is our own.

And as long as this process is bringing us closer to doing that, in whatever way that’s required, it’s going to be a positive outcome, whatever happens ‘down here’.


I know people don’t like to hear this.

And I apologise if I’m stating things a bit too bluntly for ‘comfort’.

But God is in charge here, and God is only and ever good.

And our job is to recognise that, and understand that our best bet of getting out of difficulties in this world, is to put God firmly in the picture, work on our own lack of emuna and bad middot – and follow the instructions of the True Tzaddikim.

And we may still end up dead, at the end of all that.

But at least, we’ll have ‘olam haba’.

And that’s the whole point of being down here.


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If you’ve never heard of the ‘double slit’ experiment, first read this:

Few science experiments are as strange and compelling as the double-slit experiment. 

Few experiments, if any, in modern physics are capable of conveying such a simple idea—that light and matter can act as both waves and discrete particles depending on whether they are being observed—but which is nonetheless one of the great mysteries of quantum mechanics.


You can read the full article HERE, or if you prefer, watch Jim Al-Khalil explaining it very clearly, below:


Here’s the bottom line:

The outcome of the experiment depends on the viewer.

Or, to put this another way:

What people think and believe, mamash affects physical reality.


This isn’t ‘wishful thinking’, or ‘losing touch with reality’ – it’s quantum physics.


Yesterday, a bunch of readers showed up to join me for a Zoom call, where I probably spoke too fast, and tried to cover way too many things.


But despite all that, it was still a very positive experience, because one of the things we discussed in detail was this idea that:

What we believe, our mindset, our fundamental attitude – it’s the key to changing the reality we currently find ourselves in.

At the very least, for ourselves.


If we believe that God is running the world, Ein Od Milvado, everything can and will turn around for the best (at least for ourselves….)

Then that’s the reality we ultimately create, although for sure this process is going to contain a huge amount of peaks and troughs, and it’s not a ‘linear’ thing

And the opposite is also true.


All the graphene oxide and programmable DNA Origami in the Covid shots is so small, sub-atomic, that it’s operating according to ‘rules’ that are nothing like the standard rules of the physical world.

Again, this isn’t conjecture and wishful thinking, it’s science.

This snippet comes from HERE:

The laws of classical physics become completely undone at the atomic and subatomic level. What is so exciting about this, is that the standard physical limitations which apply to everyday life cease to exist. The realm of what is possible, therefore, becomes entirely different.


Dr David Nixon has been putting more drops of the Covid shots under glass, and then videoing them in slow-mo for hours, which he then speeds up.

His latest interview can be seen HERE, and if you’re at all interested in what is really in these Covid shots, and how it’s operating, I highly recommend you take a look.


He’s identifying luminous ‘points’ that turn off and on, that correlate with the idea of one of my smart readers that the programmable DNA Origami in these shots (that we know are a fact, they were invented by Ido Bachelet and George Church, amongst others) – are based on bioluminescent archaea.

(Skip that discussion, if you’re not scientifically minded – but if you ARE scientifically minded, feel free to  join in.)


The point is, Dr Nixon’s research is showing the ‘supernatural’ abilities of the nanotech in the shots to create and destroy structures in the human body, and to operate in some very weird, and amazing ways.

To the point where researchers are starting to explore the idea that the stuff in the shots is operating in the ‘quantum engineering’ realm.

Now, go back and read this:

The laws of classical physics become completely undone at the atomic and subatomic level. What is so exciting about this, is that the standard physical limitations which apply to everyday life cease to exist. The realm of what is possible, therefore, becomes entirely different.

Or to put this a different way:


And what we believe about what’s in these shots, and how it operates, and whether we’re still dealing with Ein Od Milvado, or not, is the decisive factor about the real damage all this evil nanotech can actually do.

At least, to ourselves.


Which brings me on to the next point:

Each person has to take responsibility for themselves.

And there are no short-cuts.

If someone is still blindly believing this is a helpful ‘vaccine’, still blindly believing the government is our friend, the media never lies, doctors are only good etc….

They will have to abide by the consequences of their own beliefs.

And it probably won’t be pretty.


On the ‘alt’ side of this equation, if a person scares themselves to death think there is no way back from this ‘poison’, that the 5…G and CERN can take us all out and kill us any time they want at the press of a button, that humanity is totally and utterly doomed….

Then that is also a ‘belief system’ that they will have to deal with the consequences of.



I believe very strongly that God runs the world.

Ein Od Milvado.

And that what I say, do and believe is the biggest determinator of ‘what happens next’ in my own personal world – albeit if God decides that my time is up, then my time is up!

God was bringing people back to the world of the soul long before the vaxx showed up. He doesn’t need Pfizer or Bill Gates to help Him do that job.


Tachlis, here are some more links to some of the things we discussed, very briefly, in the class yesterday, for readers to start their own process of discovery, and to figure out more of what might ‘work for them’, to stay healthy and sane in the meantime.


Su Jok Seed Therapy – the lentils thing.

HERE‘s an interesting paper on how they used seed therapy to significantly reduce patients’ anxiety around Covid 19.

HERE’s a basic website that explains how you can use different seeds for different ailments.


Miracle Mineral Solution

Helped me tremendously to stop feeling totally exhausted, and to get rid of the ‘head fog’ issues I had before Pesach.

Read more about that HERE.


Calcium Bentonite Clay

I’m still experimenting with this, but it’s done wonders for my teeth, (and also for healing my husband’s foot).

Read more about that HERE.


And then, we spoke about the tuning forks stuff.

But that really needs it’s own post, so BH, I will write more on that in detail next.

In the meantime, try a ‘free’ tuning fork recording on Eileen Day McCusick’s site, HERE.


I’m not at all a doctor, so whatever you do or don’t do, it’s all 100% your own responsibility.

The point is, God has put a million different ways for healing humanity ‘out there’, and each  person will find their own path, if they are connected to their soul, and if they have a belief system that they CAN HEAL, they CAN TURN THINGS AROUND, if that is what God wants.

And if God doesn’t want that?

Then we submit to His will!


Because He is the Master of the World, not us.


I also covered off the more ‘spiritual’ angles of good health, which basically boils down to following Rebbe Nachman’s advice to do hitbodedut for an hour a day – and to feel and acknowledge all our pain then – but then to spend the next 23 hours as happily as we can.

And to do pidyonot, preferably via the Shuvu Banim website, but you pick your own tzaddik and take your own responsibility for what happens next.

(I think I heard someone tutting when I mentioned the pidyonot, like ‘o not all this again’ – but you know why I keep bringing it up?

Because it really works.

There are spiritual rules operating here, as Rabbenu explains very clearly, and when we pay a pidyon to a real tzaddik, we are substituting ‘money’ for ‘blood’ – i.e. illness and suffering.

But Rabbenu also explains there are people who care more about their money than they do about themselves….

So, what we can we do, with people like that?


Always more to say….

But thank you so much to everyone who showed up yesterday, it was lovely to see you all.

And let me know, what’s helpful, going forward.


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This is not an easy post to write.

Last Thursday, news started circulating on social media in Israel that a 16 year old boy ‘died suddenly’, for no reason, when he was sitting with his friends outside on a street.

If you read Hebrew, you can see more of that discussion on the Daniel Amram Telegram channel HERE, below is a screenshot:


I like a fair bit of what he posts, but Amram is very ‘pro-vaccination’.

In the screenshot above, he’s having a go at one of the boy’s family members, who is basically saying her relative ‘died suddenly’ thanks to the Covid shots.


In shul this evening, the uncle of our landlord came over to my husband, to tell him our landlord’s niece just ‘died suddenly’.

Our landlord is in his forties, so I can’t imagine that his niece would be older than in her twenties, max.

One thing I can tell you, is that my landlord’s whole family were very into getting the shots and wearing their masks.


Every Saturday night, my husband learns chevruta with a friend of his.

Tonight, the chevruta got cancelled.

The chevruta’s mother is in town, and just when Shabbat got out she got a text message that the 40 year old daughter of her very good friend just ‘died suddenly’.



I have a lot more to say about this, but slowly does it.

I could hear the fear in my friend’s voice as she was telling me about the 40 year old, above.

My friend was emotionally coerced into getting two shots, so she could get on a plane to visit her elderly mother.

While she was telling me that ‘they don’t know what happened’, I could hear in her voice that she is starting to develop a real fear that all those ‘crazy conspiracy theories’ about the shots being, ahem, not so good for a person’s health and longevity, ahem, might just be true.

I really feel for her.


Here’s what I want to say, for now:

There is still everything to play for, and everything to hope for, and EVERYTHING to pray about.

Rav Natan of Breslov wrote that God is so great, that even if a person already went to a doctor, God can still heal them!

For years and years and years, I puzzled over this sentence.

Now, I’m starting to understand the tremendous ruach hakodesh in even the smallest throw-away comments in the authentic Breslov works.


As ‘the problem’ starts to swing into much clearer focus – and make no mistake, that is what we are starting to experience, here – many people are going to be faced with a very difficult internal test.

The yetzer wants us all to believe that anyone who got ‘vaccinated’ is now automatically stuffed, game over.

I don’t believe that – not for a moment.

BUT – there is an awful lot of sincere teshuva required here, and an awful lot of fundamental life-changes required here, to start turning things around.

Remember, the Tanna who stood on the serpent’s lair and got bitten – but didn’t die?

He explained something profound:

It’s the sin that kills, it’s not the snake bite.


God is in charge here.

Only God.

And sincere teshuva, charity and tefilla can cancel out all the harsh details.


I will have more to say about this in the Zoom class happening this Sunday at 8pm Israel time, for women, including some practical ideas of what we can do to try to stay as healthy – and sane! – as possible, in these interesting times that we live in.

If you want to join, either drop a comment below or email me via the comments form.

There is a bunch of stuff we can do, to try and turn things around for the best.

But in the meantime….

As more of the clarity starts to come in, about what’s really going on with these shots, it’s going to get difficult, mentally and emotionally, for a lot of people who were duped into taking the shots, and the people who love them.

And that’s why I want to remind us all, now:

God can do anything.

And Jews are above nature.

And prayer, teshuva and charity cancel out all the harsh decrees.

So don’t despair.


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I’ve been having an interesting correspondence with a reader over email.

Long story short, he’s basically saying that all Ashkenazi Jews are suffek Jewish, and probably descend from the Khazarians.

(BTW, I’m not writing this to encourage personal attacks on my correspondent, he’s a thoughtful, learned person and he’s after the truth… He’s also an Ashkenazi Jew himself, connected in to the families I keep writing about, and he went to the mikveh recently to do a ‘toyvel suffek l’geyrus’….)

In short, he’s a good guy.


There is a but here, of course, otherwise I wouldn’t be typing this.

I can’t agree with his approach that all Ashkenazi Jews are probably suffek Jewish Khazarian descendants, and we just get to ‘blame’ all of the problems of the Jewish world on them.

Not least, because so many of the prominent Sabbateans I’ve been writing about actually clearly descend from Sephardim.


I’m bringing this up, because it’s connected to something else I’ve been thinking about for a while, and that’s how so much of the ‘alternative information’ you find online is being put there by xtians.

And while much of that information can be useful, and much of it is true – there is a huge, massive ‘xtian blind-spot’, deliberate or otherwise, when it comes to how evil xtianity itself actually is, and how good real Jews, and authentic Torah Judaism actually is.

And because we’re all lapping up so much of this ‘alternative information’, especially the slick video variety, many of us are also kind of getting ‘infected’ with a viewpoint that is skewed against real Jews and the Torah.


I know, I know.

It’s all so confusing, and it’s just so much easier, mentally, to split people off into ‘totally good’ and ‘totally bad’.

That’s the ridiculous, narcissist paradigm we were educated with (brainwashed with….) that ‘people’ are either 100% with us, or 100% against us. That they are either 100% ‘perfect’ and ‘tzaddikim’, or 100% the opposite, God forbid.

That paradigm is keeping us stuck in the world of lies, and the very first thing required here, if we are really interested in exploring what the truth is, about what’s gone on, is to chuck it out.

Nobody and no-one is ‘ONLY’ 100% good, or 100% bad.

Even the biggest tzaddikim we ever had,  like Moshe Rabbenu, like David HaMelech, like Rabbi Akiva, made occasional errors and mistakes.

And if we don’t grasp this simple idea, we just won’t be able to really figure out what’s going on here.


Because we’re still stuck in that ‘narcissist, fake-division’ brainwashing paradigm, many of us can’t understand how secret Sabbateans could ‘morph’ from writing Sabbatean tracts to having descendents who were part of the Baal Shem Tov’s ‘mighty men’.

But that’s because we’ve forgotten about the awesome power, the awesome gift of TESHUVA.

Thank God, if there is one thing that I can say about real Breslov, is that Rabbenu’s path and advice makes that gift of experiencing true teshuva possible for everyone.

I have seen time again from my own life, from my own self, how the process of making real teshuva can and does totally transform a person. And that path is open to all.


From the Rav, Rav Berland, I’ve also learnt so much, not least that the biggest souls ever created got thrown into the deepest spiritual muck – i.e. our world of 2022.

Because they have the biggest, most difficult job to do.

To ‘wake up and make teshuva’ in whichever dung-heap they are currently located, and then to find their way back to God, from there. And in the process of doing that, they will blaze a trail back to God that others in that dung-heap can also follow.

So for me, it makes total sense that these crazy Sabbatean families contain both the biggest spiritual ‘lights’ and the biggest spiritual ‘darkness’.

They contain both the ‘luminaries of fire’ and the ‘luminaries of light.’

And it’s our job, to use our free will, our discernment, the gift of hitbodedut, to think for ourselves, and to pray that God should enlighten us about who is really who.


There are no short-cuts, here.

There is a process going on, across all levels of body, mind and soul, where we have to really take the time to sift ‘good from bad’, and ‘lies from truth’.

But the main point of all this, the main ikker, is to develop a real soul connection with Hashem, by getting to know ourselves, and by doing that birur within.

That’s something that most of us just don’t do.

We tell ourselves stories about being ‘good people’, or about being ‘bad people’ – but both of those descriptions are essentially false.

We are a holy, good soul that only wants kedusha, and yearns for good and to be closer to God, every way it can.


We are a lowly, material body, that is selfish,  lazy, angry, greedy, scared, anxious, depressed and addicted to a bunch of stuff, including expensive coffee and really good dark chocolate (yum!).


Both of those sides are ‘the real us’.

Both of those sides express themselves at various times.

And the trick here, the ikker, is keep doing the birur within, because sometimes, the yetzer dresses up huge sins as ‘big mitzvahs’; and sometimes, what we think of as ‘huge sins’ (like taking the time to sit down quietly, and look after ourselves a bit) – actually are the biggest mitzvahs, the biggest kindnesses, a person can do.


So, don’t discount sincere teshuva.

Because it changes the whole picture fundamentally, in so many ways.


And now, let’s just end this post with what I’ll call some ‘birur musings’.

These are things that are occuring to me, that might not be occurring to you, but that maybe you want to consider.

First off, I just want to point out how ‘truth and lie’ can and does co-exist, very happily, all over the place, which is why WE OURSELVES NEED TO DO THE BIRUR.

About everything.

Even the stuff I write about here.


Over on the Jane Ruby Telegram channel, I was really gratified to see that more and more people – more and more ‘Republican-voting xtians’ – are starting to realise that Trump is controlled opposition, and bad news.

HERE‘s a screenshot:



Jane Ruby is also pushing the ‘fake news’ of Brian Ardis and Tau Braun, who I have the strong feeling is more ‘controlled opposition’, coming up with frankly retarded theories about snake venom, to sow confusion about the real DNA Origami / GO nanotech in the Covid shots.

Like this:



The point is, don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater!

Do your own birur, because there is some ‘truth’ hiding out even in places like the MSM, and there are also many lies mixed up with truth, even in the alternative media, and even by people who sincerely want the truth.


Think for yourself.

Don’t swallow down all the propaganda, all the ‘xtian slanted alt-theories’ about Jews being behind everything that’s going on, or all Ashkenazi Jews being Kharzarians.

There is so much that is still hidden from view, still, even the most educated of us are still just groping around in the dark.

Let me leave you with this.


My correspondent pointed to the fact that so many Ashkenazi Jews rushed to assimilate and leave the Torah as some sort of ‘evidence’ they must have been fake Khazarian Jews to begin with.

I know someone personally, a Russian guy from the former USSR, who had a brit milah aged 44, more than 30 years ago.

He now keeps a kosher home, lives in Jerusalem, sent his kid to ‘religious school’, and he also made the decision never to work on Shabbat, even though he isn’t ‘shomer shabbat’.

Think about it.

How many of the guys out there would volunteer to have a brit milah aged 44?

Who is like your people, Hashem?

Even if he is descended from ‘Khazarians’ – and that’s a big if – this guy’s mesirut nefesh for Hashem’s commandments is outstanding.

So, don’t give up  on anyone, don’t buy into all the ‘xtian propaganda’ sloshing around, and understand that while we’re all after ‘the truth’, much of ‘the truth’ is still hidden in the shadows.

And most of all, remember the great power of teshuva, to turn the whole picture around, literally from one end to the other.

The story isn’t  over yet.


PS: Take a closer look at the picture of Trump ‘drinking disinfectant’ at the top of this post.

It was a classic way of rubbishing things like Miracle Mineral Solution, which I’ve personally found very helpful in regaining my health.

Birur is required on all sides of every discussion…



A reader  just sent me this, which fits perfectly with the theme of this post:

I recently learned something that I thought might give you something to add / think about when relating to family connections, etc…
Eliezer (Avraham’s servant) was one of seven people in the history of the world to enter Gan Eden “alive” (whatever that means, but it’s a sign of his righteousness)… and he was also the son of Nimrod (which should not need further explanation for you).

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Around Rosh Hashana time, Chabad Rabbi Michoel Green came under attack from his local ‘child safety’ agency in Massachusetts.

Why did they do this, you ask?

There is one reason:

R’ Green has been an outspoken critic of the mandatory Covid-vaccinating, satanic police state that you might otherwise know as the ‘United States of America.’

And around Rosh Hashana time, the PTB who run the satanic polices states of America (SPSA, for short) decided that they’d had enough of R Michoel Green writing religious exemptions for Jews who didn’t want to get shot up with GO nanotech and heart-attack inducing DNA origami.

So, they started going after him and his family, and accusing R Green and his wife of ‘neglect’.


How was R Green ‘neglecting’ his kids, you ask?

In a whole bunch of shocking ways.

He wasn’t shooting them up with every ‘mandated’ product that Big Pharma has been manufacturing especially for the kiddies, as part of the CDC approved Childhood Vaccination Schedule.

(That same CDC that is still refusing to release the real data showing how many people, including many thousands of small children, have been killed and maimed by the Covid 19 nanotech shots….That same CDC that is totally and utterly corrupt, and that is staffed by a bunch of people with very tight ties to the Big Pharma they are meant to be policing….That same CDC that lied, and lied and lied again, about ‘safe and effective’ vaccines, and about the need to wear masks, and about Covid starting off life in some bat market in Wuhan….As if.)

He was using holistic healers and methods to heal his children, instead of booking them appointments with people who think that zapping people with mega doses of radiation and cutting people open is the only way to overcome diseases…(As if.)

And the biggest crime of all, he was continually speaking out about the Covid 19 plandemic, and these awful, evil, killer shots being forced on everyone by the PTB and the Department of Defense in the Satanic Police States of America.


You can watch his latest video updating on the situation here:


Now, the SPSA has moved to persecuting other members of R’ Green’s extended family.

(Did I mention that America’s Child Protection Service are the biggest source of small children for the elite’s satanic pedophile rings? No? Whoops, my bad, sorry.)

But here’s the point:

Where is Chabad in all this?

You know, Chabad, those people who love to pack the Oval Office full of their representatives at Chanuka time?

You know, those people who have tons of pictures of them hanging out with famous people, and ‘big politicians’, including Presidents, Senators and really famous people like Vladimir Putin…

Where is Chabad in all this?

And why aren’t they using their considerable political clout to stand up for R’ Michoel Green, who has been a devoted and selfless Chabad rabbi for decades?

That is the question.

(At least, one of the many, I have about Chabad.)


In the meantime, I’m personally of the view that the whole plandemic / scamdemic / 4th Industrial revolution to merge human with machine is actually starting to fizzle big time, behind the scenes.

Sure, the show is still going on, especially with the politicians and prime-time media, and all the lies they are still telling us 24/7.

But from what I can tell, more and more of the people on the street – you and me – are no longer falling for all the tricks and flashing lights.

I personally don’t know ANYONE in Israel who has rushed off to get their 4th booster, for example.

And even the people I know in the UK who got it, they pushed it off for a couple of months, despite the nagging of their doctors.


So, slowly slowly, things ARE changing.

More and more people ARE waking up.

I guess there’s only so much ‘ignoring’ even the densest person can do, when hundreds of thousands of people start falling over dead in spectacular ways all over the world, shortly after getting their ‘safe and effective’ Covid shots.

So very soon, the SPSA – and their fellow travellers all over the world, including in Israel – will find that the world of lies that gives them their power over us, and that gives them their ability to harass people like R Green, has totally collapsed.

And then… they will have to face the music.

If I were them, I’d make plans now to move to Mars, or something.

(Oh right, now I remember: all that space travel stuff is also totally made up. My bad…Maybe we can just ship them all off to Epstein’s ‘pedo island’ and let them fend for themself in a carbon-negative environment where fires and cars aren’t allowed, but Covid boosters are mandatory, every 3 months….That should do the trick, nicely.)




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Following on from yesterday’s post, here’s some more evidence to consider.

First, remember all that fuss at the height of the Covid 19 plandemic, when people were using UV light to ‘kill’ the Coronavirus?

If you forgot, here’s a reminder of just one of those scientific studies from HERE- which is puzzling me, honestly, as now we know that no lab anywhere in the world has ever successfully isolated and purified SARS-CoV2.


If you didn’t understand that today’s ‘science’ is built on a mountain of lies, and that most of today’s scientists are deliberate misinformation artists, then add the above to the mound of questions to be asked about what is really going on here.

I had extended family members who were irradiating every package that came into their home with ‘Covid killing UV light’, at the height of the plandemic, based on articles like the above.

Now we know that graphene oxide nanotech is actually excited, and made many times more toxic by this UV light….



While we’re taking a trip down memory lane, remember this?


That’s back at the beginning of people getting the shot, when they started to figure out that vaxxed people now had ‘glow in the dark’ veins and injection sites – which only showed up under UV light.




Now, take a look at another scientific study in the journal of physiology called:

Optophysiology: Illuminating cell physiology with optogenetics


Optogenetics combines light and genetics to enable precise control of living cells, tissues, and organisms with tailored functions. Optogenetics has the advantages of noninvasiveness, rapid responsiveness, tunable reversibility, and superior spatiotemporal resolution…

Through protein engineering and synthetic biology approaches, genetically encoded photoswitches can be modularly engineered into protein scaffolds or host cells to control a myriad of biological processes, as well as to enable behavioral control and disease intervention in vivo.


Plain English:

Scientists have figured out a way to use light to switch biological processes off and on in the human body, and also to ‘remote control’ people and diseases from a distance.

But, this only works when people are walking around with the nanotech required for these ‘genetically encoded photoswitches’ to work.

Go back and read this now:



I know all this stuff is heavy, really heavy, but DON’T PANIC!

And don’t give up.

Once we know what the real problem is – and that is being more clearly laid out, day by day – then we are well on the way to finding more of the ‘real solutions’ that will work to destroy this nanotech, and reverse and / or thwart what they are hoping to do.

The first thing to say is STOP WITH THE SHOTS.

At this point, really any shot, any ‘vaccine’, as the GO is most probably in all the products being produced by Big Pharma.

That’s not a guess, it’s a fact.

LaQuinta Columna researchers have found GO in a ton of other vaccines and shots, including the flu shot from Winter 2019 – shortly before ‘Covid 19’ is meant to have begun.


The second thing to say, is educate yourself about how the human body,  how human health, really works.

Western medicine creates a false divide between the ‘hunk of meat’ that is the body, and the animating energy of that ‘meat’, which is the soul.

Emotions and spiritual concerns play an absolutely massive part in human health, and there is way more to ‘holistic health’ and holistic healing than just eating organic carrots and going for a jog.

BH, I will start to write more about this side of things soon.


The third thing to say is that we all have to connect back to our souls, and connect back to God, really, to get past this next stage of geula.

Regular talking to God, real teshuva, real emuna, real trying to figure out our own bad middot….

There are no shortcuts to this part of the process, and sooner or later, everyone will have to cross that very narrow bridge to their true self.

Or stay a mind-controlled robot-zombie (at best…)

Again, I want to write more about the ‘healing aspects’ – and to that end, let me throw this out there:

Is anyone out there interested in doing a Zoom class experiment, where I start teaching more of how our bodies and souls and emotions really work together?

If yes, email or leave a comment.

At this point, it would be for women only.


Rebbe Nachman teaches there are two types of light in the world.

There are luminaries of light – where the ‘light’ is holy, and coming from the side of good – and there are ‘luminaries of fire’ – which also have ‘light’, but it’s the light of hatred, destruction and evil.

I have a picture on my wall of a luminary of light, it’s a still taken from this video:


Pick your ‘luminary’ – the people you follow, the rabbis you listen to – very carefully.

In the meantime, understand that all the satanists behind this believe that they are spreading ‘light’ in the world, too – just their ‘light’ comes from the opposite of God and good.

‘Lucifer’ means ‘light bringer’.

(BTW, for more very close connections between ‘Lucifer’ and ‘Yoshki’, and ‘Buddha’, and the Primordial Snake in the Garden of Eden – also all described as a ‘light bringers’ by people who are anti-God, read THIS – written by someone who thinks ‘Lucifer’s light’ is the answer to humanity’s problems.)


Remember this (snippet from Wiki)?


Luciferase is a generic term for the class of oxidative enzymes that produce bioluminescence, and is usually distinguished from a photoprotein. The name was first used by Raphaël Dubois who invented the words luciferin and luciferase, for the substrate and enzyme, respectively.

Both words are derived from the Latin word lucifer, meaning “lightbearer”, which in turn is derived from the Latin words for “light” (lux) and “to bring or carry” (ferre).





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First, let’s start with what ‘RationalWiki’ has to tell us, about ‘Operation Blue Beam’.

Snippet from HERE:

Project Blue Beam is a conspiracy theory which claims that NASA is attempting to implement a New Age religion with the Antichrist at its head and start a New World Order, via a technologically-simulated Second Coming.

The allegations were presented in 1994 by Quebecois journalist and conspiracy theorist Serge Monast and later published in his book Project Blue Beam (NASA).

Proponents of the theory allege that Monast and another unnamed journalist, who both died of heart attacks in 1996, were in fact assassinated, and that the Canadian government kidnapped Monast’s daughter in an effort to dissuade him from investigating Project Blue Beam.

The project was apparently supposed to be implemented in 1983, but it didn’t happen. It was then set for implementation in 1995 and then 1996, and it still didn’t happen. Finally, Monast thought that Project Blue Beam would be brought to fruition by the year 2000, and… well, you can probably guess the rest.


Chortle chortle!

What you have to understand about all these misnamed ‘rational people’ is that they also think that God is a conspiracy theory….

Which is why there is absolutely no point in arguing with them, as they literally exhibit a form of self-delusion that operates, tachlis, like a severe mental illness.


So now, why am I sharing this ‘conspiracy theory’ about Project Blue Beam with you, chortle chortle?

Watch this, about all the LED ‘smart lights’ that went up in the USA last year, that started off white, but now are turning ‘purple’:


This is happening all over the USA, and it’s been going on for months.

Last year, when people started noticing the weird colored lights, the ‘official story’ was that this was a manufacturing error causing the problem, and these ‘purple lights’ would be replaced.

That didn’t happen.

Instead, there are more and more of these purple, UV lights now popping up all over the place – and not just in the USA.


Remember how Israel is also now covered in these ‘smart’ LED street lights, all hooked up to 5….G?

The ‘purple light’ phenomenon is coming to us, too. Watch out for it.

Now, why does it matter?


Unless you live in a cave (or you’re a ‘rational person’ who still believes Covid shots are safe and effective…) you are probably aware that there is massive excess mortality going on in the world at the moment, with ‘vaccinated’ people of all ages dropping dead.

Even people who really, really don’t believe in ‘conspiracy theories’ – like this medical doctor from the UK, for example – are starting to wonder what on earth is going on.

Watch this:


Hmmm, what could it be, that’s now causing all these hundreds of thousands of mysterious deaths, that weren’t occurring two years ago?

I’m sure JR, and others like him, have a lot of very rational ideas, about how it’s got absolutely nothing to do with the Covid shots….


In the meantime, back in the ‘irrational’ world that I inhabit, and that includes the Telegram channel of LaQuintaColumna researchers, they have been starting to piece together the next part of this puzzle.

Namely, that UV light ‘excites’ graphene oxide, and particularly all that lovely graphene oxide nanotech that is now in the human body and brain, causing all sorts of terrible effects.

If you go HERE and translate it, you’ll find an absolute ton of scientific articles they are pulling together, to prove how UV light and graphene oxide nanotech is a match made in hell.

Here’s just the latest one, in English, that they’ve put up from the sciencedirect.com site:

Graphene oxide photochemical transformations induced by UV irradiation during photocatalytic processes


Long story short, when GO is irradiated with purple-blue UV light, that causes the GO to become even more toxic, and even more powerfully ‘resonant’ with electromagnetic frequencies.

Chortle chortle!


Now, take a look at the young woman on the right, who also seems well on the way to ‘dying suddenly’, in the middle of her talk:


Just before she collapses, there is a visible flash of blue light to the left side of her head, as you are watching the screen.


While you are pondering that, here’s a few more screenshots, from the Quinta Columna Telegram page:

UV lights installed on a bus in Gran Canaria:


UV lights in a bar in Rome:

Chortle chortle!


Now, let’s just circle back around, to that juicy ‘conspiracy theory’ about ‘Project Blue Beam’.

You can read Serge Monast’s own description of it, in English, HERE, written in 1994.

Here’s a snippet of this fantastic ‘conspiracy theory’, which has absolutely no connection – at all!!! – with everything we are currently experiencing and living through:

The NASA Blue Beam Project is the prime directive for the new world order’s absolute control over the populations of the entire earth.

I would suggest you investigate this information carefully before dismissing it as fanatic lunacy.

If we go further in the different reports we have presented, we find that the mind-control operations and technology include a transmitter that broadcasts at the same frequency as the human nervous-system, which transmitter is manufactured by the Loral Electro-Optical System in Pasadena, California. Loral, a major defense contractor, has previously conducted research on directed energy weapons for Lt. Gen. Leonard Perez of the U. S. Air Force who was searching for a weapon that could implant messages into the minds of the enemy while urging his own troops on to superhuman deeds of valor!

The device employs electromagnetic radiation of gigahertz frequencies [microwaves] pulsed at extremely low frequencies (ELF). It is used to torture people both physically and mentally from a distance.


That last sentence has different branding in 2022: it’s Active Denial / 5…G ‘smart’ street lamps – now on every street, and probably opposite your own house!

They tried it out in Meron two years ago, when they killed 45 people on purpose by zapping them pulsed ELFs disguised to look like an horn antenna and bright orange water pump; and I’m willing to bet they just did it again now, in Seoul.

Chortle chortle!


Here’s a few more pertinent snippets from Monast’s writings on ‘Project Blue Beam’ – see if anything rings a bell:

A 1978 book entitled, ‘Microwave Auditory Effect and Application,’ by James C. Lynn describes how audible voices can be broadcast directly into the brain. This technology could actually allow the blind to see and the deaf to hear. Instead, it has been turned into a weapon to enslave the world.

That’s probably what’s happening here:


Allen Frie also reports that he could speed up, slow down or stop the hearts of isolated frogs by synchronizing the pulsed rate of a microwave beam with the heart itself.

According to Dr. Robert Becker, similar results have been obtained using live frogs, which shows that it is technically feasible to produce heart attacks with rays designed to penetrate the human chest.


No, don’t tell me, I’m sure I remember seeing something about a lot of people now dying unexpectedly from heart attacks all over the world….

But what does an irrational person like me really know, about anything?


The third step in the NASA Blue Beam Project is called the Telepathic Electronic Two-Way Communication. Lt. Col John Alexander’s article continues:

“If it is possible to feed artificial thought into the multigenic field via satellite, the mind control of the entire planet is now possible.

An individual’s only resistance would be to constantly question the motivation behind their thoughts and not act upon thoughts which they consider to be outside their own ideological, religious and moral boundaries.'”


Read that last line again, carefully.

It’s basically telling us that the only way to avoid being ‘mind controlled’ by all this killer tech is to engage in constant introspection, where we don’t just have ‘knee jerk reactions’ to life, but actually start to question our motivations and start to recognise thoughts that are destructive and unhelpful.

There is another name for this practise:

It’s called ‘doing an hour a day of hitbodedut’.


The final stage of the plan, in case you were wondering, is to stage a fake ‘alien invasion’.

Here’s another snippet:

Universal Supernatural Manifestations via Electronics
The fourth step concerns the universal supernatural manifestation with electronic means. It contains three different orientations.

One is to make mankind believe that an alien (off-world) invasion is about to occur at every major city on earth in order to provoke each major nation to use its nuclear weapons in order to strike back.

This way, the United Nations Court will require that all those nations which launched nuclear weapons to disarm when the invasion is shown to have been false. And how will the United Nations know that the invasion was false? They will have staged it, of course.

The second is to make the Christians believe that the Rapture is going to occur with the supposed divine intervention of an alien (off-world) civilization coming to rescue earthlings from a savage and merciless demon. Its goal will be to dispose of all significant opposition to the implementation of the New World Order in one major stroke, actually within hours of the beginning of the sky show!

The third orientation in the fourth step is a mixture of electronic and supernatural forces. The waves used at that time will allow “supernatural forces” to travel through optical fibers, coaxial cables (TV) electrical and phone lines in order to penetrate to everyone at once through major appliances.

Embedded chips will already be in place.

The goal of this deals with global Satanic ghosts projected all around the world in order to push all populations to the edge of hysteria and madness, to drown them into a wave of suicide, murder and permanent psychological disorders.

After the Night of the Thousand Stars, worldwide populations will be ready for the new messiah to re-establish order and peace at any cost, even at the cost of abdication of freedom.


The grand plan just isn’t going to plan….Moshiach and the other true tzaddikim are fighting back; our prayers and our teshuva are tipping the balance against ‘Project Blue Beam’ EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!

But the war is still raging.

And it’s now entering that stage that even the most retarded person in the world (unless they have been blighted with ‘rational-itis’) can see that something very wrong is going on.

You don’t have to believe me.

But I guarantee, a ‘blue light’ will be showing up in your neighborhood, very soon.

If it isn’t there already.


PS: The UV  lights are also messing up our sleep patterns.

Read this:



Although it is environmentally friendly, blue light can affect your sleep and potentially cause disease.

Gotta love all this new technology!


PPS: Read this new translated shiur on the RavBerland.com website – it gives a lot of chizzuk, and also explains exactly why God always acts justly.

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I just got back from a whirlwind visit to London, for my nephew’s barmitzvah.

The last time I was there in May, the country was just properly coming out of all the masks and lockdown tyranny, and there were so many closed stores all around, even on Bond Street, one of London’s main shopping thoroughfares.

But last time,  we rented a car, and we stayed in our little ‘tourist family’ bubble in the wealthier Jewish parts of the UK.


This time around, I was finding it hard to book a cheap flight that didn’t land in the middle of the night.

So I ended up booking El Al, which got into Heathrow airport around 9pm.

First, a word about what is going on with all the tech in the airports now.

In Ben Gurion airport, I stood in one ‘snake line’ for an hour and a half, just to get to the ‘security check’.

Then, I straightaway stood in another ‘snake line’ for an hour, this time to actually just check in.

Then, I pretty much had to run to my gate, and stuff a sandwich in before I boarded while I was getting threatening texts from El Al on my phone that the plane was going to leave without me – all half an hour before it was meant to take off.


While I was standing in those snake lines, I started to get some strange sort of pain in my eyeballs, that I haven’t had before.

The penny dropped, that Ben Gurion airport is totally irradiating the travellers as they stand in those ridiculous ‘snake lines’.

It used to be, that you put your luggage through X-ray machines.

And now, those have gone, because EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS BEING X-RAYED.

Constantly, for 2 1/2 hours. Without your permission or knowledge.

Welcome to the police state.


So, I get to Heathrow, and there I also stand in a ‘snake line’ at passport control, looking up at the weird ceiling and feeling that strange pain in my eyeballs again that’s whispering ‘involuntary irradiation’.

I decided then, I don’t want to leave Eretz Yisrael again.

At least, not until all this evil tech has been dismantled and thrown to the bottom of the sea.

But as all my family live abroad, that’s not an easy decision to make, or stick to.


My dad came to meet me at Heathrow.

It was already getting late, and he was worried I might get mugged if I travelled on the Tube by myself.

My dad’s eyesight doesn’t let him drive a car, so we travelled back to ‘Jewish NW London’ on the Tube.

It was a shocking, and eye-opening experience, for many reasons.

Literally, I saw three four white faces in my carriage the whole time, and two of those were speaking Romanian, or something.

All of the ads were disgusting, and / or woke propaganda.

There was some black guy with a huge tree tattoo on his arm and ring through his septum, next to text talking about how he self-identifies as ‘demi-s*xual’.

What in the world?

Who was paying for those ginormous ads, stuck all over the tube, and what were they all about?


There were a ton of ads for ‘plant based meat’, so you could stop torturing the poor porkers by eating them.

There were ads for dresses, modelled by young girls, by a company that should have renamed itself ‘The Hookers Clothing Warehouse’.

And there were menacing ads by London transport all over the place, encouraging customers to snitch on anyone taking photos of all the spying tech now everywhere on the tube, with the catchy slogan: See it. Say it. Sorted.

Welcome to the police state.


There was also ads from the government, encouraging Londoners to rent out a room to strangers, to try to beat the housing shortage.

Apparently, the British Government will give you £625 a month, tax-free, if you do that.

While we travelled, my dad was telling me how people are now stealing his grapes out of his trolley at Tesco’s.

And also, stealing his trolley, with its pound coin in it, when he turns his back for a moment.

People are getting desperate, he told me.

He’d seen someone getting mugged recently at Charing Cross Station, and was clearly still traumatised.


We got out at Golders Green Station.

As we were trying to leave, two people in their twenties, who looked wizened well beyond their years, stopped us to ask us for spare change or even, just some food.

I’m homeless and I’m really hungry, the woman told me.

The man she was with had something seriously wrong with one of his eyes, and I suddenly felt like I’d whooshed back 200 years to Dickens’ London slums, albeit wearing Nikes and hoodies.

As we stepped out the station, there was another  youngish, homeless man there, begging for change.

All three were white Britons.


The next day, I went with my niece to Camden Town market, owned by Israeli billionaire Teddy Sagi, and then on to Selfridges to meet my brother.

It wasn’t packed to the rafters, but there was still some of that familiar London ‘shopping buzz’ in Camden, and I wondered if maybe the city was actually doing better than it had seemed, the previous night.

Then we got to Selfridges.

It was half-empty.

But more than that, way more, was the homeless people I had to step over on the pavement, who were lying there on cardboard boxes, freezing in their sleeping bags.

If they were lucky.


There were signs all over the place, explaining how they were homeless, and needed money to buy a proper sleeping bag for winter, which was fast approaching.

We weren’t talking about the odd homeless person, which has always been a familiar part of London life.

We were talking about tens and tens of them, sleeping in cold corners of the pavement in the middle of the day, in one of the wealthiest shopping districts in the world.


In many ways, the barmitzvah itself was great.

In other ways, I pondered to myself what would make the next generation want to stay Jewish in the UK, in the United Synagogue, where shul consists of cantors dragging out prayers you don’t understand; rabbis booming out superficial speeches that always seem to emphasis the importance of giving charity – above everything else; and cold, half-empty synagogues with prayers for the Monarchy and the State of Israel carved into their walls.

Then we hit the kiddush, and the question kind of half got answered.


It was awesome, not in a good way, to see a bunch of overweight, well-to-do people rushing at the food as though they’d spent three nights starving on the pavement, somewhere.

My brother, whose kiddush it was, advised me to get stuck in early, or else we’d end up with no food to eat.

It’s terrible, but that’s how it is,  he told me.

Other people told me that even for London, the kiddush behavior in that particular shul was awesomely bad.


My dad also noticed how the crowd had literally tripled from the people who’d been praying in shul, with 150 people magically becoming 500, as the food was laid out.

‘Just for Kiddush’, or JFK, had struck again.

The Jewish people’s secret to staying Jewish, in the diaspora.


I spoke to a few people while I was there, and most of them seem totally unaware of what is really going on, in the UK.

When you travel in cars, when you stay in your ‘wealthy Jewish bubble’, you just don’t see the problems, the same.

And even when you do, I guess there is a strong element of ‘boiling the frog’ going on.

I was last in the UK in May 2022, and I could see that the homeless problem was a lot worse in the last six months.

The interest rates are going up and up now, and people who took out massive mortgages based on a 1% interest rate are now faced with 3% interest rates – and that’s probably only the beginning.


Food is expensive.

Energy bills are shooting through the roof.

There are homeless people everywhere.

And a revolution is coming, one way or another, in the UK – and in other places, too.

My brother from NYC told me that homelessness is a massive problem there too, now, with ‘tent cities’ all over the place downtown.


Here in Jerusalem, I’m not feeling it the same, and I’m not seeing it the same.

Sure, I’m still panicking about the police state, and still worrying about the next stage of this geula process.

It’s not going to be easy, wherever we happen to be, and as I’ve said repeatedly on the blog, geographical location is only one factor, in how easy this next stage will be.


I came back to Israel fervently praying that the rest of my family will somehow find the urge and ability to move here, ASAP.

And not just because I am sick of being irradiated and mis-treated by airports.

There is a revolution coming to the diaspora, one way or another.

And the safest place to be in those times is Eretz Yisrael, even with our Erev Rav fascists in power.

Because at least here, there is still real Torah, real tzaddikim, real kedusha to be found, to protect us.

And not just a really good kiddush.


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Well, the farce is over for at least another six months.

Loads of us went out to vote for one stinking pile of manure, or another.

And now, we’ll just have to see how God is going to turn all this around for the best, because personally, the idea of having Netanyahu back in the driving seat literally makes me want to vomit.

What a Hobson’s Choice, between a not-so-closet ‘Jew for Jesus’ who hates yiddishkeit and wants to uproot the Torah.

And a not-so-closet pandemic dictator who is best friends with Albert Bourla, and the Frankist-Freemason poster boy in Israeli elections.



If I didn’t have Rabbenu constantly encouraging from the sidelines with his message that:



Then I would probably be having way more of a battle with feelings of sadness and despair than I actually am.

I’m still having those feelings arise, at various points – but deep down, in my heart of hearts, I KNOW we are going to get the open miracles required to turn all this around.

And that the bad cannot win forever, even though it’s still landing some major blows, as the battle for the soul of humanity continues.


In the meantime, I am going to carry on writing here, about so many of the things that so many other people seem to be scared to even go near.

Because each time we peel off another layer of the lies and rubbish we’ve been told, the truth spreads out a little further, and a little brighter in the world, and another person, another soul, starts to feel that truth radiating from within, and shining out to those around them.


A few days ago, I met someone, a fellow-blogger, and had a very interesting conversation with her, about the amount of ‘pushback’ she was getting when she dared to suggest the Covid Plandemic was not all it’s cracked up to be.

Long story short, the experience appears to have been so distressing, she decided to just kind of keep things ‘superficial’ in her writing now, and to keep away from the subjects that actually really interest and concern her.

I understand that.

But I told her this:

You have to be the voice of truth in the world, that Hashem created you to be.

And that applies to every single one of us reading this, too.


With the censorship going up, with the Covidian cultists attacking anyone who dares to suggest that they were duped, or plain wrong, (or even – (whisper it….) horrible, controlling people with zero emuna who tried to make their OCD and out-of-control hyperchondria everyone else’s problem….) – it’s often not easy to speak truth, in any format

I’ve been in touch with so many people out there, ‘secret truthseekers’, who have to hide what they really think and what they really believe, about so many different things, because it goes against the official narrative that so many of their family and friends are still holding by.

But I want to tell you something:



It’s always the psychos who make the most noise, and get the most attention.

(That’s why I blog ;-))

BUT – there are millions and millions and millions of people just like you out there, who KNOW that we are living in a world of lies, and who are making huge strides towards moving into the world of truth on their own.


Without fanfare, or big public announcements.

Because so many people have been traumatised by their interactions with the hateful, self-righteous people out there who made up a great bulk of the ‘Covidian Cultists’, but who can be found on the other side of every discussion about real things you care to have.


Baruch Hashem, blogging about the Rav for three years, and learning in-depth about things like ‘Narcissistic Personalities’, gave me the best possible training for what’s been going on the last three years, during this Covid Plandemic.

So by the time all this rolled around, I was long past the point of caring about who I was ‘offending’ by writing about what was is really going on, or worrying that I was going to get socially ostracised, or personally attacked.

Now I look back, and I see what a true blessing it really is, to just be able to be myself, and to say what I really think, and to publically believe what I really believe.


But you know what?

You can also do that.

You can also be the person that God designed you to be, and to believe the things that your soul is whispering to you are true, without being scared of the ‘Covidian cultists’, and all the rest of the narcissists out there.

I’m not talking about hitting other people over the head with ‘the truth’, whether they want it or not. That’s also not good middot, and it’s not respecting the other person’s wishes to stay stuck firmly in their zombie-fying comfort zone.

But when you are on your home turf, in whatever way that’s to be understood – don’t be scared to be you.

Do it gently and respectfully, but don’t totally silence that authentic part of you that sometimes needs to be heard, just because you are scared about how other people are going to react.


And know this: YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Few people who write for a living have the luxury of being honest today.

Around 99% of the media you consume is bought-and-paid for propaganda, designed to cover-up the truth, and pull people away from their ‘authentic self’.

And then the zombies and the useful idiots out there just regurgitate all this propaganda, and they make it seem like everyone thinks the same, and believes the same.

But that’s not true.

I’m in touch with a bunch of different people all over the world, from different backgrounds, and I can tell you this:



You are not alone in seeing all the real evil that is occurring all around us.

You are not alone, in yearning for a better world, a better future for humanity.

You are not alone, in the fears you have about the future, and about how all this is going to turn around for the good.

There are millions and millions of people who see what you see, and share your concerns.

Just, the atmosphere of censorship and fear (and the non-stop propaganda and brain-washing from the media) is making it very hard for the people of truth to know that there are many others like them, all over the place.

Also hiding their spiritual light under a bushel, so no-one else notices.


Tov, I was actually going to write a totally different piece today, but this is what came out instead.

But I do have a ‘clue’ from the Rav to share with you here, even though it’s not the same clue I’m probably going to write about next.

I’m translating some stuff from the Rav at the mo, and I keep coming across some mind-blowing snippets.

Here’s one, that I’ll do my best to try to explain, after you’ve read it:


Giving birth before the Flood

The Midrash Rabba explains to us that in its time, when a baby was born at night, in a sudden way, so that the mother still hadn’t got around to organising things so that there would be a pair of scissors next to her bed – because in the old days, the mothers themselves used to cut the umbilical cord – so the mother used to say to the child:

Let me describe the house to you; go right, and you’ll find a box of matches. Go left, and look in the second drawer of the third cupboard, and find a candle. Light the candle, and then go to my sewing room, the work room. And there, you’ll find some scissors. Bring me the scissors, and then I’ll cut your umbilical cord.

As soon as the mother would cut the umbilical cord, the baby would start to dance and to dance, and to jump around. That’s how it was, in the old days. Babies used to be born like calves. All this was occurring before the Flood.


Dawn breaks

The baby used to have a very long umbilical cord, in order to go to there.

When he left, he met Ashmodai, the King of the Demons – because it was night-time. OK, he started to quarrel with him, and to argue, and to wrestle, and started slapping him. They were wrestling with each other, boxing each other, until dawn broke.

Once dawn breaks, demons don’t have permission to walk around.

The demons only used to walk around at night. As soon as the rooster crowed at the break of dawn, then it was the time of ‘light’, and the demons had to go. And all this is happening at the time that he was walking around looking for a candle.

He found the candle in some drawer, and afterwards he’d start looking through all the other drawers to find the matches. In the meantime, throughout all this time, he’s still fighting with the demon.

Suddenly, boom! The rooster starts to crow – it’s the time when the dawn breaks. The demon said to him: Go to your mother and tell her that she needs to recite ‘Birkat HaGomel’, that you came through in one piece. And you also need to recite the Gomel blessing. Go up to the Torah on Shabbat and recite the Gomel blessing! That dawn broke, and the rooster crowed, in the merit of this, I left you alone.

The baby replied: Who should say the ‘Gomel bracha’? Me?! Au contraire, you should go and say the Gomel blessing! Because I was still connected to my mother by the umbilical cord. Otherwise, if I wasn’t still connected, I would have killed you a long time ago!


That ‘baby’ is the Moshiach.

The demonic forces are battling to try to kill him, to kill our ‘hope of redemption’, before it’s even been properly born into the world.

That’s what is going on right now.

But pay attention to this line:

Once dawn breaks, demons don’t have permission to walk around.

This is a massive clue, to what is really going on here.

Right now, dawn didn’t quite break yet, and the ‘cock hasn’t crowed’, to tell us we’ve really arrived at the geula.

The darkness is very intense, the ‘demons’ are battling to kill us all, and our children, and to turn us into soul-less cyborgs, with bodies made of synthetic nano-material that apparently never wear out…

It looks like we can’t win – how can Moshiach fight them off, he was just born into this world, he didn’t even have his umbilical cord cut yet!

But, all that baby has to do is hold for dear life.

Because when dawn finally breaks, all the demons will finally disappear, all by themselves.

They don’t have permission to walk around when then sun finally comes up.


Reading this gave me such chizzuk.

It’s all connected to that ‘rising sun with healing in its wings’, that’s going to heal the righteous, but burn up the wicked.

Just a little bit longer, and dawn breaks, in this horrible, arduous process of ‘night’ that we’ve been struggling through for years, centuries, millenia.

Just a little bit longer.

So hold on!

Don’t let the demonic forces take you down, or take you out!

The battle is so very nearly over.

But in the meantime, every drop of ‘truth’, every drop of emuna, every drop of authentic yearning and caring you put out in the world will strengthen that light, and bring the time nearer, when the sun finally rises.

So, don’t be afraid to be ‘you’.

Because even just a little bit of your spiritual light will dispel a huge amount of darkness, and help bring this nightmare to an end, very soon.


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