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Being real, Fake News, Geula, Jewish women, Mental Health, Narcissism, Stress

As below. so above

For a very long time, I was caught up in battling narcissists.

It started when my obsession with the ‘Erev Rav’ kind of dovetailed with lots of difficult people, and painful relationships in my own life, and over the course of around a decade, I found myself deep in the ‘narcissist parsha’.

A lot of good ultimately came from that battle.

I wrote a whole bunch of books about how to deal with those people, this phenomenon, and how a person can free their own soul from being caught up in the bonds of narcissistic behavior and attitudes.

Those books include Unlocking the Secret of the Erev Rav, and People Smarts, and they give real, solid, Torah-based advice on how to ‘win’ the war with narcissism, at least in your own dalet amot.

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Why am I coming back to this topic again, now?

Here’s why.

Narcissism’s main power lies in deceit, manipulation and ‘brainwashing’ other people into thinking a certain way (usually, their way), in order to control them.

I wrote a whole bunch of stuff about how narcissism shows up in real time, in our real relationships, over on my other blog, HERE.

I’m not going to rehash it all again.

But I wanted to set out what happens when people start to pull away from the narcissists in their lives, and start thinking for themselves again.

Because I think it will really help you to understand more of what’s going on around us, with this whole ‘plandemic’ and how actions in our own life really can affect the outcome, in a very big way.

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So, here are the stages of moving out of that manipulated, guilted and ‘brainwashed’ state:

Stage 1: Total confusion

This is where the cognitive dissonance between what you’ve been told and taught to believe, and what you’re actually seeing with your own eyes and experiencing with your own flesh starts to go stratospheric.

For example, you’re told – repeatedly – that millions of people are dying from Covid-19 and that we’ve never had such a bad ‘pandemic’.

But you look around, and you just can’t see that reflected in your own life, your own circle of acquaintances.

This is where true freedom of the soul can begin – or where it will end.

People hate to feel confused. They hate uncertainty.

So they have a lot of motivation to defuse that confusion by tuning out one side of the argument, one ‘information set’ that is in conflict with the other.

At this stage, those who are drawn to the truth will start to permit themselves to question ‘the official narrative’ – even though that is terribly scary. Because who knows what else they are going to discover, when they open that can of worms?

And then on the other side, there are those who will effectively switch their own God-given abilities to think for themselves, and to feel their own emotions, off, and to just go with the ‘official line’.

This happens in narcissistic relationships, and it’s also happening in the world, all around us, all the time.

But especially at the moment.

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The people who chose to ‘switch themselves off’ can always chose to switch back on again, in the future.

But typically, few will take this option, as the price of acknowledging the truth – and admitting they were wrong, brainwashed, taken advantage of, duped – gets higher and higher.

The exception to this rule will be if the ‘price’ of going along with the official narrative outweighs the ‘pain’ of questioning their own assumptions and beliefs.

More on this in a moment.

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Stage 2: Cautious Pushback

This is where the newly-minted truth seeker starts trying out the possibility that things aren’t what they really seem.

Typically, it’s characterised by cautious pushback, where they start to give themselves permission to have a different opinion from those around them. And to read ‘conspiracy theories’ with a more open mind, to try and figure out if it’s really possible they are being lied to, and have assumed things that aren’t really true.

At this stage, the person is still very unsure about what is going on, and even might start to believe that they are going a little crazy, or nuts.

I mean, EVERYONE ELSE believes that [Covid-19 is a real pandemic / my controlling, angry mum is a selfless angel / my sister really does have a good heart, despite all her ongoing abuse and manipulation…]

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Typically, when our ability to reason, and our ability to really connect to our own true feelings about things, instead of ignoring them and stuffing them down, come back online, it can take a while to re-orient.

I know quite a few people right now who literally believe they might be going crazy, because they are giving themselves permission to think what they really think, and to feel what they really feel.

And frankly, that feels very weird to them, especially at the beginning.

All of a sudden, they are having all these mood swings.

All of a sudden, they are feeling angry.

All of a sudden, their tolerance for other people, and for other people’s behavior, is plummeting through the floor.

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Let me reassure you:

All this is very, very normal.

In the olam hafuch, we have been taught that the only acceptable feeling is ‘fake happy’.

But that world is flipping around now, and all these other feelings all have a place, and a use, and a message to give us about what we need to work on, change, acknowledge and fix.

But in the meantime, we are starting to ‘feel ourselves’ – maybe for the first time in our lives – and we are starting to think for ourselves, cautiously.

And that will instantly bring us into greater conflict with those around us who are still abiding by the narcissist paradigm.

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This stage can be very, very difficult to navigate.

It requires a lot of soul-searching, talking to God, and courage.

But I can tell you from personal experience, the benefits of reclaiming your soul, your real self, cannot be overstated.

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Stage 3: The Carrot

This is where the narcissist / narcissist paradigm launches a full-on charm offensive, to convince you that all your doubts are unfounded, and to entice you back into the mental bondage that is ‘their way’, ‘their belief system’.

Do this, and you’ll get all these benefits!

We only have your best interests at heart!

Of course you can trust me! Why would I lie?!

Who have you been talking to, who’s been filling your head with all these conspiracy theories?!

If that doesn’t work, it’ll also be larded up with heavy doses of guilt and manipulation.

How could you do this to me / to us?

Don’t you care about other people?

If five million people die, it will be ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!

Etc etc.

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For the person who is trying to reclaim their soul, this stage is so very difficult, because you become filled with self-doubt, and start questioning your own clarity.

Maybe, I got this all wrong?

Look how nice they are being to me, how genuine they seem to be, how trustworthy they appear…

What do I really know, anyway, about what’s really going on here?

Hitbodedut, talking to God, daily attempts to reconnect to your inner truth, your higher self, your real soul, is crucial for navigating this stage in one piece, without going bonkers.

And if you do that successfully, here’s where we get to the final part of the process:

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Stage 4: The beast comes out of the shadows

This is where the gloves come off, and the ‘nice narcissist paradigm / person’ suddenly transforms into your worst nightmare.

What, you’re going to fine me 1000 nis for breathing fresh air?!

What, you are going to set things up that if I don’t ‘choose’ to be vaccinated, you are going to make me unemployable?!

What, you are threatening me with a prison sentence for marrying off my child / trying to make a living / disagreeing with you?!

Yes, yes and yes.

Because all this is really just about control.

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The downside of this stage is that there is no more lying to yourself about the ‘good heart’, the ‘caring persona’, the ‘underneath good guy or gal’.

When you finally see the true face of what’s lurking underneath that plastic, fake ‘nice’ exterior, it can literally leave you queasy for days, weeks and even months.

This is where all the brainwashing finally crashes down, and you start to re-evaluate all your previous negative experiences, all those previous warning signs that you ignored or rationalised away, in the light of your new understanding that something here was very wrong, all along.

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Typically, this is where people feel immense rage and anger at being fooled / abused / enslaved for so long.

This is when the revolutions that transform history, and re-align the world, can happen.

But, while it’s very healthy to experience this stage, it’s very unhealthy to let it last a second longer than is really required for mental and spiritual health.

Let the rage flow up and out – but then take it all back to God, remember that He is really running the world, and make a very big effort to forgive the ‘sticks’ He used to beat you up – but without forgiving the behavior and actions itself, and definitely without ‘forgetting’ all about it.

Remember it. Continue to defend against it, and fight against it.

But don’t get bogged down in hatred and bitterness.

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The upsides of this stage are many.

Once the mask comes off, and you see what lurks underneath, all your doubts and confusions suddenly disappear, and you’ll feel freer than you ever felt before, spiritually.

You’ll be vindicated for ‘going against’.

You’ll be empowered to continue thinking and feeling for yourself.

Your mind will start to expand in a billion new, creative directions.

You’ll have way more energy and joie de vivre.

You’ll feel much, much closer to Hashem, and much more spiritually switched-on and aware.

And finally, you’ll have left the world of lies for good.

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As below, so above.

The more we all work on extricating ourselves from the clutches of the psychos in our midst – including family members, ‘friends’, bosses, gannenets, bus drivers, doctors, politicians, whoever – the faster this geula process will go.

Don’t let anyone guilt you, or manipulate you, or threaten you, or coerce you, into not thinking for yourself.

Or to not feeling your own feelings, and staying true to the message they are giving you.

This isn’t about following any given ‘line’, or ‘theory’, or political stance.

It’s about being real, with God.

And about setting your soul free to follow the truth.

And that’s why the Powers That Be – domestic and international, ‘out there’ and behind closed doors – are desperately trying to crush this blossoming of spiritual awareness.

But – with God’s help – they won’t win.

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February 11, 2021/2 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Fake News, Geula, Judaism, Mental Health, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, Stress, Teshuva

The end of the world. Again.

It’s taken me many years to realise that it’s a non-Jewish mindset to be obsessed with the ‘end of the world’.

Or to be more precise, to be obsessed with cataclysmic mass destruction, or ‘armageddon’, as the xtians like to call it.

You can understand why that is, because every ‘cataclysmic destruction’ in the past (that wasn’t man-made…) targeted the evil leaders of the non-Jewish world.

There was upheaval and massive natural disasters in idol-worshipping Enosh’s time. Then, the flood wiped out all of (evil…) humanity, except Noah and his family. Then Hashem came and ‘confused’ the generation of the Tower of Bavel, leading to a mass exodus out from the centre of civilisation.

Then again, at the time of Sdom, natural disasters destroyed the whole evil community living around the Dead Sea.

Then again, in Mitzrayim, at the time of Moshe Rabbenu, and again at the sea.

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There’s a pattern, here.

And that pattern continued up to the time of King Hezekiah, when the massive armies of Sennacherib were electrocuted to death, miraculously, by an angel of Hashem on Seder night, when they were besieging Jerusalem’s wall.

I covered a lot of this ground when I wrote that epic post, ‘How God uses comets to fight for the Jews’, a couple of years’ ago, when ‘Nibiru’ was the topic of the day.

At the end of this post, I’ll put links to all my ‘comet’ posts, so you can go and refresh your memory.

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But the point is this:

In the non-Jewish world, all this direct intervention by Hashem to smash evildoers off the face of the earth has always been seen as ‘negative’.

But by us, it’s different.

Or at least, it’s different if we really want God’s rulership of the entire world to be manifested, and if we’re staying close to the true Tzaddikim that are really telling us what’s going on.

And I accept, that for many people – even apparently ‘religious’ Jews – that’s a big ‘if’.

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Recently, ‘Noach Santo’, a thoughtful non-Jew with a great deal of information to share, left a few comments on my blog.

We’ve also been corresponding, a little, by email.

Here’s a little of what he sent me, and I’ll also include some of the links – and then we’ll get into framing all this in the correct Jewish way.

“If someone warned you that there would be no markets, bakeries, pharmacies, shops and commerce in the coming years, what would you do?

Buy and store what you can, in fact hide it. Prices will go up and then it will be missing. It will be very clear: the state will arrest everyone and provide food baskets at its door, the internet and telephony will be turned off, the world war will be triggered and announced by radio or printed government notices.

The sky will be very different, with falling stars, a different colored moon, the sun will spiral and stay focused and faster, northern lights and pillars of light will spread. People will go crazy.

This is one of the reasons for imprisoning them now in the narrative of the pandemic, vaccination, election, etc.”

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Continued:

Make no mistake about any man, there is no resistance movement.

MBY (I think he is same MBD, who will play one role first and then play another role, MBY + MBD = Moshiach) if he appears he will be publishing a book or giving talks at most. My thought is that the event, which is of an electromagnetic nature, read spiritual, will be the moment when HaShem will snatch or invest MBY as MBD.

HaShem is going to clean up all filth and hand over the government to Moshiach.

I said all the dirty: the visible and structural and even that in the hearts of the wisest and most elevated people.

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(He doesn’t speak English as a first language, so it’s a bit chunky in parts, but you get the idea.)

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If you go to this link below, you’ll find a lot of videos on the ‘Adapt 2030’ channel, that fleshes out a lot of the real science behind what ‘Noach Santo’ is talking about:

https://www.youtube.com/c/Adapt2030/videos

And I want to be clear, that al pi derech hateva, he has much more logic and evidence on his side than all those other people caught up in the ubiquitous fake science that has been designed to deliberately hide how the world really works, in so many different ways.

If I was a non-Jew, I would probably think very similarly to ‘Noach Santo’.

But I’m not, and here’s why I’m still saying optimistic.

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Over on the ravberland.com site, this post recently went up, quoting a shiur that the Rav gave from prison on January 20th, 2021:

In 2012, people thought the world was ending – and nothing happened.

Here’s a snippet:

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[They said that] in 2012, the world will be destroyed.

In the year 2012, they said that the world will be destroyed. They [i.e. the Mayan] made a calendar for 4,000 years, and at the end of 4,000 years, the world will be destroyed.

In exactly 2012, the calendar finished. They said that the world will be destroyed. People built bunkers for themselves. They said that the work of a person is 2012, this is his work. For this, he came into the world.

On December 21st, in 2012, in the 12th month, which is December, on the 21st, so people mamash, thousands of people, millions of people, dug bunkers under their homes and listened to that ‘prophecy’.

There wasn’t anything.

Nothing happened.

The world continued in its usual way.

They said that the elevators will fly and the electricity will jump to a million watts – nothing happened.

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So even if a person comes and says, the land will be overturned – by them, by the goyim, by the muslims, there is every second some prophet who says that the world will be overturned.

The world will end. It’s the end of the world.

They had something like a hundred prophets.

He brings the thing b’ito – in its time. He brings something like a hundred prophecies that the world will be destroyed, and we’re still alive in the zchut of this.[2]

If someone comes and says the land will be overturned, he needs to be hospitalized.

You need to give him a drip. Injections to calm him down. When a person hallucinates, you need to give him a drip, and then he can go back to being normal.

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Jews are ‘Ivrim’ – we’re on the opposite side of everyone else.

When ‘everyone else’ was carrying on like the party would never end, Rabbi Berland was warning of terrible decrees on the horizon, and asking his followers to pray, visit Kivrei Tzaddikim, make a lot of teshuva, to read many tikkun haklalis, and a few other things, too, to try to sweeten those decrees.

Decades ago, the Rav was talking about the great hardship and suffering that would occur in the Jewish world before Moshiach was revealed, and how much self-sacrifice would be required to sweeten it.

Most of the Jews in the world – even apparently ‘religious’ Jews, even apparently ‘religious Breslov’ Jews – mocked and derided him.

They said he was crazy, out-of-touch, demented, God forbid.

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But one group of people took him very seriously.

That same group that’s pulling the strings behind this ‘plandemic’, and that’s been orchestrating world events behind the scenes here in Israel, and across the rest of the planet, for decades, centuries – and probably millenia.

That group of people swung into action to make sure the Rav and his community would be villified, threatened and targeted for destruction, not once, but twice.

And they used exactly the same tactics, exactly the same playbook, that they are using now, to ‘brainwash’ everyone into believing there is a pandemic, and to ‘brainwash’ everyone into believing that taking the vaccine is the salvation they’ve been waiting for.

It’s all midda kneged midda.

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But that’s not the main focus of this post.

The main focus of this post is that the Rav has consistently been telling us what is really coming down the pipe for years and years.

When everything looked like it was coming up roses, he warned us that harsh judgments were coming.

And now, when everything looks like it’s really gearing up for the ‘end of the world’ – again! – he’s telling us this:

In the year 2012, they said that the world will be destroyed.

They [i.e. the Mayan] made a calendar for 4,000 years, and at the end of 4,000 years, the world will be destroyed.

In exactly 2012, the calendar finished. They said that the world will be destroyed. People built bunkers for themselves. They said that the work of a person is 2012, this is his work. For this, he came into the world.

On December 21st, in 2012, in the 12th month, which is December, on the 21st, so people mamash, thousands of people, millions of people, dug bunkers under their homes and listened to that ‘prophecy’.

There wasn’t anything.

Nothing happened.

The world continued in its usual way.

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For the people who are really with the Tzaddik, really trying to hang on to God and his true tzaddikim, and the ‘Moshe Rabbenu’ of the generation who is leading us out of Mitzrayim, there is nothing to fear.

But for the ‘Egyptians’?

The ‘armies of Sennacherib’?

The ‘people of Sdom’?

The generation of the flood, the generation of the Tower of Bavel?

Well.

Let’s just say I wouldn’t want to be in their shoes.

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Let’s end with this, that Rabbi Berland gave over back in August 2015 – almost six years ago.

What more proof do you need, that he saw things coming that all the ‘Youtube prophets’ couldn’t imagine in a million years?

What more proof do you need, that in this olam hafuch people hang off every word of fakers who ‘predict’ election results, while totally ignoring real ruach hakodesh like this?

Anything, just to not have to admit to themselves that they got it wrong, or that they might have to readjust who they listen to, and what they really believe.

Sigh.

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Here’s what he said, back then:

“We are now preparing the Yom Kippur of 5776, preparing the Yom Kippur a day of salvation of 5781, when the Rosh Hashanah will come out on Shabbos and Pesach on Motzaei Shabbos.

And there will be a Purim Meshulash, when there will be the geulah, then it will be a day for relief, 5781, so will the true salvation to Israel, which Daniel prophesized that this will be on two thousand and three hundred, morn till eve, 2300 years, which will end in 5781, the year of Israel’s salvation.

The Rav continued:

“AND NOW WE ARE PREPARING IN THESE SAME SIX YEARS, AND THOSE SIX YEARS FROM 5776 UNTIL 5781, THESE ARE YEARS OF REDEMPTION.

THESE ARE YEARS IN WHICH THE PEOPLE OF ISRAEL WILL DO TESHUVA, THE BIGGEST CRIMINALS WILL DO TESHUVA, BECAUSE THERE ARE NO SECULAR IN THE JEWISH PEOPLE, AND THERE ARE NO CRIMINALS AMONG THE PEOPLE OF ISRAEL, AND NO WICKED PEOPLE OF ISRAEL.

“These are all just stages in the salvation, it’s all stages in the development of the soul, in accepting the parts of the soul, the biggest gangster in the end will become the most righteous man.”

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BH, there will be a big turnaround on Purim, 5781.

At least, for the Jews who are listening to Mordechai the Tzaddik.

For the enemies of these Jews, there will also be a ‘big turnaround’.

I wouldn’t want to be in their shoes.

And when it comes to ‘the end of the world’, we need to be very careful who we are listening to, and how we are framing the discussion.

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Jews believe that God is controlling the world.

Ein Od Milvado.

There is no ‘nature’, there is just God.

If we stick close to God, and the True Tzaddikim He’s appointed as guides and leaders, to get us out of ‘Mitzrayim’, it will for sure still be one heck of a scary ride.

But we’ll make it through, and we’ll get to the promised land.

And if we don’t?

If we don’t work on our bad middot, we don’t admit the evil media duped us, we don’t admit how fake and phony so much of our inner world really is, how caught up we really are in arrogance and gashmiut and make-believe piety and emuna….

It’s going to be difficult.

But there is no despair in the world, and God’s salvation can sprout in the blink of an eye.

Even if the sky IS really falling down.

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You might also like these articles:

How God uses comets to fight for the Jews

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Comets in the Torah

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Comets and the Electric Universe

 

 

 

February 10, 2021/3 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Covid 19, Fake News, Geula, Stress

The kill shot

Here’s two memos on immunizations and ‘killer’ over-reactions of the immune system that were published by the WHO, back in 1972.

They explain how ‘vaccines’ can be used to encourage the human body to basically ‘kill itself’.

This is big news – and I will walk you though what these memorandum are saying step-by-step, in plain English, and then we’ll compare and contrast with what medical doctors are seeing happening with the Covid 19 ‘vaccination’.

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First things first, please go and download the memos – and circulate them to anyone who might be interested – HERE.

We all know that as soon as we trip over the real information that might start persuading others that we aren’t just ‘crazy conspiracy theories’, they disappear it.

So, the more people can get these memos and links around before that happens, the better.

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Next, I’m going to bring something I just read on the habayitah blog HERE, quoting Dr Dolores Cahill, professor of molecular genetics at Dublin University’s medical school. Cahill is one of the people who has been publically trying to blow the whistle on the ‘vaccine’ for a few months already.

And HERE is the article on the principia-scientific.com website:

Genetics Expert issues ‘chilling warning’ on Covid mRNA vaccines

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Here’s an excerpt, then I’ll plain English it for you:

What it [the Covid 19 ‘vaccine’] does is this gene therapy or medical device is setting up an autoimmune disease chronically.

It’s anaphylaxis in the first wave.

It’s anaphylaxis +allergic reaction the 2nd wave.

But the 3rd reaction occurs when you come across whatever the messenger RNA is against (virus), and now you have stimulated your immune system to have a low-grade autoimmune disease, not immunity to yourself per se because the mRNA is expressing a viral protein.

Now you’ve made yourself into a genetically modified organism, and so the immune system that is meant to push the viruses or bacteria out… now the autoimmune reaction is attacking your body low grade.

Now months later when you come across the virus that stimulates the immune system to get rid of the virus and when the immune system sees that you have viral proteins in your own cells and organs, then about a week later (the adaptive immune system kicks in, the mechanism that makes specific long-term memory antibodies against a pathogen) and you go into organ failure.

Because your immune system is killing your own organs.

Those patients will present as sepsis initially.

Then later you die of organ failure.

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OK, here’s the plain English description of what she is saying:

1. After the first shot of the ‘vaccine’:

The immune system is effectively being broken down by the ‘vaccine’. A relatively small number of people will have a severe anaphylactic reaction, immediately as a result.

Many others will start to be way more susceptible to a serious reaction next time they come into contact with the coronavirus.

(This is is a good time to remind you that every cold, every flu, is basically a version of the coronavirus. This also explains why so many people apparently ‘came down’ with ‘Covid 19’ after getting the first shot. They were just way more susceptible to it, now their immune systems had been compromised by the mRNA in the ‘vaccine’.)

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2. After the second shot of the ‘vaccine’:

The goal of the second jab is to put a small piece of ‘Covid 19 mRNA’ into every cell of the body.

Cahill says that short-term effects will be more anaphylactic reactions, and also more allergic reactions.

But that’s really not the real problem.

The real problem is what happens in stage 3.

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3. The next time you come into contact with the coronavirus, after having 2 shots of ‘vaccine’:

Now, your body’s immune system has been ‘re-programmed’ to attack and destroy the ‘coronavirus’ in your body.

The problem is, the mRNA ‘vaccine’ has now coded the ‘coronavirus’ into every cell in your body.

So when your immune system tries to launch an ‘attack’ against the coronavirus, the next time you come into contact with it (and you will, because it’s the virus that causes the common cold and flu) – it’s going to start attacking every cell in your body.

And that could lead to sepsis, organ failure and death in a great number of people, lo alenu.

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According to Cahill, it’s when we get to Stage 3:

Then the real adverse events will happen, against whatever is the real mRNA in the vaccines, and when the person vaccinated comes across (this coronavirus) sometime later …. what happened in the animal studies, 20% or 50% or 100% of the animals died.

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You have to hand it to them: it’s evil genius.

This is how they can build in enough of a ‘delay’ between receiving the ‘vaccine’ and people dying in droves from coming into contact with the regular coronavirus, that anyone who isn’t ‘vaccinated’ should be able to easily shrug off, same as we all shrug off that winter cold every single year.

Then they’ll just claim it’s a ‘killer strain’, a ‘killer mutation’ of Covid 19 – and of course it is.

But it’s only killing people who had their cells reprogrammed to contain Covid 19 mRNA by the ‘vaccine’.

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Now, how do we know that this is actually a ‘plan’, and not just a ‘conspiracy theory’?

Here’s where we go back 48 years, to two memos written by the World Health Organisation, entitled:

Virus-associated immunopathology: animal models and implications for human disease*

You can read part 1 of this memo for yourself, HERE, and part 2, HERE.

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Here’s an excerpt of the Abstract for part 1:

Certain viruses, notably the leukaemia viruses and some of those causing persistent infections, depress the host’s ability to mount an antibody response to antigens, while other viruses may enhance the antibody response. Cell-mediated immunity may also be depressed.

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Plain English:

This is saying that some viruses depress the body’s ability to produce antibodies, and weaken the immune system. While other viruses can cause the body’s immune system to go into overdrive.

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Here’s an excerpt of the Abstract for part 2:

Part 2 of this memorandum describes further mechanisms whereby the interaction of a virus with the host’s immune system may lead to tissue damage. Cell-mediated immunity plays a vital role in promoting recovery from virus infections, but under some circumstances tissue damage may be caused by the reaction of immune cells with viral antigens.

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Plain English:

This memo continues describing how viruses can interact with a person’s immune system to cause ’tissue damage’ – i.e. where the body’s internal organs start to break down.

It also explains that there are ‘some circumstances’ where this tissue damage / organ failure will be caused by the body’s immune cells reacting to ‘viral antigens’.

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If you’re like me, you have no idea what a ‘viral antigen’ actually is, so you don’t really understand exactly what we’re being told here.

So next, let’s define what an ‘antigen’ is:

(Thank you, American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, 5th Edition.)

antigen ăn′tĭ-jən

  • n. A substance that when introduced into the body stimulates the production of an antibody. Antigens include toxins, bacteria, foreign blood cells, and the cells of transplanted organs.
  • n. A substance that induces an immune response, usually foreign.
  • n. any substance (as a toxin or enzyme) that stimulates an immune response in the body (especially the production of antibodies)

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Remember this:

ANTIGEN = SOMETHING THAT STIMULATES THE PRODUCTION OF ANTIBODIES / AN IMMUNE REPONSE IN THE BODY.

Now, let’s try to find some of the ‘official propaganda’ explaining how these mRNA ‘vaccines’ are meant to work (shmirat eynayim friendly, and just over a minute long):

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In a nutshell, these mRNA ‘vaccines’ work by telling the body’s cells to create the same ‘spike protein’ as Covid-19 / the coronavirus.

So, the next time that person comes into contact with the coronavirus, the body’s immune system will go into overdrive to ‘attack’ those spike proteins – and those spike proteins will be found in every cell of the body.

And then, if the animal trials are anything to go by, between 20-100% of the people who had their cells ‘changed’ to start producing Covid-19 ‘spike proteins’ will develop sepsis, organ failure, and then die.

God forbid.

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Pay close attention to the weasel words being used, to describe the trials done with these vaccines.

This comes from the Forbes website, HERE:

Both vaccines have already undergone preclinical testing (tested in animals to see if it produces an immune response);

Phase 1 safety trials (testing in a small number of people to test safety and dosage, and confirm that it stimulates the immune system);

Phase 2 expanded trials (testing in hundreds of people); and

Phase 3 efficacy trials (testing in thousands of people, half of whom receive placebo, to test effectiveness and safety, including rare side effects).

(Emphasis mine).

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We are all being told that these mRNA vaccines ‘stimulates the immune system’.

But they are being very careful to word things carefully, so that legally, they aren’t telling us that this ‘stimulated immune ‘system means that we will then be totally immune to Covid 19 / coronavirus in the future.

Because that’s not at all the case, as they themselves are telling us.

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The following comes from the CDC’s own website, HERE:

[I]t’s possible a person could be infected with the virus that causes COVID-19 just before or just after vaccination and still get sick….

If your body develops an immune response—the goal of vaccination—there is a possibility you may test positive on some antibody tests…..

We won’t know how long immunity produced by vaccination lasts until we have more data on how well the vaccines work….

 mRNA vaccines teach our cells how to make a protein that triggers an immune response.

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The amount of weasel words going on here is simply amazing.

The CDC is telling you that Covid-19 ‘vaccines’ won’t stop you from getting sick with Covid, and that the whole goal of the vaccination is to get your body to develop an immune response.

We are all sitting here assuming that’s a good thing.

But it’s that ‘extreme’ immune response that’s actually going to cause the body to start attacking itself next time you get a coronavirus- because every cell of the body has now been ‘taught’ to replicate the spike protein that identifies it as ‘Covid-19’ – leading to sepsis, organ failure and death.

For between 20-100% of the people who are participating in the this horrendous medical experiment, if the animal trials are anything to go by.

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Remember the early stages of ‘Covid 19’, when so many people were being hospitalized with an unusual (and sometimes deadly) ‘cytokine storm’ reaction?

If you don’t, then this is a good refresher:

What Is a Cytokine Storm? Doctors Explain How Some COVID-19 Patients’ Immune Systems Turn Deadly

The immune system is there to help us fight infection, but sometimes it wreaks more havoc than the disease itself.

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Remember, there was a link found between having the flu jab, and having a ‘serious reaction’ to Covid 19?

See THIS, to refresh your memory:

If they were trying out the chain reaction described above via the flu jab, before rolling it out as part of Covid-19, that would explain why some people suddenly developed these highly unusual and sometimes fatal ‘cytokine storms’ to Covid 19 (i.e. regular coronavirus with a fancy name) – while other people totally shrugged it off without even noticing.

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Let’s get back to those memos from the WHO, written in 1972.

I’m just going to pull out some key quotes, first from memo #1, then from memo #2, then I’ll sum everything up in plain English, at the bottom of this post.

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QUOTES FROM WHO MEMO #1:

“The properties of viruses are seemingly ideal for producing immunopathological damage.”

“Recent studies indicate that certain virus infections can affect the function of the immune system.”

“[Certain known] viruses usually depress the immune system, under certain circumstances to a significant extent (Dent, 1972). For example, the number of antibody-producing cells as determined by the haemolytic plaque test (Jeme) may reportedly be depressed by as much as 99 %.”

“The strongest evidence that antiviral antibody and complement can injure virus-infected cells has been produced by in vitro experiments. It has been shown that the infection of cells with viruses that do not produce cytologic injury (rabies (Wiktor et al., 1968), LCMV) (Oldstone & Dixon, 1971a), or with viruses that ultimately do cause cell damage (HSV, vacciniavirus, influenzavirus, Newcastle disease virus [NDV] (Brier et al., 1970) is followed by the appearance of new antigens on the surface of the infected cells and that the interaction of specific antiviral antibody and complement with these antigens can produce immunologic injury.

In the absence of either specific antiviral antibody or complement, such injury does not occur.”

“If… the density of virus-specific antigens on the cell surface should rise during the course of an infection, this would increase the likelihood of complement-mediated cell destruction.” 

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Look at the bold stuff, in particular.

That last quote is telling us that if they can somehow ‘boost’ the amount of ‘virus-specific antigens’ = virus-specific antibodies that the cell is producing, then that greatly increases the chances of ‘immunologic injury’ – i.e., that the body will start to attack it’s own tissue and organs.

Getting each cell to create more ‘virus-specific antibodies’ is exactly what these mRNA ‘vaccines’ have been designed to do.

That’s not my opinion.

That’s what the official propaganda for these vaccines is telling us they are doing, inside the body.

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Here’s some quotes from Memo #2:

“Viruses have long been suspected of contributing to the pathogenesis of autoimmune diseases. Antibodies directed against normal cell constituents [i.e. the immune system attacking regular, healthy cells in the body] have been reported in several virus infections.”

“The ability of a virus to cause autoimmune disease should be determined…”

“Immunization of very young hybrids with single stranded DNA can hasten the appearance of ANA and cause a fatal acceleration of the glomerulonephritis [i.e. severe kidney disease]. Synthetic double-stranded RNA without adjuvant provokes the formation of anti-RNA and/or anti-DNA complexes and, with adjuvant, exacerbates the kidney disease.”

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Some interesting points to note about Memo #2, then we’ll sum everything up.

First, here’s the definition of ‘ANA’:

Antinuclear antibodies (ANA) are a group of autoantibodies produced by a person’s immune system when it fails to adequately distinguish between “self” and “nonself.”

So what that last par is saying, in plain English, is that when you ‘immunize’ a living being with ‘single stranded DNA’, that speeds up the process where the body’s immune system can no longer tell the difference between ‘enemy viruses’ and it’s own ‘healthy cells’

Do Pfizer’s and Moderna’s ‘vaccines’ contain single strand DNA?

YUP.

From HERE:

“The vaccines produced by Pfizer and Moderna also trigger the body’s cells to create a mock spike protein, but they do it differently: using mRNA wrapped in tiny bubbles of fat. Those tiny bubbles of fat and the single-strand mRNA are fragile.”

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Next, we’re told that when that ANA reaction shows up, it causes a ‘fatal acceleration’ of kidney disease (‘glomerulonephritis’).

In plain English, that means tricking the body into fighting it’s own cells can cause fatal kidney disease = sepsis.

See HERE, for a simple explanation of how that actually works, and here’s a taster:

[S]epsis is the body’s often deadly response to infection.

Sepsis and septic shock can result from an infection anywhere in the body, such as pneumonia, influenza, or urinary tract infections. Worldwide, one-third of people who develop sepsis die.

Many who do survive are left with life-changing effects, such as post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), chronic pain and fatigue, organ dysfunction, and/or amputations.

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Now, I’m not a scientist, and I could have the medical terms referring to mRNA and DNA confused.

Given that this WHO memo was written 48 years ago, the terms could have ‘moved on’ significantly over five decades, and I’m very happy for someone with more knowledge to explain this in more detail.

But Dolores Cahill DOES have that knowledge, and what she says is going to happen to people with the Covid 19 ‘vaccines’ is clearly foreshadowed in these WHO memos, and the experiments and research they refer to.

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Let’s sum all this up, as simply as we can.

Molecular geneticist Professor Dolores Cahill says that the COVID-19 ‘vaccines’ will cause 3 main stages of destruction, with by far the highest number of deaths and serious reactions happening at stage 3.

These are:

Stage 1 (first vaccination):

Anaphylactic shock in a small number of people – the immune system gets ‘switched off’ / depressed.

Stage 2 (second vaccination):

Anaphylactic shock plus severe allergies in up to 10% of the people being ‘vaccinated’.

The ‘vaccine’ now tells each cell in the body to produce the ‘spike protein’ that will identify it as ‘Covid 19 / Coronavirus’.

Stage 3: Exposure to Covid 19 / Coronavirus again:

The body’s immune function is ‘switched back on’, and starts attacking the body’s healthy cells and tissue, which it has been tricked into mis-identifying as ‘Covid 19’.

This is the ‘ANA reaction’ / cytokine storm being described above.

This potentially leads to sepsis (severe kidney infection), organ failure and then death.

Between 20%-100% of the research animals died at this stage of the process, lo alenu.

All of the above processes were clearly set out in two WHO memos from 1972.

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Let’s stop there.

This is big stuff to digest.

BH, it can still all be turned around – and don’t forget, Rav Natan wrote that even if someone already went to a doctor, Hashem can still save him.

But this appears to be what is going on with these vaccines, and how they are meant to work to ‘thin out’ the population.

TBC

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UPDATE:

This explains much of the above, with more details about the ‘cytokine storm’, and the obliteration of the immune system, and the shocking results of the animal experiments in Hebrew.

Currently, there are no English subtitles, but if you have even basic Hebrew, you should be able to follow what he’s saying enough, in the meantime:

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If you to to the links being referenced above, by Rav Yuval Asherov, you’ll find a lot more stuff in English.

Here is the report that Pfizer / BioNTech made to the FDA about their Covid 19 ‘vaccine’:

https://www.fda.gov/media/144245/download

Here’s a few snippets that are catching my eye:

8.4. Unknown Risks/Data Gaps

Safety in certain subpopulations

There are currently insufficient data to make conclusions about the safety of the vaccine in
subpopulations such as children less than 16 years of age, pregnant and lactating individuals, and immunocompromised individuals.

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Yet, who have the ‘health’ organisations in Israel being pushing this vaccine on?

Immuncompromised old people, pregnant women and also children.

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Continuing from 8.4 of the FDA doc:

Adverse reactions that are very uncommon or that require longer follow-up to be detected

Following authorization of the vaccine, use in large numbers of individuals may reveal
additional, potentially less frequent and/or more serious adverse events not detected in the trial
safety population of nearly 44,000 participants over the period of follow up at this time

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What this bit of weasel wordery is telling us all is that because they kept the ‘follow up time’ super-short, when looking for ‘adverse reactions’, there is a very good chance that more serious ‘side effects’ will show up in people who were vaccinated, that Pfizer / BioNTech haven’t listed here.

But they will only know what they are over the longer term.

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Also, remember this story where Israeli doctors were claiming they had ‘no idea’ that facial paralysis / Bells Palsy could result from the vaccination?

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You’ll be shocked (shocked!) to discover they were lying through their teeth.

The Pfizer document flagged Bells Palsy as a known side effect from the trials:

Although the safety database revealed an imbalance of cases of Bell’s palsy (4 in the vaccine group and none in the placebo group), causal relationship is less certain because the number of cases was small and not more frequent than expected in the general population.

Further signal detection efforts for these adverse events will be informative with more widespread use of the vaccine.

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That last sentence is basically saying: we’ll learn more about the damage the vaccine can do to people once we’ve conducted the medical experiment on a huge number of unsuspecting human beings.

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And the last bit of 8.4 says this:

Vaccine-enhanced disease

Available data do not indicate a risk of vaccine-enhanced disease, and conversely suggest
effectiveness against severe disease within the available follow-up period. However, risk of
vaccine-enhanced disease over time, potentially associated with waning immunity, remains unknown and needs to be evaluated further.

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This last bit of weasel wordery is saying that in the very short term we allowed to monitor test subjects for ‘vaccine-enhanced disease’, we didn’t find anything.

But, who knows what’s going to happen over the longer term.

(Maybe, they should read the memos from the WHO, to give them an idea?)

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Also, take a look at 8.2, “Unknown Benefits/Data Gaps”

Here’s a an exercpt:

As the interim and final analyses have a limited length of follow-up, it is not possible to assess
sustained efficacy over a period longer than 2 months.

Effectiveness in individuals previously infected with SARS-CoV-2

[A]vailable data are insufficient to make conclusions about benefit in individuals with prior SARS-CoV-2 infection.

Effectiveness in pediatric populations [i.e. children]

The representation of pediatric participants in the study population is too limited to adequately
evaluate efficacy in pediatric age groups younger than 16 years.

Future vaccine effectiveness as influenced by characteristics of the pandemic, changes in the virus, and/or potential effects of co-infections

The evolution of the pandemic characteristics, such as increased attack rates, increased exposure of subpopulations, as well as potential changes in the virus infectivity, antigenically significant mutations to the S protein, and/or the effect of coinfections may potentially limit the generalizability of the efficacy conclusions over time.

Vaccine effectiveness against asymptomatic infection

Data are limited to assess the effect of the vaccine against asymptomatic infection…

 Vaccine effectiveness against long-term effects of COVID-19 disease

Additional evaluations will be needed to assess the effect of the vaccine in preventing long-term
effects of COVID-19, including data from clinical trials and from the vaccine’s use postauthorization.

Vaccine effectiveness against mortality

A larger number of individuals at high risk of COVID-19 and higher attack rates would be needed to confirm efficacy of the vaccine against mortality.

Vaccine effectiveness against transmission of SARS-CoV-2

Data are limited to assess the effect of the vaccine against transmission of SARS-CoV-2 from
individuals who are infected despite vaccination.

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You got that?

On the basis of this document, and others like it, Israel’s Health Ministry and Prime Minister have pushed the vaccination on 3 million people already, including immunocompromised old people, pregnant women and even children.

And yet Pfizer itself is saying it has no idea what the ‘adverse reactions’ are over the long term (defined as more than 3 months – the trials took place between July 27 – November 14, 2020), nor how serious those ‘adverse reactions’ could be.

And on top of that, this ‘vaccine’ doesn’t provide protection against dying from Covid 19, or transmitting Covid 19 to other people, not does it ‘mitigate’ the long-term effects of Covid 19 on the body.

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Don’t just take my word for it.

Please, all the lawyers and medical people out there, go and read this for yourself, and tell the rest of us in plain English what you discover.

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Another research document that Rabbi Asherov references is this one:

Antibody-dependent enhancement and SARS-CoV-2 vaccines and therapies

Here’s a taster:

One potential hurdle for antibody-based vaccines and therapeutics is the risk of exacerbating COVID-19 severity via antibody-dependent enhancement (ADE).

ADE can increase the severity of multiple viral infections, including other respiratory viruses such as respiratory syncytial virus (RSV)9,10 and measles11,12.

ADE in respiratory infections is included in a broader category named enhanced respiratory disease (ERD), which also includes non-antibody-based mechanisms such as cytokine cascades and cell-mediated immunopathology.

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Plain English:

‘Vaccines’ that are designed to encourage the body to develop its own antibodies to Covid 19 – like Pfizer and Moderna’s ‘mRNA’ vaccines – run the risk that the next time the person gets Covid 19, it could be way more severe than otherwise.

Some of the problems these vaccines could set off include cytokine storms (or ‘cascades) and causing the body’s immune system to start attacking healthy cells, tissue and organs (aka, ‘cell-mediated immunopathology’).

Exactly as we described above, in the words of the molecular geneticist, Professor Dolores Cahill.

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You really still just want to tell me that I’m just a ‘conspiracy theorist’?

Really?

Hashem yishmor.

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UPDATE #2:

If you go HERE, you can read the FDA document explaining why they decided to wave through ‘Covid 19 vaccines’ as an ’emergency measure’, that didn’t require the usual oversight and clinical trials to check they weren’t killing off half the world’s population by mistake.

Haha.

Here’s what it says on page 6, about why the FDA decided to give ’emergency approval’:

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Points 2, 3 and 4, above, are just not true.

There is no data from ‘adequate and well-controlled trials’; the ‘known and potential benefits of the product’ don’t ‘outweigh the known and potential risks of the product’; and there was – and still is – an ‘adequate, approved and available alternative to the product for diagnosing, preventing, or treating the disease or condition.’

It’s called hydroxychloroquine, and Dr Zelenko told us all about it right at the beginning of the Covid 19 ‘outbreak’, and you can read more about it HERE.

(In the comments section of that blog, I also found this:)

After 440,000 Americans are Dead – Facebook and American Journal of Medicine Admit Their Stand on HCQ was Wrong — These People Should be Prosecuted!

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Again, go read through the 53 pages of the FDA document provided by Pfizer and BioNTech about Covid-19, and please – PLEASE! – show me where that information is hiding out.

I read through it, and all I can see is lots of weasel words like ‘possibly’, ‘should’, ‘could’, ‘is expected to’, etc.

That isn’t hard facts.

That isn’t solid evidence.

That’s conjecture and guesses, dressed up in scientific language.

And they admit again and again and again, that they just don’t have the data, or the time scale, to really know what the real benefits are (assuming they even exist…), nor, what the real risks are.

If I missed it, please do let me know.

And if I didn’t miss it – then why did the FDA give this ’emergency approval’ based on such a patently falsified basis?

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The tightrope

How do we get the right balance, between getting overwhelmed by painful truths vs going into denial?

More and more, I’m starting to see how so very many people could hear about ‘death camps’ in World War II – and dismiss it all as a conspiracy theory.

The human brain is built in such a way that it can be very quickly ‘overwhelmed’ by scary or disturbing information.

The kind of information that challenges all our assumptions about the world, and shakes us to our core.

Being exposed to that sort of information will almost certainly trip-off one of the brain’s defense mechanisms, aka, stress responses.

In case you forgot, they are:

FIGHT

FLIGHT

FREEZE

FLATTER

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Fighters will get angry – either about the situation, or with the ‘messenger’ that’s giving it over to them.

Flighters will try to shut down the conversation, or ‘escape’ into being busy with something else, or go for a long jog.

Freezers have the greatest capacity to really grasp and accept ‘the depth’ of what they are hearing, but that also gives them the greatest tendency to sink into a deep depression, as a result.

And Flatterers.…Flatterers will go to great lengths to ‘deny’ the plausibility of anything that’s disturbing, scary or worrying for them. That has its place in the world – Flatterers are often ‘salt of the earth’ types, that keep the world revolving as it descends into chaos.

But when disturbing, scary and worrying things are actually becoming our reality – well, you can see why that can lead to some difficulties.

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So, how can we accept truth, and absorb ‘real’ information that could be triggering off our stress response without ‘melting down’, emotionally and spiritually?

Only if we are sticking close to our true tzaddikim.

There is no other way.

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Let’s return to the unconfirmed information that Rabbi Eliezer Berland was forcibly ‘vaccinated’ against his will, while being kept totally isolated in the prison ward of Hadassah hospital

I found something in Rabbenu’s writings that puts a totally different spin on this awful news, as follows:

(This can be found in the book Tzaddik, #78, page 83.)

Rebbe Nachman is talking about his serious illness, and part of why he went for medical treatment in Lemberg (Lvov):

“I used to have a beautiful body. It never made demands or pushed itself forward. Now I need to be careful when I eat, and so on.

I cannot describe the suffering I endured there [in Lemberg], mental suffering, needless to say.

I received medical treatment. I used to drink henna (a Chinese remedy). The people living where henna grows are total unbelievers. They say, ‘There is no law and no Judge’ (Vayikra Rabbah 28).

I used to take other remedies from other places where there are different kinds of heresy. When they all came inside me, they turned into whatever they turned into.”

[Rav Natan explains:] “The drugs from each place all had to come into his stomach in order for the atheism of the place to be crushed. This was true of several drugs.”

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(The passage continues:)

Editor’s note: From this it is possible to gain a little understanding why the Rebbe submitted himself to medical treatment, although there were hidden reasons, as there were behind all his actions and behavior.

But his advice to other people was very emphatically to keep away from doctors and medical treatment.

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Once I read this, I cheered up immensely about the Rav being ‘force vaxxed’.

The side of evil have actually just shot themselves in the foot now, because whatever is contained in that ‘vaxx’ the Rav is somehow sweetening it – from the inside.

Does that mean that all this is going to magically go away, like a fairy story?

Nope.

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Here’s what Rav Berland taught, a few years ago, from HERE, on the subject of how to really make our problems ‘go away’:

The Rebbe (Rabbi Nachman) said in Lesson 206 of Likutey Moharan that a person does a lot of sins, and creates a lot of blemishes, and at first Heaven continues to act towards him in a good way. Hashem starts to call out to him by way of hints, and then progresses to actually calling out, until he starts to get kicked and beaten, and he starts to really suffer.

If you sinned, make teshuva!

And if you don’t make teshuva, then maybe through suffering you’ll start to understand what’s the problem, and then you’ll start to make teshuva.

Start to cry about your spiritual blemishes, start shaking a little, and if you don’t, then perhaps your wife will get ill, chas v’shalom (God forbid) and if not your wife, then it could be your kids, chas v’shalom.

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The Rebbe promised that he would fix everything, but the question is how will he fix it?

Will it take suffering to fix it? We are Jews, nothing is forgiven for free. By the christians, they don’t need to do anything, they just go to their priest and confess once a year, and he tells them that they are forgiven, and after that they continue to act the same way.

But with Jews, there’s no such thing!

We have to pay for our sins, on every sin we have to pay. And if a person doesn’t make teshuva, and doesn’t wake up, then they begin to strike him, and to cause him to suffer, as it says in the verse:

‘There is no suffering without sin.’

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This is how to walk the tightrope we’re all on right now, without going ‘crazy’.

‘Going crazy’ might mean that you turn off all critical thinking, all ability to question authority and to judge rationally, and willingly blind yourself to all the lies and the evil behavior going on right now, because it’s just too scary to really deal with.

If that’s you, try to work on really pumping up your emuna, and your emuna Tzaddikim.

Because evil forces really are at work all over the world, right now, and to deny it is lunacy – and will place you and your family in terrible danger.

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On the other extreme, ‘going crazy’ means making awful ‘predictions’ about the world plunging into the abyss, without taking into account the tremendous power of our True Tzaddikim, and our own prayers and hitbodedut, and saying tehillim and doing kindnesses to really sweeten everything.

If we make some real teshuva, all this will disappear.

It will implode all by itself.

We are all dominos, and if just one domino manages to stand strong against all the propaganda, and refuses to ‘tip’ headlong into a blind rush to get ‘tested’ for Covid-19, or ‘vaccinated’ – that prevents so many more dominos down the chain from falling, too.

Don’t think you are nothing, nobody.

You are a whole world.

And if you can stand strong in emuna, and in emunat tzaddikim, you will influence countless hundreds and maybe even thousands of people to do that too, in all sorts of hidden and obvious ways.

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All of us are mentally exhausted, from the emotional terrorism that’s been perpetrated on us, and our societies, by all these evil, billionaire-controlled ‘governments’ and politicians.

I know it’s hard to hang on, but HANG ON!

Hold on to our true tzaddikim, because they have very broad shoulders, and their strength is really the only thing that can keep us going at this time.

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It’s all going to turnaround, FOR THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE REAL TESHUVA.

Whoever they are.

God loves every single person on the planet.

I don’t believe that the Rav and his community have been through so much harsh suffering for so many years, just for all this to be for naught, in the end.

Each person that makes teshuva about believing the evil media and the evil police and the evil State – they change the whole picture.

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So don’t give up, sweet readers!

And don’t go too ‘crazy’.

Things ARE really bad – to deny that is madness.

But, things can and BH WILL all turn around soon – at least for those people who are connected to our true tzaddikim, and preparing themselves to live in the world of truth.

The next couple of months are going to be difficult, probably.

But hang on!

The salvation of God comes in the blink of an eye.

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More than a feeling

A couple of days ago, I was having a chat with my friend S.

We were talking about her sudden realisation that there is a ‘parallel universe’ going on in the world, that is not at all soft and fluffy, and that is the very antithesis of everything you and I want for the world, and for ourselves, and for our children and grandchildren.

That’s a terrifying thought.

And most people will quickly shut it down and run away from it – unless they are building the capacity to hold ‘truth’ in their minds and souls via regular talking to God sessions.

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My friend has been doing hitbodedut, on and off, for a while already.

But she said to me:

I don’t get the same sort of ‘messages’ you get from God.

I told her I don’t believe that.

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EVERYONE is getting messages from God all the time, regardless of whether or not they are actually talking to Him every day.

So then we got into a very interesting discussion about what a ‘message from God’ actually is.

My friend asked me to write about it, because she thinks it will help more people out there to take themselves, and their spiritual connection to God, seriously.

So this post is in her zchut.

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Very, very rarely, do I get what most people would think of as a ‘message from God’ in my hitbodedut – i.e. some sort of statement or clearly stated answer to a problem I’m grappling with.

It does happen occasionally, but most of the time, God is actually sending the ‘messages’ via a much simpler route, namely:

Our feelings.

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There has been a war on humanity recognising our true feelings for well over a century.

And probably even longer.

But let’s deal with the most recent bit of this ‘war’ against the part of our soul that goes by the name ruach.

The story starts with the cocaine-using Sigmund Freud.

A lot of the families in Viennese high society were riddled with horrible, unspeakable acts of child abuse and incest.

When Freud started psychoanalysing his patients, a lot of these disturbing memories and stories started to leak out in those sessions.

At some point, Freud realised that if he pursued this line of action – i.e. openly linking people’s mental issues and soul-disfigurement to all the abuse and trauma they’d suffered in childhood – he would be totally shunned in Viennese society and made persona non grata.

So instead, he took the coward’s way out, and sold out abused children for at least the next 60-70 years, by claiming all these ‘memories’ of terrible child abuse and incest by parents were repressed ‘Oedipal’ tendencies.

In other words, he totally and utterly lied.

And he totally and utterly invalidated these children’s traumatic experiences, and memories and even more crucially, their feelings.

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It’s hard for me to not think that Freud himself must have been morally compromised from the start, to have done that.

But I guess we won’t know until Moshiach comes and shows us exactly what’s been going on.

What is beyond a doubt is that the ‘legacy’ of Freudian psychoanalysis has led to some of the worst crimes against humanity being covered up and repressed for well over a hundred years.

It’s a classic ‘gas lighting’ tactic of narcissistic abusers to keep telling their victims that they can’t trust their own memories, their own experiences, their own minds, their own feelings.

And Western society has been built on a paradigm that encourages parents to ‘socialise’ their children out of feeling what they really feel, and out of trusting themselves on a deep soul level.

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Modern society shames people – especially women – for feeling.

It calls us names like ‘over-emotional’, and ‘weak’, and even ‘bi-polar’ and ‘clinically-depressed’ – when really, all these feelings we have, some of which can sometimes be overwhelming and debilitating, are just reactions to things we are experiencing in the world.

Clinically depressed people have ALWAYS had some sort of severe emotional neglect and / or abuse in the past, usually from a parent in a childhood, and especially from a mother.

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Clinical depression is just an extreme form of the FREEZE response to being placed under chronic or acute stress. 

And as such, it’s a perfectly ‘normal’ reaction, albeit not a pleasant or useful one.

No-one’s ‘brain is broken’.

Once people understand that all of their emotional states – even extreme ones – contain messages from God about what they need to deal with, recognise, work on, change or accept, the ’emotional state’ itself gets way, way easier to work with and tame.

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Same with things like ADD – which is just an extreme FLIGHT response to acute or chronic trauma.

Give me any ‘mental health issue’, and I guarantee it’s rooted in some sort of unpleasant experience, or experiences, or fear, or ‘stress’, that the person’s primitive brain is reacting to.

(If you’re interested, I wrote a whole book on how the stress response reacts in different people, called People Smarts, which you can find on Amazon HERE.)

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The point being, that God uses our feelings to communicate some very important messages to us.

For example, so many of my ‘messages’ come from a feeling I have that something is not quite right with a certain picture, or person.

In the past, when my ‘BS-O-Meter’ would start to ping off, I would often just try to ignore it or bury it. I’d been socialised by society to keep talking to creeps and yucky people even when they were making me uncomfortable.

That put me into some very vulnerable positions, because the ‘difficult characters’ out there quickly recognise when they are dealing with someone who can’t stand up for themselves when they need to – and that’s when life can get very unpleasant, very quickly.

Now, when it dings off, I pay very careful attention to it.

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In my hitbodedut, I’ll go back in and I’ll try to figure out why a certain something, a certain someone, is making me feel stressed, unhappy, nervous, angry, on edge – whatever it might be.

I can’t always pin it down – and it’s not always the other person’s problem, either, sometimes they are just triggering something that is entirely my issue to deal with.

But the point is, that God is sending me that ‘feeling’ as part of a message that needs to be decoded and analysed.

Once I learned to start respecting my own feelings, and to give them the ‘space’ they needed for me to really know what it was I was actually feeling, my extreme mood swings pretty much disappeared overnight.

Now, I have no problem standing up for myself against all the creepy, yucky people out there, and as a result, my life is way less complicated and much, much happier than it used to be.

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But ‘feeling’ messages can also work in a positive way, too.

When I didn’t know anything about the Rav, Rabbi Berland, for example, my starting point was a feeling that something was ‘off’ in all the reporting about him.

I couldn’t put my finger on it exactly, but it just didn’t feel right.

That’s when I started doing my own research to see what was really going on, and that’s when I started to unpick the whole, sordid story of how the Rav had been framed by the same evil people who are now pulling the ‘COVID-19’ con trick on us all, via the media.

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But even when I had a bunch of information that seemed to show the Rav was totally innocent of any of the charges that had been fabricated against him, I still took a few months to really work through what my soul was telling me about him.

When I thought about the Rav, what was the feeling I got?

Calm and happy, or uneasy and anxious?

Time and time again, when I explored my real feelings in hitbodedut, I got the ‘calm and happy’ vibe back.

That’s what gave me the courage to cautiously approach the Rav more, and to risk being more part of his community.

But even then, anytime I got even a whiff of the BS-O-Meter going off, I stopped to explore it in my hitbodedut, and to work out the messages that God was trying to give me.

Not everyone around a True Tzaddik is a true tzaddik themselves, and yucky people automatically gravitate to positions where they can have a ‘presumption of innocence’ and trust.

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Thank God, really, for all the persecution of Shuvu Banim and the Rav.

Because it smoked out so very many of the ‘yucky’ people, who quickly peeled off and went somewhere else, where they didn’t have the whole world poking holes in their cover stories and actively seeking out their misdeeds and bad middot.

The people who are left are, for the most part, some of the best people in the world.

They are people who have been constantly humiliated and disgraced – and who have continued to stand up for the Rav, and continued to try to do what’s right, even at great personal cost to themselves.

But I digress.

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Most people today have been totally cut off from feeling their own feelings, and owning their own emotions.

We are the ‘Prozac’ generation, who were taught that any feeling that is not fake happy is somehow bad and requires medication.

But all feelings – even ‘bad’ feelings – are actually just messages for us to decode, and clues from Hashem that are being sent to lead us forward in life, somehow.

Feelings are part of the soul level called ruach.

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The soul level associated with the physical body and ‘reptilian brain’ is called the nefesh, or animal soul.

The soul level associated with our mind, higher functioning and connection to God is called the neshama.

And the soul level ‘in between’ these two extremes of ‘animal’ and ‘angel’ is the ruach.

The ruach is the part of the brain that’s actually feeling things.

Then, there’s a fight that goes on between the ‘animal’ brain and the ‘angelic’ brain to frame our feelings correctly.

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When we do hitbodedut regularly – and we try to adopt a more emuna-dik, God-centric approach to life – that strengthens the ‘angel’ brain, and weakens the ‘animal’ brain’s grip on us.

When the ‘angel brain’ is in the driving seat, and ruling over the ‘animal brain’, our extreme emotional states, mood swings and physiological stress responses start to calm down.

BUT ONLY WHEN WE’RE TAKING THE TIME TO ACKNOWLEDGE ANY REAL ‘DANGER’, AND TO NOT JUST PUSH IT UNDER A MENTAL CARPET.

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Let’s use some real-life examples.

If there is a situation or a person that makes you feel very tense – that’s usually a big clue from God that there is ‘something’ there that you are finding threatening or unpleasant.

If you feel wrung-out or down or depleted or ‘missing’ after an interaction, that’s usually a big clue that the other person is sucking way more energy out of you, than they are giving in return. All relationships are give and take, but if you are always the one giving – that’s a problem that needs to be addressed.

For me personally, if I start to feel that someone is trying to manipulate me emotionally with guilt trips or ‘save me’ stories (who aren’t my kids…), I will pull back sharply and put up a barrier.

In the past, I used to feel so bad for other people, I could really get taken advantage of.

Now, when I get that ‘uncomfortable’ feeling in the pit of my stomach, I don’t push it down, I listen to it, and I make a conscious decision whether I still want to engage with the other person, or not. 

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All this stuff is part of the ‘conversation’ I have with God – and of course, with myself.

The last thing I wanted to touch on in this post, is that the concept of da’at, of ‘knowing’, can’t really be translated into words, it has to be experienced.

Sometimes, the da’at you get in hitbodedut, in talking to God, totally transcends even things like ‘feelings’ or ‘thoughts’.

So many times, I find myself knowing something, but without being able to explain how I have that knowledge, or why I know it to be true.

That is also how Hashem gives us messages.

And I think that’s probably the most sublime way, Hashem gives us messages.

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Any one out there can get ‘messages’ from Hashem, starting today.

All that’s required is a bit of patience, a bit of work to reconnect to feelings that may have been in the deep freeze for decades, and a bit of courage to follow the truth and the da’at and the direction you’ll get from shemayim, wherever it might take you.

As the world of lies continues to implode, we will need that strong connection to Hashem to keep going through the darkness, and to discern the real light at the end of the tunnel, when it shows up.

Start small, just five minutes a day.

Or even one minute.

Something.

But also remember that God is talking to us via everyone and everything 24/7, and that we are constantly surrounded by opportunities to get to know Him – and ourselves – better.

Don’t be scared to feel, even if those feelings start off overwhelming and ‘angry’.

They are a part of your ruach – mamash, a part of your soul.

And when you make space for them, and really listen to the messages they contain, you’ll see how fast your life starts to transform for the better, and how quickly your feelings become your best friends.

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If you want me to try to explain more about anything here, or about other aspects of talking to God, let me know in the comments.

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January 24, 2021/2 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Covid 19, Fake News, Geula, Jewish women, Mental Health, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, Stress, Teshuva

Hold onto God

This time around, things are completely different.

That’s what I told my daughter, who was lying in bed with a stress headache brought on by worrying about ‘the 4th lockdown’ that they’ve just instituted in Israel.

Really, it’s just an extension of the 3rd lockdown, but the Israeli government excels at the art of psychological warfare, and they know that ‘changing the goalposts’ is one of the single best ways of doing that.

So, the 2 week lockdown became the 4 week lockdown, and now it’s morphed again into the 6 week lockdown….

And it’s starting to feel like there is no end in sight.

But that’s not true.

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First, let’s state something obvious, that most of us are maybe forgetting, in this crazy time we live in.

Life is actually still pretty good.

Most of us still have a roof over our heads and food on the table.

Personally, I’m sitting here learning how to play the guitar – a lifelong dream! – and day to day, life is actually still good.

What makes is ‘less good’ is the worry.

And the stress and anxiety about ‘what will be’.

Which brings me to something interesting I remembered yesterday, when I was talking to my daughter.

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A few years’ back, when I was gorging myself on ‘geula stuff’, I read somewhere that this third stage of the war of Gog and Magog was going to be completely different.

(Maybe it was the autistics who said this?)

In the first 2 ‘wars’ of Gog and Magog, i.e. WW1 and WW2, a ‘good’ person could find themselves in a place where bad things were happening, and sadly still get caught up in the web of destruction.

But with ‘WW3’ – the last battle of Gog and Magog – it wasn’t going to be like that.

A ‘good’ person who was clinging on to Hashem and the true tzaddikim would still make it through in one piece, even if chaos was raging around them.

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When I first heard this a few years back, it seemed incredible to me.

What, you can drop a nuke on a city and the ‘good people’ are going to survive it?!

You can have a full-scale war happening outside your front door, and you’re going to survive it, just because you are ‘good’ and holding on to God and the true tzaddikim?!

I just couldn’t see how that was going to work.

But today….

It’s starting to become obvious.

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I keep seeing these quotes attributed to Henry Kissinger that it’s easier and cleaner to decimate populations via bio-weapon vaccines than by yucky, destructive wars.

Whether or not that evil guy actually said it, the idea holds true.

And we know that the ‘war of Gog and Magog’ has already started, because Rabbi Eliezer Berland told us that, back in June 2019.

You can read that post HERE – and see the Rav speaking (in Hebrew) below:

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I mamash have goosebumps writing this.

June 2019 was a year and a half ago.

It must have been exactly when the ‘Covid plot’was actually being actioned in the world.

According to this story, scientists in Spain ‘retroactively’ found Covid-19 in waste water samples dating back to March 2019.

So, by the time the Rav was speaking, Covid-19 was already circulating all over the world, and the war of Gog and Magog (part 3) had started in earnest.

Just we didn’t realise back then what it really entailed.

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Let me just quote the Rav’s words, before we move on:

“Today is the 4th of Sivan [5779], and Gog and Magog will be in [the month of] Heshvan. All the nations will gather together against Israel. Moshe will blow on the Shofar HaGadol (the Great Shofar), and the whole Torah will be heard from one end of the world to the other.

THEN, ALL THE NATIONS OF THE WORLD WILL COME. THEY WILL COME ON SHIPS.

It’s written in the Zohar (at the end of Parshat Ki Tavo) that the whole sea will be filled with [war] ships. Then the sea will split, and open. In the month of Heshvan, there will be the apex of wars. Sivan 4th is the beginning (of Gog and Magog), and in the month of Heshvan, the Third Temple will be built.

“WE NEED TO NOT GIVE UP. EVERYONE REPEAT, ‘IT’S FORBIDDEN TO GIVE UP’. AND THEN, THE TEMPLE WILL BE BUILT THAT WILL NEVER BE DESTROYED EVER AGAIN.”

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It’s that last paragraph that I want to focus on.

Right now, we are in the middle of a ‘war’ that is primarily being fought with psychological manipulation and propaganda.

It’s ‘gaslighing’ on steroids, where we’re told again and again and again that what we ourselves experience as ‘true’ – i.e., no-one dropping dead in the streets from Covid-19, nothing really unusual going on that requires ‘lockdowns’ and ‘untested experimential vaccines’ and ‘facemasks – is wrong.

The media is full of fear porn.

The governments and their ‘spokespeople’ are churning out scare stories, and concocting horrible statistics (out of thin air…) and manipulating the public with measures that amount to psychological torture.

And the doctors and nurses and scientists (most of them….) are also in on the game, either because they know what’s going on and are totally corrupt; or they don’t know what’s going on, but their training in Western medicine has taught them to bury their consciences, and to not question things that really don’t make sense.

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It’s a ‘war’ for hearts and minds, make no mistake.

They are trying to wear everyone down, so that we all wave the white flag, give up, and let them inject whatever poisonous concoction they want into us – no questions asked – so we can get back to ‘life as normal’.

Despair is our biggest enemy right now, which is why the Rav gave us such a clear message back in June 2019:

DON’T GIVE UP!!!!

Don’t let yourself be ground down by what is going on at the moment, because really, God is behind it all, and it’s all leading to something very, very good!

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Here’s how a ‘good person’ who is hanging on to God and the true tzaddikim can avoid the worst ravages of the war of Gog and Magog, wherever they happen to live:

That war is psychological.

The people who are far away from truth; who have put all their trust in the medical establishment; who aren’t willing to question things that ‘feel wrong’; who aren’t willing to stand up for what’s right, and to feel some inevitable discomfort from bucking the trend – those people are running to get their shots right now.

They are ‘selecting themselves’ to the left, if you can say that.

There is no point wasting your breath in arguing with those people, or burying them in ‘information’, because the problem has a very deep spiritual root, and their ears are literally being blocked and their eyes blinded from seeing the truth by shemayim.

(It should be obvious that this category includes ‘externally religious’ people, too.)

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Then, there’s the category who are trying to hold on, but who are being buffeted by gales of propaganda and despair.

Some of my extended family members are in that first category, described above, and some of them are in this second category.

I had a chat with [someone] a few days ago, who asked me what they are meant to do, because the government is soon going to force people to take the shots to even go shopping, or to travel abroad.

I told him:

HOLD ON!!!

Don’t do anything until that scenario actually occurs – because so much can and will change, in the meantime, that could totally disrupt the ‘plan’.

When people start dropping dead en masse, lo alenu – as is already starting to happen here, as the side effects of the ‘vaccine’ start to really kick in – everyone else who is isn’t automatically buying into the fear porn will start to pushback.

So just hold on!

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Of course, that’s easier said than done.

People’s anxiety levels are shooting through the roof, and it’s getting to the stage where many people who are naturally ‘anti’ the idea of Covid-19 ‘vaccinations’ are starting to crack under the strain.

They just want some relief from the internal pressure.

From the non-stop worrying about tomorrow.

And some of them are being won over by the idea that vaccination = ‘back to normal’.

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So, for those people, here’s a suggested plan of action, to help you navigate the coming weeks and months.

  1. Stop arguing with brainwashed people who ‘believe’ in Covid 19 and getting the shot.

There is no point, you won’t change their mind, and all that will happen is that you will emotionally exhaust yourself and start to feel very despairing.

Your life comes first, and those people will have to take responsibility for themselves and their own decisions.

2. Start talking to God for at least 5 minutes every day.

Yes, I know you have 5 zillion kids at home, and no koach, and all you want to do is eat chocolate cake and watch Youtube videos, to ‘run away’ from the depressing reality – but if you do 5 minutes of talking to God a day, I guarantee that you’ll start to feel better, and calmer, and less anxious and more able to ‘deal’.

Try it!

At the bottom of this post, I’ll link to some posts here on the blog about how to get started doing hitbodedut.

3. Get with the Rav, Rabbi Berland.

I am noticing a direct correlation in my own family between the level of attachment to the Rav, and the level of anxiety about ‘Covid’ and the state of the world, etc.

This is all midda kneged midda.

The more we believed the lying media, and it’s lying reports about the Rav, the more we are now caught up in the lies and propaganda about Covid 19.

I guess that’s the teshuva required, that God is putting us back into the same situation, and this time we have to dig deep and know that it’s all lies.

Again, that’s easier said than done.

In the meantime, I’m trying to ‘smooth the path’ as much as possible by paying small pidyonot nefesh over to the Rav, via the website HERE – and again, I see INSTANT improvements in people’s mental health when I do that.

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Two weeks ago, after one kid got slapped in the face on the bus for not wearing a mask, I paid a pidyon for her.

She is currently doing better, emotionally, than at any other time in the last 4 years.

Yes, we have lockdowns and all the rest of it, and she’s doing school by zoom – but she’s still feeling happy, and is even now thriving in the situation, and growing up in all sorts of fun and useful ways.

Ditto for other people in my household – I pay a pidyon to the Rav, and ‘the problem’ – especially its emotional and mental component – resolves pretty fast.

This war we are in is mostly psychological, so doing a pidyon nefesh is the ‘biggest gun’ you can use to fire back with.

But only if you believe in it.

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4. Look for nice, fun things you can still do for yourself, and with the members of your household.

For myself, that meant buying a small, second-hand Jeep and going off-roading as much as possible over the last 8 months; it meant buying a guitar (and an online course, to learn how to actually play it).

It means sometimes cooking strange new stuff – and sometimes not cooking at all, and just eating cereal for supper without putting myself on a guilt trip.

If I find an interesting book online, I get it now.

Carpe diem!

This world isn’t going to last for much longer, and I want to go into the next stage with very few regrets about not doing something, or trying something, I always wanted.

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5. Shut ‘the outside world’ out, as much as possible.

That doesn’t mean going into denial, but unless you are someone who has a VERY STRONG grip on reality right now, you should be avoiding news sites, and ‘fear porn’ – and the people who amplify it and churn it out socially, too – like the plague.

Just work on developing your connection to God, and to the real tzaddikim, and trust that God will make sure that whatever information you need to really have right now, you will get it.

Again, this is just teshuva for being too connected into soul-destroying stuff like Facebook and Whatsapp and smart phones.

Minimise all that stuff as much as possible, find a good book, develop a constructive hobby, learn something new, begin a fun project, take a walk every day – whatever.

The hour I spend playing guitar gives me so much joy, and I look forward to it all day.

In turn, that also gives me a lot of koach to continue doing whatever I need to be doing, to keep the wheels spinning for myself and my family.

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I was going to end this list with something like ‘work on your bad middot’, but on reflection, that’s what this whole process is all about, isn’t it?

Fear and anxiety are also bad middot.

Feeling despair, anger and ‘stress’ is also bad middot.

This whole situation is just one big test of our middot, isn’t it?

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So, let’s circle round and bring this back to the starting point, about how the war of Gog and Magog can affect one person while totally bypassing another.

That person who has zero emuna, doesn’t really believe in God, runs to doctors for every little thing, has lost touch with their own soul and humanity, can’t deal with stepping out of the world of lies…

Sadly, that person will run to impale themselves on the tip of a syringe.

And there is nothing you or I can do about it.

It’s a spiritual process of self-selection.

But the people who are staying away from the news…. and working on overcoming their anxiety and despair… and who are sacrificing themselves, mamash, to deal with sometimes overwhelming feelings of fear without trying to take the ‘easy option’ – they will probably make it through this process in one piece, albeit it’s going to be a bumpy ride.

And then those people who are sticking close to the Rav, and the other true tzaddikim, and who are talking to God for an hour a day, and who have spent the last little while ALREADY working on their fear and anxiety and anger and despair, and all the rest of it.

They will have it the easiest.

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Remember this:

Doing a pidyon nefesh with the Rav is a shortcut to the easier option.

It’s literally  ‘blood for money’.

So, take your pick, what you prefer.

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And the last bit of chizzuk I wanted to share has to do with the greatness of God.

There’s a passage in Rav Natan’s writings that has always puzzled me.

(It’s alluded to in a footnote on page 192 of the book Tzaddik, connected to one of the discussions where Rabbenu is emphatically warning people to stay away from doctors.)

There, it says this:

“Rav Natan added: “God is so great, He can help a sick person even if he already called a doctor.” –

(Alim LeTerufah 176.)

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To put this in different language:

God is so great, He can even help a sick person who already went to a doctor and got ‘vaccinated’ with COVID-19.

God is running the world.

And even if someone DID get the shot already, that doesn’t mean all hope is gone.

If someone was pressured into it, had a moment of weakness, or maybe was vaccinated against their will – that’s still not game over.

God is so great, He can even turn things around at that point.

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There is no despair in the world!

This ‘war’ is psychological, mental and emotional.

But there are ways (some of which are described above) that we can get through the next few weeks and months without cracking under the pressure.

Just sit and wait for these forces of evil to blow themselves out, without doing anything dumb.

Because their time is very nearly up.

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January 20, 2021/12 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Covid 19, Fake News, Israel, Stress

Trying to stay sane

It’s not so easy to keep things ‘together’ at the moment.

At least, in my household.

Every day brings new revelations, new information, that is frankly so challenging to assimilate and digest, that it just sometimes takes me out.

I won’t go into details, but I watched R’ Anava’s class yesterday, where he made the throwaway comment that Bill Gates is actually a transgendered woman, and that readers should go and ‘check it out for themselves’ – so I did.

Long story short: I’m 85% convinced.

But that wasn’t even the most challenging bit.

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Once that horrible possibility surfaced, I went looking to see who else might be secretly transgendered.

(I know, I should have spent the time doing a tikkun haklali instead, but what can I do?)

Very fast, I came across a whole bunch of stuff about Michelle Obama (5ft 11 1/2 inches in ‘her’ stockinged feet, with the neck and shoulder muscles of a male professional weightlifter…)

Or rather, Michael LeVaughn Robinson, as many people on Youtube are saying he was known as, before he started his transgender journey aged 12.

If you’re interested, go research it for yourselves, but what I will tell you is this:

The late Joan Rivers unexpectedly died in strange circumstances two weeks after she gave an interview saying Barack Obama was America’s first gay president, and that ‘Michelle’ was transgendered.

Oh, and Obama’s half brother, Malik, publically questioned whether Obama was married to ‘Michelle or Michael’ on Twitter, back in March 2019.

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Is this true?

I have no idea any more.

What I can tell you is that even the possibility made me totally sick to my stomach.

Because if they managed to pull that deception off on the whole world – with the collusion of so many people in the media and the political sphere – then that is totally disturbing.

And it makes the prospect of ‘Pizzagate‘ being true way, way more likely.

Which again, makes me totally sick to my stomach.

(Again, no links. If you want to learn more, that’s up to you, and if not, that’s also fine.)

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There is just so much stuff going on that is so yucky, and so bizarre, and so uncomfortable, that it’s way, way easier to just switch off and go along with ‘the official narrative’.

I totally understand why so many people are doing that.

But the problem is this: ‘the narrative’ is all lies, and it’s being spun by very evil people with an increasingly obvious agenda to harm billions of people and to destroy much of what’s beautiful in the world.

Starting with people’s souls and their connection to God.

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This stuff is really hard to deal with, on so many levels.

No-one likes to think they’ve been lied to and manipulated.

No-one wants to believe that all the people and institutions they trusted are nearly all totally corrupt and the very opposite of how they appear.

That the medical profession isn’t really populated by ‘angels of mercy’ who are only interested in saving lives.

The the government isn’t really acting in the best interest of its citizens.

That the State of Israel has very little to do with authentic Judaism, and is really the personal fiefdom of a small clique of Sabbatians and Frankists.

Who wants to believe all this stuff, and all the rest of it?

No-one.

That’s why they’ve been getting away with things for so long, because we so desperately want to believe them, when they tell us go back to sleep, you are just imagining all the bad in the world…. It’s all just a conspiracy theory, don’t you know? Go back to sleep!

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Right now, the US seems poised on the brink of civil war and martial law.

No-one wants to believe that the US is so corrupt, that the people behind Biden FOR SURE ‘stole’ the election.

But that’s a fact.

And that fact is leading to some huge consequences, right now.

Here in Israel, no-one wants to believe that Bibi and his government, and all the ‘health advisors’ popping up all over the place, totally sold us out to Big Pharma as ‘guinea pigs’ for their next generation of nanotechnology.

But that’s a fact.

I wrote about it months ago, HERE.

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Remember this, from the Milken Institute Report commissioned by Shimon Peres?

Just yesterday, big mouth Ehud Barak basically confirmed the thesis publically.

Here’s what he said:

(Warning: It’s not shmirat eynayim friendly. I found this video on the Tomer Devorah website, btw, who together with the Habayitah website, continues to bring some good information together about what is really going on.)

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Here’s a screenshot, and a brief translation, for those who don’t understand Hebrew:

“At the end of the day, Pfizer found in Israel a good place for their ‘pilot program’, because the kupat holim here – there’s one kupat cholim (health provider) here that has the [personal] details [of their patients] for the last 40 years, and their vaccine history.”

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Interestingly, the female news anchor starts mocking Barak for his ‘conspiracy theory’ – but the other journalist corrects her, and responds that Dr Chezy Levy – the DG of the Health Ministry that took over from Milken fellow Moshe Bar Siman-Tov – confirmed that what Barak said was true.

Pfizer came to Israel, because Israel allowed them to ‘data mine’ that whole big bank of yours and mine personal health details that they’ve been collecting for decades.

Without you or me having a say in it.

And because of our diverse population, with people from all over the world, we are the perfect country for big Pharma to try out their nanotech experiments on.

That’s what the journalist from YNET and Ehud Baraks says, not me.

So it must be true…

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Sigh.

I don’t want to believe all this.

Who wants to believe all this?

That’s why this period of time is so very hard, mentally and emotionally.

None of us want to accept that we have been ruled by evil psychopaths – and that this also applies to pretty much every area of the Jewish world, too.

Make believe is so much nicer.

Part of me also wants that fluffy world back, where we went on holidays, and ate out, and bought nice clothes…

But a much bigger part of me understands – increasingly – that that world was built on the backs of so much suffering.

So many children being abused in awful ways…

So many people being enslaved in debts they can never pay off…

So much injustice, so much emptiness, so much human misery.

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That world has to change, and radically.

All the challenging stuff going on right now is part of that process.

But it’s really hard to deal with.

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Meet the real government of Israel

 

 

 

 

 

January 7, 2021/13 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Covid 19, Fake News, Israel, Jewish women, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, Stress, Teshuva

In the beginning

Just over a year ago, the State-sponsored persecution against Rabbi Berland began again, in earnest.

Remember this?

Channel 13 prepares another hatchet job against Rabbi Berland

Which quickly led to this:

ARRESTED: Cult-Leader Rabbi Berland And Family Taken Into Custody; Followers Lay On Road In Front Of Police Car [VIDEOS]

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And then, within a week of the Rav being arrested in a brutal fashion, where he was pushed to the floor by the Israeli police in the middle of the shacharit prayers, the first case of Covid was reported by an Israeli, and later confirmed:

 The first case in Israel was confirmed on 21 February 2020, when a female citizen tested positive for coronavirus disease 2019 at the Sheba Medical Center after return from quarantine on the Diamond Princess ship in Japan.[3]

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I’m finding it hard to get out of bed at the moment.

I’m scared of where all this is going, and what all this renewed lockdown means – especially for people like me, who haven’t bought into all the propaganda and don’t intend getting ‘vaccinated’ with whatever that poisonous stuff actually is.

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Yesterday, my daughter got physically assaulted on a bus, for pulling down her mask to drink a cup of coffee.

She had the mask on under her chin, and was drinking her coffee, when a 50-something woman (hell-ooo Karen) started screaming at her to put her mask on. My daughter is a) a teenager and b) my daughter, so clearly, she didn’t do what the woman wanted, and carried on drinking her coffee.

So then, this woman came over to her, ‘tripped on her’ and spilled her hot coffee all over my daughter and the friend who was sitting next to her.

Then, she took the coffee out of her hand and poured it all over her.

Then, she slapped my daughter in the face.

All the time screaming abuse (and apparently accompanied by other Karens on the bus, both men and women, who were also shouting abuse.)

Thank God, my daughter had three friends with her, who stood up for her, because she was so shocked by what was going on, she couldn’t speak.

So then, it became a huge ruckus, and the police were called.

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I could wax self-righteous about this woman, and what she did on the bus.

And when my daughter first told me, I have to admit to being boiling mad.

But later, when I was discussing it with my husband, he reminded me that there are a bunch of moronic sheeple out there who have been thoroughly brainwashed into believing that people with no masks = mass murderers.

This woman saw my daughter pull down her pointless, worthless mask to slurp some coffee, and thought she was being murdered with Covid-19.

And of course, if a maskless ‘murderer’ comes after you, you defend yourself….

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Another reader sent me a link to this video, where the Rav is making the case that hating people for doing things differently from you is sinat chinam, and sinat chinam (baseless hatred) is worse than being ‘vaccinated’ with some toxic, sterilisation potion straight from the New World Order’s big vat.

You can see that video here:

(I can’t get it to embed on the site, sorry.)

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R’ Epstein makes a good point.

But for me personally, I’m not sure how far I can do it.

Sure, I believe in trying to bitul to Hashem’s will. I believe, in theory 100%, that whatever Hashem wants, I will try to give it to Him.

But I also know myself, and I know that I am not such an ‘angel of bitul’ that if that woman had slapped my daughter in front of me, I wouldn’t have ripped her face off.

And I’m not such an ‘angel of bitul’ that if we come down to the wire, where we are being mamash forced to have dangerous, experimental ‘vaccinations’ that I won’t resist that with all my might.

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I get that the Karen on the bus thought, mistakenly, that my mask-less daughter was putting her life at risk.

But can I forgive that Karen for creating a world where she is enabling the government to put my daughter’s life at risk?

I don’t know.

I’m working on it.

I’m working on really internalising that Ein Od Milvado – there is only Hashem – as it applies to the current situation of lockdowns and forced ‘vaccinations’.

Where do I draw the line, between trying to fight for what’s right, and for trying to defend myself and my family, and just accepting God’s will?

I don’t know.

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In the meantime, if we trace all this back to the beginning, we find it started with the unjust arrest of Rav Berland.

And I know it will ‘end’ with the release of Rav Berland.

But sometimes, as that event keeps getting pushed off again and again and again by the corrupt State of Israel, I start to feel a little despairing of this ever turning around.

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Did anyone wake up, over the last 10 months, to notice that the Yeshiva World News is employing the same brainwashing ‘cultish’ techniques on its readers, in connection with Covid 1984, that it brazenly accused Shuvu Banim of?

Has anyone noticed that the same brutal, violent police that arrested the Rav have now come after the lefties protesting Netanyahu in Tel Aviv, and the chareidim protesting the army draft in Jerusalem, and the dati leumi crowds protesting Ahuvya Sandek’s murder?

Is anyone making the links between all the brainwashing and lies that flooded the media to get us to believe that Rav Berland was guilty of things he never did in a billion, trillion years, and all the brainwashing and lies flooding the media to encourage us all to believe in Covid-1984, masks and ‘vaccination’?

I don’t know.

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But then, thank God for my husband.

He turned to me today, and with lawyerly precision said the following:

IF we really are in that period of time that is known as the ‘end of days’, then things are far, far sweeter right now, than they were meant to be.

He’s right.

(Don’t tell him that.)

Hard as all this is, at least mentally, it’s still way, way easier than all the doomsday prophecies that were meant to accompany this period of time.

After he told me that, I was able to get out of bed, and come downstairs to write this.

The Rav is sweetening everything with his mesirut nefesh.

I’m just praying that more people are going to realise that soon.

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UPDATE:

So, I was thinking about what’s going on, and I realised that in some ways we already got the balm before the blow, if we have been following developments with the Rav.

For anyone who is feeling ‘stuck’ that psakei din from Bnei Brak need to be followed mindlessly and not questioned, please read this:

The first cracks in the ‘psak din’ against Rav Berland appear

And remember that we’re still dealing with fallible human beings here, not all-seeing angels.

Even the holiest amongst us can be misled and duped by cunning people.

And we don’t even need to talk about the bribery and blackmail that occurs with the ‘less than holiest’ amongst us.

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And then, for those who still believe that our Kupat Holim and government can’t and won’t do any deliberate harm to the citizens of Israel, I wrote this comment underneath this article, on Ynet, which kind of sums up a lot of different things neatly, that I’ve gone into great detail about on this blog:

Sharon Alroy-Preis [head of the ministry’s public health services division] works for the Rothschild’s funded organisation Maoz:

https://www.maoz-il.org/en/alumni-projects/%D7%A9%D7%A8%D7%95%D7%9F-%D7%90%D7%9C%D7%A8%D7%A2%D7%99-%D7%A4%D7%A8%D7%99%D7%99%D7%A1/

The Rothschild’s Yad HaNadiv Foundation recently pumped $60 million into something called the Israeli Precision Medical Partnership, which is all about harvesting the Israeli population’s DNA for a Tissue Bank:

https://www.yadhanadiv.org.il/sites/default/files/media/document/2019-03/IPMP%20Roadmap.pdf

“It seeks to build on recent advances in biomedical research and combine genomic and post-genomic
studies with cutting-edge computational technologies, paving the road to the development of novel diagnostics and therapeutics.”

Netanyahu’s government signed an agreement with BigPharma in April 2019 – under the aegis of former Health Ministry Director Bar Siman Tov – to ‘share’ all the DNA info with them, without the informed consent of the public:

https://www.mobihealthnews.com/news/emea/gold-mine-data-driving-israels-billion-shekel-bet-digital-health

This is all about money and control, and has nothing to do with ‘saving people’s lives’.

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BH, I’ve been researching all this stuff for months, already, thanks to what happened with the persecution of the Rav, and Shuvu Banim.

If that had never happened, I could also be one of those sheeple, shuffling off to get injected with who-knows-what in the name of public health, God forbid.

So at least in my dalet amot, I can see more and more how following the Rav, and not being willing to accept all the lies told about him, has mamash saved me and my family from so much hardship.

And long may that continue.

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UPDATE 2:

I just got sent the following updates, about the situation with the Rav.

First, some advice for how to hang on the Tzaddik in these incredibly challenging times, plus a series of 10 new Tehillim that Rav Berland has requested that people recite, ideally 7 times a day:

“…[T]he only thing that will keep us sane is holding on to the Tzadik by reading daily TH (7 times) even if we have no kavana at all, just reading it makes the job, by reading the new series of tehilim he revealed:

31, 35, 36, 60, 68, 80, 83, 88, 89, 109

And by reading his prayers.”

You can get the books of Rav Berland’s prayers translated into English on the Shuvu Banim website HERE.

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And then, I also get sent this:

“The Ministry of Justice just yesterday cancelled the plea bargain of the Rav due to media pressure. Maybe that’s why all this is happening. 

In an unheard of thing that lawyers from both sides agree to a plea bargain but the Justice Ministry itself gets involved saying outright that its because of media pressure. 

Anyways, we need to always remember like your husband said, its so much better than the end-of-days are meant to be and we should be grateful. As painful as it is, we have a tzaddik who willingly takes it all on himself so we should have it relatively “easy” and at least survive. 

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Unbelievable.
The media is literally an instrument of the Soton.

But hopefully not for much longer.

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First, they came for Rav Berland

December 28, 2020/14 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Breslov, Jewish women, Stress, Teshuva

There is no despair in the world

But of course, it doesn’t always feel like that.

Israel is apparently going into another totally unnecessary lockdown from Sunday, and I’m struggling a little to deal with the fact that these evil people are still continuing on with their nefarious agendas.

It’s pretty demoralising.

Not least, the idea that I feel so powerless to stop them, or to do anything that will make a difference.

But really, that’s not true.

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God is controlling the world.

Only God.

And just as Joseph HaTzaddik ‘unmasked’ himself before the brothers, Hashem will ‘unmask’ Himself from behind all the pain and craziness that’s currently going on, which is really just a test of our middot.

All this cleaning out the pipes, it’s drawing those lines in the sand that start to clearly delineate who is doing what, which side people are really on – the side of truth, or the side of lies – and to encourage all of us to get down to the work of forging a real connection with God.

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At the same time – I have never found it so hard to do hitbodedut.

I wake up and just stare at the walls for an hour, instead of doing al netilat yedayim and getting on with my prayers and my hour of talking to God.

BH, I still manage to do it at some point in the day, but I know from past experience that when I find it hard to talk to God, it’s because I’m angry at Him.

I’m angry that innocent teenagers are being killed in cold blood by the evil Israeli police.

I’m angry that we’re having to go into yet another lockdown, supported by the usual tissue of propaganda and outrageous lies.

I’m angry that God has let the Jewish people be lead and mislead by a bunch of evil, two-faced narcissists who are really only interested in money and power.

I’m angry that Moshiach isn’t here already, clearing this mess up.

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That’s my work right now.

To admit I’m angry, and then to take that admission back to God, in hitbodedut, and to try to turn it into emuna and bitul, acceptance of God’s will.

It’s hard.

But that’s the whole point.

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You might also like this article:

 

The How and Why of Hitbodedut (aka talking to God)

December 24, 2020/18 Comments/by Rivka Levy
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Being real, Jewish women, Mental Health, Stress, Teshuva

Letting it go

I had something of an epiphany yesterday evening.

I was in the car with my oldest daughter yesterday, as part of her levuyee 3 month period post passing her driving test, when she has to be accompanied by an adult.

So, we’re driving to Mahane Yehuda, and I was still in the bad mood I’ve been in for a week, on and off.

Suddenly, this song by Yaakov Shwekey started playing:

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I know God uses all sorts of different things to give us messages – even cheesy (but catchy…) tunes by Yaakov Shwekey.

So, I’m listening to it, and I hear these words:

“Life is the people we love
And what we give to one another
Loving is giving, giving is life”

And suddenly, a light bulb goes off in my head.

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The last few weeks, I’ve been struggling with a feeling that nothing really matters. 

I know I’m not alone in that. I see my kids, and my kids’ friends, and I speak to my own peers and relatives, and I know so many of us are struggling in this ‘Covid-1984’ reality, to really find meaning in life.

Suddenly, all the certainties got blown out the water.

The career really isn’t worth as much as we thought. Making enough money has become even harder. Any ‘certainty’ that remained has vanished in a puff of smoke. And all our ‘standards’ and ‘goals’ and ‘plans’ have dissolved, as well.

It’s hard to plan, hope and dream when we literally have no idea what the next 24 hours will bring.

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And then add on to that the tremendous difficulties and obstacles that we’re all encountering to do even basic mitzvot right now.

As well as the onslaught against holy places, yeshivot, mikvahs and synagogues, and the deliberate closures planned to coincide with every Jewish holiday, there’s also the ‘bog standard’ miniot that accompany every mitzvah.

Even stuff like going for a walk has got so much harder, mentally, wrapped up as it know is in 5 million internal discussions about mask-wearing, dodging the police, how fast to walk in order to be able to claim “I’m exercising”, and all the rest of it.

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So it is, that I’ve been in a place the last few weeks where I’m finding it hard to answer the question:

What is the point of all this?

What’s the point of getting out of bed?

What’s the point of writing more stuff?

Or cooking more things?

What’s the point of trying to build, to create, to unite, when there is just such a huge big enterprise of evil that controls the world (apparently….) and that just continues to destroy, degrade and divide?

I’ve been struggling mightily to answer that question.

And then yesterday, I heard this song by Shwekey, and it something clicked.

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Right now, the whole job is just to work on my bad middot, and to do kindnesses for others.

And also, for myself.

And that’s it.

It’s a big enough job, believe me.

The last few weeks, my tolerance and patience for anyone else has been really low, even for the people I love the most.

I see now, that it’s all just a mirror.

God is making us all super-sensitised to ‘bad’ so we can clean up our act.

But the corollary of that is that we are seeing ‘bad’ all over the place, because the time has truly come to deal with it properly.

Each of us has our own job to do, to clean up our act.

I certainly have a lot of work to do, to start seeing ‘the good’ again, and to stop focussing so much on the bad.

And when I do that, I know the world around me will also automatically start to look like a brighter, nicer and more hopeful place again.

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The good point

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