Rabbi Pinto recently put out a new message where he warned people very starkly to stay away from the media.

You can read the full translation of his words HERE, or see him saying it yourself, in the original Hebrew, in the video below:

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Here’s some of the key points, interspersed with screenshots of various ‘fake news’ sites that you and I often go to for information, that kind of bring Rav Pinto’s point home very nicely.

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DISCONNECT YOURSELVES FROM EVERYTHING BEING SAID IN THE MEDIA.

These are evil words, and aren’t good.

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They [the media] are being paid in order to write things, to flood your minds with shtuyot (inanity).

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Ed. note: sounds like more doctors in Russia died from ‘falling out of windows’ than they did from COVID-19… If there were any real journalists still in the MSM, you’d think at least one of them would have their curiosity piqued by how very dangerous Russian hospital windows suddenly became, during the COVID-19 ‘pandemic’…

Back to Rabbi Pinto.

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The things that they say are not correct. If someone wants to destroy someone else, they just pay [the media to do it].

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Can you tell what is really the ‘sponsored content’ in this screenshot, above?

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So the first thing is to not listen to divrei hefker, (pointless, meaningless talk) – not even in the dati (religiously observant) media.

EVERYTHING THERE HAS BEEN SOLD FOR MONEY.

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Get away from there [media sites] as if it was fire. Don’t listen, don’t accept what you’re being told, don’t be a part of it.

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People ask me: How can Rav Berland be the last test before Moshiach comes, if so many people haven’t even heard of him?

It’s a good question, and I’ve been pondering the answer for some time. Now, I think I have a possible response.

Sure, you didn’t know about Rabbi Berland beforehand, you weren’t aware of what a saintly individual he truly is, so you bought all the media lies hook, line and sinker.

But at this stage in the game, there are so many questions to be asked about so many subjects, where we are being lied to, from Prozac being a ‘cure’ for so-called broken brains; and vaccines being ‘unquestionably’ safe; and electromagnetic radiation and WIFI and smartphones having no adverse affects on the human body; and Coronavirus being an unusual ‘pandemic’, as opposed to just a regular flu that got used to take away almost all of our basic human rights….

That at some point, even the most dense person has to stop for a moment, and ask themselves if they should really be uncritically digesting all the ‘news’ being churned out by the MSM.

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Sure, you never heard about Rav Berland.

But does that mean you are incapable of doing even a minimal amount of critical analysis and independent thinking about so many other subjects, that are having a massive and immediate impact on your life?

And of entertaining the uncomfortable notion that maybe, just maybe, all that MSM-inspired lashon hara and troof you’ve been spreading all over the place could also be the result of a paid campaign of slander, bought by the vested interests who are trying to bring ‘good’ down and destroy Torah Judaism in the world?

Just askin’.

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Let’s give the last word, again, to Remy, who really is a genius for summing up the corruption in the world succinctly in rhyme, within 2 minutes of less:

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The media have been playing us all for fools for decades.

I really hope more of us are going to figure that out very soon, and make the teshuva we need to make to start radically sweetening the next stage of this geula process.

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Dying is inevitable.

Our atheist society doesn’t like that idea, because it really underlines the utter pointlessness of a life devoted to the whims of a body that is ultimately just going to crumble to dust.

When there is no soul in the picture, no God, no real spiritual purpose in life, then life just becomes a game of keeping the body together, for as long as you can, whatever it takes.

Even if it means in the meantime that all your quality of life, all of the things that make life joyful, and meaningful and basically live-able, go straight down the toilet.

Who wants to live in a world where you can’t take a breath of fresh air without a mask?

Or a walk in a forest?

Or a visit to a holy site?

Who wants to live in a world where you can’t hang out with a friend, or go visit a parent, or share your holy days and happy occasions with other human beings?

All this cack about not hugging and not touching and not kissing other people is precisely that: cack.

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Life is inherently risky. There is absolutely nothing you can do to reduce the risk down to ‘zero’, and the only way to really deal with all the anxiety and worry and stress is to take it back to God, and accept that whatever God decides, that’s what is going to happen.

Many years ago, before I started working more on my emuna, I had massive fears and anxieties about getting ill, or dying in freak accidents. The anxiety was so big, I nearly cracked under the pressure. Really.

What finally got me out of the problem was when I told God:

Hashem, whatever You decree, I accept! I can’t fight you anymore, and trying to retain ‘control’ is just totally exhausting me and driving me mad.

And then, the clouds parted, and I started to enjoy living life again.

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Rebbe Nachman dealt with this issue over 200 years ago, on many different occasions. This comes from ‘Tzaddik’, page 375, #445:

“There were many cases of people who came to the Rebbe with serious illnesses and he saw there was no chance that they would survive. He would talk to them in a way which went directly to their hearts, saying:

‘What is there for you to be afraid of about dying? The world there is far more beautiful than here.’

When a person has emuna in Hashem, and knows that this world is only a temporary corridor, that is the only thing that can really take the fear and anxiety about dying and falling sick away.

What does that tell us, when we saw the utter hysteria that’s engulfed so many parts of the so-called ‘frum’ Jewish world about Coronavirus?

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The kabbalist Rav Yehuda Sheinfeld recently put out a very interesting interview, which you can read in its entirety HERE.

The basic idea is that all the ‘informers’ that are springing up within the ranks of the Jewish people are the ones that are being weeded out, ahead of Moshiach coming, because the halacha is that we don’t wait for ‘informers’ to make teshuva.

Rav Sheinfeld was discussing specifically the people who have framed Rabbi Berland, but it seems to me his words apply equally to all those people who are encouraging others to rat on their neighbors to the secular authorities for holding an ‘illegal’ minyan; or to rat on people for daring to visit their family members; or who think it’s a great ‘mitzvah’ to ‘shame’ people in their local Whats App group for not wearing masks in the street 24/7.

Those informers are not going to be part of the kehilla waiting to greet Moshiach (unless they do some serious teshuva)….

COVID-19 is doing a very profound birur, and it’s very interesting to watch it play out across the world.

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One of my brothers-in-law is a MD who specialises in geriatrics. He lives in the US, and refuses to wear a mask in public because he knows it’s 1000% BS, that wearing masks has anything to do with decreasing the risk of infection from COVID, or saving lives.

Do you know how many people have yelled at him on the streets?

Why do these people think they know better than a medical doctor, who treats geriatrics for a living?

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Let’s end with this, which is pure genius, and makes the point about life being inherently risky in a different way.

It has a clip of Senator Elizabeth Warren at the beginning, so it’s not shmirat eynayim friendly – but listen to the lyrics. The guy is brilliant. But please don’t laugh at the very important message he is trying to put across, unless of course, you want people to die.

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POSTSCRIPT:

Amazon finally relented, and stuck up the Kindle version of Questions for God, the second volume of the Secret Diary of a Jewish Housewife, on their site. You can get it HERE.

And pretty much the same day that happened, I found out that the online magazine I founded and then handed over to different management last year, Sassonmag.com, decided to censor my posts and then delete all my writing.

Swings and roundabouts….

And the birur continues apace.

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Photo by Svyatoslav Romanov on Unsplash

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The equation is actually simple.

Either we fear God, and know that He is the one 100% behind everything. OR, we fear the ‘thing’, the ‘person’, the ‘disease’, or the ‘situation’.

The first one is called yirat shemayimfear of God, fear of Heaven.

And the second one, in spiritual speak, is called ‘fallen fear’. It’s fear that’s ‘fallen away’ from the understanding that Ein Od Milvado, only God is doing everything. That means that if I’m angry about something or with someone, I’m really just angry at God.

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The last 3 weeks, I’ve been totally raging about the pointless ‘law’ now in place in Israel that forces everyone to wear masks outside their homes.

Even though the masks don’t really help with anything much….

Even though ‘coronavirus’ is basically no more infectious or deadly than flu…

Even though the only reason we are being forced to wear masks 24/7 is to give the police state a pseudo-valid reason to keep us on the defensive permanently, cowering timidly every time a blue/red flashing light drives by.

We are wearing masks, only because the WHO said so.

And as we know, the WHO is effectively owned by Bill Gates.

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So, all this stuff has been making it really hard for me to make my peace with wearing the masks, and it’s been a massive struggle for me to deal with this aspect of #CoronaFascism without going nuts.

Last week, I realized I really have to get a grip on this. This situation is going to continue for a while, and being in permanent angry rant mode is just not helping anyone, especially me.

So, I took a deep breath, and I realized that the real reason I’m wearing a mask is not because of all the corrupt politicians and health ministry officials– starting with Bibi on down. And not because I live in a police state, even though I really do.

But only and solely because Hashem said that right now, I need to wear a mask.

Full stop.

It’s a decree of the King.

And once I internalize that, I can mostly wear the mask OK, at least enough to avoid getting into trouble, because if God wants me to wear the mask, then I can do it.

But if Itamar Grotto and Bill Gates wants me to wear the mask, I really can’t.

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It seems to me, that this is the main lesson we need to be learning from this whole sordid saga.

That on so many levels, the only One to fear is really Hashem. The only One who is deciding what’s going on here, across the board, is Hashem.

Ein Od Milvado.

That’s the starting point.

And then, we can move on to starting to figure out some of the tremendous good that is being hidden away in even the very difficult circumstances we’re living through right now.

One of my friends told me that so many kids are actually doing way better, emotionally, after two months at home with their parents, because it’s the first time they’ve had some unbroken quality time and attention, often in their lives.

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Of course, this is a process of birur, so on the other side of the equation there are also a lot of kids who are doing worse, especially teens who have spent two months solid at home with controlling parents who just want to dictate to them about EVERYTHING, and are secretly loving the fact that their kids are now back under their thumbs.

Thankfully, in my own life, I’ve seen my teenagers get real, calm down, and start to develop a deeper spiritual side that probably would have taken way longer, if the Corona ‘pandemic’ hadn’t turned up when it did.

And I’ve also been learning to appreciate more of the things that I’ve been taking for granted, like the ability to go for long walks, and to breathe fresh air, and to buy toilet paper whenever I run out.

It’s been quite the eye-opener, in terms of understanding how much shefa I really have in my life.

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And then, there’s the ‘message’ that God is trying to send to us with this Coronavirus, which is multi-faceted and relating to just about every area of our life.

In our personal space, a lot of us are being challenged to like and respect the people we live with, and to do kindnesses for them. Our kids are just our mirrors. Our spouses are just our mirrors. If we don’t like ourselves, if we’re hard on ourselves, if we don’t forgive ourselves easily and expect unrealistic perfection, that puts so much unnecessary strain on our relationships.

So there’s work to do on bein adam l’havero, and also work to do on our emuna, that Hashem is behind all this.

And then, there’s also the work to do on emunat tzaddikim, and especially how that relates to any slander and lashon hara we may have been speaking, listening to or believing, especially about the Tzaddik HaDor, Rav Berland.

Messages, messages, messages.

Corona didn’t happen ‘stam’. It’s happened to encourage us all to clean up our spiritual act, and to make the teshuva we need to be ready to greet Moshiach.

For that reason alone, it’s an excellent development.

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I want to end with some snippets of emails I’ve received from a few of my readers, each describing their own attempts to accept the ‘Decree of the King’ in their own lives, however that’s manifesting.

They are reprinted here with permission.

Who is like Your Nation, Hashem?

Even in the midst of all this darkness, so much tremendous spiritual light is starting to shine out from all four corners of the globe. And as things develop, it’s only going to strengthen.

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One of my readers would like to make Aliyah, but has a complicated family situation that’s making that hard to arrange at the moment. Here’s a little of what she wrote me:

I am trying not to put too much of my heart on things being one way or the other. We may have money in the bank but that can poof away at any moment. We have plans to visit Israel but that can poof away at any moment. It will all go according to Hashem’s will and I have to keep screwing my emunah/bitachon goggles on tight and force myself to keep repeating that everything happens for the very best. Everything happens for the very best.

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Another of my readers lives in Latin America, and despite having had an ‘ultra’ orthodox conversion, is not considered Jewish by the State of Israel, nor eligible for the right of return. Here’s a little of what she wrote me, after she read the Great Escape post:

Rivkah, there are so many things I want to do AND I CAN’T. When we struggle to pay the bills, when I deal with my life “NOT EASY” or my food is ruined on Shabbat because I don’t have a refrigerator, I want to cry and scream, I want to tell HASHEM, how I am supposed to work to help millions of anusim if I can’t even complete my Shabbat meals ??? How am I supposed to work with women or help them by teaching them tzeniut if my own clothes have holes that I should sew ??

And I CRY, and I get frustrated, and I see people who can do a lot with their money but are busy “improving their social life” or buying the “trends” in designer handbags, buying luxury cars. I GET FRUSTRATED. I WANT TO FLEE AND hide from everything and EVERYONE.

But I breathe, and I remember, that HASHEM is ALL mercy, that He loves me and put me in this situation for a time so that I learn, so that I grow, so that I see angles that the “successful” woman from before did not see.

It is normal to get frustrated, each with his test, each with his life, his problems. No one has the absolute truth and whoever DOES is so merciful, that they DO NOT OBLIGATE anyone. Hashem continues to make it rain on atheists and on the wicked. And to give food even to the wicked …the time will come when He will force them all [to make teshuva].

I would love for you to see what is going on here, the efforts of some people, I think perhaps you would see that the “delay” [in the geula happening] is pure mercy of Hashem towards people like us.

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As this process continues, the birur is heating up.

And it basically boils down to this:

Do we accept that Hashem is running the world, or not?

Are we accepting the Decrees of the King, or not?

Are we doing the work we need to be doing, to get closer to Hashem, and to acknowledge our bad middot? Or not?

Are we giving control and honor back to Hashem, or trying to maintain our own control and honor, particularly in our families?

That is the question.

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Those words are loaded, aren’t they?

Especially for Jews. That’s why it’s quite concerning to hear someone like Bill Gates talking about his ‘final solution’ to the Corona pandemic.

The following video is highly recommended, to understand just how much the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation has cornered the public health market in the world. The Foundation is funding the WHO (who told everyone they have to wear masks for ever and ever and ever, until there is a vaccine); and is also funding the Imperial College of London, who co-in-cid-en-tal-ly came up with the scary predictive models for COVID-19 that persuaded one government after another to go into lockdown.

And which have now been shown to be totally false.

This video is by reporter James Corbett, and it’s the first of a series setting out exactly how the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation has been operating. It’s not shmirat eynayim friendly, so you can also read the transcript or get just the MP3 to listen to HERE.

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In the meantime, more and more people in the UK, US and Israel are reporting that their elderly loved ones were effectively starved to death in hospitals after receiving a COVID-19 diagnosis.

D.S. has been sending me emails about that, and it’s worth having a look at her website HERE, for more information. But the vozisneas website, below, also covered this story, as more and more people are coming forward to say that their relatives were killed by medical negligence while being hospitalised for ‘COVID-19’, as opposed to the virus itself.

There is a huge scandal about to erupt here.

Fasten your seatbelts.

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More than anything else, I wanted to run away.

I wanted to pull the plug on all my ‘citizen journalism’, all my attempts to keep telling people what’s really going on with the fake, politically-engineered ‘pandemic’, and all the research and effort and soul power that costs me.

What I wanted to do was basically give up on ‘reality’ as it’s currently playing out, and to just concentrate on getting my Secret Diaries out there – regardless of who reads them – so I could feel I really did accomplish *something* in life, and then just spend the rest of my time gardening and knitting.

That was basically the plan.

But as so often happens, God decided differently.

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I’m 99% sure that Amazon is about to ban my Secret Diary #2, Questions for God, at least the Kindle version – which is the only way anyone is really buying books these days.

It’s still ‘in review’ – after 3 days – and the last time that happened was when Amazon decided to ban Rabbi Berland’s book of Prayers for Health, which included a tagline for the Coronavirus prayer on the cover.

Amazon being Amazon, they never tell you why they are banning anything, so it was a lucky ‘guess’ with Rav Berland’s book. I switched the cover around a little (after it took me 3 weeks to recover from the disappointment), removed any mention of ‘Corona’, and managed to get it past them that way.

But when it comes to Questions for God?

I have no idea why it appears they want to ban it. So, I have no idea what I can do to get it unbanned. Of course, this all may be premature, we’ll see, but in the meantime I did another six hours yesterday, and a bit more hitbodedut about it all today, too, and the message I got was this:

Rivka, you can’t run away into your books. There’s a lot of other stuff you still need to do.

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I typed that, and I sighed a big sigh.

Because honestly? I’ve had enough.

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Jews are so stubborn.

For years, most of my extended family members and friends have been relating to me as an amusing, but somewhat demented conspiracy theorist.

I am the weirdo who totally trashed my career prospects and social life by moving to Israel. And if that wasn’t bad enough, I then added insult to injury by becoming a ‘religious extremist’ who started talking to God every day, and visiting the tombs of dead saints.

Of course, things went up yet another level when I started getting closer to Rav Berland. That’s when I started getting into arguments with just about everyone I know, both on and offline, who were convinced that they knew better because they avidly read Ynet and the Yeshiva World News every day.

Even my own children spent two years thinking I was a brainwashed, cult-member ‘lunatic’ for supporting the Rav, because that’s what they were hearing from their media-indoctrinated friends.

That was, and still is, pretty painful.

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But you know why I threw myself so wholeheartedly behind Rabbi Berland?

Because every time I talked to God about the subject, I got the ‘message’ back that I should do everything in my power to help him, any way I could.

You know how I knew that Coronavirus was a crock right from the beginning?

Because every time I talked to God about what was going on, that was the message I got. That it really was meant to have been awful, but that the Rav had sweetened it with his self-sacrifice and prayers.

You know why I keep putting ‘unpopular’ posts up encouraging people to move to Israel ASAP, and having awkward conversations with people about how their pension – and savings, and stock market portfolios, and properties – are about to disappear in a puff of pixie dust very, very soon?

Yup, you guessed it.

Every time I check in with my neshama, and ask God about what’s happening, that’s the steer I get. Also from the writings of Rebbe Nachman (check out The Master of Prayer) and also from what I can see so clearly with the two eyes in my head that God gave me.

But Jews are so stubborn.

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And that’s why so often, I just want to give up and go and do something more rewarding, like knitting a blanket, or something.

How many times can a person write the words:

Doing hitbodedut is the only way you are really going to figure out what’s going on?

How many times can I keep sticking hours, days and weeks’ worth of rock-solid research up here on the site, just to keep seeing it derailed by innate biases, bad middot, and arrogance?

God, I give up!!!

Let me just go and write some books – just for my own enjoyment and edification, I don’t even care if people don’t buy them anymore – and forget about trying to change anybody else’s mind, or viewpoint.

Dayenu!

I’m done. I’m finished. I’m retiring.

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What can I tell you?

I want to give up. What’s the point of writing this stuff, when so many people just can’t hear it, or believe it, or deal with it?

What’s the point?

I want to give up and go and do something more personally fulfilling, that doesn’t keep putting me in opposition to 99.9% of the rest of the world.

But God isn’t letting me.

Again.

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Apparently, the gates of Eretz Yisrael are now shut to Jews.

That’s what I’ve been hearing from many of my contacts abroad, that unless you have prior Israeli citizenship, you can no longer move to Israel because of ‘COVID’ (sarcasm is included in the quote marks).

The last few weeks, I’ve had a bunch of conversations with people all over the world, who are trying to get back to Israel, but now can’t. Some of them own property here, some of them were in the process of making aliyah formally and were literally at the last step and had tickets bought – but they still aren’t being allowed in.

Yesterday, I had this email land in my inbox from someone in the States who wants to get to Israel ASAP, and has been told they can’t, unless they are a citizen:

Rivka, I spoke to Jewish Agency and been informed Aliyah would take too long.

The dangers may be imminent, all this information im hearing about FEMA camps that can actually be concentration camps and martial law worries me and Poskim over there like Rav Berland and Rav Yoel Shwartz of Dvar Yerushalayim has said to return to Israel asap. I definitely want to leave at most in a few weeks. A bunch of companies especially Elal are restarting 2nd week of May.

Can you inquire from any of your sources if non Israeli Citizens / just US citizens have been able to fly to Israel and get in, which defers from what they say online about not being able to unless Aliyah has been completed. Ive read that they might be more lenient than they say.

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I was pondering all this in hitbodedut this morning, and God reminded me about these MTV ‘commercials’ from back in 2011 (warning: they are not shmirat eynayim suitable).

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They were taken down very quickly, and scrubbed off the net.

But some people saved them at the time, and are now re-uploading them (we’ll see how long this video stays up on Youtube, more evidence of the ongoing censorship in action). That’s also why the quality is grainy – they aren’t the originals. They got ‘removed’ a long time ago.

When I first saw them 9 years ago, I thought they were bizarre – but a warning from Heaven.

Today, they are making me pretty nervous.

So, WHAT CAN WE DO ABOUT ALL THIS?

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Here’s what I think.

We need to put our own brains aside, and follow the advice of the Tzaddik HaDor, Rabbi Eliezer Berland.

Last week, he put out a statement saying that millions of Jews will come to Eretz Yisrael on ships.

Just like the authorities shut down the escape route to Eretz Yisrael (in connivance with the people who then went on to become the ‘official’ government in the State of Israel….) before World War II, so history appears to be repeating itself.

The planes are down, the gates are apparently shut, for now.

But I am sure that God is not going to leave it like this.

I’m sure that anyone who really wants to get here still can. Just it’s going to take a lot of prayer and mesirut nefesh.

And probably, hiring a boat.

Dumb as this sounds, if you really want to get to Israel and they aren’t opening up the flights soon, and they aren’t letting ‘non-citizens’ come, club together, hire a boat, and sail to the Holy Land.

The boat ride will act as official ‘quarantine’ in the meantime, and then the Israeli Authorities will face a public relations disaster of enormous proportions mamash, if a boat full of Jews who want to make aliya shows up at an Israeli port, and the State of Israel tries to turn it away.

Only nazis would do something like that…..

And our wonderful government, with the holy Bibi at its head, would never do something that evil…

Especially not when the public is watching, and the civil unrest in the country is already starting to build.

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So yalla!

Start organizing the next ‘Exodus’ ASAP.

Things are going back to fake ‘normal’ for a few more weeks, a few more months, so that anyone who just woke up and now wants to make aliyah can still do it – just with a lot of effort.

BH, they will re-open the flights, and re-open the ability to get here as a non-citizen in an easier way soon too, but don’t rely on that. If the Tzaddik HaDor is talking about coming on ships, that’s probably good advice to at least start exploring from a practical perspective.

Because just like those MTV commercials, I’m starting to get holocaust deja vu.

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PS: I just want to add, as an afterthought, even though part of me is so sick of repeating the same thing and being almost totally ignored, that if more of us would throw our weight behind Rabbi Eliezer Berland, the Tzaddik HaDor and hezkat Moshiach of our generation, that all these negative scenarios would disappear like a puff of smoke.

But so many of the Jews out there seem to be playing some kind of weird game of ‘chicken’ with God, seeing who is going to blink first.

It seems to me that so many people are so invested in their egos, and their public appearance, and have such an overwhelming need to be ‘right’, that they literally can’t climb down from whatever ‘anti-Rav Berland’ tree they backed themselves up into, by believing all the lying media reports of recent years, even if it’s going to prevent another holocaust.

28 people downloaded Rabbi Berland’s Prayers #2, and just one holy soul – may God bless them! – actually bought the paperback version, so the book was officially ‘printed’ in the world.

Modest as that sounds, I know that sweetened things tremendously, at least here in Israel, because yesterday – the last day of the free download – nearly all the businesses in Israel reopened, albeit with the dumb masks and police state still clearly lurking.

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Getting behind the Rav sweetens all this, and brings geula the much easier, nicer way, without FEMA camps, COVID-19 or martial law.

BH, I really hope more people will be able to swallow their pride, and admit they made a mistake. About slandering the Rav, about mocking the rabbis who were calling for people to make aliya for over a decade, about thinking they know better than our holy leaders….

If we make teshuva, everything can and will turn around in the blink of an eye.

The choice is ours.

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Here I am, live-blogging my COVID-19 induced nervous breakdown….

On Friday, I cracked up.

It was bound to happen sooner or later, because it’s impossible to go through months and months and months of intense stress without something giving.

So on Friday, I fired up the laptop, did the usual trawl-thru of all the cr*ppy fake news websites that are basically just churning out lies and government sponsored propaganda 24/7… and then my eyes went funny.

Not just a little bit funny, full-on funny which made it really hard for me see, and meant I had to go to bed for 8 hours, while my kids cooked Shabbat.

I’ve had this happen 2 times before in my life, each time at the end of a period of extreme and prolonged stress. When it first happened around 12 years ago, it literally took me out for a year, and began my whole process of figuring out how human health and emotions actually fit together, that culminated in Talk to God and Fix Your Health.

The second time it happened, was just after we moved to Jerusalem and everything started falling apart big time, as chronicled (partly….) in The Secret Diary of a Jewish Housewife 1 – Move to the Golden City.

That time, too, it took me a few months to make the teshuva required to get my eyes back to normal, and to deal with the underlying emotional issues and lack of emuna that had basically totally fried my body out.

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This time around, things came much faster.

I stuck some whole red lentils on some key places, including where the eyes are located in the Sujok system on the hand to strengthen my energy; I liberally doused on some lavender essential oils to take the physical stress down; and then I decided I am taking a news fast for hopefully at least the next 2 weeks.

No more heart-attack inducing headlines from ynet; no more upsetting opinion pieces from Jpost, no more fake ‘facts’, misleading statistics or made up quotes from corrupt ‘experts’.

By the time Shabbat came in, I already started feeling much, much better, although honestly, I’m still a bit weak at the moment.

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The other thing I realized I have to work on is having some emuna that God is really behind all this, and accepting His decisions, including that I have to wear the stupid, pointless mask every time I go outside.

I’ve been railing against this so much, as it’s just pure control for control’s own sake, and I feel that deep in my bones.

At the same time… It’s God who is actually deciding that everyone has to wear masks right now, and it’s not even that I don’t have a clue about what this is really all about, because I wrote a whole post about what particular area of teshuva that’s related to.

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So, instead of spending my time fuming and gnashing my teeth, and hating government institutions wholesale, I decided I’m going to spend the next two weeks trying to ‘enjoy’ the situation God has put me in.

And trying to see the good.

And also using this time to work on things that I pushed to the back burner for so many years, like my Secret Diary of a Jewish Housewife series, which are based on the best bits of my blog.

Today, the paperback version of Volume II of the Secret Diary of a Jewish Housewife series went live on Amazon (and I can’t buy it myself still, as I’m in Israel and they aren’t delivering here yet), and the Kindle should be ready middle of the week, BH.

It’s called Questions for God, and it spans my blog for the year 2016 – when I was going through a lot of things that sound like I could be writing about what many of us are experiencing right now, during this whole COVID-19 madness.

Stuff like accepting God’s will wholeheartedly.

Even when it seems to be the very opposite of what you yourself are hoping for, and praying for, and wishing for. And how to deal with teenagers in a real way, that doesn’t negate their budding sense of self, but which also keeps them at least broadly trundling in the right direction down the tracks. And questions about what our true sense of purpose really is, when all the ‘reality’ we knew suddenly disappears and we’re left feeling totally lost in the world…

And a bunch of other stuff, besides.

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The next two weeks, I have plans to also get Secret Diaries Numbers 3, 4 and 5 pulled together and ready to get out too – to bring us up to 2019.

So, keep your eyes peeled for that.

And in the meantime, no news is good news.

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Go HERE to buy Questions for God on Amazon.

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Well, I’m typing this in the middle of a dystopian novel…

This morning, I got up early and went with one of my kids to walk in the forest nearby to my home. This particular kid has been pretty depressed the last two weeks, because she’s had no face-to-face contact with friends for 5 weeks, and she’s 16.

Plus, she’s been feeling – like so many of her peers – that there is absolutely no point in waking up, just to spend hours cooped up bored in the house.

But yesterday I told her, don’t let them win! Don’t let the b*stards win! They want to make us all fat, miserable and totally depressed and apathetic, so we just roll over and let them take over every aspect of our lives. Don’t let them get you down!! Keep setting small goals every day, and find small things to make you happy!

So today, she amazed me by getting up early enough to come for a walk with me.

We both took our stupid, pointless masks – the most obvious sign of the medical dictatorship that’s taken over the world –  and headed into the woods. It was fresh and crisp, a little overcast, quiet and green. It was magic.

For 20 minutes.

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Then, the stupid cops showed up again, and asked us where we lived. We told them – it was within 500 m of forest – so then, they went to their next complaint: why are you walking in the forest?

Why can’t we walk in the forest? My daughter wanted to know.

If we can walk on the street, if we can walk around a super, what is the frigging problem with walking in a totally empty forest at 7am when there is no-one else around?!?!?!?

The policeman went into his ridiculous shpiel, my daughter’s eyes glazed over, and mine hardened into two shiny little black lazer beams. I didn’t say anything, I just looked at him. I’ve learned from experience, that freaks them out way more than anything I could say.

So, we got our marching orders, and the girl who used to be a convinced, ardent Zionist is increasingly coming around to the viewpoint that the State of Israel – and its institutions – really are evil.

I guess that’s one of the silver linings of all this.

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But then when I got home, I slumped a little.

How much longer can we all continue living in this dystopian novel, where fresh air and walking in forests has been outlawed?

I’ve taken to shopping as much as possible in the corner shop, even though it’s more expensive, as every time I go to the super, the mandatory temperature taking and grim-faced customers in masks just totally freaks me out.

They’ve turned the whole world into an open air prison, and none of us are even complaining.

And so many sheeple are still buying the lies, and genuinely thinking that all this is being done for our benefit. As if.

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Many months ago, Rav Berland talked about how the Tzaddik and his people would have to go and spend 9 months in the desert, before Moshiach came.

The son of David can’t come until after 9 months of being in the wilderness, where they will do true, real Teshuva. There is nothing like pressing some ‘Moshiach’ button and then Moshiach will arrive…. Am Yisrael will need to be in the wilderness, in the desert, in order to make true Teshuva.”

When I first read that, it seemed kind of unrealistic.

Today, I’m honestly pondering if that’s going to be the only way me and my family can avoid the  COVID-19 neo-fascists. If I drop off the grid entirely, and go and see if there’s some patch of desert I can live on where no-one will fine me for breathing fresh air.

See, I just wrote that, and I’m back in the dystopian novel.

It’s a strange time you live in, when John Wyndham and George Orwell books start to sound like prescient journalism, as opposed to exaggerated prophecies of doom.

I hope God is going to get us out of this situation soon.

Because living in a world where it’s illegal to take a walk in a forest or breathe fresh air is really not fun.

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Instead of feeling powerless and despairing, there’s an easy thing you can do to get geula the sweet way.

I have a TON of new information to share with you about what’s really going on in the world, but I’m still trying to sort it all through in my head.

I know it typically takes at least 7 times for people to absorb new information or ideas, particularly if they are very shocking.

So let me throw this out there, as a starting point:

In all the ‘conspiracy theories’ about child trafficking on a massive scale, I could never figure out how the global elite could be going through literally millions of children a year, even if they ARE totally debauched, and using them as s*x slaves; or even if they ARE engaging in child sacrifice.

In 2013, the National Centre for Missing and Exploited Children in the US reported that around 800,000 kids were going missing in the USA alone, every year.

That information was recently scrubbed off the internet.

When you try to click the link to go through to that page, you get a 404 message. Interesting…

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Now, the figures have been massaged down drastically, as you can see in this report from the FBI’s missing persons stats for 2019, HERE:.

Now, the official records show that around 400,000 under 18s are going missing every year in the US, and most of those are being delisted, for no obvious reason, that I can see from exploring the files. It certainly doesn’t mean they were all found alive, although of course that’s true for some of them.

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Globally, the figures for children being trafficked is estimated to be 2.5 million a year, with another 10 million involved in s*x trafficking:

Human trafficking is defined by the United Nations Office on Drugs and Crime (UNODC) as “the recruitment, transport, transfer, harbouring or receipt of a person by such means as threat or use of force or other forms of coercion, of abduction, of fraud or deception for the purpose of exploitation”.[13] The UNODC approximates the number of victims worldwide to be around 2.5 million.[13] UNICEF reports that since 1982 about 30 million children have been trafficked.[14]

But I’m sure that these figures are grossly underestimated, not least because so many of the children going missing every year are from war torn, and / or third world countries like Haiti, where no-one is really keeping track of the children.

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The point is, the numbers of children going missing every year – even on ‘official stats’ – are mindboggling.

Until yesterday, I just couldn’t think of how even the most disgusting people could go through that many underage ‘slaves’ or child sacrifices a year.

And then, I started learning about a drug called Adrenochrome.

Go and Google it for yourself – or better, use DuckDuckGo, as there is still a lot of censorship about this on Google.

At the moment, it’s main claim to fame is mostly as an apparently ‘fictional’ drug that shows up in some strange Hollywood movies, and books, pace:

“The harvesting of an adrenal gland from a live victim to obtain adrenochrome for drug abuse is a plot feature in the first episode “Whom the Gods would Destroy”, of Series 1 of the TV series Lewis (2008).[13]”

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But Q-ANON and all the PizzaGate people have been talking about it for years, albeit I haven’t been following that stuff, or really researching the topic myself.

Two things happened this week, to change my mind.

Firstly, someone sent me this documentary to watch, which basically sums up 4 years of Q-ANON information in one documentary that you can find here: (NOTE: the content is pretty disturbing, and it’s definitely not for people who are guarding their eyes.)

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About 90% of what this documentary covers, I have already researched independently, as part of my posts on the Nazi scientists who were ‘integrated’ into the US and elsewhere immediately after WW2, that I will list for you at the end of this post.

While the Q-ANONS are convinced that Trump is moshiach, and that JFK Jr went into hiding and is the brains behind Q, I’m still far from convinced. Until and unless I research things myself, and really dig into them, I don’t believe anything – and neither should you.

But as I say, around 90% of the information in this documentary is stuff that I’d already come across and researched myself, so I consider it to be credible.

But I’d never heard of this drug ‘Adrenochrome’ before, that is basically a naturally-occurring compound that is harvested from the pituary gland of small children who have been tortured to death.

Apart from giving people the best drug ‘high’ with no negative side-effects, it also helps to keep people looking young for a very long time. I.e., it acts like an ‘elixir’ of permanent youth.

This is a huge idea, so I’m not going to dwell on it in this post.

I’m doing my own research, and if you’re interested in what might really be going on in the world, I suggest you do yours.

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But let me just share some thoughts about this.

If the only way is to get this drug in the amounts required is by torturing and murdering millions of children a year, that is a plausible explanation as to why so many kids are being trafficked, kidnapped and ‘disappeared’ every year, all across the globe.

Also, it’s amazing how many of the people who are routinely connected to the whole ‘global elites’ club, including Hollywood celebs, royalty, business people and of course, politicians, seem to remain extremely (and unusually….) youthful-looking, even into their nineties.

Think about this carefully.

And lastly – and the real reason I really started to take all the ‘Adrenochrome’ seriously – is because I remembered what Rabbi Berland said about what was causing this Coronavirus pandemic, in whichever way we understand that, back on February 6, 2020:

Three days ago, on February 6th, 2020, the ravberland.com site posted up an article entitled:

“Rabbi Berland Explains The Spiritual Cause of the Corona Virus.”

That article quoted Rabbi Berland explaining that the Corona Virus n-2019 was:

“[S]preading due to the sins of pgmei habrit, (literally, ‘blemishing the covenant’), and also from the sin of eiver min ha-hai, eating a limb or organ from a live animal.

The post continued that: [P]eople aren’t connecting the epidemic back to their true cause, i.e. human sins…and continued that if we don’t wake up, that this new coronavirus epidemic could even reach the shores of Israel, lo aleynu.”

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What if the ‘organs’ being eaten, weren’t actually from bats or other animals?

And how might all this be connected to the awful things going on in abortion clinics around the world, including the (to me….) bizarre trade in human body parts, particularly the heads of aborted fetuses? That’s been puzzling me for years, because how much ‘research’ can anyone really do, to make big money off the number of aborted fetuses?

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Do your own research, make up your own mind.

But one thing is clear: we really, really, really need to get behind the Rav 100%, if we want all the evil in the world to disappear.

I just wrote THIS over on the ravberland.com website:

https://ravberland.com/lets-get-a-million-prayers-in-jewish-homes-this-week/

From tomorrow, I’m making the Kindle version of Rabbi Berland’s Prayers for Health – including the prayer to be saved from the Coronavirus, FREE TO DOWNLOAD, for the next 5 days.

It would be awesome if we could get this book into a million homes by the end of the week.

It could totally start to turn everything around, and get the bad dream we are currently living through to fade into geula, the sweet way.

This is something each and every one of us can do, to get more people connected to the Rav, and to start to swing the pendulum more towards the side of good in the world. This stuff is way too yucky, way too big, for us to challenge on our own.

But the Rav knows what is happening, and he’s heading up the spiritual war to destroy evil from the world.

And we need to help him, with all our strength.

Go HERE for the download link, which will start working from April 22, 2020, i.e. tomorrow.

And may God save us, speedily.

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Many doctors and scientists are bravely speaking out about the weak evidence for social distancing, and highlighting inflated COVID stats.

This video is full of doctors and experts, speaking out about what is going on, in terms of inflating COVID stats, hyping up the ‘threat’ from COVID, and implementing social distancing and mask wearing diktats that have NO real science, to back them up.

These are all accredited, respected researchers and doctors in their field, not easily dismissed as ‘quacks’.

I know, cognitive dissonance is so hard to overcome.

I know, it’s so hard to admit we might have been wrong, or taken for a ride, or lied to. That we trusted people we shouldn’t. That our ‘gut instincts’ weren’t on the money.

It’s hard to change our mind, and back down, I know.

But please, listen to this:

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And then watch this:

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It’s Yuval Carmi, a falafel restaurant owner in Ashdod who burst into tears during the interview, because he has literally run out of money and has no way of feeding his family.

THERE ARE NOW A MILLION ‘YUVAL CARMIS’ IN ISRAEL.

The economic disaster that is starting to unfold here is totally awful. I watched this video, and I felt so, so sad for Yuval, and the million other people like him now, in Israel.

We CANNOT just sit here, apathetic, and continue to let the lies and the bad to win.

It’s hard to start thinking for ourselves, and to do our own research, and to stop listening to all the lying propaganda we’ve all got so used to pouring out of the media sites.

If we join together, we can overcome this.

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BH, more of us will open our eyes, admit we were duped by our politicians, and make the teshuva we need to make to get all this to turn around.

We were wrong. We made a mistake. We accepted fallacious information from lying media who are funded by big vested interests underpinned by evil.

That’s all we need to do to save people like Yuval – and the millions like him in YOUR country, too – before his livelihood totally crumbles away.

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UPDATE:

To make it easier for you to get, at a glance, how we are all being manipulated with the statistics, I screen-shotted some relevant things from the Corbett Report video, above – which I highly, highly recommend you watch, as it has all the resources as ‘Show Notes’ under the video, so you can go and check all of this information out for yourselves, and make up your own mind.

HOW THEY INFLATE THE ‘DEATH’ STATS BY CHANGING THE REPORTING GUIDANCE FOR COVID-19:

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HOW MORTALITY RATES ARE BEING SKEWED BECAUSE OF ERRORS IN THE TESTING, INCLUDING FALSE POSITIVE IN UP TO HALF OF THE ‘COVID-19’ TESTS APPLIED IN CHINA:

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HOW ‘SOCIAL DISTANCING’ HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH STAMPING THE VIRUS OUT:

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We are sleep-walking our way into a fascist global dictatorship, unless more of us wake up and make the teshuva we need to make, on so many different levels.

More on that tomorrow, BH.

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