A couple of days ago, I was having a chat with my friend S.

We were talking about her sudden realisation that there is a ‘parallel universe’ going on in the world, that is not at all soft and fluffy, and that is the very antithesis of everything you and I want for the world, and for ourselves, and for our children and grandchildren.

That’s a terrifying thought.

And most people will quickly shut it down and run away from it – unless they are building the capacity to hold ‘truth’ in their minds and souls via regular talking to God sessions.

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My friend has been doing hitbodedut, on and off, for a while already.

But she said to me:

I don’t get the same sort of ‘messages’ you get from God.

I told her I don’t believe that.

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EVERYONE is getting messages from God all the time, regardless of whether or not they are actually talking to Him every day.

So then we got into a very interesting discussion about what a ‘message from God’ actually is.

My friend asked me to write about it, because she thinks it will help more people out there to take themselves, and their spiritual connection to God, seriously.

So this post is in her zchut.

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Very, very rarely, do I get what most people would think of as a ‘message from God’ in my hitbodedut – i.e. some sort of statement or clearly stated answer to a problem I’m grappling with.

It does happen occasionally, but most of the time, God is actually sending the ‘messages’ via a much simpler route, namely:

Our feelings.

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There has been a war on humanity recognising our true feelings for well over a century.

And probably even longer.

But let’s deal with the most recent bit of this ‘war’ against the part of our soul that goes by the name ruach.

The story starts with the cocaine-using Sigmund Freud.

A lot of the families in Viennese high society were riddled with horrible, unspeakable acts of child abuse and incest.

When Freud started psychoanalysing his patients, a lot of these disturbing memories and stories started to leak out in those sessions.

At some point, Freud realised that if he pursued this line of action – i.e. openly linking people’s mental issues and soul-disfigurement to all the abuse and trauma they’d suffered in childhood – he would be totally shunned in Viennese society and made persona non grata.

So instead, he took the coward’s way out, and sold out abused children for at least the next 60-70 years, by claiming all these ‘memories’ of terrible child abuse and incest by parents were repressed ‘Oedipal’ tendencies.

In other words, he totally and utterly lied.

And he totally and utterly invalidated these children’s traumatic experiences, and memories and even more crucially, their feelings.

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It’s hard for me to not think that Freud himself must have been morally compromised from the start, to have done that.

But I guess we won’t know until Moshiach comes and shows us exactly what’s been going on.

What is beyond a doubt is that the ‘legacy’ of Freudian psychoanalysis has led to some of the worst crimes against humanity being covered up and repressed for well over a hundred years.

It’s a classic ‘gas lighting’ tactic of narcissistic abusers to keep telling their victims that they can’t trust their own memories, their own experiences, their own minds, their own feelings.

And Western society has been built on a paradigm that encourages parents to ‘socialise’ their children out of feeling what they really feel, and out of trusting themselves on a deep soul level.

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Modern society shames people – especially women – for feeling.

It calls us names like ‘over-emotional’, and ‘weak’, and even ‘bi-polar’ and ‘clinically-depressed’ – when really, all these feelings we have, some of which can sometimes be overwhelming and debilitating, are just reactions to things we are experiencing in the world.

Clinically depressed people have ALWAYS had some sort of severe emotional neglect and / or abuse in the past, usually from a parent in a childhood, and especially from a mother.

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Clinical depression is just an extreme form of the FREEZE response to being placed under chronic or acute stress. 

And as such, it’s a perfectly ‘normal’ reaction, albeit not a pleasant or useful one.

No-one’s ‘brain is broken’.

Once people understand that all of their emotional states – even extreme ones – contain messages from God about what they need to deal with, recognise, work on, change or accept, the ’emotional state’ itself gets way, way easier to work with and tame.

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Same with things like ADD – which is just an extreme FLIGHT response to acute or chronic trauma.

Give me any ‘mental health issue’, and I guarantee it’s rooted in some sort of unpleasant experience, or experiences, or fear, or ‘stress’, that the person’s primitive brain is reacting to.

(If you’re interested, I wrote a whole book on how the stress response reacts in different people, called People Smarts, which you can find on Amazon HERE.)

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The point being, that God uses our feelings to communicate some very important messages to us.

For example, so many of my ‘messages’ come from a feeling I have that something is not quite right with a certain picture, or person.

In the past, when my ‘BS-O-Meter’ would start to ping off, I would often just try to ignore it or bury it. I’d been socialised by society to keep talking to creeps and yucky people even when they were making me uncomfortable.

That put me into some very vulnerable positions, because the ‘difficult characters’ out there quickly recognise when they are dealing with someone who can’t stand up for themselves when they need to – and that’s when life can get very unpleasant, very quickly.

Now, when it dings off, I pay very careful attention to it.

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In my hitbodedut, I’ll go back in and I’ll try to figure out why a certain something, a certain someone, is making me feel stressed, unhappy, nervous, angry, on edge – whatever it might be.

I can’t always pin it down – and it’s not always the other person’s problem, either, sometimes they are just triggering something that is entirely my issue to deal with.

But the point is, that God is sending me that ‘feeling’ as part of a message that needs to be decoded and analysed.

Once I learned to start respecting my own feelings, and to give them the ‘space’ they needed for me to really know what it was I was actually feeling, my extreme mood swings pretty much disappeared overnight.

Now, I have no problem standing up for myself against all the creepy, yucky people out there, and as a result, my life is way less complicated and much, much happier than it used to be.

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But ‘feeling’ messages can also work in a positive way, too.

When I didn’t know anything about the Rav, Rabbi Berland, for example, my starting point was a feeling that something was ‘off’ in all the reporting about him.

I couldn’t put my finger on it exactly, but it just didn’t feel right.

That’s when I started doing my own research to see what was really going on, and that’s when I started to unpick the whole, sordid story of how the Rav had been framed by the same evil people who are now pulling the ‘COVID-19’ con trick on us all, via the media.

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But even when I had a bunch of information that seemed to show the Rav was totally innocent of any of the charges that had been fabricated against him, I still took a few months to really work through what my soul was telling me about him.

When I thought about the Rav, what was the feeling I got?

Calm and happy, or uneasy and anxious?

Time and time again, when I explored my real feelings in hitbodedut, I got the ‘calm and happy’ vibe back.

That’s what gave me the courage to cautiously approach the Rav more, and to risk being more part of his community.

But even then, anytime I got even a whiff of the BS-O-Meter going off, I stopped to explore it in my hitbodedut, and to work out the messages that God was trying to give me.

Not everyone around a True Tzaddik is a true tzaddik themselves, and yucky people automatically gravitate to positions where they can have a ‘presumption of innocence’ and trust.

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Thank God, really, for all the persecution of Shuvu Banim and the Rav.

Because it smoked out so very many of the ‘yucky’ people, who quickly peeled off and went somewhere else, where they didn’t have the whole world poking holes in their cover stories and actively seeking out their misdeeds and bad middot.

The people who are left are, for the most part, some of the best people in the world.

They are people who have been constantly humiliated and disgraced – and who have continued to stand up for the Rav, and continued to try to do what’s right, even at great personal cost to themselves.

But I digress.

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Most people today have been totally cut off from feeling their own feelings, and owning their own emotions.

We are the ‘Prozac’ generation, who were taught that any feeling that is not fake happy is somehow bad and requires medication.

But all feelings – even ‘bad’ feelings – are actually just messages for us to decode, and clues from Hashem that are being sent to lead us forward in life, somehow.

Feelings are part of the soul level called ruach.

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The soul level associated with the physical body and ‘reptilian brain’ is called the nefesh, or animal soul.

The soul level associated with our mind, higher functioning and connection to God is called the neshama.

And the soul level ‘in between’ these two extremes of ‘animal’ and ‘angel’ is the ruach.

The ruach is the part of the brain that’s actually feeling things.

Then, there’s a fight that goes on between the ‘animal’ brain and the ‘angelic’ brain to frame our feelings correctly.

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When we do hitbodedut regularly – and we try to adopt a more emuna-dik, God-centric approach to life – that strengthens the ‘angel’ brain, and weakens the ‘animal’ brain’s grip on us.

When the ‘angel brain’ is in the driving seat, and ruling over the ‘animal brain’, our extreme emotional states, mood swings and physiological stress responses start to calm down.

BUT ONLY WHEN WE’RE TAKING THE TIME TO ACKNOWLEDGE ANY REAL ‘DANGER’, AND TO NOT JUST PUSH IT UNDER A MENTAL CARPET.

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Let’s use some real-life examples.

If there is a situation or a person that makes you feel very tense – that’s usually a big clue from God that there is ‘something’ there that you are finding threatening or unpleasant.

If you feel wrung-out or down or depleted or ‘missing’ after an interaction, that’s usually a big clue that the other person is sucking way more energy out of you, than they are giving in return. All relationships are give and take, but if you are always the one giving – that’s a problem that needs to be addressed.

For me personally, if I start to feel that someone is trying to manipulate me emotionally with guilt trips or ‘save me’ stories (who aren’t my kids…), I will pull back sharply and put up a barrier.

In the past, I used to feel so bad for other people, I could really get taken advantage of.

Now, when I get that ‘uncomfortable’ feeling in the pit of my stomach, I don’t push it down, I listen to it, and I make a conscious decision whether I still want to engage with the other person, or not. 

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All this stuff is part of the ‘conversation’ I have with God – and of course, with myself.

The last thing I wanted to touch on in this post, is that the concept of da’at, of ‘knowing’, can’t really be translated into words, it has to be experienced.

Sometimes, the da’at you get in hitbodedut, in talking to God, totally transcends even things like ‘feelings’ or ‘thoughts’.

So many times, I find myself knowing something, but without being able to explain how I have that knowledge, or why I know it to be true.

That is also how Hashem gives us messages.

And I think that’s probably the most sublime way, Hashem gives us messages.

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Any one out there can get ‘messages’ from Hashem, starting today.

All that’s required is a bit of patience, a bit of work to reconnect to feelings that may have been in the deep freeze for decades, and a bit of courage to follow the truth and the da’at and the direction you’ll get from shemayim, wherever it might take you.

As the world of lies continues to implode, we will need that strong connection to Hashem to keep going through the darkness, and to discern the real light at the end of the tunnel, when it shows up.

Start small, just five minutes a day.

Or even one minute.

Something.

But also remember that God is talking to us via everyone and everything 24/7, and that we are constantly surrounded by opportunities to get to know Him – and ourselves – better.

Don’t be scared to feel, even if those feelings start off overwhelming and ‘angry’.

They are a part of your ruach – mamash, a part of your soul.

And when you make space for them, and really listen to the messages they contain, you’ll see how fast your life starts to transform for the better, and how quickly your feelings become your best friends.

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If you want me to try to explain more about anything here, or about other aspects of talking to God, let me know in the comments.

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As a child growing up in the Eighties, I mainlined a lot of ‘Just Say No To Drugs’ adverts.

Like this one:

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And like this one:

(Definitely not shmirat eynayim friendly – but has Mr T and Knight Rider all ‘saying no’ to drugs!)

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And then, there was that cool ‘Just Say No’ song, a snippet below:

(Again, not shmirat eynayim friendly)

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Remember these lyrics?:

Don’t listen, don’t listen to anyone else

All you got to do is be yourself.

Or these:

You don’t have to be part of the crowd

Just be who you are, and stand up proud

JUST SAY NO!!!

(Oooo, just say no)

Say NO!!!!

(Oooo, just say no.)

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Where is Nancy Reagan when you really need her?

Scrub out the word ‘drugs’ and substitute ‘experimental mRNA vaccines that are probably going to totally fry your ovaries out, if they don’t just end up killing you within 3 months’ – and there we have it.

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If you’re going to argue that ‘street drugs’ are different from prescription medications, let me tell you this:

Every ‘street drug’ out there got its start in a research lab, and was first ‘tried out’ in a 100% ‘medical’ setting before being ‘pushed’ by ‘doctors’.

That happened with heroin:

Heroin was imported into the United States shortly after it was invented. The sales pitch that created an instant market of American doctors and their morphine-addicted patients was that heroin was a “safe, non-addictive” substitute for morphine. Hence, the heroin addict was born and has been present in American culture ever since.

And with cocaine:

Cocaine was first isolated (extracted from coca leaves) in 1859 by German chemist Albert Niemann. It was not until the 1880s that it started to be popularized in the medical community. Austrian psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud, who used the drug himself, was the first to broadly promote cocaine as a tonic to cure depression and sexual impotence.

In 1884, he published an article entitled “Über Coca” (About Coke) which promoted the “benefits” of cocaine, calling it a “magical” substance.

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And also with the ‘prescription painkiller fentanyl’ – now apparently one of the USA’s most dangerous (and popular!) street drugs:

Fentanyl is a favored painkiller because it acts fast. But it’s also 80 to 100 times more potent than morphine. The powerful drug has made its way to the streets and increasingly is being used to cut heroin — resulting in a deadly combination.

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But of course, totally untested ‘vaccines’ given by people in white coats (who are either being bribed or threatened by big Pharma) – they are the opposite of all these other types of dangerous, damaging drugs.

Why?

Because Bill Gates and Netanyahu say so.

Oh, and a bunch of ‘doctors’ and medical researchers say so.

And it’s not as though the medical community ever lies about how ‘safe and effective’ their new drugs are, when they are trying them out on an unsuspecting public….

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Except, that happens all the time:

(These examples all come from HERE, I’m sure you can find many, many more if you look.)

In 2004, pharmaceutical company Merck abruptly announced a recall of Vioxx, which was a popular pain medication at the time. After the fact, it was discovered by the FDA that Vioxx significantly increased the risk of heart attack and stroke. By the time Vioxx was pulled from the market, nearly 25 million Americans had taken the drug, and it was tied to almost 40,000 deaths… 

It’s suspected that Merck and the FDA were working together to quiet the health concerns and keep the drug on the market. Fines and class action lawsuits followed, which ended up costing the company more than $5 billion dollars.

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In 2012, Pfizer came under scrutiny for deceiving the public by falsely representing a study about an arthritis drug called Celebrex. In the study, Pfizer claimed that Celebrex was safer than other anti-inflammatory drugs, such as ibuprofen.  The FDA proceeded to warn Pfizer, along with their co-marketers Pharmacia, that their ads were false and misleading.

The company was then forced to pay over $60 million in charges for bribing government officials to approve and prescribe Pfizer products. Bribed government officials included government doctors, hospital administrators, and members of regulatory and purchasing committees in China, Russia, Italy, Bulgaria, Serbia, Kazakhstan, and Croatia. 

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Abilify is an antipsychotic medication marketed by Bristol-Myers Squibb. In 2007, BMS had to pay over $515 million in fines because it was discovered that Abilify had been marketed for conditions that it had not actually been approved to treat.

Even worse, the company had sales teams marketing the medication to nursing homes, even though they knew the drug had potentially fatal side effects for the elderly who suffer from dementia.

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Anyone out there still trying to tell me we can trust companies like Pfizer – and politicians and medical personnel – to make sure things are ‘safe and effective’ before they try it out on us, the gullible public?

PUHLEEZE.

Now, Israel is trying to force 16-18 year olds to get vaccinated so they can sit their matriculation exams.

This is total manipulation and emotional torture.

Lucky for me, my daughter has been on the verge of dropping out of school 50 times over the last 3 years, and while I’m not ‘anti’ her getting a bagrut, I can tell you right now that ‘an education’ is going to be pretty worthless soon, whichever way you cut things.

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And even if it isn’t, Israel is used to dealing with drop-out teens.

It has many, many options and avenues for people to have a second chance, educationally.

So, I’m going to recommend to my daughter to drop out now, if she has to, while we wait to see where things go from here.

In a year’s time, it will be much clearer what this vaccine has really been designed to do.

(Assuming this world of lies is still standing by then – highly unlikely!)

If all this blows over by then (haha) – then she will make up her missing exams at that point.

And if not….

Then having a bagrut won’t be worth anything much, anyway.

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Just say no to the drug pushers!!!

You don’t have to be part of the crowd

Just be who you are, and stand up proud

JUST SAY NO!!!

(Oooo, just say no)

Say NO!!!!

(Oooo, just say no.)

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And btw, they just put this very interesting post up on the ravberland.com site, quoting a shiur the Rav gave a week before he was arrested last year, at the beginning of February. Here’s what the Rav said then:

Hashem is not giving up! He’s not backing down!

He’s is making earthquakes, cities sinking in the ground, and the earth is covering whole cities.

Hashem is not backing down!

He’s sending a slap to China, and after that He’s sending one to Mexico, and after that He’s sending it to India.

Each time, He does it in a different country, but people aren’t connecting these things together.

They don’t understand that they blemished the covenant [a reference to immoral behavior], so they have a germ this is called ‘Corona’.

And we need to stop blemishing the brit, that’s all.

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We don’t need serums, we don’t need vaccinations, because still no vaccine helps.

No vaccine has been found.

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There you have it.

Mr T and Rabbi Berland, telling us all the same thing.

Moshiach must be very close.

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UPDATE:

This is an excellent documentary, that really explains what’s going on, but in a non-hysterical way:

https://brandnewtube.com/watch/the-new-normal-documentary_ecuUiUhHpP9INeh.html

WOW – it’s really good!

Covers a lot of ground in a really informative way.

I highly recommend it.

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Man, it was a heavy day yesterday.

I put the alarm on for 6:30, but only managed to wake up at 9am.

And then, I still couldn’t move out of bed or do anything, I was just staring at the wall for an hour.

Just felt so, so heavy, spiritually.

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The Kotel is still ‘closed’.

But I decided to walk down to the Dung Gate, and to go and blow it a kiss from a distance.

If I forget thee, o Jerusalem, may my right hand forget it’s cunning…

My right wrist has been aching me the last few days, and I realised that even though this evil government has shut down the Kotel, I can still walk there, and I can still show God that I care about it.

So I did, and I started to feel a little better on the way back.

My brain started to work again, I started to feel a tad less stressed.

But only a tad.

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Two days ago, my husband stuck this on our fridge, and started singing it over and over again:

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Strangely, I started to feel much happier when I heard him do that.

What is that? I asked him.

It’s a segula from the Rav, he told me.

Then he showed me THIS ARTICLE on the RavBerland.com site, which explained it a bit more:

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Here’s a bit of the English translation from this video (above):

“So, I’ll sing you this song.  Many people ask how to sing this song.  How exactly does one do it?

“Short and to the point, less than a minute, we start:

“Odem Pitdah u’Bareket

“Nofech Sapir ve’Yahalom

“Leshem Shevo ve’Achlamah

“Tarshish Shoham ve’Yashfeh

“And he who does this seven times, all the more so is the segula for spiritual and material wealth.”

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I’m not up to seven times yet, but even just saying it once or twice really made me feel noticeably calmer and happier.

So I made a mental note to share it here, and you do your own cheshbon and figure out if it speaks to you, or not.

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There’s some other odds and ends I wanted to let you know about, too.

Firstly, the Tomer Devorah website has a link to the first real objective Torah discussion I’ve seen about whether or not to take the Covid 19 ‘vaccine’, argued from a point of halacha, by Rav Wosner.

It’s brilliant, and brings some much needed Torah clarity to the issue – but you will still have to make up your own mind, in the end.

Click HERE to go straight to the PDF with Rav Wosner’s words.

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Also, I’ve had some interesting emails about the last post, especially re: Trump.

Like this, which was very respectfully written (thank you!):

I would like to understand more about why you came to this conclusion.
I agree with you that we should never have hoped for him to be a moshiach of some sort but his entire presidency was supernatural and he was directly god’s puppet like Biden is.
However, if you listen to what some Rabbi’s were saying you will hear them talking about his role in the messianic process. Never that he is a messianic figure. Just that he plays a very important role. I’ve also spoken to many non jewish physics who said stuff along those lines. He was very good to Jews in America and he is not part of the swamp (trafficking, banks, NWO etc etc)

I am asking you out of respect and a need to understand because I agree with the vast majority of your articles and this struck me as odd.

I would love to understand why you came to a different conclusion.

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These two articles begin to answer that question:

The Good Side of Edom

The Good Side of Edom, reprise

And then this article continues to answer that question from another angle:

In the Corridors of Power

Here’s a quote from that last post:

Last year, when I started researching Trump more in depth, I found one hard fact after another that linked him and his real estate projects to ‘hot’ money coming out of the former Soviet Union.

Many of Trump’s projects were financed by Russian and Eastern European oligarchs with very dodgy reputations, many of whom are Jewish, many of whom are mafia, and many of whom are connected to Chabad (and also, to the State of Israel), in one way or another.

They bought apartments in ‘Trump Towers’ and other Trump developments at massively inflated prices, to launder their cash.

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Trump is totally connected to the swamp.

For example, people don’t know that George Soros lent Trump $160 million to build Trump Towers back in 2004 – and then forgave the loan, effectively saving Trump $312 million in repayment and interest.

Now, why would George Soros do something like that for Trump?

And why do so few people know about this piece of information?

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This article explains the problem in more detail, and here’s a snippet:

[I]n 2012 Trump had already paid off most of the Deutsche Bank loan [for Trump Towers] before Soros, etc. came in and wiped out most of his mezzainine debt. This raises the question, why wasn’t Trump expected by Soros, Fortress and Blackacre to pay back their riskier, high-interest mezzanine loan?

Also, how was Trump able to pay down his Deutsche Bank loan – demonstrating the means to pay off all his loans – yet still have Soros and the others give him somewhere between $82 million and $312 million in debt forgiveness?

Additionally to that, why have we heard almost nothing about this gigantic giveaway to Trump? And why were Soros and Blackacre, two of the three main investors in the mezzanine loan, scrubbed from media’s coverage of the final debt forgiveness deal?

What possible backroom agreements were made concerning this mezzanine loan?

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We are back to the idea that Trump was ‘controlled opposition’.

I.e. just a puppet to channel all our hopes for a better world away from something and someone constructive, towards a figurehead that would make a lot of noises about ‘draining the swamp’ – but who actually left it TOTALLY INTACT, just in time for the COVID-19 plandemic to take over.

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This is a world of lies, remember?

That’s why it’s so confusing.

But soon it will crumble, and something much, much better will rise in its place.

So just hang on, until we finally turn the corner.

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Long-term readers of this blog will know I’ve been a Trump sceptic right from the start.

It just always seemed so odd to me, how so many people believed that a bankrupt billionaire with very bad middot could literally morph into some sort of ‘moshiach’ just by taking office.

But of course, there were so many rabbis (ahem) explaining how Trump was a non-Jewish ‘Moshiach ben Yosef’; and there were so many dumb bloggers repeating that message – and even getting into fights with anyone who dared to question the idea – that I mostly stayed away from the subject of Trump.

Until 2019, which is when I started publically questioning the whole idea of America being some good, benevolent country, that only does goodness and righteousness in the world.

Whatever.

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There was an interesting discussion over on Daisy’s blog, HERE, that got me thinking about the whole idea of ‘controlled opposition’, and how Trump, and other people we know, fit into that.

As we’ve stated here a few times, the swamp is controlling both sides of the debate, the argument, the political process, ‘the great divide’.

Whatever the subject is, you can be sure that the swamp has representatives on both sides of the fence, especially with the political system, but also when it comes to every great ‘debate’ or controversy.

How do we know who those ‘representatives’ are?

Simple:

They never really get shut down.

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And for those who want to tell me that Trump was ‘shut down’ on Twitter the last two weeks, the answer is: so what?

It’s a ‘deep cover’ tactic.

If they hadn’t shut Trump down for 2 weeks right at the end of his Presidency, then more and more people would have realised that nothing was going to change, anyway.

The swamp are masters of manipulation and human psychology.

They had half the free world ‘hanging out’ for Moshiach Trump to finally reveal himself, and perform the miracle to ‘clean up the swamp’.

And in the meantime….. those people weren’t doing anything else spiritually constructive, and they were totally living in a fantasy world that ‘Trump will fix it’.

And of course, Trump himself had no intention of ever ‘cleaning up the swamp’ because if he had, don’t you think he’d have made a tiny bit more progress, over the last 4 years?

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What can we learn from all this?

#1 – taken from a recent prayer put out by Rabbi Eliezer Berland, is that POLITICS = AMALEK.

That applies to all politicians, everywhere.

It’s just one big circus, one big distraction, fooling the whole population into thinking that their vote, their decision, their ‘candidate’ is going to represent their interests, and enact the changes they want to see in their society and world.

Even if an individual politician isn’t totally corrupted (big if…) personally, they are still serving a system that is so corrupt, that no-one who isn’t corrupt will ever be allowed to obtain real power.

And that is true, wherever you happen to live in the world.

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#2 – So many of those rabbis and ‘commentators’ are still misleading people, publically.

If these people had an ounce of humility, they would put their hands up, apologise, and make some serious teshuva for siphoning-off 4 years of Jewish yearning for geula, and Jewish prayers for Moshiach over to ‘Moshiach Trump’.

(And let’s not even talk about all the prayers, mitzvahs and Jewish yearning that’s been ‘siphoned off’ towards other false moshiachs, over the past few decades….)

And I’m willing to bet good money that once they get over this latest ‘disappointment’ and failed prediction, they will be back with another round of pointless distraction and fake Torah.

They aren’t going to retire any time soon, but you for sure can switch them off, and stop listening to all their distracting drivel.

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#3 – The only way to get to the truth is to pray on it yourself, and stop looking for shortcuts.

How do you know I’m bona fide, and not ‘controlled opposition’?

You don’t.

At least, you don’t unless you are doing some soul-searching, and you are double-checking if the stuff I’m writing sits well with your soul, or not.

Is the stuff on this blog bringing you closer to Hashem, or pushing you further away?

When I bring advice and segulot from Rabbenu, or from Rav Berland, are those things helping you, calming you, reassuring you – or not?

These are big questions, they are important questions – and nobody can answer them, really, except you.

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Stop looking for shortcuts and ‘rabbis’ and commentators to make important decisions for you.

It’s your life, in your hands, and YOU are the only one, really, who can know which path is best for you, and which path Hashem is taking you down.

And sometimes, those answers may be contrary to what you want to believe, or what you think sounds ‘right’.

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I’ve lost count of the times I’ve gone against the tide, because I was prompted to in my hitbodedut.

Like, when I started unpicking all the ‘narcissists’ and narcissism in my own life, and started questioning whether it really was OK for parents to manipulate their children with disapproval, criticism and guilt trips.

Like, when I started pondering what on earth was going on with the bizarre coverage of what was happening with Rabbi Berland, way before I’d come close to him in any way, shape or form.

Like, more recently, researching all this stuff with Yonatan Eybshutz, the rasha, and Jacob Frank, and all the secret sabbateans still in our midst.

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All of these things – and many more – usually led me to some very uncomfortable realisations, and some very hard choices.

That’s what it really means, to ‘leave the world of lies’.

It’s painful. It’s challenging. It means you have to change things – often really big things – and to make a lot of teshuva, and to accept that a lot has happened that was wrong and bad.

And that I myself have done so many things that are objectively wrong and bad.

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The problem is not reaching that conclusion.

The real problem is when people trip over their own human frailties, and human failings, and middot malfunctions – and then try very hard to continue covering them up.

Which is why, paradoxically, ‘Moshiach Trump’ has the potential to still be useful, spiritually.

Trump acolytes – you now have a chance to make some real, sincere teshuva.

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Instead of fuming about ‘evil Democrats’; instead of complaining that you were ‘misled by others’; instead of pretending that really, you knew it all along – come clean.

At least to Hashem, come clean.

Put you hand up, and admit that you believed Trump was ‘the answer’ because you never really took the time to check him out in your own personal conversation with God.

You never took the time to question the assumptions ‘Moshiach Trump’ was based on.

You didn’t spend even a second to ask yourself what your own biases were, and how they could be coloring your take on ‘Moshiach Trump’.

And as it is with ‘Moshiach Trump’, so it is with a whole bunch of other things in our lives, too.

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Trump, and all the ‘rabbis’ (ahem…) and commentators supporting him led so many people away from real answers.

You want a real answer to the massive – and growing – problems in the world?

There is only one way you are going to get it.

Start talking to God, and start figuring out which of your own plentiful bad middot are continuing to prop up that yucky ‘world of lies’, that is doing so much damage to all of us.

And then, start asking God to show you who is really ‘true’ and ‘trustworthy’ in the world – and who isn’t.

And be prepared to be totally shocked by the answers.

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When my husband and I started doing that in earnest, around 6 years ago, it blew our three main ‘rabbinic advisors’ out of the water, one after the another, over a period of just a few weeks.

To say it was traumatic is a massive understatement.

But that process (eventually…) led us to the Rav.

And since then, life has continued to just get better and easier.

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But don’t take my word for it!!!!

Do the experiment yourself, there is simply no other way.

If you are honestly asking God to show you the truth, He will.

About Trump.

About Covid.

About all these ‘rabbis’.

About Moshiach.

About what you and me really need to work on, and really need to fix.

And that’s when geula will really start in earnest – at least for you – whatever else is going on in the world.

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PS: I had a thought about evil Biden, too.

Remember that Haman was ‘elevated’ by being invited to Queen Esther’s feast just before he fell.

We are much closer to things turning around than it may look.

Don’t buy into all the fear porn!

They are cranking things up because they have a very short window left to ‘vaccinate’ as many people as they can. Hang on just a couple more weeks, and let’s see what’s going on then.

Haman toppled within 24 hours of being ‘elevated’ – and God’s salvation comes in the blink of an eye.

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This time around, things are completely different.

That’s what I told my daughter, who was lying in bed with a stress headache brought on by worrying about ‘the 4th lockdown’ that they’ve just instituted in Israel.

Really, it’s just an extension of the 3rd lockdown, but the Israeli government excels at the art of psychological warfare, and they know that ‘changing the goalposts’ is one of the single best ways of doing that.

So, the 2 week lockdown became the 4 week lockdown, and now it’s morphed again into the 6 week lockdown….

And it’s starting to feel like there is no end in sight.

But that’s not true.

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First, let’s state something obvious, that most of us are maybe forgetting, in this crazy time we live in.

Life is actually still pretty good.

Most of us still have a roof over our heads and food on the table.

Personally, I’m sitting here learning how to play the guitar – a lifelong dream! – and day to day, life is actually still good.

What makes is ‘less good’ is the worry.

And the stress and anxiety about ‘what will be’.

Which brings me to something interesting I remembered yesterday, when I was talking to my daughter.

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A few years’ back, when I was gorging myself on ‘geula stuff’, I read somewhere that this third stage of the war of Gog and Magog was going to be completely different.

(Maybe it was the autistics who said this?)

In the first 2 ‘wars’ of Gog and Magog, i.e. WW1 and WW2, a ‘good’ person could find themselves in a place where bad things were happening, and sadly still get caught up in the web of destruction.

But with ‘WW3’ – the last battle of Gog and Magog – it wasn’t going to be like that.

A ‘good’ person who was clinging on to Hashem and the true tzaddikim would still make it through in one piece, even if chaos was raging around them.

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When I first heard this a few years back, it seemed incredible to me.

What, you can drop a nuke on a city and the ‘good people’ are going to survive it?!

You can have a full-scale war happening outside your front door, and you’re going to survive it, just because you are ‘good’ and holding on to God and the true tzaddikim?!

I just couldn’t see how that was going to work.

But today….

It’s starting to become obvious.

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I keep seeing these quotes attributed to Henry Kissinger that it’s easier and cleaner to decimate populations via bio-weapon vaccines than by yucky, destructive wars.

Whether or not that evil guy actually said it, the idea holds true.

And we know that the ‘war of Gog and Magog’ has already started, because Rabbi Eliezer Berland told us that, back in June 2019.

You can read that post HERE – and see the Rav speaking (in Hebrew) below:

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mamash have goosebumps writing this.

June 2019 was a year and a half ago.

It must have been exactly when the ‘Covid plot’was actually being actioned in the world.

According to this story, scientists in Spain ‘retroactively’ found Covid-19 in waste water samples dating back to March 2019.

So, by the time the Rav was speaking, Covid-19 was already circulating all over the world, and the war of Gog and Magog (part 3) had started in earnest.

Just we didn’t realise back then what it really entailed.

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Let me just quote the Rav’s words, before we move on:

“Today is the 4th of Sivan [5779], and Gog and Magog will be in [the month of] Heshvan. All the nations will gather together against Israel. Moshe will blow on the Shofar HaGadol (the Great Shofar), and the whole Torah will be heard from one end of the world to the other.

THEN, ALL THE NATIONS OF THE WORLD WILL COME. THEY WILL COME ON SHIPS.

It’s written in the Zohar (at the end of Parshat Ki Tavo) that the whole sea will be filled with [war] ships. Then the sea will split, and open. In the month of Heshvan, there will be the apex of wars. Sivan 4th is the beginning (of Gog and Magog), and in the month of Heshvan, the Third Temple will be built.

“WE NEED TO NOT GIVE UP. EVERYONE REPEAT, ‘IT’S FORBIDDEN TO GIVE UP’. AND THEN, THE TEMPLE WILL BE BUILT THAT WILL NEVER BE DESTROYED EVER AGAIN.”

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It’s that last paragraph that I want to focus on.

Right now, we are in the middle of a ‘war’ that is primarily being fought with psychological manipulation and propaganda.

It’s ‘gaslighing’ on steroids, where we’re told again and again and again that what we ourselves experience as ‘true’ – i.e., no-one dropping dead in the streets from Covid-19, nothing really unusual going on that requires ‘lockdowns’ and ‘untested experimential vaccines’ and ‘facemasks – is wrong.

The media is full of fear porn.

The governments and their ‘spokespeople’ are churning out scare stories, and concocting horrible statistics (out of thin air…) and manipulating the public with measures that amount to psychological torture.

And the doctors and nurses and scientists (most of them….) are also in on the game, either because they know what’s going on and are totally corrupt; or they don’t know what’s going on, but their training in Western medicine has taught them to bury their consciences, and to not question things that really don’t make sense.

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It’s a ‘war’ for hearts and minds, make no mistake.

They are trying to wear everyone down, so that we all wave the white flag, give up, and let them inject whatever poisonous concoction they want into us – no questions asked – so we can get back to ‘life as normal’.

Despair is our biggest enemy right now, which is why the Rav gave us such a clear message back in June 2019:

DON’T GIVE UP!!!!

Don’t let yourself be ground down by what is going on at the moment, because really, God is behind it all, and it’s all leading to something very, very good!

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Here’s how a ‘good person’ who is hanging on to God and the true tzaddikim can avoid the worst ravages of the war of Gog and Magog, wherever they happen to live:

That war is psychological.

The people who are far away from truth; who have put all their trust in the medical establishment; who aren’t willing to question things that ‘feel wrong’; who aren’t willing to stand up for what’s right, and to feel some inevitable discomfort from bucking the trend – those people are running to get their shots right now.

They are ‘selecting themselves’ to the left, if you can say that.

There is no point wasting your breath in arguing with those people, or burying them in ‘information’, because the problem has a very deep spiritual root, and their ears are literally being blocked and their eyes blinded from seeing the truth by shemayim.

(It should be obvious that this category includes ‘externally religious’ people, too.)

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Then, there’s the category who are trying to hold on, but who are being buffeted by gales of propaganda and despair.

Some of my extended family members are in that first category, described above, and some of them are in this second category.

I had a chat with [someone] a few days ago, who asked me what they are meant to do, because the government is soon going to force people to take the shots to even go shopping, or to travel abroad.

I told him:

HOLD ON!!!

Don’t do anything until that scenario actually occurs – because so much can and will change, in the meantime, that could totally disrupt the ‘plan’.

When people start dropping dead en masse, lo alenu – as is already starting to happen here, as the side effects of the ‘vaccine’ start to really kick in – everyone else who is isn’t automatically buying into the fear porn will start to pushback.

So just hold on!

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Of course, that’s easier said than done.

People’s anxiety levels are shooting through the roof, and it’s getting to the stage where many people who are naturally ‘anti’ the idea of Covid-19 ‘vaccinations’ are starting to crack under the strain.

They just want some relief from the internal pressure.

From the non-stop worrying about tomorrow.

And some of them are being won over by the idea that vaccination = ‘back to normal’.

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So, for those people, here’s a suggested plan of action, to help you navigate the coming weeks and months.

  1. Stop arguing with brainwashed people who ‘believe’ in Covid 19 and getting the shot.

There is no point, you won’t change their mind, and all that will happen is that you will emotionally exhaust yourself and start to feel very despairing.

Your life comes first, and those people will have to take responsibility for themselves and their own decisions.

2. Start talking to God for at least 5 minutes every day.

Yes, I know you have 5 zillion kids at home, and no koach, and all you want to do is eat chocolate cake and watch Youtube videos, to ‘run away’ from the depressing reality – but if you do 5 minutes of talking to God a day, I guarantee that you’ll start to feel better, and calmer, and less anxious and more able to ‘deal’.

Try it!

At the bottom of this post, I’ll link to some posts here on the blog about how to get started doing hitbodedut.

3. Get with the Rav, Rabbi Berland.

I am noticing a direct correlation in my own family between the level of attachment to the Rav, and the level of anxiety about ‘Covid’ and the state of the world, etc.

This is all midda kneged midda.

The more we believed the lying media, and it’s lying reports about the Rav, the more we are now caught up in the lies and propaganda about Covid 19.

I guess that’s the teshuva required, that God is putting us back into the same situation, and this time we have to dig deep and know that it’s all lies.

Again, that’s easier said than done.

In the meantime, I’m trying to ‘smooth the path’ as much as possible by paying small pidyonot nefesh over to the Rav, via the website HERE – and again, I see INSTANT improvements in people’s mental health when I do that.

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Two weeks ago, after one kid got slapped in the face on the bus for not wearing a mask, I paid a pidyon for her.

She is currently doing better, emotionally, than at any other time in the last 4 years.

Yes, we have lockdowns and all the rest of it, and she’s doing school by zoom – but she’s still feeling happy, and is even now thriving in the situation, and growing up in all sorts of fun and useful ways.

Ditto for other people in my household – I pay a pidyon to the Rav, and ‘the problem’ – especially its emotional and mental component – resolves pretty fast.

This war we are in is mostly psychological, so doing a pidyon nefesh is the ‘biggest gun’ you can use to fire back with.

But only if you believe in it.

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4. Look for nice, fun things you can still do for yourself, and with the members of your household.

For myself, that meant buying a small, second-hand Jeep and going off-roading as much as possible over the last 8 months; it meant buying a guitar (and an online course, to learn how to actually play it).

It means sometimes cooking strange new stuff – and sometimes not cooking at all, and just eating cereal for supper without putting myself on a guilt trip.

If I find an interesting book online, I get it now.

Carpe diem!

This world isn’t going to last for much longer, and I want to go into the next stage with very few regrets about not doing something, or trying something, I always wanted.

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5. Shut ‘the outside world’ out, as much as possible.

That doesn’t mean going into denial, but unless you are someone who has a VERY STRONG grip on reality right now, you should be avoiding news sites, and ‘fear porn’ – and the people who amplify it and churn it out socially, too – like the plague.

Just work on developing your connection to God, and to the real tzaddikim, and trust that God will make sure that whatever information you need to really have right now, you will get it.

Again, this is just teshuva for being too connected into soul-destroying stuff like Facebook and Whatsapp and smart phones.

Minimise all that stuff as much as possible, find a good book, develop a constructive hobby, learn something new, begin a fun project, take a walk every day – whatever.

The hour I spend playing guitar gives me so much joy, and I look forward to it all day.

In turn, that also gives me a lot of koach to continue doing whatever I need to be doing, to keep the wheels spinning for myself and my family.

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I was going to end this list with something like ‘work on your bad middot’, but on reflection, that’s what this whole process is all about, isn’t it?

Fear and anxiety are also bad middot.

Feeling despair, anger and ‘stress’ is also bad middot.

This whole situation is just one big test of our middot, isn’t it?

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So, let’s circle round and bring this back to the starting point, about how the war of Gog and Magog can affect one person while totally bypassing another.

That person who has zero emuna, doesn’t really believe in God, runs to doctors for every little thing, has lost touch with their own soul and humanity, can’t deal with stepping out of the world of lies…

Sadly, that person will run to impale themselves on the tip of a syringe.

And there is nothing you or I can do about it.

It’s a spiritual process of self-selection.

But the people who are staying away from the news…. and working on overcoming their anxiety and despair… and who are sacrificing themselves, mamash, to deal with sometimes overwhelming feelings of fear without trying to take the ‘easy option’ – they will probably make it through this process in one piece, albeit it’s going to be a bumpy ride.

And then those people who are sticking close to the Rav, and the other true tzaddikim, and who are talking to God for an hour a day, and who have spent the last little while ALREADY working on their fear and anxiety and anger and despair, and all the rest of it.

They will have it the easiest.

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Remember this:

Doing a pidyon nefesh with the Rav is a shortcut to the easier option.

It’s literally  ‘blood for money’.

So, take your pick, what you prefer.

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And the last bit of chizzuk I wanted to share has to do with the greatness of God.

There’s a passage in Rav Natan’s writings that has always puzzled me.

(It’s alluded to in a footnote on page 192 of the book Tzaddik, connected to one of the discussions where Rabbenu is emphatically warning people to stay away from doctors.)

There, it says this:

“Rav Natan added: “God is so great, He can help a sick person even if he already called a doctor.” –

(Alim LeTerufah 176.)

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To put this in different language:

God is so great, He can even help a sick person who already went to a doctor and got ‘vaccinated’ with COVID-19.

God is running the world.

And even if someone DID get the shot already, that doesn’t mean all hope is gone.

If someone was pressured into it, had a moment of weakness, or maybe was vaccinated against their will – that’s still not game over.

God is so great, He can even turn things around at that point.

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There is no despair in the world!

This ‘war’ is psychological, mental and emotional.

But there are ways (some of which are described above) that we can get through the next few weeks and months without cracking under the pressure.

Just sit and wait for these forces of evil to blow themselves out, without doing anything dumb.

Because their time is very nearly up.

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I know, it’s really heavy right now.

It feels like the whole world is holding it’s breath, waiting to see what will be.

Here is Israel, they’ve started the brainwashing that ‘pregnant women also need to be vaccinated’ – I guess that’s part of the next stage of the medical experiment on humans that Netanyahu is piloting on an unsuspecting population.

One of my readers sent me a link to this story, which states clearly that Israel’s Helsinki Committee has found that this Pfizer vaccine roll-out is definitely a medical experiment on humans.

And so, they should have asked permission (at least….) before giving it, never mind trying to make it mandatory.

Legally, that makes what is going on here illegal, according to international law.

But since when did that stop any of these people from doing any of the yucky things they are up to?

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You know what keeps me going?

My hour of daily hitbodedut, where God calms me down, and gives me guidance on what I should really be working on, worrying about, and praying for.

Last week, I got the steer to get on with more of the Rav’s books, after a 5 months hiatus.

Baruch Hashem, just yesterday the latest book in the ‘Prayers’ series came out, and you can now buy it on Amazon (hard copy only, for now) HERE.

That’s good news, and it’s changing the whole picture.

Even if we can’t really see it still, right now.

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Let me cut and paste this here, again, as it’s SO IMPORTANT to understand what’s really going to tip the balance here, between the forces of good and evil:

The Rav’s books and prayers are totally connected to getting geula the sweet way.

Back in May 17, 2020, the Rav contacted one of his senior pupils and asked him to publicize a message in his name that:

“There are such great dinim (harsh judgments) and tumah (spiritual impurity) in the world, but my books and my writings, the Torah and the prayers, are cleaning and purifying all the judgments and the tumah from the world.”

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Armilus and Moshiach ben Yosef are currently fighting it out.

There is no question that ‘Armilus’ – that smarmy, horrible scumbug, who sold us all out for a billion silver pieces in his Panamian bank account – is going to lose.

But, we also don’t want to lose ‘Moshiach ben Yosef’ in the process, God forbid, and so we have to continue to do our part to give the forces of ‘good’ the spiritual koach required to keep going.

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That means saying the Tikkun Haklali regularly, maybe at least once a day.

That means saying the new set of tehillim Rav Berland revealed, as per the infographic below:

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And it also means getting as much of the Rav’s Torah, teachings and prayers around as possible.

So, go HERE to buy the new book of prayers for Shalom Bayit (peace in the home).

And go HERE, if you want to get the rest of the Rav’s books for free – because clearly, this was never about promoting the Rav’s stuff to make some money.

Ha!

That’s the funniest thing I’ve typed in a long time.

I still don’t know if I’ve even covered just the layout costs of maybe three of the books yet…

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All this is just about bringing geula quickly, and the sweetest way possible.

And YOU are a big part of that.

Yes, YOU!

I know, we all feel so insignificant, powerless and helpless right now.

Honestly?

If we aren’t connecting somehow to the Rav, that’s exactly what we are.

But if and when we connect in to the effort being conducted by the Tzaddik HaDor – that’s when all the prayers, all the mitzvahs, all the yearning start to ascend, and to really turn things around for the good.

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S0, yalla.

I can’t see this process getting easier, unless more of us get the message about getting behind the Rav.

And with Biden apparently set to take over the White House tomorrow (barf, barf) – well.

This process could still get even more ‘interesting’.

And who has the koach for that?

No-one.

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Most days, I just want to crawl under my duvet and stay there until Moshiach comes.

But as that’s going to be at least 2 more months (if not more…) I can’t.

But the world is certainly an overwhelming and quite scary place at the moment, whatever you believe is happening.

Every day, I hear more stories of ‘perfect couples’ divorcing; of more people dropping dead from unexpected heart attacks – like just last week, the late Dr Zev Ballenbaruch Dayan HaEmet – and other tales of distress.

My neighbor up the road is a taxi driver who has lived in the area for 28 years.

He told my husband last week that he has to sell up now, because the lockdowns mean that he hasn’t got enough work to pay his mortgage.

The guy is in his late sixties….

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So many days, I just want to stay in bed until all this is over.

Even though thank God, my own life is continuing on pretty nicely at the moment.

And I know that’s 10000000% in the merit of the Rav, Rav Eliezer Berland.

But it’s just overwhelming, isn’t it? There’s no way around the fact that the world is quite a difficult place to be right now, even though it’s still being tremendously sweetened by the Rav, and all the suffering he’s going through on our behalf.

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On Friday night, strangely for me, I just couldn’t get to sleep.

There was some sort of weird energy coming down, that saw me staying awake chatting to my girls until 1am, which was very unusual. (Usually, I conk out by 8pm in the winter months, on a Friday night.)

And then, I just spent the whole night having such weird ‘dreams’, if you can call them that.

It was more like a statement being repeated over and over and over again that the bad people in Meah Shearim who have been connected to all these international child trafficking networks were going to be arrested this week.

Let’s be clear: I don’t personally know any people who fit that description in Meah Shearim.

(Although I’m now starting to have some suspicions, after that dream…)

And it could also just be wishful thinking, connected to the story that flashed around all corners of the internet last week that the Pope had been arrested on 80 counts of child trafficking.

(I still have no idea if that’s true or not. We’ll have to wait and see.)

But I can tell you this:

Things are starting to move.

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Two ‘interesting’ people in the Jewish world croaked last week, both of whom have been exerting tremendous pressure on what goes on here, from behind the scenes.

Remember, it’s totally the olam hafuch, so when you see people lauded for their ‘philanthropy’ and ‘charitable works’ and ‘commitment to the State of Israel’ – that tells you a lot, about what’s really going on.

With those two key ‘props’ removed from the scene, I am hopeful of seeing a total collapse of the evil empire, any day soon.

I’m not saying that hope is realistic. But it’s what is keeping me going, and getting me out of bed in the morning.

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And it’s also not a coincidence that after 4 months of being unable to publish any books from the Rav in English, book number 13 – Rav Berland’s Prayers for Shalom Bayit – is almost ready to come out.

The Rav’s books and prayers are totally connected to getting geula the sweet way.

Back in May 17, 2020, the Rav contacted one of his senior pupils and asked him to publicize a message in his name that:

“There are such great dinim (harsh judgments) and tumah (spiritual impurity) in the world, but my books and my writings, the Torah and the prayers, are cleaning and purifying all the judgments and the tumah from the world.”

Do you think it’s a coincidence that the day after 100 people downloaded some of the Rav’s books in English, for FREE, one of the Princes of Evil in the world unexpectedly croaked?

I don’t.

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Which brings me to the Rav’s prayer for Shvat 5781, that you can see HERE.

The Rav typically communicates a lot of important clues and information via his prayers, that you might miss if you’re only looking for ‘official announcements’.

Here’s some of the things I took away, from this latest prayer for the molad of Shvat, 5781.

The Rav was referring a lot to the ‘Leviathan’, and the ‘battle’ that is going on against him, quoting this verse from Iyov, 40: 25-31:

These verses speak only about the Leviathan, “Can you embed a rope in his tongue, put a curved hook in his nose, pierce his cheek with a barbed hook?  Will he multiply supplications to you, will he speak softly to you?  Will he forge a covenant with you, will you take him as an eternal slaveWill you play with him like a bird, tie him up for your maidens?

Can conjurers make a feast of him, divide him up between merchants Can you fill succahs with his skin, or make his head into a fisherman’s canopy?

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All this stuff is directly connected to the forces of evil who are trying to take the Rav out, and to plunge the world into extreme ‘coronafascism’ right now.

Read this carefully, and see just how closely it mirrors the activities of the ‘East India Company’ and the ‘South Seas Company’, and all the other slave trading / merchant networks we’re starting to look at here on the blog.

That’s where the rot really started.

And the Rav is dealing with them – and their spiritual descendents – via his prayers.

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Next, the Rav turns to the question of what’s going to be, with the genuinely God-fearing people in the non-Jewish world (another question we’ve been dealing with, at least a little, on the blog):

Moshe explained the entire Torah to all of Israel, and every verse he translated into 70 languages, and all the kings, and all the nations heard the translation, as is written, “All the kings of the earth shall thank You Hashem, because they heard the pronouncement of Your mouth.”

All the gentiles will come to convert in the future, and a family which doesn’t come to convert won’t have rain upon them; they will have a drought…

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When you start to comprehend that probably at least half the non-Jewish world – at least! – has some Jewish blood, this statement is much less hard to swallow than perhaps otherwise.

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Next, the Rav has this to say:

HaKadosh Baruch Hu will renew in the month of Shevat the Jewish people, only the Jewish people, only those who will nullify themselves to the King Mashiach – 7,000 souls who didn’t bow down to Ba’al in the war of Achav, that only 7,000 men were saved from the kingdom of Aram.

Yes, all the ‘prayer gatherings’ and ‘mitzvah campaigns’ and ‘achdus drives’ etc etc etc are great and wonderful.

But if they aren’t somehow connecting back to the tzaddik hador, if they aren’t somehow connecting back to the person who is hezkat Moshiach in our generation….

Well.

They won’t get very far.

And then, they will only serve to increase the despair and apathy in the Jewish world again – like all those ‘prayer gatherings’ and ‘geula gatherings‘ have done in the recent past, which were hyped to the skies but then fell really flat – and took thousands of people’s emuna down with them.

If these things aren’t connected to the tzaddik hador, they don’t really get anywhere, spiritually, and often, they end up doing more harm than good.

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The last thing I want to focus in on, from the Rav’s prayer, is this last paragraph:

The month of Shevat is the time of the revelation of Mashiach, because this is sixty days before the first of Nissan, that then Mashiach ben David will be born. 

And then there will be the terrible war with Gog and Magog, which at the head of it will stand the wicked Armilus, who Mashiach ben Yosef will kill, but he is also in danger of falling slain. 

Therefore, it’s written in Tehilim, “He asked life from You; You gave him length of days forever and ever.”

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Even though this seems like an explicit timescale for Moshiach, I’ve seen the Rav say things so many times that refer to things well off in the future, even though they are couched in language that seems to be saying ‘it’s happening now’.

I’m steering away from any more ‘predictions’ about ‘end of times’ – not least, because I’ve learnt that this is what all those twisted kabbalists (and their followers….) were obsessed with.

Not teshuva, not emuna, not prayer, just endless ‘predictions’ about when the ‘end of days’ was going to happen.

So, let’s steer clear of any question of timing, and instead, let’s take a look at the subject of Armilus again.

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Last year, over on the RavBerland.com website, I wrote this:

A friend of mine just texted me the link, to remind me about it.

Then, we got into a discussion about who is currently looking like the best candidate for ‘Armilus’, given all the water that’s gone under the bridge in the last 12 months.

Yup.

It’s our very own PM, the guy who sold us all out to Big Pharma, to become guinea pigs in the biggest human medical experiment to take place since World War II.

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‘Gog and Magog’ is referring to ‘George I’ and ‘from George’.

The more I’m researching British royalty’s links to all these ‘East India’ companies, and slave trading companies, the more I’m starting to see that our modern ‘evil empire’ is really just the same outfit, given a modern veneer.

The people who are child trafficking today were slave trading (and child trafficking…) 300 years ago.

The people running the opium trade 250 years ago, are the same ones running the international drug trade today.

The same people who were hiding behind ‘government’ and ‘wars’ 200 years ago, as a cover for their personal greed and immorality are using exactly the same playbook today.

That’s the war of ‘Gog and Magog’ that is coming to a head in 2021.

And the Rav is fighting for his life – and also, for ours.

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So, lots and lot going on.

And if you want to start doing things that really make a difference, and that could really tip the balance towards good, and away from evil – swallow your pride, and get with the Rav.

Download his books, say his prayers, get connected to his teachings and Torah.

Give tzedakah to his institutions, pay a pidyon whenever you hit a tough patch – and follow his instructions.

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Armilus is mamash breathing down our necks right now.

Two million people apparently already took the Covid ‘vaccine’ in Israel.

They want to force it on everyone else, one way or another, by Pesach.

They won’t manage to do that, with God’s help, but the Rav is making it very clear that the people left standing at the end of all this are those who are connected to the ‘King Moshiach:

HaKadosh Baruch Hu will renew in the month of Shevat the Jewish people, only the Jewish people, only those who will nullify themselves to the King Mashiach – 7,000 souls who didn’t bow down to Ba’al in the war of Achav, that only 7,000 men were saved from the kingdom of Aram.

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So, ask God to show you who the ‘King Moshiach’ really might be, and then act accordingly.

The next two months are going to be crucial.

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A couple of years’ ago, I tripped over the idea of ‘mud fossils’ on Youtube, and I spent a fortnight watching everything I could about them.

The basic idea is very simple, and also makes sense in terms of the chemistry – but it’s incredibly challenging to really internalise.

In a nutshell, so much of what we relate to as ‘earth’ and ‘rocks’ and ‘stones’ in the world was once alive.

After the great flood, all the living creatures on the earth – including the giants that the Torah talks about in a number of different places – became ‘fossilised’ and petrified by the flood waters.

If you watch this video below, (shmirat eynayim friendly) it will give you a basic introduction to the idea.

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Now, I consider myself mostly open-minded.

I am prepared to look at the evidence, and to evaluate it as ‘fairly’ as I can.

But even though there was a lot of objective, scientific evidence to suggest that much of the mud fossil premise is correct – it was still way too mind-blowing to really deal with, two years back.

So now, what’s changed?

Why am I broaching this subject now, here on the blog (and probably making my husband cringe that I’m blowing my cred…)?

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One of the commentators on the Tomer Devorah blog left a link to this short clip, apparently from a movie done in 2007. They didn’t leave details of what the movie is called, but this short 2 minute cartoon clip was uploaded to Youtube in 2016, so it definitely predated the current COVID-19 plandemic by at least 3 years.

You can see it here:

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This clip lays out the following scenario:

  1. There’s a fake ‘plandemic’ across the globe.
  2. The authorities use is as the excuse to start injecting people with a ‘virus’ that alters the structure of the body’s cells, and start to turn the living tissue into biometals.
  3. They pick one country – in the cartoon Japan – to run the experiment on.
  4. When the ‘virus’ reaches the brain – people become mindless, remote-controllable, ‘metallized’ androids.

Ha ha!

Such science fiction, isn’t it?

Except I watched this cartoon, then instantly remembered all the ‘mud fossil’ stuff about how living tissue can become petrified (very easily, and very quickly) to become metal and stone, with the right circumstances and technology.

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The ancient Greeks and the ancient Egyptians had a type of technology to ‘petrify’ people and turn them to stone.

It’s mentioned in legends and fairy tales – apparently – like the famous Head of Medusa:

In Greek mythologyMedusa also called Gorgo, was one of the three monstrous Gorgons, generally described as winged human females with living venomous snakes in place of hair. Those who gazed into her eyes would turn to stone.

Ha ha!

All this is just a fairy tale, right?

Right?…..

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As we’re doing full weird in this post, let me also toss this out there:

Starbucks Melusine

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A couple of months ago, I got stuck behind a Starbucks coffee van, and I got the idea in my head to go and look up who that strange Starbucks ‘mythical woman’ – with kinda weird serpentine hair and unhuman hands – actually was.

It wasn’t Medusa.

It was something that I actually found even more disturbing.

The Starbucks lady is based on another ‘mythical figure’ called Melusine.

This from Wiki:

Melusine or Melusina is a figure of European folklore and mythology, a female spirit of fresh water in a sacred spring or river. She is usually depicted as a woman who is a serpent or fish from the waist down (much like a mermaid). She is also sometimes illustrated with wings, two tails, or both.

Her legends are especially connected with the northern and western areas of FranceLuxembourg, and the Low Countries.

The House of Luxembourg (which ruled the Holy Roman Empire from AD 1308 to AD 1437 as well as Bohemia and Hungary), the House of Anjou and their descendants the House of Plantagenet (kings of England) and the French House of Lusignan (kings of Cyprus from AD 1205–1472, and for shorter periods over Armenia and Jerusalem) are said in folk tales and medieval literature to be descended from Melusine.

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If you’re interested, go read up that Wikipedia account of ‘Melusine’, the half-snake ancestor of European royalty.

When I starting poking around all this ‘transgender’ stuff last week, the idea of Melusine – that beautiful woman on top, who is actually a snake below the waist – flashed into my head.

I’m not drawing any conclusions, I’m just putting this stuff out there as ‘interesting’.

I have the feeling that even stuff like slave-trading crypto Jews who actually started off the Protestant Reformation is only going to end up ranking a weak 4-5 on the ‘weird but true’ scale, by the end of this whole process of moving into the world of truth, ahead of Moshiach.

Until we’ve figured more of this out, let me say this: take a pass on those vaccines.

There are just too many weird coincidences going on here for us to totally ignore the signals Hashem is clearly sending, that something with this whole COVID-19 ‘story’ is really, really, wrong.

TBC

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Two days ago, one of my good friends sent me this email:

Looks like Rav Berland may be getting out!

https://www.inn.co.il/news/463615

Apparently they have to come up with an alternate to actual imprisonment. I assume that means something like house arrest. They said it’s because his health is too frail…
Maybe this is the beginning of the end.
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The link above will take you to a story on the Hebrew site of Israel National News, where it’s actually really hard to make out what’s meant to be going on, but there is some vague suggestion that the Rav may be soon released to some sort of ‘house arrest’.
Of course, that doesn’t mean he’ll be allowed back to his house, or that they’ll take all the electronic tracking devices off him, or that they’ll enable the Rav to have proper medical attention.
Of course not!!!
The State of Israel is still trying to kill him, God forbid a billion times.
BUT.

God is running the world, and God isn’t letting them.

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Rebbe Nachman talks about a concept about how there is even a sense of ‘justice’ on the left (identified with the ‘bad’ side.)
Don’t get confused, this isn’t a political statement. That doesn’t mean that the ‘right’ is automatically good, or that anything that aligns themselves to ‘left’ or ‘right’ in this world can be judged superficially, not at all.
But spiritually, to totally over-simplify, ‘left’ is the side of evil, while right is the side of good. And Rabbenu explains by way of a story how there is even ‘justice’ on the left side – it just begins way, way later than over on the side of good, and is way, way diluted.
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Here’s how Rabbenu explains it (my words, as I can’t find the source right now. BH, reader Rachel will be able to locate it!)

An Russian military captain came through a Jewish village, and wanted to make some quick money. So, he told the community leaders that he had orders to take all their horses – for free – for the military.
The village leaders got together, raised a some of money, and bribed the captain to leave them and their horses alone.
But the captain told one of his friends in the military what he’d done, and advised him to go and try his luck, too.
So, this friend also went along to the village, pulled the same stunt, and again, the village leaders raised a large sum of money to pay him off and make him go away.
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Shortly afterwards, a real captain with real orders from the Russian government to take the villagers’ horses for the the army rode into town.

Tearfully, the village leaders went to see him, and explained that they’d already paid two hefty bribes to other army captains, to have their horses left alone. And now, it would be totally unfair for them to still have their horses taken by the military!
Amazingly, the Russian captain agreed.
Rabbenu then explained how there is a sense of ‘justice’ even on the ‘left’ side, it just begins way, way after the sense of ‘justice’ on the right side of things.
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Why am I telling that story?

Because I’m starting to feel that maybe we are heading over the bump, finally, for this totally evil government.
Even this totally evil government has got to the point where they can no longer justify keeping an 84 year old holy man, with 26 different serious illnesses, in a maximum security prison for the ‘crime’ of accepting charitable donations that were freely given.
(BTW, I also heard that the person who filed the complaint against the Rav had a serious stroke a few weeks back, and can’t remember anything about anything….)

There is no case against the Rav, and there never was.

And there was no previous case against the Rav, either, just so many of us were still being totally fooled by all the lies being told by the corrupt media, government, police, judiciary, and of course, all those corrupt, pseudo ‘orthodox Jews’ who were leading the charge.
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That doesn’t mean we are going ‘back to normal’.

We never are. And that’s a good thing, because ‘normal’ was built on a world of lies, evil and tremendous human suffering.
I’m still beavering away here, working on the next set of ‘historical knots’ that need unpicking. I’m getting a steer in my hitbodedut now to focus on how pseudo-Jews were playing a crucial part in the slave trade; how all that is connected to both East India Trade Companies; how all that is somehow connected to the very real phenomenon of the Frankist-Sabbatean-Jesuit-Freemason-Royalty-Illuminati; and finally – to go and research the Mir yeshiva.
Yes, that one is a little surprising to me, too, but I’ve learnt from experience that I can’t discount all these strange ideas that somehow pop up until I’ve properly researched them.
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Two more things to add, in this mish-mash post, before I start researching the Mir:

1) The ‘lockdown’ in Israel – even this apparently much harsher one – is very strange.
There are hardly any police enforcing anything, anywhere.
Yes, shops and schools are shut. Yes, a lot of people are still intimidated, and the streets were pretty empty on Friday and Shabbat.
But already now, more and more of us are noticing that there seems to be very little real enforcement going on this time again.
There are no barriers at the end of my street, marking the boundary for my neighborhood, with police checking I have ‘permission’ to go further than a kilometre from my house.

There are no roadblocks through town – at least the bits my family have been going through.

It’s starting to feel as though the power of the government to enforce it’s evil agenda is finally starting to wane.

So of course, Bibi is going to try and start a war with Iran, to shore things up for himself again, so he can complete his ‘mission’.

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And that brings me to the last thing I wanted to say, that segues back into THIS post, and this video, below:

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At the end of this extremely bizarre exchange, this pair of ‘cousins’ say the following:

Bibi: I have come to you at the start and I intend to return to you many times.

Rebbe: You will have to struggle with 119 others in the Knesset. Surely, you won’t be intimidated. Because God is on this side. Blessing and success with God’s mission.

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Today, I happened to see this headline:

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Netanyahu is literally taking over every aspect of the government.

And he’s definitely not working for you and me.

In fact, he’s starting to make even Shimon Peres look good, in comparison, which is really saying something.

And he’s doing all this with a blessing from the Rebbe, that he’ll continue on right until the bitter end, even when he’s fighting against the other 119 members of the Knesset.

Think carefully about what that might imply.

Because very soon, it’s all going to be impossible to hide anymore.

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UPDATE:

I found the story from Rabbenu. It’s in ‘His Wisdom’, #78:

Fairness is everyplace.

One may commit every outrage, but he still has a sense of fairness. It may be blunted, but it still exists. There are people who are immediately sensitive to all unfairness.

Others do not sense it until after they have committed some wrong.

Still others feel no remorse until they have committed serious crimes.

But each man has his limit. There is a degree of outrage that stimulates the sense of fairness in every man.

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I was once in a small village.

A military officer had come there demanding all the horses, saying they were needed to carry mail. The villagers bribed him to leave them in peace. They kept their horses and the officer had some easy money.

Soon one of his junior officers arrived. The commander convinced him that he should also try this trick. The second officer went to the townsmen again, also demanding horses for the mail. He was also bribed and walked away with a tidy sum.

A third officer then passed through the town.

He was really in charge of the mail and was short several animals. He actually needed the horses and would not be satisfied with a bribe.

The mayor went and pleaded before the commander. The people had already paid two bribes but would still have their horses taken.

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At this point, even the commander recognised the unfairness of the situation.

He ordered the mail officer to leave the townsmen alone, and the horses were not taken.

This same commander had already robbed the villagers without qualm.

He had even advised his junior to do the same.

It took two crimes before his sense of fairness could even begin to function.

But by the third time, even he realised that the situation was hardly fair. It was then that he ordered that the town be left alone.

For fairness exists everywhere.

It may be buried, but it can always be reached….

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…..The right side is fairness.

It even exists on the Other Side.

But on the other side righteousness and fairness begin very late, even after the fairness of the left of the Holy.

Understand this.

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Ad kan, from Rabbenu.

I think maybe, just maybe, we’ve reached that spot where the ‘fairness on the left’ is starting to wake up.

I see headlines like this, about one of the police officers in the Ahuvya Sandek manslaughter case finally being arrested:

https://www.israelnationalnews.com/News/News.aspx/294618

And like this, where Netanyahu bizarrely confirmed he’s turned Israel into a giant human experiment for big Pharma:

https://www.israelnationalnews.com/News/News.aspx/294594

And also like this, where they are strangely admitting that a 23 year old young man in Israel is in hospital with life-threatening organ inflammation due to the COVID 19 ‘vaccine’ he got just 24 hours earlier:

“Rare life-threatening multi-system inflammatory syndrome (MIS) following BNT162b2 mRNA covid-19 vaccination in a 23 y old social worker was identified at our Department of Medicine B at Hadassah Medical Center, Jerusalem, Israel and reported to MOH and WHO.”

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And a part of me thinks that maybe, there’s finally some light at the end of the tunnel.

I really hope so.

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UPDATE #2:

I put this together, to print off and stick on the fridge, so we can all remember what the 10 verses of Tehillim the Rav has introduced for people to say at least once a week.

These don’t replace the Tikkun Haklali.

Keep saying the Tikkun Haklali, too, but the Rav has said it’s a very good thing, and will bring blessings into a person’s life, to recite this series of 10 Psalms at least once a week.

Here you go:

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It’s not so easy to keep things ‘together’ at the moment.

At least, in my household.

Every day brings new revelations, new information, that is frankly so challenging to assimilate and digest, that it just sometimes takes me out.

I won’t go into details, but I watched R’ Anava’s class yesterday, where he made the throwaway comment that Bill Gates is actually a transgendered woman, and that readers should go and ‘check it out for themselves’ – so I did.

Long story short: I’m 85% convinced.

But that wasn’t even the most challenging bit.

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Once that horrible possibility surfaced, I went looking to see who else might be secretly transgendered.

(I know, I should have spent the time doing a tikkun haklali instead, but what can I do?)

Very fast, I came across a whole bunch of stuff about Michelle Obama (5ft 11 1/2 inches in ‘her’ stockinged feet, with the neck and shoulder muscles of a male professional weightlifter…)

Or rather, Michael LeVaughn Robinson, as many people on Youtube are saying he was known as, before he started his transgender journey aged 12.

If you’re interested, go research it for yourselves, but what I will tell you is this:

The late Joan Rivers unexpectedly died in strange circumstances two weeks after she gave an interview saying Barack Obama was America’s first gay president, and that ‘Michelle’ was transgendered.

Oh, and Obama’s half brother, Malik, publically questioned whether Obama was married to ‘Michelle or Michael’ on Twitter, back in March 2019.

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Is this true?

I have no idea any more.

What I can tell you is that even the possibility made me totally sick to my stomach.

Because if they managed to pull that deception off on the whole world – with the collusion of so many people in the media and the political sphere – then that is totally disturbing.

And it makes the prospect of ‘Pizzagate‘ being true way, way more likely.

Which again, makes me totally sick to my stomach.

(Again, no links. If you want to learn more, that’s up to you, and if not, that’s also fine.)

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There is just so much stuff going on that is so yucky, and so bizarre, and so uncomfortable, that it’s way, way easier to just switch off and go along with ‘the official narrative’.

I totally understand why so many people are doing that.

But the problem is this: ‘the narrative’ is all lies, and it’s being spun by very evil people with an increasingly obvious agenda to harm billions of people and to destroy much of what’s beautiful in the world.

Starting with people’s souls and their connection to God.

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This stuff is really hard to deal with, on so many levels.

No-one likes to think they’ve been lied to and manipulated.

No-one wants to believe that all the people and institutions they trusted are nearly all totally corrupt and the very opposite of how they appear.

That the medical profession isn’t really populated by ‘angels of mercy’ who are only interested in saving lives.

The the government isn’t really acting in the best interest of its citizens.

That the State of Israel has very little to do with authentic Judaism, and is really the personal fiefdom of a small clique of Sabbatians and Frankists.

Who wants to believe all this stuff, and all the rest of it?

No-one.

That’s why they’ve been getting away with things for so long, because we so desperately want to believe them, when they tell us go back to sleep, you are just imagining all the bad in the world…. It’s all just a conspiracy theory, don’t you know? Go back to sleep!

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Right now, the US seems poised on the brink of civil war and martial law.

No-one wants to believe that the US is so corrupt, that the people behind Biden FOR SURE ‘stole’ the election.

But that’s a fact.

And that fact is leading to some huge consequences, right now.

Here in Israel, no-one wants to believe that Bibi and his government, and all the ‘health advisors’ popping up all over the place, totally sold us out to Big Pharma as ‘guinea pigs’ for their next generation of nanotechnology.

But that’s a fact.

I wrote about it months ago, HERE.

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Remember this, from the Milken Institute Report commissioned by Shimon Peres?

Just yesterday, big mouth Ehud Barak basically confirmed the thesis publically.

Here’s what he said:

(Warning: It’s not shmirat eynayim friendly. I found this video on the Tomer Devorah website, btw, who together with the Habayitah website, continues to bring some good information together about what is really going on.)

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Here’s a screenshot, and a brief translation, for those who don’t understand Hebrew:

“At the end of the day, Pfizer found in Israel a good place for their ‘pilot program’, because the kupat holim here – there’s one kupat cholim (health provider) here that has the [personal] details [of their patients] for the last 40 years, and their vaccine history.”

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Interestingly, the female news anchor starts mocking Barak for his ‘conspiracy theory’ – but the other journalist corrects her, and responds that Dr Chezy Levy – the DG of the Health Ministry that took over from Milken fellow Moshe Bar Siman-Tov – confirmed that what Barak said was true.

Pfizer came to Israel, because Israel allowed them to ‘data mine’ that whole big bank of yours and mine personal health details that they’ve been collecting for decades.

Without you or me having a say in it.

And because of our diverse population, with people from all over the world, we are the perfect country for big Pharma to try out their nanotech experiments on.

That’s what the journalist from YNET and Ehud Baraks says, not me.

So it must be true…

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Sigh.

I don’t want to believe all this.

Who wants to believe all this?

That’s why this period of time is so very hard, mentally and emotionally.

None of us want to accept that we have been ruled by evil psychopaths – and that this also applies to pretty much every area of the Jewish world, too.

Make believe is so much nicer.

Part of me also wants that fluffy world back, where we went on holidays, and ate out, and bought nice clothes…

But a much bigger part of me understands – increasingly – that that world was built on the backs of so much suffering.

So many children being abused in awful ways…

So many people being enslaved in debts they can never pay off…

So much injustice, so much emptiness, so much human misery.

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That world has to change, and radically.

All the challenging stuff going on right now is part of that process.

But it’s really hard to deal with.

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