I’ve been having an interesting correspondence with a reader over email.

Long story short, he’s basically saying that all Ashkenazi Jews are suffek Jewish, and probably descend from the Khazarians.

(BTW, I’m not writing this to encourage personal attacks on my correspondent, he’s a thoughtful, learned person and he’s after the truth… He’s also an Ashkenazi Jew himself, connected in to the families I keep writing about, and he went to the mikveh recently to do a ‘toyvel suffek l’geyrus’….)

In short, he’s a good guy.


There is a but here, of course, otherwise I wouldn’t be typing this.

I can’t agree with his approach that all Ashkenazi Jews are probably suffek Jewish Khazarian descendants, and we just get to ‘blame’ all of the problems of the Jewish world on them.

Not least, because so many of the prominent Sabbateans I’ve been writing about actually clearly descend from Sephardim.


I’m bringing this up, because it’s connected to something else I’ve been thinking about for a while, and that’s how so much of the ‘alternative information’ you find online is being put there by xtians.

And while much of that information can be useful, and much of it is true – there is a huge, massive ‘xtian blind-spot’, deliberate or otherwise, when it comes to how evil xtianity itself actually is, and how good real Jews, and authentic Torah Judaism actually is.

And because we’re all lapping up so much of this ‘alternative information’, especially the slick video variety, many of us are also kind of getting ‘infected’ with a viewpoint that is skewed against real Jews and the Torah.


I know, I know.

It’s all so confusing, and it’s just so much easier, mentally, to split people off into ‘totally good’ and ‘totally bad’.

That’s the ridiculous, narcissist paradigm we were educated with (brainwashed with….) that ‘people’ are either 100% with us, or 100% against us. That they are either 100% ‘perfect’ and ‘tzaddikim’, or 100% the opposite, God forbid.

That paradigm is keeping us stuck in the world of lies, and the very first thing required here, if we are really interested in exploring what the truth is, about what’s gone on, is to chuck it out.

Nobody and no-one is ‘ONLY’ 100% good, or 100% bad.

Even the biggest tzaddikim we ever had,  like Moshe Rabbenu, like David HaMelech, like Rabbi Akiva, made occasional errors and mistakes.

And if we don’t grasp this simple idea, we just won’t be able to really figure out what’s going on here.


Because we’re still stuck in that ‘narcissist, fake-division’ brainwashing paradigm, many of us can’t understand how secret Sabbateans could ‘morph’ from writing Sabbatean tracts to having descendents who were part of the Baal Shem Tov’s ‘mighty men’.

But that’s because we’ve forgotten about the awesome power, the awesome gift of TESHUVA.

Thank God, if there is one thing that I can say about real Breslov, is that Rabbenu’s path and advice makes that gift of experiencing true teshuva possible for everyone.

I have seen time again from my own life, from my own self, how the process of making real teshuva can and does totally transform a person. And that path is open to all.


From the Rav, Rav Berland, I’ve also learnt so much, not least that the biggest souls ever created got thrown into the deepest spiritual muck – i.e. our world of 2022.

Because they have the biggest, most difficult job to do.

To ‘wake up and make teshuva’ in whichever dung-heap they are currently located, and then to find their way back to God, from there. And in the process of doing that, they will blaze a trail back to God that others in that dung-heap can also follow.

So for me, it makes total sense that these crazy Sabbatean families contain both the biggest spiritual ‘lights’ and the biggest spiritual ‘darkness’.

They contain both the ‘luminaries of fire’ and the ‘luminaries of light.’

And it’s our job, to use our free will, our discernment, the gift of hitbodedut, to think for ourselves, and to pray that God should enlighten us about who is really who.


There are no short-cuts, here.

There is a process going on, across all levels of body, mind and soul, where we have to really take the time to sift ‘good from bad’, and ‘lies from truth’.

But the main point of all this, the main ikker, is to develop a real soul connection with Hashem, by getting to know ourselves, and by doing that birur within.

That’s something that most of us just don’t do.

We tell ourselves stories about being ‘good people’, or about being ‘bad people’ – but both of those descriptions are essentially false.

We are a holy, good soul that only wants kedusha, and yearns for good and to be closer to God, every way it can.


We are a lowly, material body, that is selfish,  lazy, angry, greedy, scared, anxious, depressed and addicted to a bunch of stuff, including expensive coffee and really good dark chocolate (yum!).


Both of those sides are ‘the real us’.

Both of those sides express themselves at various times.

And the trick here, the ikker, is keep doing the birur within, because sometimes, the yetzer dresses up huge sins as ‘big mitzvahs’; and sometimes, what we think of as ‘huge sins’ (like taking the time to sit down quietly, and look after ourselves a bit) – actually are the biggest mitzvahs, the biggest kindnesses, a person can do.


So, don’t discount sincere teshuva.

Because it changes the whole picture fundamentally, in so many ways.


And now, let’s just end this post with what I’ll call some ‘birur musings’.

These are things that are occuring to me, that might not be occurring to you, but that maybe you want to consider.

First off, I just want to point out how ‘truth and lie’ can and does co-exist, very happily, all over the place, which is why WE OURSELVES NEED TO DO THE BIRUR.

About everything.

Even the stuff I write about here.


Over on the Jane Ruby Telegram channel, I was really gratified to see that more and more people – more and more ‘Republican-voting xtians’ – are starting to realise that Trump is controlled opposition, and bad news.

HERE‘s a screenshot:



Jane Ruby is also pushing the ‘fake news’ of Brian Ardis and Tau Braun, who I have the strong feeling is more ‘controlled opposition’, coming up with frankly retarded theories about snake venom, to sow confusion about the real DNA Origami / GO nanotech in the Covid shots.

Like this:



The point is, don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater!

Do your own birur, because there is some ‘truth’ hiding out even in places like the MSM, and there are also many lies mixed up with truth, even in the alternative media, and even by people who sincerely want the truth.


Think for yourself.

Don’t swallow down all the propaganda, all the ‘xtian slanted alt-theories’ about Jews being behind everything that’s going on, or all Ashkenazi Jews being Kharzarians.

There is so much that is still hidden from view, still, even the most educated of us are still just groping around in the dark.

Let me leave you with this.


My correspondent pointed to the fact that so many Ashkenazi Jews rushed to assimilate and leave the Torah as some sort of ‘evidence’ they must have been fake Khazarian Jews to begin with.

I know someone personally, a Russian guy from the former USSR, who had a brit milah aged 44, more than 30 years ago.

He now keeps a kosher home, lives in Jerusalem, sent his kid to ‘religious school’, and he also made the decision never to work on Shabbat, even though he isn’t ‘shomer shabbat’.

Think about it.

How many of the guys out there would volunteer to have a brit milah aged 44?

Who is like your people, Hashem?

Even if he is descended from ‘Khazarians’ – and that’s a big if – this guy’s mesirut nefesh for Hashem’s commandments is outstanding.

So, don’t give up  on anyone, don’t buy into all the ‘xtian propaganda’ sloshing around, and understand that while we’re all after ‘the truth’, much of ‘the truth’ is still hidden in the shadows.

And most of all, remember the great power of teshuva, to turn the whole picture around, literally from one end to the other.

The story isn’t  over yet.


PS: Take a closer look at the picture of Trump ‘drinking disinfectant’ at the top of this post.

It was a classic way of rubbishing things like Miracle Mineral Solution, which I’ve personally found very helpful in regaining my health.

Birur is required on all sides of every discussion…



A reader  just sent me this, which fits perfectly with the theme of this post:

I recently learned something that I thought might give you something to add / think about when relating to family connections, etc…
Eliezer (Avraham’s servant) was one of seven people in the history of the world to enter Gan Eden “alive” (whatever that means, but it’s a sign of his righteousness)… and he was also the son of Nimrod (which should not need further explanation for you).

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Following on from yesterday’s post, here’s some more evidence to consider.

First, remember all that fuss at the height of the Covid 19 plandemic, when people were using UV light to ‘kill’ the Coronavirus?

If you forgot, here’s a reminder of just one of those scientific studies from HERE- which is puzzling me, honestly, as now we know that no lab anywhere in the world has ever successfully isolated and purified SARS-CoV2.


If you didn’t understand that today’s ‘science’ is built on a mountain of lies, and that most of today’s scientists are deliberate misinformation artists, then add the above to the mound of questions to be asked about what is really going on here.

I had extended family members who were irradiating every package that came into their home with ‘Covid killing UV light’, at the height of the plandemic, based on articles like the above.

Now we know that graphene oxide nanotech is actually excited, and made many times more toxic by this UV light….



While we’re taking a trip down memory lane, remember this?


That’s back at the beginning of people getting the shot, when they started to figure out that vaxxed people now had ‘glow in the dark’ veins and injection sites – which only showed up under UV light.




Now, take a look at another scientific study in the journal of physiology called:

Optophysiology: Illuminating cell physiology with optogenetics


Optogenetics combines light and genetics to enable precise control of living cells, tissues, and organisms with tailored functions. Optogenetics has the advantages of noninvasiveness, rapid responsiveness, tunable reversibility, and superior spatiotemporal resolution…

Through protein engineering and synthetic biology approaches, genetically encoded photoswitches can be modularly engineered into protein scaffolds or host cells to control a myriad of biological processes, as well as to enable behavioral control and disease intervention in vivo.


Plain English:

Scientists have figured out a way to use light to switch biological processes off and on in the human body, and also to ‘remote control’ people and diseases from a distance.

But, this only works when people are walking around with the nanotech required for these ‘genetically encoded photoswitches’ to work.

Go back and read this now:



I know all this stuff is heavy, really heavy, but DON’T PANIC!

And don’t give up.

Once we know what the real problem is – and that is being more clearly laid out, day by day – then we are well on the way to finding more of the ‘real solutions’ that will work to destroy this nanotech, and reverse and / or thwart what they are hoping to do.

The first thing to say is STOP WITH THE SHOTS.

At this point, really any shot, any ‘vaccine’, as the GO is most probably in all the products being produced by Big Pharma.

That’s not a guess, it’s a fact.

LaQuinta Columna researchers have found GO in a ton of other vaccines and shots, including the flu shot from Winter 2019 – shortly before ‘Covid 19’ is meant to have begun.


The second thing to say, is educate yourself about how the human body,  how human health, really works.

Western medicine creates a false divide between the ‘hunk of meat’ that is the body, and the animating energy of that ‘meat’, which is the soul.

Emotions and spiritual concerns play an absolutely massive part in human health, and there is way more to ‘holistic health’ and holistic healing than just eating organic carrots and going for a jog.

BH, I will start to write more about this side of things soon.


The third thing to say is that we all have to connect back to our souls, and connect back to God, really, to get past this next stage of geula.

Regular talking to God, real teshuva, real emuna, real trying to figure out our own bad middot….

There are no shortcuts to this part of the process, and sooner or later, everyone will have to cross that very narrow bridge to their true self.

Or stay a mind-controlled robot-zombie (at best…)

Again, I want to write more about the ‘healing aspects’ – and to that end, let me throw this out there:

Is anyone out there interested in doing a Zoom class experiment, where I start teaching more of how our bodies and souls and emotions really work together?

If yes, email or leave a comment.

At this point, it would be for women only.


Rebbe Nachman teaches there are two types of light in the world.

There are luminaries of light – where the ‘light’ is holy, and coming from the side of good – and there are ‘luminaries of fire’ – which also have ‘light’, but it’s the light of hatred, destruction and evil.

I have a picture on my wall of a luminary of light, it’s a still taken from this video:


Pick your ‘luminary’ – the people you follow, the rabbis you listen to – very carefully.

In the meantime, understand that all the satanists behind this believe that they are spreading ‘light’ in the world, too – just their ‘light’ comes from the opposite of God and good.

‘Lucifer’ means ‘light bringer’.

(BTW, for more very close connections between ‘Lucifer’ and ‘Yoshki’, and ‘Buddha’, and the Primordial Snake in the Garden of Eden – also all described as a ‘light bringers’ by people who are anti-God, read THIS – written by someone who thinks ‘Lucifer’s light’ is the answer to humanity’s problems.)


Remember this (snippet from Wiki)?


Luciferase is a generic term for the class of oxidative enzymes that produce bioluminescence, and is usually distinguished from a photoprotein. The name was first used by Raphaël Dubois who invented the words luciferin and luciferase, for the substrate and enzyme, respectively.

Both words are derived from the Latin word lucifer, meaning “lightbearer”, which in turn is derived from the Latin words for “light” (lux) and “to bring or carry” (ferre).





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First, let’s start with what ‘RationalWiki’ has to tell us, about ‘Operation Blue Beam’.

Snippet from HERE:

Project Blue Beam is a conspiracy theory which claims that NASA is attempting to implement a New Age religion with the Antichrist at its head and start a New World Order, via a technologically-simulated Second Coming.

The allegations were presented in 1994 by Quebecois journalist and conspiracy theorist Serge Monast and later published in his book Project Blue Beam (NASA).

Proponents of the theory allege that Monast and another unnamed journalist, who both died of heart attacks in 1996, were in fact assassinated, and that the Canadian government kidnapped Monast’s daughter in an effort to dissuade him from investigating Project Blue Beam.

The project was apparently supposed to be implemented in 1983, but it didn’t happen. It was then set for implementation in 1995 and then 1996, and it still didn’t happen. Finally, Monast thought that Project Blue Beam would be brought to fruition by the year 2000, and… well, you can probably guess the rest.


Chortle chortle!

What you have to understand about all these misnamed ‘rational people’ is that they also think that God is a conspiracy theory….

Which is why there is absolutely no point in arguing with them, as they literally exhibit a form of self-delusion that operates, tachlis, like a severe mental illness.


So now, why am I sharing this ‘conspiracy theory’ about Project Blue Beam with you, chortle chortle?

Watch this, about all the LED ‘smart lights’ that went up in the USA last year, that started off white, but now are turning ‘purple’:


This is happening all over the USA, and it’s been going on for months.

Last year, when people started noticing the weird colored lights, the ‘official story’ was that this was a manufacturing error causing the problem, and these ‘purple lights’ would be replaced.

That didn’t happen.

Instead, there are more and more of these purple, UV lights now popping up all over the place – and not just in the USA.


Remember how Israel is also now covered in these ‘smart’ LED street lights, all hooked up to 5….G?

The ‘purple light’ phenomenon is coming to us, too. Watch out for it.

Now, why does it matter?


Unless you live in a cave (or you’re a ‘rational person’ who still believes Covid shots are safe and effective…) you are probably aware that there is massive excess mortality going on in the world at the moment, with ‘vaccinated’ people of all ages dropping dead.

Even people who really, really don’t believe in ‘conspiracy theories’ – like this medical doctor from the UK, for example – are starting to wonder what on earth is going on.

Watch this:


Hmmm, what could it be, that’s now causing all these hundreds of thousands of mysterious deaths, that weren’t occurring two years ago?

I’m sure JR, and others like him, have a lot of very rational ideas, about how it’s got absolutely nothing to do with the Covid shots….


In the meantime, back in the ‘irrational’ world that I inhabit, and that includes the Telegram channel of LaQuintaColumna researchers, they have been starting to piece together the next part of this puzzle.

Namely, that UV light ‘excites’ graphene oxide, and particularly all that lovely graphene oxide nanotech that is now in the human body and brain, causing all sorts of terrible effects.

If you go HERE and translate it, you’ll find an absolute ton of scientific articles they are pulling together, to prove how UV light and graphene oxide nanotech is a match made in hell.

Here’s just the latest one, in English, that they’ve put up from the sciencedirect.com site:

Graphene oxide photochemical transformations induced by UV irradiation during photocatalytic processes


Long story short, when GO is irradiated with purple-blue UV light, that causes the GO to become even more toxic, and even more powerfully ‘resonant’ with electromagnetic frequencies.

Chortle chortle!


Now, take a look at the young woman on the right, who also seems well on the way to ‘dying suddenly’, in the middle of her talk:


Just before she collapses, there is a visible flash of blue light to the left side of her head, as you are watching the screen.


While you are pondering that, here’s a few more screenshots, from the Quinta Columna Telegram page:

UV lights installed on a bus in Gran Canaria:


UV lights in a bar in Rome:

Chortle chortle!


Now, let’s just circle back around, to that juicy ‘conspiracy theory’ about ‘Project Blue Beam’.

You can read Serge Monast’s own description of it, in English, HERE, written in 1994.

Here’s a snippet of this fantastic ‘conspiracy theory’, which has absolutely no connection – at all!!! – with everything we are currently experiencing and living through:

The NASA Blue Beam Project is the prime directive for the new world order’s absolute control over the populations of the entire earth.

I would suggest you investigate this information carefully before dismissing it as fanatic lunacy.

If we go further in the different reports we have presented, we find that the mind-control operations and technology include a transmitter that broadcasts at the same frequency as the human nervous-system, which transmitter is manufactured by the Loral Electro-Optical System in Pasadena, California. Loral, a major defense contractor, has previously conducted research on directed energy weapons for Lt. Gen. Leonard Perez of the U. S. Air Force who was searching for a weapon that could implant messages into the minds of the enemy while urging his own troops on to superhuman deeds of valor!

The device employs electromagnetic radiation of gigahertz frequencies [microwaves] pulsed at extremely low frequencies (ELF). It is used to torture people both physically and mentally from a distance.


That last sentence has different branding in 2022: it’s Active Denial / 5…G ‘smart’ street lamps – now on every street, and probably opposite your own house!

They tried it out in Meron two years ago, when they killed 45 people on purpose by zapping them pulsed ELFs disguised to look like an horn antenna and bright orange water pump; and I’m willing to bet they just did it again now, in Seoul.

Chortle chortle!


Here’s a few more pertinent snippets from Monast’s writings on ‘Project Blue Beam’ – see if anything rings a bell:

A 1978 book entitled, ‘Microwave Auditory Effect and Application,’ by James C. Lynn describes how audible voices can be broadcast directly into the brain. This technology could actually allow the blind to see and the deaf to hear. Instead, it has been turned into a weapon to enslave the world.

That’s probably what’s happening here:


Allen Frie also reports that he could speed up, slow down or stop the hearts of isolated frogs by synchronizing the pulsed rate of a microwave beam with the heart itself.

According to Dr. Robert Becker, similar results have been obtained using live frogs, which shows that it is technically feasible to produce heart attacks with rays designed to penetrate the human chest.


No, don’t tell me, I’m sure I remember seeing something about a lot of people now dying unexpectedly from heart attacks all over the world….

But what does an irrational person like me really know, about anything?


The third step in the NASA Blue Beam Project is called the Telepathic Electronic Two-Way Communication. Lt. Col John Alexander’s article continues:

“If it is possible to feed artificial thought into the multigenic field via satellite, the mind control of the entire planet is now possible.

An individual’s only resistance would be to constantly question the motivation behind their thoughts and not act upon thoughts which they consider to be outside their own ideological, religious and moral boundaries.'”


Read that last line again, carefully.

It’s basically telling us that the only way to avoid being ‘mind controlled’ by all this killer tech is to engage in constant introspection, where we don’t just have ‘knee jerk reactions’ to life, but actually start to question our motivations and start to recognise thoughts that are destructive and unhelpful.

There is another name for this practise:

It’s called ‘doing an hour a day of hitbodedut’.


The final stage of the plan, in case you were wondering, is to stage a fake ‘alien invasion’.

Here’s another snippet:

Universal Supernatural Manifestations via Electronics
The fourth step concerns the universal supernatural manifestation with electronic means. It contains three different orientations.

One is to make mankind believe that an alien (off-world) invasion is about to occur at every major city on earth in order to provoke each major nation to use its nuclear weapons in order to strike back.

This way, the United Nations Court will require that all those nations which launched nuclear weapons to disarm when the invasion is shown to have been false. And how will the United Nations know that the invasion was false? They will have staged it, of course.

The second is to make the Christians believe that the Rapture is going to occur with the supposed divine intervention of an alien (off-world) civilization coming to rescue earthlings from a savage and merciless demon. Its goal will be to dispose of all significant opposition to the implementation of the New World Order in one major stroke, actually within hours of the beginning of the sky show!

The third orientation in the fourth step is a mixture of electronic and supernatural forces. The waves used at that time will allow “supernatural forces” to travel through optical fibers, coaxial cables (TV) electrical and phone lines in order to penetrate to everyone at once through major appliances.

Embedded chips will already be in place.

The goal of this deals with global Satanic ghosts projected all around the world in order to push all populations to the edge of hysteria and madness, to drown them into a wave of suicide, murder and permanent psychological disorders.

After the Night of the Thousand Stars, worldwide populations will be ready for the new messiah to re-establish order and peace at any cost, even at the cost of abdication of freedom.


The grand plan just isn’t going to plan….Moshiach and the other true tzaddikim are fighting back; our prayers and our teshuva are tipping the balance against ‘Project Blue Beam’ EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!

But the war is still raging.

And it’s now entering that stage that even the most retarded person in the world (unless they have been blighted with ‘rational-itis’) can see that something very wrong is going on.

You don’t have to believe me.

But I guarantee, a ‘blue light’ will be showing up in your neighborhood, very soon.

If it isn’t there already.


PS: The UV  lights are also messing up our sleep patterns.

Read this:



Although it is environmentally friendly, blue light can affect your sleep and potentially cause disease.

Gotta love all this new technology!


PPS: Read this new translated shiur on the RavBerland.com website – it gives a lot of chizzuk, and also explains exactly why God always acts justly.

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I’m reposting this from a few months ago.

I’ve been saying it pretty much every day since it went up, and I have to say, my yearning to get off the evil internet – and also my interest in engaging with it, generally – is reducing all the time.

Baruch Hashem.

But in the meantime, I need to have ‘something else to do with my time’, something in ‘real world’, so that’s what I’m currently trying to get to grips with.

But I figure other people could probably also use this prayer….

So I’m reposting it now.


I was sitting at the Rav’s prayers last week, when a girl came up and handed me something.

It’s a prayer to get off the internet.

Something that I’ve been increasingly thinking about, as the 5….G is turned up, and my health has been taking the hit.

(Thank God, I’m doing much better since I began the experiment with the Mineral Miracle Solution, and paid a pidyon to the Rav. More on that another time.)


I was discussing with a friend yesterday, how ‘different’ life would look like, if the internet would disappear.

And while there is also some fear there – because I write this blog, for example, and I’d probably have to return to a typewriter – there is also a lot of yearning for that.

Even without all the ‘tech’ health issues – which lets be honest, are huge all by themselves – no internet would also mean way fewer opportunities to space out, run away and ‘escape’ from real life.

So then, we’d have to find other things to do like sew, garden, read, learn Torah, do hitbodedut, walk around, actually speak to people again, including our spouses and children, find different hobbies to fill the time.

Again, lots of fear around these thoughts, because we’ve all got so used to zoning out ‘online’, but also lots of hope, for how good life will actually be, once we are through this stage of very tough birur.


So in the meantime, here is that prayer, with my translation underneath.





Ribono shel olam, Who can do anything.

Please strengthen us with deep joy, and that we should no longer look at the internet ever again.

And we should always pray every single word and letter with kavana.

And each and every second, we should just be bound to You, with all 248 of our limbs and 365 of our sinews, with all our nefesh, ruach, neshama, chaya and yehida.

And we should merit to see Eliyahu (52) HaNavi (68), may his memory (233) be for a blessing (47) = 400, face to face, whose eyes (220) were pure (180) = 400.

Please answer, Hashem!

“Remember, Hashem, [to repay] the offspring of Edom, the day of Jerusalem; [to repay] those who say Destroy! Destroy! To it’s very foundation! (Psalms 137)

Please answer, Hashem!

Let us merit to have the intellect of our Holy (415) and Awesome (268) Rabbenu (268) Nachman (148) ben (52) Simcha (353) ben (52) Feigue (94), and to see Eliyahu (52) HaNavi (68), may his memory (233) be for a blessing (47) = 2598, face to face.

And by way of this, we should merit to the verse:

“And to all (86) the tremendous (98) awe (252) and to all (86) the strong (125) hand (19) that (501) Moshe (345) did (375) before the eyes (170) of all (50) of Israel (541) = 2598.


UPDATE: Thanks to the readers who helped me tidy this prayer up, and also add in gematriot.


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In Rebbe Nachman’s tale of Ancient Times (Sipurey Ma’asiot) he brings the story of the Seven Beggars.

(See HERE, for a good English translation.)

Except, the story ends after the tale of the sixth beggar, who heals the wounded Princess (i.e. the soul) who escapes into the Water Castle, after her evil husband the King (i.e. the yetzer hara) shoots ten poisonous arrows into her.

The Sixth Beggar is the ‘beggar who has no hands’, and he heals the wounded Princess with the ’10 Types of Melody’, i.e. the 10 Psalms of the Tikkun Haklali.

So far, so good.


But then:

The conclusion of the story — that is, what happened on the Seventh Day with the footless beggar, and the conclusion of the King’s son with whom the story began — he did not tell; and he said he would not tell any more, and it will not be heard until Mashiach comes — speedily in our days, Amen!


(Baruch Hashem, the husband’s foot is doing so much better, and he’s walking around on it, albeit a bit gingerly. Thanks for all the prayers, advice, and well-wishing, it’s very much appreciated.)

One of my readers, H. sent me some of the psycho-somatic connections, between ‘feet’ and our emotional state.

I’m reproducing it below, because all of us right now are in this stage of the ‘Beggar who has no feet’ – the 7th Beggar that equates to the Moshiach, in Rebbe Nachman’s tales:


The Feet: Symbol for knowing how to behave joyfully through harmony and love. Symbol of trust being open towards yourself, towards others.

A grateful acceptance of Life, of everything we encounter on our way. A smooth exchange between the intuitive feeling aspect and the more intellectually active part of yourself. The reconciliation within yourself between the receptive “feminine” and the assertive “masculine” aspect.


Being firmly anchored in yourself: self-consciously mastering your emotions and confidently allowing these feelings, not blocking them. A light-footed joyful, warm existence, when we build on our deepest Divine self: standing on our own feet, in balance. Symbol of naked honesty towards ourselves. An honest confrontation with others, without crossing your boundaries: respect.


She says about ailments in general: You carry too heavy loads: get rid of them.

You try to force something, you don’t trust natural evolution enough, you would “twist” certain things, do violence: let go, let everything and everyone take their course, focus on yourself! Because you are not grounded enough in yourself, you focus too strongly on others; you may become meddlesome. You feel yourself stuck: dissolve this in yourself!


Don’t take it out on others!

Do emotions weigh heavily? Do not look for the cause in the other. Foot problems often require a radical break with past habits. Have fears prevented you from moving forward on your life path? the cause of problems, sorrow and misery is usually faced by the other person; however, start now by observing yourself in all honesty, in the mirror as it were.

Confront your deepest core: Beneath your problems is a blissful core, discover this one. Let go of others and turn inward.

Give in now to your beautiful feelings, to your heart desires, independently of others. Make yourself true and dare to enjoy every moment: life for its own sake, gratitude! Continue on this path of joy; when you find happiness within yourself, your environment will also change. Don’t try to change the others.

Only in this way, by standing on your feet, by letting the primary feeling of happiness enter you and going your way firmly, by letting others go their way… will you experience yourself relaxed and joyful.


This comes from a book called:

The Key to Self-Liberation, the Psychological Origin and Solution of 1300 Diseases, by Christiane Beerlandt (originally in Flemish, but with an English translation that’s pretty expensive….)

But it really spoke to me and my husband.

Now, this is what I read at the back of the Pirchei Nevarchim booklet of 10 different Psalms, revealed a little while back by Rabbi Eliezer Berland:


Point 4:

The 10 psalms of the Tikkun HaKlali are associated with the 10 fingers of the hands of the ‘Sixth Beggar’, the beggar called ‘without hands’, who healed the Princess who fell down wounded, with the niggun (melody) of his holy hands.

And the verses of the Pirchei Nevarchim are associated with the 10 toes of the feet, of the ‘Seventh Beggar’, the beggar called ‘without feet’.

Who rectifies with his holy legs, via dancing and dancing in circles, the Prince who totally fell away from his emuna.


Point 5:

The Pirchei Nevarchim help a person to make teshuva for serious sins, and prepare the way for a person to get his emuna back, and to renew his sense of simcha, and vitality, in his avodat Hashem (service of Hashem, i.e. doing mitzvot.)


Compare and contrast these statements.

One is coming from the ‘body up’.

And one is coming from Shemayim, down.

But they are both saying essentially the same thing.

And they are both filling in more of the gaps, for how we can move into the next stage of geula with our emuna, and physical health, and happiness, intact.

Bezrat Hashem.


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I am continuing to learn some profound lessons from my husband’s foot.

I know this maybe sounds like ‘weird’ stuff to share on a blog, but one thing that I’ve learned throughout my life is that real emuna isn’t about crafting flowery speeches, or sharing ‘nice, theoretical, emuna ideas’ – although there is also a place for those things, for sure.

Real emuna is when we have real challenges – like a badly infected foot, or a rebellious teen, or a serious case of anger, or depression – and we try to connect those challenges back to Hashem, in real time.

The foot has already taught me a whole, massive lesson about the need to acknowledge and work on suppressed anger, which you can read more about HERE.

But today’s post is about the general idea of ‘taking responsibility’ for ourselves.

Let us begin.


Baruch Hashem, after my husband got a blessing from the Rav last Thursday night, and after the penny dropped about ‘suppressed anger’ leading to all these disgusting, pus-y foot sores, and after I had the epiphany of putting slices of raw garlic direct on these sores – which worked AMAZINGLY, to clear up the pus – I kind of thought maybe ‘the lesson of the foot’ had drawn to a close.

But I was wrong.

The last couple of days, my husband has started to return more to his routine….

That routine where he basically works like a dog for 10 hours straight, whilst sitting in a small, window-less glass box that’s euphemistically called a ‘private office’.

When he was laid up, we talked a lot about the need for some massive sort of ‘lifestyle rebalance’.

He’s looking for a new office now, closer to home.

He’s gone back to learning more Torah again – something that got blown out of the water, by all the Covid 19 restrictions, lockdowns and stress.

And with Hashem’s help, we have plans to shift the focus off of ‘working like a dog’ a lot more.


In the meantime….

My husband came back home yesterday, and after he took the big sock off and unwound his foot for its nightly dunking in teatree oil and close inspection – we both saw that the foot had kind of swollen up again.


All the infection is pretty much gone, the skin is healing amazingly.

But the foot itself was still swollen.


For some reason, I got really cross at my husband when I saw that, and I started yelling at him that he needs to start taking more responsibility for his own foot, and stomped off to bed.

As I lay there doing some ’emergency hitbodedut’, I started wondering why I’d got so upset with the guy. I mean, he’s been through a lot, he’s doing his best, he’s been very receptive to a lot of the strange ideas I’ve been hitting him with.

I pulled out my ‘Touch for Health’ book on energy meridians, to see if I could get more clues on what might be causing the swelling, and then read about the ‘water-related’ energy meridians, kidney and bladder.

They are connected to negative emotions like existential angst, fear, apathy and despair.

These are all things that have also been ‘pushed down’ and ignored for years and years, whilst still impacting me and my husband in a whole bunch of ways, from behind the scenes.


This morning, I had another frank chat with him, and I laid out what I’d discovered:

God is using your foot, to communicate some very deep stuff to you, about what you need to be really looking at, and taking responsibility for, in yourself.

First, we had the whole ‘ignoring the problem for five days until the foot went septic’ issue.

Classic British Ashkenazi response.

Then, we had the ‘suppressed anger about what’s going while pretending everything is ‘fine’ issue, which led directly to the disgusting, festering foot wounds that just weren’t clearing up – until we figured out the spiritual cause, got a bracha from the Rav, and started doing the raw garlic slices fanatically.

And now, we have arrived at the: “feeling totally apathetic and despairing about it all, so just kind of giving up on moving things forward” stage.


To put this another way, my husband’s foot is a microcosm of his soul.

 And God is using it precisely, to show him the ‘underlying stuff’ he finally needs to acknowledge, and get on with really dealing with.

Tachlis, I told him he needs to take responsibility for his foot from here on in.

I’m happy to help from the sides, but his foot is HIS PROBLEM, his ‘soul response’ to the world.

And he’s the only one who can really knuckle down, and do what needs to be done to return his foot to full health, speedily, BH.


While all this was going on, I had a few conversations with a few other people, that brought home again and again, in different ways, that we seem to be in the stage of things now where everyone has to start to take responsibility for themselves, and their lives, and their souls, and their health.

One conversation was with a friend, who was being severely pressured to ‘get induced’ because she was two weeks late and an older mum.

The hospital was putting so much pressure on her, and trying to scare the pants off her that if she didn’t do things ‘their way’, she’d be responsible for anything that went wrong with the birth, God forbid.

My friend stood her ground, really connected back to God, and decided that she was going to let God decide when this soul should be brought into the world, not the c*appy doctors.

(At the same time, she arranged for daily private scans, and was in constant touch with her chinese medicine doctor / doula. Taking responsibility doesn’t just mean you sit there and pray, you also have to actually go out and do things, too.)


BH, the baby was born last week, naturally, when the time was right, and mum and baby are doing well.

Last year, my friend got ‘scared’ by the doctors into taking two Covid jabs.

She told me that she felt she was having a similar test again this time, with the birth. And this time, she decided to take responsibility, take it back to God, and approach with more emuna and trust that the baby would be born at the time God decided.

I’m really proud of her.


Another conversation was with a young lady who is struggling with the nice, but OTT controlling mother of her serious boyfriend.

The mother insists on making breakfast for her (almost 30 year old….) son every morning – even though he’s been telling her not to, for the last 10 years.

She insists on ‘helping him’ to buy his furniture, ‘helping him’ to buy his clothing, ‘helping him’ with ideas of where he should be going on holiday, how he should be spending his time….

In the meantime.

His girlfriend is waiting for him to grow up, and become a man already, so they can actually get married.


This problem of OTT controlling ‘helpful mothers’ seems to be massive in the Jewish world today.

The basic problem boils down to this:

Many mothers – even the kindest, goodest people – want to keep their children, especially their sons, kind of ‘small and dependent’ on them, because it makes the mother feel good and useful to ‘help’.

In other words, they want to keep their sons as ‘boys’ they can mother.

Meantime, the wives want their husbands to grow up, and to be men.

Real men, who take responsibility for themselves, and who knuckle down and work on developing the emuna, and good character traits required to truly be the people God designed them to be in the world.


Sure, we could blame the mothers, the parents, for continuing to coddle and control their children.

But really?

The responsibility for this lies with the man himself.

It’s so much easier, in so many ways, to have someone else decide things for you, and take care of things for you.

And in the meantime, you can sit there and lie to yourself that you ‘don’t have a choice’ about what’s going on, or that it’s impossible to change things, or even, that you really ARE working on yourself, all the time (just, nothing ever actually changes or shifts….)

As the Sages say, if someone tells you that they didn’t search and they found – don’t believe them!

But if they tell you they searched and then found – then you can believe them.


There’s reams and reams that have been written about the ‘feminisation’ of men, and I don’t want to add much more to the discussion.

Other than to say, that we are in a period of time now where God is expecting every single one of us to knuckle down, and to take responsibility for ourselves, our lives, our souls, our health, our middot.

The time when you could carry on ignoring problems has gone.

The time when you could carry on blaming your parents, your rabbis, your teachers, your spouse, your kids, your boss, the neighbor, for everything that is going wrong – has gone.

God is inviting every single one of us now, to move into the world of truth, and that journey begins with ourselves.


So many of us are so ‘numb’ to ourselves, to our souls, to the real ‘us’, that really God doesn’t have so much choice, except to try to get our attention in some radical ways.

Like, strange and disturbing health issues, that just aren’t going away, no matter how much we ‘listen to the experts’.

That process is likely about to accelerate, as more and more people understand that they have been duped, deceived and injured by Western Medicine, and its minions.


Having to deal with health issues like this is exhausting and scary.

Since my husband got back from Uman, I’ve been running around like a chicken without a head, trying to figure out what on earth was going on, and what ‘response’ God wanted from me, and from him.

That process has been all-consuming.

But at this point, I can honestly say I am incredibly grateful for the infected foot, even though we are still not quite out of the woods with it.

It has been a catalyst for some tremendous teshuva, some tremendous spiritual soul-searching, hopefully, some tremendous changes that will have long-lasting benefits, in a number of ways.

There have been so many important lessons to  learn, from ‘the foot’.

But the main one boils down to this:

Take responsibility for yourself, your health, and your life.


Stop blaming other people all the time.

Stop pretending like ‘you don’t have a choice’.

We always have a choice to make, whatever the circumstances we find ourselves in.

We can always choose to work on our emuna, to own our own problems, to use our health issues to get closer to Hashem – or the opposite, God forbid.

Sure, it’s easier to act like the victim.

It’s easier to hide behind ‘kibud av’ve em’ then really owning up to the fact that we’re spiritually lazy, and that we don’t want to look at ourselves properly in the face.

It’s easier to let other people decide stuff the real stuff for us, while we passively sit there reading the latest tweets about our stocks and shares.

But that’s not what God wants.


If you’re a man, and this post pushed your buttons, I apologise in advance.

If you’re a controlling mother, and this post pushed your buttons, I apologise in advance.

(And if you’re my husband and this post pushed your buttons, I also apologise in advance!!!)


We live in a politically-correct world where we’re supposed to just go around hugging trees and pretending that ‘global warming’ is responsible for everything that’s going so badly wrong in our world, but that’s a crock.

We’re responsible.

You and me.

But the good news is, once we stop ducking the responsibility for what’s going wrong in our lives, then we are really empowered to start to turn things around.

And that process of change starts with us, our emuna, and our bad middot.


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One of the things that happens when a person gets angry, is that their blood literally starts to boil.

Our Sages tell us this, and they also spell it out, literally, that when a person lets the feeling of anger take over:

Demons control him, because all of the blood boils

(Taken from the Tefilla L’Ani to overcome Anger, HERE – thanks to Nahman for the link.)


Around nine years ago, I quit writing to try and retrain as an energy medicine aromatherapist practitioner.

Me being me, I did a very deep dive on human health, I learnt across the breadth and length of a bunch of related energy medicine disciplines – and the end of all that, I had literally one and a half paying clients, the whole year.

I took that as a sign that I should go back to writing – which also wasn’t earning any money, but at least I felt I was sometimes doing something useful.

But, all that knowledge stayed with me, and I also wrote a few books about how human health is not one dimensional, as we’re taught in Western Medicine, but actually a fusion of body-mind-soul.

So at this stage, that’s part of why I see strange ‘connections’, especially with health, that maybe aren’t apparent to others.

Here’s where we return to discussing the graphene oxide nanotech in the Covid shots.


Over the last couple of months, 26 teams of researchers, in 16 different countries around the world, have put out scientific papers and shared information about the strange nanocircuits and GO structures that they are routinely finding in the Covid shots.

You can see more of these works referenced HERE, in the International Journal of Vaccine Theory, Practice and Research, snippet of the Abstract below:

Between July 2021 and August 2022, evidence of undisclosed ingredients in the COVID-19 “vaccines” was published by at least 26 researchers/research teams in 16 different countries across five continents using spectroscopic and microscopic analysis.

Despite operating largely independently of one another, their findings are remarkably similar and highlight the clear and present danger that the world’s population has been lied to regarding the contents of the COVID-19 “vaccines”.

This raises grave questions about the true purpose of the dangerous experimental injections that have so far been shot into 5.33 billion people (over two thirds of the human race), including children, apparently without their informed consent regarding the contents.

Surprise findings include sharp-edged geometric structures, fibrous or tube-like structures, crystalline formations, “microbubbles”, and possible self-assembling nanotechnology.

The blood of people who have received one or more COVID-19 “vaccines” appears, in case after case, to contain foreign bodies and to be seriously degraded, with red blood cells typically in Rouleaux formation.


La Quinta Columna have been putting out their images and videos for months and months now.

But today, I want to share some images from a different group of researchers who have started up a website called ‘Life in the Blood’, to share their findings. Here’s their ‘About’ blurb:

We are an international group of concerned citizens, scientists and medical practitioners who have observed surprising microscopic phenomena regarding the recently deployed Covid-19 injections.

We have examined various aspects of Pfizer Comirnaty, Fluad Quad, Afluria Quad 2021, and saline controls.


On their main website HERE, they have a short embedded video called Should this be in your vaccines? that you can only watch at their site.

I highly recommend you do that, as they have very good-quality microscopy images of the nanocircuitry that forms in the Cominaty (Pfizer) covid shot, when left to ‘sit’ for a few days.

Here’s another snippet from the main site, then I want to draw you attention to a ‘mini-site’ they’ve put together, with some absolutely stunning images of the circuitry, plus explanation of what factors get these nanocircuits to form:

[W]hat can clearly be seen…[is] a self-assembling electric nano-system.  Whilst we cannot describe the exact mechanisms by which the injected solution assembles the circuitry, or its purpose, the presence is undeniable. 

Patents describing the purposes for manipulation of the body by nanotechnology, have been in plain sight for a long time, and the astute can also find presentations on YouTube.

The developers aren’t shy about how their inventions can be used for external control of those who become part of the internet of bodies and brains.  


Here’s another of their short videos, on the bitchute site HERE:

And HERE is where you can find more of their short videos of the objects ‘forming’ in the Covid shots, on their main site.

These videos were basically all put up around 8 months ago, just I never heard of the site until now.


Now, let’s go to the mini-site (which you’ll have to ignore the ‘warning’ about, if you want to access it – this is a standard ploy they use to try to put people off visiting websites with real information.)

There, you’ll find some awe-inspiring stills of the circuitry developing in Pfizer’s Cominarty (but present in all the Covid shots).

Like this one:


But even more interestingly, at least to me, is the researchers’ step-by-step explanation, of how the most sophisticated nanocircuitry actually develops, over time.

Here’s some snippets of that process:

In the days that followed I contemplated how the formation happened.

Was it a function of time? Of the vibration in the car? Heat? Cell towers along the way?

It could have been any of those, so I took some more of the liquid and plated out some more slides, put them in multiple slide carriers, drove them all around the city near cell towers for two hours, and then came back.  


From the experiments done by an electrical engineer called Matt Taylor, we already know that being in close proximity to WIFI routers (not even 5…G towers, just that box  you have sitting in the corner of the room somewhere…) ‘triggers’ this nanocircuitry to start forming.

Watch this, to understand more and to see that happening in real time:


Taylor found that when the WiFi router was switched off, the circuitry kind of ‘dissolved’ back into nothingness.


Now, to get back to the Life of the Blood researcher, he found 8 months ago that a key ‘trigger’ for the more complicated nanostructures to form is heat.


After some more attempts, interesting activity and organization occurred, but no dramatic new images were made.  I plated out another batch on the 16th of January. Then I took them out in the car into the city on a hot day and left them in the car with the windows down.

It was around 28°C outdoors, and the car got to around 40°C max. When I got home, this image was on the slide with a whole lot more. The experiment was successfully repeated.

Here’s a screenshot of what formed on the slide, after exposure to heat:


We’re back to that awesome (not in a good way) nanocircuitry again.

So, what are some lessons we can learn from this?

Here’s my take.


These Covid shots have been ‘designed’ by Hashem, to get humanity to finally wake up, and make some real teshuva.

Unlike many other people who are 100% behind the idea of there being GO nanotech in these shots, I 100% believe that the damage is reversible.

But only if people make some real teshuva.

That teshuva would look something like this:

  1. Admit they made a mistake, by getting the shots, however many they already had.
  2. Refuse to get any more shots, or boosters.
  3. Acknowledge the bad middot that were manipulated in order to get them to take the shots in the first place, including fear, lack of emuna, blind obedience to authority, spiritual laziness, etc etc.
  4. Acknowledge the bad middot and bad habits that are still being used to harm them, including constant use of SmartPhones, being ‘online’ all the time, absorbing and believing the lying media’s lying propaganda, continuing to lie to themselves that the government and medical establishment and ‘science’ is our friend…
  5. Get offline, as much as possible, urgently – because remember, exposure to WiFi triggers these nanocircuits to ‘grow’.
  6. Work on acknowledging and overcoming their anger.


I wrote a lot about anger in the last post, HERE.

But I was very struck about how HEAT also triggers these nanostructures to grow, in a vaccinated person’s bloodstream, before they migrate to wherever the internet signal is instructing them to go, in the human body.

God created this world according to some firm spiritual rules.

One of those rules is:

When a person lets the feeling of anger take over:

Demons control him, because all of the blood boils


I believe these shots won’t be able to ‘work’ in people who are working on staying attached to Hashem, and who have a real connection to their own souls.

If a person is doing regular hitbodedut, if they are asking God to help them deal with their anger issues and to take it away, or to deal with their ‘fear of germs’ or ‘fear of dying’, or lack of emuna, or internet addiction, then the ‘demons’ will not be allowed to control him.

Ultimately, it will all come down to us being real with God, doing hitbodedut, working on our bad middot, especially anger and fallen fears – and getting off-line, as much as possible.

Or in other words: there is a choice to be made, here.

And that choice is also something that the ‘un-vaxxed’ will have to deal with, going forward, as the tests won’t stop, until we finally get into the world of truth.


So, there is still everything to pray for.

And no-one should be writing off ‘vaxxed’ people as being unsaveable or inevitably doomed, because that’s not at all what is going on, here.

They had poisonous GO nanotech injected into their bodies, and it’s responsible for the massive rise in sudden deaths going on. But their ‘DNA’ is still their ‘DNA’, and the nanotech can be guided by its creators to self-destruct and flush itself out of the body.

Just first, more of us have to realise what’s really going on, and to find and hold the creators of this demonic tech accountable.

HERE‘s a good place to start:


Ido Bachelet went to work for Pfizer shortly after he made this video, in 2015:



Screenshot from HERE:



Pfizer is cooperating with the DNA robot laboratory managed by Prof. Ido Bachelet at Bar-Ilan University.

Bachelet has developed a method of producing innovative DNA molecules with characteristics that can be used to “program” them to reach specific locations in the body and carry out pre-programmed operations there in response to stimulation from the body.


This from December last year, on the Calcatech website HERE:


George Church is a famous, yucky eugenicist-promoting genome-editing, DNA-manipulating scientist working out of the Wyss Institute, Harvard.

Snippet from HERE:

[G]ene-editing pioneer George Church suggested that couples should test whether they are genetically compatible as a way to reduce the likelihood of passing genetic diseases to their children. Church had also argued that this preventative measure would not only make expensive gene therapies unnecessary, but it could also eliminate all genetic diseases.

Now the 65 year old Harvard professor has followed up on this suggestion by coming up with a dating app called ‘digid8’ that compares the DNA of couples, and then screens out matches that would result in a child with an inherited disease….

Despite the obvious usefulness of the digid8 concept, and its potential to lead to the elimination of fatal genetic diseases, the anti-science outrage mob has labelled the dating app idea as Tinder for Nazis.

This is despite the fact that the concept is partially inspired by Dor Yeshorim, a New York-based company that tests the genetic compatibility of Jewish couples so as to prevent diseases like Tay-Sachs and cystic fibrosis, which are common among some ethnically Jewish populations. Dor Yeshorim’s genetic testing has been proven to have significantly reduced cases of Tay-Sachs.


It’s all connected.

Here’s a spiffy little video from the Wyss Institute dated April 2014 – eight years ago! – demonstrating exactly how all this GO circuitry is now ‘self-assembling’, in ‘vaccinated’ people:


Compare and contrast with the images of what they are finding in the Cominarty Pfizer shots, above.

People like Ido Bachelet and George Church know exactly what is in these shots.

And, they also know how to ‘defuse’ them ASAP, and how to get them to self-destruct harmlessly.

The solution is hiding in plain site – once we accept what the real problem actually is.


Let me leave you with this.

It’s a video compilation I put together of a few different videos showing people apparently literally being ‘scared to death’ – i.e., death by neuro-modulation.


So, it’s really up to us, where this goes from here.

But one thing is clear: no-one is going to come through this process in one piece, without making an awful lot of teshuva.

And that’s regardless of their ‘vaxx-ed’ status.



My daughter just sent me this – a short clip of a health professional in Florida explaining how infertility rates in her practise are up 50%, miscarriages are up 50%, and abnormal pap smears and cervical cancer is also up 25%, since the rollout of the Covid shots.



So, I went to take a closer look at who is funding Bachelet’s new ‘mysterious’ nanotech company, to the tune of $120 million in seed funding.

That privilege has fallen to a guy named Marius Nacht.

HERE is his English Wikipedia page.

Together with Gil Shwed, Nacht founded Checkpoint Software, and is apparently sitting on a fortune worth $1.5 billion USD…

He’s also a product of the IDF’s ‘Talpiot’:

Nacht is a graduate of Talpiot’s 1980 cohort, the IDF’s most elite R&D program.

Every year, Talpiot recruits several dozen talented students who undergo a rigorous three-year academic and military training program, including research, development and ethics. Talpiot graduates commit an additional six years, to serving in a variety of roles at the forefront of technology for the IDF & Ministry of Defense.

Now, he’s partnering with Dr Yair Schindel, on a biotech incubator called ‘aMoon’.

HERE‘s the aMoon website (good luck with that, it’s written in classic ‘biz speak’, that essentially is all buzz words and nothing concrete about what they are really up to.


Yair Schindel is interesting.

His parents were apparently saved by Oskar Schindler.

Here’s some more interesting stuff from his bio on the aMoon website:

Before launching aMoon Yair served as the founding CEO of Digital Israel, the State’s National Digital Bureau established within the Israeli Prime Minister’s Office with the mission of accelerating digital transformation and stimulating economic growth on a national level.

Prior to Digital Israel, Yair was the CEO of Startup Nation Central, a nonprofit organization that connects major international businesses, governments, and NGO’s to Israeli innovation.

In 2010, Yair co-founded MAOZ, an NGO that trains and connects Israel’s most promising future leaders, creating an active network of over 500 alumni promoting social change initiatives to strengthen Israel’s socio-economic resilience. Between 2011 to 2013, Yair served as the organization’s founding CEO, and until 2016, as a board member.


Guess who funds MAOZ?

If you said ‘the Edmund de Rothschild Foundation’, you’d be right.

Screenshot from HERE:

2013 is when Schindel was the MAOZ CEO.

Isn’t that a CO-IN-CID-ENCE?


Then he moved to StartUp Nation Central, snippet from their website HERE:

Established in 2013, Start-Up Nation Central Central is a non-profit organization that strengthens Israel’s innovation ecosystem and connects it to global challenges and stakeholders. Immersed in the Israeli technology ecosystem, we identify technological sectors with high growth potential and help them to scale.

Start-Up Nation Central was founded by American billionaire Paul Singer – that same Paul Singer who has been aggressively pushing the trans agenda, any way he can.

Singer seems to be connected to something called the Rashi Foundation – which I’m sure you’ve never heard of.

Neither had I – but Shimon Peres loved it, and that’s good enough for me to already know this is VERY dodgy.

Watch this:


Gustave Leven’s grandpa was a guy called Narcisse Leven.

Here’s what we learn about him (from HERE):

Narcisse Leven (1833 – 1915) was a lawyer by profession.

He was one of the original founders of the Alliance israélite universelle (AIU). He was its general secretary from 1863 to 1883, its vice-president from 1883 to 1898, and its president beginning in 1898.

Narcisse, Manitoba, Canada was also named after Leven, who was then the president of the Jewish Colonization Association, by the residents of Bender Hamlet, a Jewish farm colony located 2 km east of Narcisse.


The Alliance was a notorious bulwark of the Freemason-Frankists, trying to destroy Torah Judaism throughout the Sephardi world – and they sadly had a lot of success.

And then, we see that weird link-up with the Jewish Colonization Association.

Snippet from HERE:

The Jewish Colonisation Association… is an organisation created on September 11, 1891, by Baron Maurice de Hirsch.

Its aim was to facilitate the mass emigration of Jews from Russia and other Eastern European countries, by settling them in agricultural colonies on lands purchased by the committee in North America (Canada and the United States), South America (Argentina and Brazil) and Ottoman Palestine.

Today ICA is still active in Israel in supporting specific development projects under the name Jewish Charitable Association (ICA.


And just like that, we’re instantly linked back up to the white slave trade that saw the Freemason-Frankists trafficking Jewish women as brothel workers from Eastern Europe, all over the world, but especially places like Argentina.

Here’s another snippet about the JCA, which of course links us back to the Rothschilds:

 In 1899 Baron Edmond James de Rothschild transferred title to his settlements in Palestine along with fifteen million francs to the JCA.

That’s the same Edmund de Rothschild whose family fund set up MAOZ.

That’s the same MAOZ whose founder is now pumping funds into Ido Bachelet’s IETx start-up, to the tune of $120 million.


Here‘s the Wikipedia page for Baron Maurice de Hirsch, head of the JCA – and a pedigreed Freemason-Frankist, through and through.


Hirsch was born on 9 December 1831 in Munich, Bavaria.

His parents were Baron Joseph von Hirsch auf Gereuth [de] and Caroline Wertheimer. His grandfather, the first Jewish landowner in Bavaria, was ennobled in 1818 with the appellation auf Gereuth.

His father, who was banker to the Bavarian king, was made a Freiherr (baron) in 1869. For generations, the family occupied a prominent position in the German Jewish community. 

On 28 June 1855, Hirsch married Clara Bischoffsheim, daughter of Jonathan-Raphaël Bischoffsheim of Brussels….

He was the founder of the Jewish Colonization Association, which sponsored large-scale Jewish immigration to Argentina.



The ‘Digital Health Network’ initiative run by Schindel out of the PMO’s office had a big fan you may have heard of.

His name is Moshe Bar Siman-Tov, Milken fellow, and DG of the Health Ministry at the start of the Covid pandemic, who pushed, pushed, pushed so very hard, for Israel to adopt full Chinese-Communist ‘lockdowns’, and all the rest of it.

Read more about that HERE, screenshot:


This was less than a year before the ‘Covid plandemic’ took off.

Here’s another article on the Forbes website, a month into the plandemic:


See that tag line for the ‘Start-Up Nation Central Contributor Group’?

Remember, they are all connected.

And now, Dr Schindel just happens to be partnering up with the guy who is pumping $120 million into Ido Bachelet’s ‘mysterious’ biotech, nanotech robot, DNA origami company….



And don’t forget Netanyahu.

He sold us out right from the start, and he knew exactly what was going on with these Cominarty poisonous nanotech shots.

And now, he’s hoping to come back and finish the job he started.

May God save us from all these evil people.



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These last few days, up to Yom Kippur, have been extremely challenging.

I could really feel the ‘din’ in the air, and that seemed to be manifesting itself in a lot of strange health issues.

That I got a bad cold is totally no big deal.

But my husband came back from Uman with a very badly infected foot – so infected, that he has barely left the house for a week, while we’ve been trying a million ways to bring down the swelling and get the ‘yuck’ to exit the gentlest, fastest way possible.

Then one kid had a chunk of her tooth fall off, and went to the dentist to be told it’s totally rotten and needs either extraction or a root canal.

This is a kid that’s never even had a single filling!!

What in the world?!

Then erev Yom Kippur, another kid started having very strange ‘back pains’ that literally had her howling in pain, much of the night.


I went into Yom Kippur feeling extremely overwhelmed.

I also went into Yom Kippur asking Hashem what it is He wants from me, specifically, and from my family, that would help to mitigate all this ‘judgement’.

In hitbodedut before the Yom HaDin, I got the idea that I should go to the Rav for Kol Nidre, even though I usually fast pretty badly, so I don’t go anywhere much.

But, my husband was still laid up with his infected foot, and in my hitbodedut, I got the idea that there had to be some representative of my family by the Rav for Yom Kippur, even just literally for five minutes, and then everything would start to ‘sweeten’ again.


So after I lit my candles, I girded my loins and walked off to Meah Shearim, where Shuvu Banim had erected a huge tent for the Yom Kippur davening.

They did that last year, too – but last year, the Rav was still in prison, so the core community who was praying with Shuvu Banim was much smaller.

I got there, and it was standing room only, exclusively for men, inside the tent. Outside, meanwhile, a couple hundred of women and children had brought their own Keter plastic chairs to try and join in with the services, hard as that was going to be.

As I stood there for a minute, unsure what to do because I couldn’t see or hear anything going on inside the tent, there was suddenly a commotion: the Rav was literally brought into the tent a minute after I got there, and I had the privilege of seeing him, albeit for just a few short seconds.

It was incredible hashgacha pratit.

Suddenly, the weight that had been tying me down for over a week started to feel much lighter.


I didn’t have a chair with me, as I had to shlep in 40 minutes to get to Meah Shearim, so I sat on the pavement for 10 minutes – where I could hear absolutely nothing – then decided to go back home.

At home, the husband’s foot was still infected. The kid was still screaming with back pain.

And I wondered if maybe I’d just dreamed that ‘it’s all going to be OK now’ impression, back in Meah Shearim.

The kid eventually fell asleep, and I was feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted, I also fell into bed – but with the plan to wake up early the next morning, to do a six hour hitbodedut, as well as some Yom Kippur davening from the machsor.


I woke up at 5.55AM, after a very powerful dream.

In that dream, I was in a ‘big city’ with my family, and half my family was with me, and the other half of extended family was in the food court of a mall located in the bottom of a massive skyscraper.

And I just knew that skyscraper was about to collapse, and there was nothing I could do to tell them, or get them out in time.

I watched the building fall down ‘from the outside’ and also ‘from the inside’, inside the food court where my family was, and all the lights fizzed out.

Things were not looking good.


At that point, I was kind of half awake, but still half asleep, and I decided I had to ‘go back in’ to the dream to fix the outcome.

I went into the dark, collapsed food court, and I just visualised throwing Rav Berland’s tallit over my family members who I knew were there. The tallit ‘found’ them immediately, and as soon as they were under the wings of the tallit, they kind of ‘popped up’ safe and praying by the kever of Rabbenu, in Uman.

I did this a few separate times, with a few different people – and then I got a picture of Rav Berland in my head, dressed as the Kohen HaGadol, telling me three times:

Every house that has a prayer will be saved.

Then the Rav told me:

This is the message, and your job is to publicise it. Don’t forget when you wake up!


I don’t get a lot of dreams, but when I do get them, and I remember them, they nearly always seem to be very meaningful (at least, to me.)

So, I am sharing the Rav’s message with you.

A couple of years ago, he gave a shiur where he explained that his prayers and his books are mamash what’s destroying the forces of evil in the world, and where he explicitly said that every home should have one of his prayers.

I know if you’re not a follower of the Rav, and if you’re ‘anti’ the Rav, this is very hard to swallow.

All I can suggest is that you do some deep hitbodedut on the question of Rav Berland, and ask God to show you the truth.

There is no other way of arriving at it.


In the meantime, I woke up properly, and went straight into a six hour hitbodedut session to try to mitigate the din.

First, there’s the idea brought down in the Gemara that a dream goes after its interpretation, so I interpreted that building collapsing more as a symbol of the collapsing ‘world of lies’, than another explicit 9/11, God forbid.

The rest of the dream didn’t need a positive ‘spin’, because it’s obvious: the people who are connected to the True Tzaddikim, Rav Eliezer Berland AND Rebbe Nachman ben Faige and Simcha will be under their protection.

And that protection is very easily acquired: just make the minor effort required to get one of the Rav’s prayers in your home, if you don’t already one.

(More on how to do that practically at the end of this post.)


Then for the next few hours, I was just really begging Hashem to have mercy on His people, my bit of it specifically, and all of Am Yisrael who are really struggling right now, because so many of us want to be closer to God, and want to be doing better, spiritually – but we are so mired in the world of lies, and all the tumah that is clogging us up on every level.

By the time I was done, I felt much happier again.

I prayed the Mussaf prayer, then went downstairs.

God, please show me what You want from me, and what teshuva I / we need to make, to get all this din to go away…

My eye fell on a book called ‘Anatomy of the Soul’, by the Breslov Research Institute.


Long story short, the stuff it was saying about ‘spines’ seemed to fit a great deal of what was going on in the kid’s life.

I went and read bits of it to her (with her permission…) and I could see it was really resonating.

Her back was feeling better, but there was also a path of teshuva being required, that we could both see was coming more clearly into view.

Then, I cracked it open to ‘legs’, and a lot of what it was saying about legs / feet also seemed to resonate.

A path of teshuva started to materialise there, too.


There is so much to say here, but I can’t write everything that I’m thinking or feeling.

Here’s a couple of points that I do want to share:

It seems to me that 5783 is the year where we can no longer ‘duck’ or avoid Hashem, or ‘duck’ and avoid the consequences of our own bad middot and negative actions.

All the chickens appear to be coming home to roost this year – which is a pre-requisite for the world of truth to start shining out, but also a very scary and difficult prospect.

For a layperson with no formal medical training, I am pretty clued-up on a bunch of ways of helping me and my family navigate our health issues without resorting to the evil Western medical tyranny.

The last few days, I have been feeling totally overwhelmed – and completely powerless. But that’s been teaching me a very important lesson:

God is the Healer, Only God.

And all our ‘knowledge’ and ‘potions’ aren’t going to help us, if we didn’t make peace with Hashem, and ‘deal direct’ with Him, and figure out the teshuva required for us to really get healthy again.


In terms of my own teshuva process, I am seriously considering deleting all my content again, and starting with a clean slate here on the blog.

In the past when I’ve done that, it’s been totally obvious that was required, and so I did it without a second thought.

This time around, I have a lot of confusion about whether that is really what God wants, this time, so I am still doing hitbodedut about it, until I get the proper clarity.

But the point is, if there’s something like that required to get my family back to full health again, I will do it in a heartbeat.

So don’t get a shock if you log on and all the content has disappeared again.


I want to leave you with some words of the Rav, taken from Rav Berland on the Jewish Holidays, in the section on Yom Kippur:

The Rebbe says: (LM 206),

A person sins and harms his soul; at first things continue to go well for him.

Then, Hashem begins to send him slight hints. If he still doesn’t get it, Hashem calls to him louder and louder, until the person starts getting kicked and pounded with suffering.

You sinned? Do teshuva!

The same Torah that told you it’s a sin tells you about teshuva!

But if you don’t do teshuva, then maybe after some suffering something will start to sink in, you will begin to do teshuva, begin to sob over your spiritual blemishes, get shaken up a drop!

And if not, then God forbid, a spouse will get sick, if not a spouse then the children, God forbid!….


We are Jews!

Nothing is rectified for free!

By the Christians nothing is needed to be done, just go to the Priest and confess to him once a year and he says ‘forgiven forgiven’ afterwards, and then everyone continues as before.

By Jews, there is no such thing.


For sins, a person must pay!

On every transgression he must pay! If a person doesn’t do teshuva and doesn’t wake up, then he starts getting hit with suffering, as it says “There is no suffering without sin.”


There are 22 days from Rosh Hashana until Simchat Torah to fix everything.

Kabbalistically, from Rosh Hashana until Yom Kippur the judgments are sweetened, we sweetened our yetzer hara that it shouldn’t control us.

Now, from Yom Kippur until Simchat Torah there are 12 days for forgiveness of sins, we are now building the New Year….


A week ago, the Rav was apparently saying there will be no nuke this year, but that there WILL be a lot of bombs…

And that Ukraine and Russia will destroy each other.

I didn’t hear it myself, but I’m passing on what I was told.

Regardless, a person would need to be blind to  not see that the whole world is currently in a very precarious state.

Yom Kippur is now behind us, be the final judgment is only finally sealed after Sukkot – we still have 10 more days, to dance, sing and make some real teshuva, to ‘build’ the next year as one of goodness, Torah, happiness and health.

No-one can afford to be complacent this year, that they’ve ‘made it through’.

There are very big things happening, very big judgements occurring, that need sweetening.

And the time when we could run away from Hashem, and complacently continue to sin without getting hit with suffering, are over.


To get prayers from the Rav into your home, go HERE.

You can also order pre-printed prayers for a nominal fee, get one of the Rav’s books of prayers on specific topics, or simply just find a prayer and print it off yourself.


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I’ve had a kind of ‘low grade’ feeling of anxiety going on for the last few weeks, now.

Externally, life is Baruch Hashem, pretty good. But my soul is really not so happy at the moment.

It feels like there is so much about to burst out into the open, any minute now, and even though I’m basically ignoring most of the news these days, and have been for a couple of months, my inbox is filling up with stuff that is probably contributing to that underlying anxiety.

Let’s get a few of those things out of the way first, because then I want to talk about CERN, and how it’s connected to a whole bunch of the weird things going on in our world right now.


First, let’s get back to those ‘safe and effective’ Covid nanotech shots.

Studies are starting to come out that they have had a huge impact on fertility, but especially, male fertility.

I got sent this yesterday:

Declining birth rates post-Covid vaccines – is it time to panic?

Not yet, but real concern is warranted

You can read the whole thing HERE, but it’s based on THIS detailed post analysing the data coming out of Sweden, that didn’t really have a lockdown, so the drop in birth rates is way more obviously correlated to people taking those ‘safe and effective’ Covid shots.



In turn, this discussion was prompted by an Israeli research paper that showed that ‘motility of sperm’ and ‘semen concentration’ in men that took the Pfizer shots was drastically impaired:


You can see a full copy of that paper HERE.

And while the researchers claim this male infertility is ‘temporary’, the truth is that by the time this five month study had ended, the sperm motility and concentration showed no signs of returning back to ‘normal’ any time soon.


My daughter is seeing a very nice guy with very good middot – who had three shots of Pfizer’s Cominarty.

I’ve got my eyes open to the side-effects of these graphene oxide nanotech shots, and these research papers do worry me.

At the same time, I’m reminding myself: Ein Od Milvado! God is really running the world, and if God decides a soul is going to come down to the world, then immobile sperm or no, that’s going to happen. Bezrat Hashem.

I guess, with a whole bunch of heart-felt prayers and teshuva and pidyonot….which is probably the point anyway.


In the meantime, on July 2, 2022, the Justice Department of the Uruguayan government announced they were giving Pfizer 48 hours to submit information on whether the Covid shots do contain nanotechnology (and questioning them on a whole bunch of other stuff, too).

Screenshot from HERE (google translated from Spanish):


This is coming in response to a legal claim launched against Pfizer’s attempts to force children to be mandated to have the Covid shots.

Which shows us that small people like you and me CAN get things done, with God’s help, when we start to push-back legally.

We know most of our judges (and politicians…) are corrupt and have large amounts of ‘donations’ sitting offshore in anonymous bank accounts.

But it only takes one honest judge, and a handful of people who refuse to give up or ‘leave the fight to other people’ to start the push-back. (With God’s help….)


Meanwhile, Yaakov from JerusalemCats sent me this today:

Breaking: The Israeli MOH is hiding a study it conducted, showing a 2-4 times higher rate of adverse events reports following Pfizer COVID vaccine in kids aged 5-11 vs ages 12-17

Here’s a relevant screenshot:


Again, Ein Od Milvado.

When we remember that God controls the world, every aspect of it, that enables us to digest this information without falling into total yeoush.

Heart-felt prayer and sincere teshuva and pidyonot paid to a real tzaddik can and will turn everything around.

That’s probably at least part of why all this is happening right now, to wean us off the Esavian, totally corrupted ‘Western Medicine’, and to remind us all that we are SOULS in a physical body, not just a hunk of meat that can be ‘cured’ by pills and surgery.

Which brings me onto the next part of this post, about CERN.


Last week, I had a phone conversation with a very educated reader, who has been watching CERN’s impact on the world, and particularly the impact of it’s ‘Large Hadron Collider’ experiment for well over a decade.

They told me a few things I didn’t know about CERN, including:

  1. If you search for any info on CERN in English, what comes back is a bunch of stuff about ritual murders at their HQ in front of their big statue of ‘Shiva’; opening portals into the sky to let evil spirits flood into the world; or alternatively, opening portals to hell, to let evil spirits flood into the world.

THIS article does a very good job of summing up the CERN ‘high strangeness’, with a bunch of links you can explore yourself, if you are so minded.


We saw how ‘Nibiru’ was leveraged to make people like me believe that chemtrails was a delusional figment of all those ‘crazy conspiracy theorists’ imagination.

Because I was so sceptical about the claims being made for ‘Nibiru’, for years, I didn’t dig further behind the ridiculous explanations being given that the chemtrails were being sprayed ‘to block Nibiru from view’.


The chemtrails were being sprayed to saturate us all with graphene oxide and other aerolised nanotech, as part of our governments’ attacks against us, its own citizens.

But it took a long while to figure that out, and to take the whole ‘real chemtrails’ discussion seriously, because of all the interference being run by these ‘Nibiru’ theories.

And something similar appears to be going on with CERN, and all this ‘high strangeness’.


The second thing I learnt is that no-one can ever sue CERN for any of its ‘experiments gone wrong’, because – surprise surprise! – all our corrupt governments gave them a ‘get out of jail free’ card.

My contact knew someone first-hand who took CERN to court in Germany and won her case…. in theory. In practise, the judges told her that CERN cannot be sued by any country in the world, ever, for any of the ‘side-effects’ of their experiments.

And we see the same thing in other countries, too, screenshot from HERE:


So, back to that ‘Large Hadron Collider’ (LHC) experiment.

My contact has been watching the CERN online dashboard for the LHC experiment for years. And the experiments they are doing at CERN are massively affecting both the earth’s magnetosphere – and also the sun.

CO-IN-CID-ENTALLY, they took the CERN LHC experiment offline the last 2-3 years – dovetailing with the Covid 19 plandemic – to beef it up.

And now, as of yesterday, July 5, 2022, the LHC is officially starting up again.

Screenshot from HERE:

Note the built-in propaganda mocking anyone who voices concerns about CERN’s experiments as ‘doomsday conspiracies’.

They are washing our brains for us 24/7.


According to my contact, CERN started some initial testing with it again as a ‘soft launch’ beginning January of this year, on and off, and then really ramping it up around Pesach time.

All that coincided with the period of time before Pesach when I started to feel really weak and unwell – for no obvious reason – that has been continuing for weeks and weeks, until I finally paid a pidyon to the Rav and started taking some Miracle Mineral Solution every day.

And now, as of yesterday, these LHC experiments are about to start up again, in a much bigger way.


People are electric beings.

Our whole body operates at very low frequencies, that influences our cells to manufacture the stuff required for the body to work properly.

I’ve written a lot about these subjects before, in connection with the possible health impacts of 5….G, and the directed energy tech that so many people still refuse to believe really exists. I’ll stick some links below this article.

But the point is this:

CERN is abnormally and radically affecting the frequency in our world, in some enormous ways.

And their experiments are FOR SURE also affecting our health – both mental and physical.


So now, let me walk you through the ‘guide to the CERN dashboard’ I was given yesterday, so you can start to make some of these connections between CERN’s experiments, and your own strange health symptoms, yourself.

  1. The CERN Dashboard

HERE is the link for that, and this is a screenshot of what you’ll see, when you click on it:


The first green arrow is pointing up to the ‘drop down menu’, where you can access the other screens we’ll be talking about in a mo.

The second green arrow is showing you the activity of the two beams that CERN keeps trying to perfectly align, so they can smash together, to collide protons.

The red line shows one beam, the black line shows another.

This information is inaccessible after it ‘passes from live view’, so if you see anything interesting, get into the habit of taking a screenshot.

As we can see, they were pumping their beams up to maximum strength yesterday, up to the 7000 mark, on the right hand axis.

This main screen is called: LHC Operation.


2. LHC Luminosity

I was told that higher luminosity = more energy =  more affects in the physical world.

This screen shows the ‘energy / luminosity’ after effects CERN achieves from each run at colliding those particles.

Here’s a screenshot from today, that shows they’ve been pretty busy since opening back up, yesterday:


3. LHC DASHBOARD, and other interesting screens to visit

You can get to all of these from the drop-down menu on the top left hand side of the CERN site, HERE.

Here’s some others you may want to take a look at:

LHC Beam Dump

LHC BSRT – shows the two beams going in clock and anti-clockwise direction, and pinpoints the stream of protons. This shows you if the beams are currently running.

The CERN dashboard runs on Swiss time (1 hour behind Israel).

So, if you are feeling strange, or noticing something strange, you can take a look to see if ‘something’ was going on, over at CERN, that corresponds with your unusual experience.



OK, so this is another website that you need to pay attention to, to correlate ‘spikes’ in CERN’s LHC experiments with weird sun and solar weather phenomena.

This is the site: https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/

It operates on ‘international time’, which is 3 hours behind Israel.

My correspondent pointed out a few of the links here, to keep a close eye on. Let’s run through them, with screenshots.



This shows the radiation reaching the earth. 

She told me that whenever CERN is running the LHC experiments, the readings here go haywire around the same time, or just afterwards.



This shows the X-rays, protons, electrons etc coming into the earth’s atmosphere, especially as a result of solar storms (left hand side):



(Right hand of the screen shot)

The K-index reflects the average of all the indices all together, to show the activity of solar storms.

  • Red is meant to show ‘solar flares’;
  • Yellow shows it’s gearing up for something;
  • Green shows low levels of activity.

We are currently in the middle of a ‘solar minimum’, so solar storms are meant to be very rare.

And yet…. whaddya know?

There appears to be some sort of ‘solar flare-like’ activity happening, just when CERN was ramping up its beams yesterday.


I am by no means an expert in all this stuff, at all.

Really, I’m just passing on information here, to begin this conversation about what CERN’s experiments are actually doing to our world – and to us – in real time.

What my correspondent told me from her lengthy observations is that she is seeing CERN do things that ‘make things go crazy, and then the sun responds to what CERN is doing with a solar flare.’

This sounds fantastic, that these people have some how figured how how to control the sun’s activity, at least partially, with their experiments deep underground.

Yet the more I begin to explore this topic, the more I’m starting to think she has a point.


One more thing, then we’ll stop here for today.

Yesterday in the middle of the night, I started feeling some very strong ‘sick fear’ that I haven’t felt for well over a decade.

I came down, read 3 tikkun haklalis, paid a pidyon, started to feel better, and finally I could go to sleep. All that was happening between 12am – 2am Israeli time.

When I was putting this post together, I took another look at the LHC Operation screen from yesterday night (screenshotted above), which remember is one hour behind Israel.

Here’s the relevant section, blown up:

Look at the time.

My very strange, intense bout of ‘sick fear’ coincided exactly with when CERN was ramping their Large Hadron Collider to the max yesterday night.

It began at 11pm Swiss time (12 am Israeli) and then continued for the next three hours.

Baruch Hashem, the tikkun haklalis and the pidyon seems to have mitigated the effects of the last hour of operation, at least for me.

But it’s certainly an interesting CO-INC-IDE-NCE, and something I will definitely be keeping a closer eye on, going forward.





We can’t beat Esav at his own game.

Prayer, teshuva and pidyonot are the only way we can get to this to break.

And when enough of us figure that out, that’s when this evil will finally start to crumble, once and for all.


PS: I just remembered something Rav Berland said, four years ago now, snippet from HERE:

Don’t believe the false prophets!

The Gemara in Sanhedrin says: Even if [false prophets] make the sun and moon stand still in the firmament [don’t believe them]. Such great powers were given to the sitra achra that the could make the sun stand still, like Moshe Rabbenu, like Yehoshua Bin Nun.

What’s going to be, if you come across some sorcerer and he says: “You want to see that I’m telling you the truth? See, now the sun is standing still [in the sky]! Look at the clock, see, it’s not moving. It hasn’t moved for an hour!”

Are you going to start believing in him?

But we have the Torah! After Moshe Rabbenu brought the Torah down, we could also stop the sun, and halt the moon. We have the words of our Tzaddikim. Nothing in the world could take us away from the words of the Tzaddikim… He made the sun and moon stand still? We’re really not even interested.


The forces of idolatry have so much power

The Gemara tells us: [The Tanna] Rabbi Yossi HaGalili said: The Torah reaches to the end of the daat (spiritual knowledge) of the star worshipers, and so the Torah was given to rule over them, so that even if they make the sun stand still…” etc.


They can even get the sun to stand still in the middle of the sky. “Even if he halts the sun in the middle of the firmament, don’t listen to him.”

Even if some non-Jew comes and makes the sun stand still in the heavens for an hour, know, this means nothing. 





Links to other articles about electric health on the blog:




Back when I was starting to study ‘sound’ as a healing tool, three years ago, I tripped over something called ‘The Schumann Resonance.’

Three years ago, the links between human mental and physical health and extremely low frequencies (ELFs) were still being deliberately obscured.

So there was a lot of ‘disinformation’ about whether the Schumann Resonance was even really a ‘thing’; what it’s true frequency was, and of course, how much all this stuff is so very closely connected to human health, in just about every way.

If you go HERE, you’ll find one of those earlier articles about the Schumann Resonance, that has a lot of good background and material, but is kind of struggling to put it into the right context.


Anyway, long story short, I had a deep feeling that ‘sound was the way to go’, when it came to healing us human beings, so I kept researching, and that’s when I stumbled across Eileen Day McCusick and her book:

Tuning the Human Biofield: Healing with Vibrational Sound Therapy

I read the book two years ago, found it very interesting – so I ordered some of her tuning forks, to do the experiment myself, because that’s the only way we ever really know, if something is going to ‘work’, if something is ‘real’, or not.

Here’s a snippet, describing what ‘tuning the biofield’ is all about:

A guide to the practice of Sound Balancing, using tuning forks to clear trauma stored in the human energy field.

• Provides a precise map of the energetic biofield that surrounds the body, showing where specific emotions, memories, traumas, and pain are stored.

• Details how to locate stored trauma in the biofield with a tuning fork and clear it.


I started experimenting with Eileen’s tuning forks and method about 18 months ago – mostly just on myself.

Because 18 months ago, the idea that ‘sound’ could somehow ‘clear’ serious trauma and pain out of the system, and help me to stay healthy, sounded pretty looney-tunes, even to me.

So, I did some small experiments, noticed some interesting stuff – but then got completely consumed in other subjects, like what really happened to kill 45 people at Meron; and what’s really in these ‘Covid’ shots.

I had no idea, back then, how sound and frequency are so tightly connected to both these topics. But now, I do.


At the same time that the horrible idea was swimming into view that the State of Israel had deliberately targeted the pilgrims in Meron with some sort of ‘Directed Energy Weapon’, I noticed a whole bunch of new ‘tech’ going up on every street corner in Jerusalem.


The similarity between the ‘horn antennas’ used at the bottom of the stairs in Meron, and the ‘horn antennas’ suddenly showing up at parks and intersections all over Jerusalem was just too obvious to ignore.


I know this is difficult to hear.

I’ve had emails from people telling me that ‘for sure, these speaker-thingies are being put up all across Israel for a good, helpful reason’…

But when I ask them what that ‘good, helpful reason’ actually is – they have no idea.

It’s a case of the eyes clearly seeing, but the brain trying to explain things away, to keep us in the comfort zone, where we don’t have to worry that our government and military really ARE trying to kill us.


Below, I spliced the clip of the starlings in Spain colliding after being caught in a DEW / 5…G energy beam, with what happened in the crucial minute after the ‘horn antennas’ in Meron got switched on by the fake Hatzalah guy.

Draw your own conclusions.


I’m not going to rehash all of the info I’ve put up about 5…G and the human body here.

If you are interested, take a look at the following posts:

Orgone options and halachas: Recognising ‘Acute Radiation Syndrome’

A leap into the unknown

More antennas = more fires

How the nanotech in the Covid shots actually works

Cisco and electronic ‘tagging’

Nanosensors in Covid shots: Time to get real

Sound waves and the human body: An explainer


Let’s sum things up by saying that any scepticism I had about sound being an agent of destruction – but also a very powerful agent of healing – has now totally evaporated.

For three months, since Sukkot, I was in a very difficult space, mentally.

I was full of fear about what the future holds; I was fearing the ‘tech’ I see everywhere; I was fearing what’s really going to happen, when they have all their tech in place, and finally switch the 5…G on, fully – probably some time in the next few months.

Because I was ALREADY feeling the negative health effects of all the new antennas going up every 100 metres in Jerusalem.


And I had no idea what to do, to try to stop this from happening.

And I’m not injected with anything, Baruch Hashem.

(More on that in a moment.)


At this stage, one of my readers, who is a mathematics whizz, started sending me some very interesting emails.

Many of them are ‘over my head’, in terms of the equations and ideas being shared, but last week, I got sent this:

The coming year is (5) 783 = the Schumann Resonance

Along with a whole bunch of links, which I’m just going to put below.


If you are interested, click on:


Similar Spectral Power Densities Within the Schumann Resonance and a Large Population of Quantitative Electroencephalographic Profiles

The following short video is shmirat eynayim friendly, and explains in 2.5 minutes some of the basics, of how solar and geomagnetic activity can affect the human heart, amongst other things:


This screenshot comes from HERE:



Here’s where things got even more interesting – and started to develop a particular ‘Jewish’ twist, that gives me some real hope that we are about to see some massive open miracles.

My reader sent me this:

Here is the 783 in a different order:


Looking at the sound of the Shofar, you can see that the frequency is 376. You can therefore also get 378 as well – here is the ‘783’, again.

THIS link, to the ‘Vibration Data Newsletter’ from January 2007 discusses ‘Shofar Acoustics’.

Here’s the image of the ‘sound of the Shofar’, from page 8:


Here is the sound of ‘387 Hz’:


Then, he sent me this:


When  I read this, I got goosebumps.

783 – breaks down to 26.

387 – breaks down to 26.

26 is the gematria of Hashem’s ineffable name, the Tetragrammaton, Yud Kei Vav Kei.


Over on Orwell.city, they recently put up a video covering the information they got from a whistleblower at Spanish cellcoms company, Telefonica.


Basically, 5…G operates across a range of frequencies, but the one frequency our NWO governments are focusing their 5…G efforts on is:

26 GHZ

Snippet (translated from Spanish, so a little clunky):

Graphene acts with the transistor phenomenon.

That is to say, it multiplies the frequency at the same time as the damage it causes inside the body since it is toxic or cytotoxic inside the body.

Moreover, depending on the radiation it absorbs, this toxicity is dependent on that radiation.

I want you to look at this article now, which is about 26 GHz graphene transistors exactly. Exactly the same frequency that the government is now going to launch in our country, and that will be launched everywhere. 

Notice. Why 26 GHz? 

Because that’s the optimum signal multiplication frequency of graphene transistors. Do you understand, therefore, that 5G and its 26 GHz are precisely to wreak havoc with these graphene transistors inside the body? Or that they act as transistors? What a coincidence! 


And in case you still didn’t understand that the Covid shots contain self-assembling graphene oxide nano-routers, LaQuintaColumna just released some new images, with another bombshell report to follow soon:

WARNING: Best to watch the subtitles and turn the volume off, for this video.

He speaks really loudly, because he’s so upset about what he’s just discovered in the Pfizer shot, image below:



So, the whistleblower at Telefonica shared a confidential report that said:

The human body cannot withstand 26 GHz.

When they turn 5…G on, sometime in the next few months, at that range – we will all be dropping like flies. Or like starlings. Or like the people at the bottom of the stairs in Meron, God forbid.


’26’ is also the gematria of Hashem’s ineffable name.

And ’26’ is also what you get when you break down 783 – the 7.83 of the Schumann Resonance, the (5)783 of the coming year, motzae shvit, when Moshiach is meant to be revealed.

And 26 is also what you get when you break down 387 – the sound frequency of the Shofar, and the ‘opposite’ of 783.

The only way we can get rescued from what is coming down the pipe is by crying out to Hashem, calling out to Hashem, blowing the shofar of repentance, both literally and figuratively….


While I was putting this post together, I got sent two more bits of information, one of the more ‘technical’ side, and one on the more ‘spiritual’ side.

Technically, I got sent a link to a promo for THIS event, which I watched last night:


The Sound of Music: Medicine of the Future live presentation by John Stuart Reid!

Snippet, followed by some screenshots of the presentation:

Over 20 years ago, acoustic-physics scientist, John Stuart Reid experienced a seemingly miraculous healing of a painful lower back injury during cymatics experiments in Egypt’s Great Pyramid. Inspired by this event he has intensively studied the biological mechanisms that activate the body’s healing response, without use of drugs. 

In his illuminating presentation John Stuart Reid will distill for us some of the important biological mechanisms discovered during his 20 years of research and will share with us his intuitive sense that the Sound of Music will become The Medicine of the Future.




John Reid ended the presentation by basically saying that the right music can literally heal old, diseased red blood cells, and create new, healthy red blood cells.

Think about that for a moment.

You can see more of his research HERE, and also download an app that enables the user to ‘visualise’ the sound of the music they are listening to:

(THIS one, that shows the effect of ‘meditation’ on a person’s speaking is even more cool…)


And the spiritual dimension to all this, as always, comes from the Rav, Rav Eliezer Berland.

For the last couple of years, the Rav was repeatedly making ‘throw-away’ comments about how everyone need to learn how to play a musical instrument, and how playing music, singing and dancing were going to bring geula and the Moshiach.

Initially, I thought all this was a metaphorical statement.

(But I still took the hint to start learning how to play the guitar….)

Now, I’m starting to understand, again, that the Rav was being very specific.


It’s Rosh Chodesh Shvat, 5782, tonight.

Here is the pray the Rav wrote to say for the molad of Shvat, 5782, and I’ll translate some of it below:



חודש השירה, ר”ה לאילנות לב”ש א’ שבט, לב”ה ט”ו בשבט, ומהמולד מתחילה הארת שירת המלאכים בסוד השירה בסוד גאלת שבט נחלתך.

The month of song, Rosh Hashana of the trees according to Beit Shammai, on [Sunday night], the 1st of Shvat, according to Beit Hillel, Tu B’shvat (15th of Shvat).

And from the molad, the emergence of the song of the angels, which is the secret of the song, which is the secret of [the geula of Shvat, which is your inheritance].

(The stuff is square brackets is not the literal translation, but the more hidden allusion.)



Let this month of singing, and angels’ song leading to geula begin already!

There is not a moment to lose.



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